Memory Chaser - Mayday Fans

Late at night, Taipei.

In the middle of winter, Taipei is as cold as a big icehouse. The weather forecast has already issued a blizzard warning, informing the public to prepare heating appliances.Every year at this time, the aunt at home will move out the heater early, and every time Ashin comes home, he feels as warm as spring.

But in the past few days, he specifically ordered anyone not to disturb him.

All communication tools are turned off, and only the emails that are answered on time every day let friends know that he is still alive.

Ashin didn't know what he was doing, the temperature at home was no different from that outside, but he didn't feel cold at all.Perhaps the coldness in the heart is more painful than the low temperature outside.

He looked at the picture... and still couldn't remember anything.

He knew in his heart that this was a very important thing, something that he must never forget, and it was the piece of the puzzle that was always missing in his heart, but he just couldn't remember anything.

I can't remember what I lost, I can't remember what promise I failed, and I can't remember if I have forgotten important people.

blood relatives

farewell

Friends turn against each other

There are no more than these types of torture in the world that don't bleed blood. He suddenly felt that...at a certain moment that he didn't know, his brother, whom he had never met, had or was suffering from these.But he couldn't catch it, he couldn't remember it.

Finally, a week after it disappeared, the monster couldn't help but came to the door. It took more than ten minutes to knock on the door and ring the doorbell to make a phone call to no avail.

Seeing the appearance of the person in front of him, the monster's eyes widened. Is the bearded, decadent and lifeless man in front of him really a friend he has known for many years?

The monster was simply startled.

Carrying a big supermarket bag into the door, he drove people back: "You are too exaggerated! What are you doing?"

As soon as he entered the door, the monster shivered instantly. He cursed Chen Xinhong as a psychopath, and then quickly turned on the electric heating system in the house.

After driving the man into the bathroom to wash up, the monster went into the kitchen to cook a bowl of noodles for the man, opened it and saw the empty refrigerator, so angry that he slammed the door back.

Ashin doesn't like other people touching his things.But right now the monster couldn't care less, strode into the study, and saw the old photo on the table at a glance.

When he came out with the old photos, he happened to see Ashin come out after cleaning himself up, sitting on a chair with his head down and a lonely expression.

The monster sighed, put the photo in front of Ashin, took out the hot food he bought from the supermarket and placed them in front of Ashin one by one.

"Let's eat something first."

Ashin looked at the food in front of him for a while, and then slowly began to eat.The whole person is like a robot without a charge, and its movements are half a beat slow.

The monster didn't ask anything, just took out its cigarette and started smoking.

This was the first time he smoked in front of Ashin in so many years. Ashin didn't like the smell of smoke, and he didn't like staying in a place with a smell of smoke.For this reason, both he and Shitou smoked as little as possible and then gradually quit.

But just now when I went to the supermarket to buy something, I somehow took a pack of cigarettes from the shelf.He smoked almost one cigarette, and Ashin finished eating too.

The "Xinhong" monster snuffed out the cigarette butt with a paper towel and wrapped it up, and asked, "Do you have anything to tell me? Or tell me, if there is anything I can do for you."

Ashin looked at his old friend, and suddenly felt sad, as if his melancholy had an outlet.

"Ayi..." He didn't speak for a long time, his voice was a little hoarse, "I should... be my adopted child..."

The monster sat up straight all of a sudden: "Are you sure?"

"Well, although I can't remember, the little boy in the middle of the photo should be me."

"But..." The monster wants to say that it doesn't matter even if they are not biological parents. After all, they have been together for so many years, and it doesn't make any difference whether they are biological or not.

Ashin seemed to see through his old friend's thoughts, and explained with a wry smile: "I'm not sad because my parents and younger brother have been together for so many years. It doesn't matter whether they are biological or adopted. It's just... I seem to have a younger brother."

Ashin told the monster what he had heard in Gu Xiena, as well as Shen Yexi.

The monster finally understood the reason why Ashin was struggling these days.

According to the information disclosed by Gu Xie.Ashin's younger brother and friends seem to have been suffering all kinds of pain because of Ashin.

But they never appeared in front of Ashin until Shen Yexi committed suicide, and one of them, Gu Xie, finally couldn't bear it and ran over to have a showdown with Ashin.

Ashin said sincerely: "I don't know what Gu Xie is going to do? Ah Yi, I'm worried that it will hurt you."

The monster gave a "tsk" sound: "I'll just pretend I didn't hear that. You don't want to worry about anything, okay?"

Ashin laughed, Guanyu had said the same thing to him a few days ago.

Seeing Ashin smile, the monster felt a lot more relaxed.The time to be sad is over, and the next thing to do is to think about what to do.

"You said...would it be effective for me to do hypnosis?" Ashin said whimsically, "It's always been played like this on TV."

The monster knew that his old friend was joking, and wanted to relax the atmosphere, so he also joked in cooperation: "You are so funny, you said it was an act, how could it be true."

The two smiled at each other.

"But" the monster frowned and thought, "After you received the call that told you to ignore everything, they will solve it for you, Gu Xie never harassed you again. The reason why he appeared again later was because you took the initiative to contact him, right?"

"Well." Ashin nodded, "That's right."

"I wonder if that call was from your biological brother, or someone from his side."

"It should be" Ashin whispered, looking a little lonely.His biological brother didn't want to see him, no matter how much he avoided it, it was a fact.

The monster continued to analyze: "It seems that your biological brother can control Gu Xie, and he should have a lot of energy. If you can find him, will you be much safer, at least Gu Xie will not attack you."

Ashin smiled bitterly: "So I've been thinking hard at home for the past few days, to see if I can find any clues."

"If you send Weibo to find someone directly," the monster suggested, "Directly find someone openly. He knows your attitude of wanting to recognize him and come back. Will he take the initiative to contact you?"

Ashin was stunned, his eyes suddenly lit up, but then went out after a while.

"What's the matter?" the monster asked, "Didn't you post that guilt statement out of nowhere last time? Fans won't be surprised if you post something again."

Ashin shook his head: "But I don't think he wants to see me. He obviously has my phone number, and he has always known who I am and where I am, but he never wants to come to see me. Looking for him in such a big way Will it bother him?"

The monster scratched his hair in distress. Ashin was right. Hearing what Gu Xie meant, there were many hidden secrets in this matter, and it was really not good to act rashly.

But can they just sit and wait?

After struggling for a long time, the monster finally slapped the table angrily and said: "Forget it, don't even think about it. Fuck his Gu Xie, do what you like. Anyway, I have already done what I wanted to do all these years, and the dream I wanted to realize It has already been realized. In the worst case, I will withdraw from the front of the screen, what a big deal it can be!"

He stretched out his hand and dragged Ashin up, and ordered in a captain's tone, which was rare: "Come on, hurry up, stop moaning, and let's see how he will deal with us! At worst, stay and quit the entertainment industry! I Let's see what he can do!"

The monster pulled Ashin to the big chicken leg, and soon the core members of Mayday knew the whole story.

Everyone's reaction was almost the same as that of a monster. I haven't seen such a big storm for so many years, and I'm still afraid of a small threat!

Life is still going on, the earth is still spinning, they are still holding concerts, writing songs and making music.

How silly to live with the distractions of a guy who came out of nowhere!

Ashin looked at this group of guys who were heartless even after the sky had fallen, and sniffed disappointedly and moved.

He found a free time and sent a long text message to Gu Xie's number.

Honestly explain that I really can't remember what happened when I was young, sincerely thank you, sincerely apologize, and sincerely hope to know the whole story.

"If possible, I sincerely hope to compensate you and everyone"

At the end of the text message, Ashin wrote so.