If this sweet shell is destined to be peeled off by you

"Ah...the teacher at that time was my idol, and at the same time became my lover, really happy. It took away my first kiss, my first time...it can't be done without a teacher, I'm so lost in love I love him so much that I feel like I'm dying just looking at him."

Xueyue almost forgot about the seldom-heard description.He listened to the old story of entering the river and his lover, but he didn't know what kind of feeling it was like, as if something rushed out from the bottom of his heart, with a sharp knife, it cut the whole heart open, something was leaking Fall, fall into the bottomless unknown world.

"Oh...hehe, so it's like this..."

The mechanical reply made Xue Yue suffocate as well.I never felt that my room was stuffy, but I just couldn't get air into my chest cavity.

"Mr. Xueyue, do you know that feeling? Even in the crowd, I can see him at a glance, he is shining, he can light up all the colors in my eyes."

Turning his head to look at Xueyue, Irie still had that lovely smile, but his eyebrows unconsciously moved closer to the middle.Thinking of all the things I had with Maeda, I was happy, but there was still pain somewhere.

He wanted to see Xue Yue's expression, whether he was surprised or sad at the moment.He had no intention of doing evil, but because of the pain he had to choose to sting the other party, he had no other choice.

"Sorry, I don't quite understand..."

There is no rich expression, and Irie can't tell what Xueyue is thinking at the moment.It's just that the facial features are all stiff, and the eyes are avoiding.

"Ah... I fell in love with the teacher for a whole year and a half before I had the courage to confess, but we only got together for one year, and he lost contact, changed his number, and quit his job. But he is still unforgettable, which is really amazing People love and hate..."

Talking to himself about all the past, the pain in the memory of Irie emerged, but there was also another kind of inexplicable pleasure that made him unable to stop.

"At that time, the teacher was so rude. He took away his first kiss just after confessing his love. I kissed him on the rooftop, and he took advantage of the opportunity to eat me up. He is a very bold person..."

The explicit words made people blush, but even so, Irie still didn't want to stop.He wanted to poke Xueyue in pain.

"Xueyue, do you know? Besides teaching me how to draw, he also taught me how to fuck. There are his imprints on almost every part of my body. He rode a motorcycle and took me to places where no one was around to do it. A park near my house*, sometimes dates don’t let me wear it, just love to see me blushing with excitement... For a long time after he left, I even took the ones he did with me Reminisce..."

"... Hehe, Mr. Irie should not tell me about that kind of thing..."

The eyes were wide open, Xue Yue resisted very much, but she could only behave as politely as possible.He matched Irie's description and smiled awkwardly, as if he was looking at each other, but Irie couldn't find himself in these beautiful eyes.

"That's really embarrassing... I can't help but think of the past, sorry."

Blinking playfully, Irie, who was sitting on the sofa, narrowed his eyes and smiled at Xueyue whose cheeks were already flushed.

"...Eh? Xueyue, your face is so red, is it hot..."

Without continuing to speak, Irie, with the horns of the devil exposed, stood up and walked towards Xueyue, stretched out his arms and trapped the whole person on the sofa, his sharp eyes were constantly crushing Xueyue's body.

"Xueyue, are you still a virgin...?"

The voice suddenly became sweet and greasy, like a prank, lightly pinched the somewhat silly Xue Yue's chin, forcing the other party to look directly at him.Even though Xueyue is shedding cold sweat at this moment, the red blood in her dry eyes is as heavy as a rabbit.

"No...don't do this, I..."

Originally, she was more resistant to entering the river than other people, but at this moment Xueyue felt as if her whole body had fallen into an ice cave, the cold air froze her completely, but her brain was very clear.The mental resistance was already very strong, but the physical resistance made him even more unbearable.The place Irie touched seemed to be caressed by a hot iron, and it seemed to be stiffened by the extreme cold for a moment.

"Eh? Why don't you...I just want to talk to you...Is this bad? You are so sensitive..."

The provocative ending seems to have a special magic power, which makes Xueyue's ears turn red, but every part of her body that is touched is constantly clamoring to resist.He was touching his chin, so close that he seemed to be able to feel Irijiang's breath, and there was a special strange smell that made Xueyue feel highly nervous.

"Please don't do this..., I don't want to, don't..."

I really want to lock myself up, I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to hear anything.

"Oh? Don't want anything? You're already, fucked... Is it because you heard me tell the story about me and the teacher? What about you? How did the teacher treat you? Is it because you don't want to use force to care for you, or is it because you are comparing yourself? When I was more intense?"

The fingertips lightly touched the breasts, the sensitivity and sense of crisis instantly made Xueyue almost bounce off the sofa.

"...don't talk anymore, please..."

"Ah... Look, you are trembling here... I don't know how the teacher developed you. He didn't show mercy to me at all, heh!"

"Don't...please..."

In the treacherous and dangerous atmosphere, Xue Yue felt that she was about to suffocate.

"He... likes to leave marks on people! I like it too, it makes him covered with hickey marks. Ah~ But Xueyue, your skin is so white, it must be very beautiful to have a strawberry printed on it..."

Irijiang's words were like an invisible hand, increasing his strength again and again, pinching Xueyue's heart tightly, but Xueyue could only cover his mouth powerlessly, he was afraid that the pain at this moment would come from his mouth. run out.

Try to get close to Xueyue's neck, the trembling skin near the white neck is very attractive.Feeling the breath sweeping over the skin under the ears, Xue Yue instinctively shrunk her body, putting on a defensive look, but she still couldn't stop the trembling caused by the fear in her soul.

"What are you hiding from..."

Before he finished speaking, there was a knock on the door.

"Xueyue, are you asleep?"

The sound is not loud, but in such a quiet night, it is very clear.

"Hey... the teacher is back."

When he turned to leave, he still saw the crystal tears in Xueyue's eyes, which were tears from being bullied by himself, which made Irie secretly heave a sigh of relief, but he didn't feel happy.

I don't want to hear it, I don't want to see it, Xueyue doesn't hate entering the river, but for some reason, hearing what he said makes his heart hurt so much.That Maeda who always likes to give himself desserts, always invites himself to have breakfast, and always finds ways to find topics to chat with himself, thought that he was just used to such an existence.

However, now it seems that I have really gotten used to the existence of the other party, and this habit has evolved into dependence.The appearance of Irie made his unclear love affair precarious.

"why you……"

"Well, it's me, teacher, long time no see."

The voices of the two standing at the door were not loud, but Xue Yue could hear them clearly.

"Where is Xueyue?"

"He's inside, but he seems sleepy..."

Faced with a person who should not have appeared at Xueyue's door, Maeda was more worried about Xueyue than surprised.

"Come out and talk."

"Ok!"

Gently close the door, leaving Xueyue alone in the room.

The low-decibel electrical appliances sound very noisy, and the buzzing sound like tinnitus is constantly invading the brain. Xueyue, who is hugging her knees, feels as if her body is being torn apart, and her mind is beginning to function inflexibly.

"I'm so sleepy, I need to take a shower and sleep..."

His wide-open eyes didn't feel sleepy at all, but he still dragged his body into the bathroom.

The temperature of the water was still very low, and it drenched from the top of the head, and it hurt a little when it flowed into the eyes.Like an unconscious puppet, Xueyue mechanically repeated the sequence of taking a bath every day.

"I'm so sleepy... I really want to sleep..."

He didn't even yawn, his eyes were wide open, but empty, and he repeatedly muttered about going to sleep. After rubbing his body carelessly, he got into the quilt, and fell asleep the moment he closed his eyes. The avoidance consciousness of the body made Xueyue unable to think about anything.

When Maeda opened the door, he didn't look at Irie who was following behind.

"sit down."

The layout of Xueyue's room is not much different, except that there are quite a lot of personal items, the kitchen utensils are complete, there is a drawing board on the balcony, painting utensils and paints are in the box in the corner, and some messy books are stuffed in the bookshelf.

"teacher……"

His eyes followed Maeda all the time, and the excitement and emotion in his heart were expressed on his face.

"Tell me, what can I do for you?"

Maeda, who was calm and indifferent on the surface, was reluctant to visit Irie.This person who tortured him for a long time once made him despair of life and emotion.When we meet again now, I don't know what kind of emotions to face, which is really distressing.

"Is that all you want to say when the teacher sees me?"

A little hurt, but Irie decided to put away those little emotions tonight.

"I have nothing else to say, and I have resigned a long time ago, and I am no longer a teacher."

The two are facing each other, but they can clearly feel that there is a wall between this not far distance.

"Teacher...you have always been..."

Taking the initiative to hug her, I just feel that my heart is starting to become very soft.He hadn't touched this embrace for several years, something that once belonged to him completely, now taking it back again, Irie felt that he was about to cry.

"...Sorry, I already have a lover, don't do this."

Pushing away Irie's arm, Maeda also felt heavy.The boy who awakened his heart and longing, whom he loved so much back then, can no longer be touched.

"Why... Teacher, you said you would always love me, right? Have you forgotten what you said back then?"

This kind of rejection is really painful, and the whole person has to work hard to calm down, so as to ensure that the voice will not tremble when speaking.

"You said that I'm cute, you said you liked me, you said you would hug me all the time, as long as I felt cold, you would hug me..."

I can't believe it, I can't control my tears.Over the years, I thought I had developed a tough character, but I was defeated so easily when facing this person.

"You said that as long as I am afraid, you will be by my side. You said that you like me to call you teacher, have you forgotten all of this..."

Something hot fell down quietly, and Irie began to long for this man who was close at hand to wipe away his tears.

"Calm down, Shinichi."

Turning his head to look at the window, Irie who was crying made him afraid to face it.He has only seen him cry once, when the two of them were called to the principal's office together after their relationship was discovered. At that time, Irie was also like this. There were big tears, but he could only lower his head in silence. Acknowledge your mistake.

"Teacher, you remember, right? You like to call me Shinichi, you like to call me that while holding me tightly in your arms. Is that so? Hehe... It's been a long time since I heard you call me by my name, so happy ..."

The tears still hanging on his face didn't wait to be wiped away, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Hmm...probably, I've already forgotten."

"Liar, the teacher will not forget me."

He took the initiative to shake Maeda's hand, feeling the temperature of the other's palm.

"Teacher, I miss you very much..."

He hooked the other person's shoulders and wanted to kiss him, but Maeda frowned and resisted, and pushed Irie's hand away again.

"As I said, I already have a lover. No matter what happened to me and you before, it's over."

Only by pulling away the distance can he let himself relax and take a breath, Maeda is very worried about Xueyue at the moment.He didn't know if Irijiang had told Xueyue what happened back then, but even if it would make Xueyue feel a little bit uncomfortable, he didn't want to.He cherishes that person who is so pure that people dare not even touch him.

"I do not want!!"

Almost collapsed, Irie grabbed his hair and couldn't help it anymore.

"I don't want, I don't want, teacher, can you come back? You forget about Xueyue, you will never like anyone like me again! Why don't you admit it! You say you forgot those things, but you can see for yourself !"

The grief-stricken look is not very good-looking, but the sad tone combined with it is even more unavoidable.

Irie pointed to the book on the low table, which was borrowed from Xueyue.

"The evidence that you like me is right there, it's not on the bookshelf, it's here! How are you going to forget? How are you going to lie to me?!"

The voice reverberating in the house was a bit heartbreaking. Irie, who was trembling all over, wanted to touch Maeda very much at this moment, but because he was pushed away twice, he could only stand there stiffly. Heart beat.

"I haven't forgotten, right? Even though you said you already have him, you are still reading the book written for me. Teacher, why did you reject me? Xueyue is not me, he can't replace me!"

"It's not a substitute!"

Maeda, who didn't dare to continue listening, finally interrupted the conversation.

"...I didn't ask Xueyue to replace you. Shinichi, back then I..."

Even if his mind is very unclear at the moment, Maeda has to think about what he is going to say next.He didn't want to be entangled with Irie in the vortex of painful memories, he wanted to tell him well that it was over.

"I liked you at the beginning. You were cute and lively at that time, and I felt that I couldn't live without you. However, once the passion burned to the end, we had to face separation. Your life was disturbed by me, and I didn't Not having a good time."

It seems that I don't want to recall it anymore, but I have to look through the old photo albums from a few years ago.Irie was fascinated by Maeda's deeply furrowed brows that outlined the shadows cast by the lights.

"That kind of liking is different from my feelings for Xueyue now. When I am with you, I want you to burn yourself with me. But Xueyue...but Xueyue is pure, he is even in my eyes Fragile, I am afraid of hurting him, but even if I live carefully every day, I am still willing to live next door to him, even looking at him, I feel very... happy."

Thinking back and forth, flashing memories, those with Xueyue, and the fragments of entering the river once intertwined.

The author has something to say:

Maybe the timing or timing of Irie and Maeda was not right, but they were really happy together back then.Ah~~~~ Let me have the urge to write a prequel...