Memory Chaser - Mayday Fans

Gu Xie suddenly wanted to cry, he remembered that day when he went to the hospital to celebrate Shen Yexi's birthday, he saw him jumping off the roof of the hospital.Xia Jingxuan was wrong, he was actually much weaker than Shen Yexi.Shen Yexi can explain everything and die quickly.He can't, he always has a slim hope, always feels that maybe tomorrow will be all right?Will it be over for a while?

But now, he didn't want to bear it anymore.Ashin did nothing wrong, but he is not innocent.Gu Xie raised his head, the tears in his eyes had disappeared, he smiled miserably.Ashin felt that the person in front of him suddenly had a kind of determination to "just fight like this".

"Mr. Chen," Gu Xie said in a deep voice, "Actually, today is not the first time I met you. We met a long, long time ago, including Shen Yexi." Ashin showed an expression of trying to remember. Ye Xi did have a feeling of "I met this person somewhere", but Ashin didn't have this feeling when facing Gu Xie.

"When I was very young," Gu Xie replied, finally with a little smile on his face, "Brother Yexi said, you gave me your own candy to eat, and hugged me to sleep at night, at that time you were just... 7 , 8 years old."

Ashin opened his mouth and couldn't speak, Gu Xie lowered his head, as if lost in memory: "I was too young at that time, and I don't remember what happened. I just know that one day you disappeared, and you raised us Mr. Chen, I have been looking for you for a long time, but I can't find it. Later, Jing Xuan and Shen Mo didn't give up looking for you when they grew up, but..."

Gu Xie showed a sad smile: "But then one day they stopped looking for you suddenly, and I asked them why they didn't look for you anymore. They didn't answer me, and then when I saw your face on TV, I wanted to understand everything Yes. Mr. Ashin, I have an enemy named Xia Jingxuan, oh, that is your own brother. He looks exactly like you."

As if the blood in his whole body was cold, Ashin didn't know how to react, what Gu Xie said was like a bomb exploding in his heart.Gu Xie paid attention to his reaction, and suddenly felt a sense of revenge in his heart.He stood up, adjusted his collar and said leisurely: "It seems that you still don't remember anything. Well, let me put some pressure on you. Maybe you will recover your memory faster with a little pressure."

He lowered his body to look at Ashin, and smiled dangerously: "I'll give you half a month. After half a month, if you don't remember anything, I will use more drastic means to help you." Gu Xie A triumphant turn around and prepare to leave.Ashin suddenly grabbed his left hand.Ashin looked at him with red eyes, and asked word by word: "Why did Shen Yexi commit suicide?"

Gu Xie didn't expect him to ask this, so he could only explain indiscriminately: "He has depression and leukemia, so..." Ashin lowered his hands dejectedly, his expression extremely ashamed.Gu Tianran suddenly felt guilty. He tried to escape Ashin's hand, but was held even tighter by the other party.

"You said..." Ashin grabbed his hand and stood up, and asked more firmly and tremblingly, "You said I have a younger brother, where is he?" Ashin was much taller and stronger than Gu Xie, Standing up at this time, the whole aura has changed.Gu Xie felt this sudden pressure almost instantly.

Ashin grabbed his hand tightly: "Tell me, where can I find Xia Jingxuan, tell me!"

Gu Xie squinted his eyes and looked at him, showing a playful smile, like a naughty child who finally got a fun toy: "You want to know~ I'll tell you when I think about it."

What did Ashin want to say, the world spun in an instant, Gu Xie grabbed his right hand and directly pressed Ashin on the sofa. "Goodbye, big brother." Gu Xie kissed the top of Ashin's head affectionately. After a quick step, he opened the unlocked security door and disappeared in an instant.

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Beijing at this moment.

Shen Mo, who had been meeting all day, finally walked out of the unit gate. He stretched freely and planned to have a drink or two with his old friend who was always on the go. He just turned on his phone when he received a message from Taipei. incoming information.The content of the text message was very short, but Shen Mo's face instantly sank.

He called back and asked directly: "What's the matter, haven't you been following him?"

"Sorry minister, we didn't monitor his brother's house, they met directly at his brother's house"

Shen Mo closed his eyes for a while, and then sighed: "I don't blame you, it will be sooner or later. But I can't say whether your Brother Xia can let you go easily, come back quickly and ask for blessings."

Shen Mo hung up the phone before the subordinate begged for mercy.

Shen Mo thought about it and called Xia.When the phone was connected, Xia Jingxuan didn't know what was going on there, it was too noisy, and I heard people shouting and begging for mercy.As soon as the phone was connected, Shen Mo greeted him: "What, brother?" Shen Mo knew that Xia Jingxuan annoyed him the most when he spoke in a Beijing accent, and he felt happy when he thought of Lao Xia rolling his eyes helplessly.

"Go on a mission" Xia Jingxuan's voice could not hear a trace of enthusiasm, "Say something quickly"

Shen Mo: "Come over and have a drink when you're done."

Xia Jingxuan asked straight to the point: "Did you mess things up?"

"Look at what you said, I can't buy my brother a drink if it's okay."

Xia Jingxuan looked at the situation at the scene. Inside the glass wall was a dim interrogation room with only one lamp. The suspects sitting on the chairs were sweating profusely. Seeing that their psychological defenses were about to collapse, their victory was in sight.The subordinate in charge of the interrogation secretly looked out the window, unable to hide the smiles in the corners of his eyes.

"Director Xia" someone came over and handed him a document and reported, "This grandson is dying, and he will probably be put down in an hour." Xia Jingxuan flipped through the document, closed the document and handed it back to the subordinate, saying: "Thanks for your hard work." , you tell Fucheng to come out, I'll go."

When the subordinate heard this, his eyes widened instantly: "Director Xia...you...you have to do it yourself!"

"Yes" Xia Jingxuan said indifferently: "I have an appointment for dinner, so I can't be late."

Ten minutes later, the suspect sat slumped on a chair, convulsing so much that he couldn't even focus his eyes.The subordinates paid attention and watched as their boss handed over the interrogation statement to them in a cool manner, waved their hands without taking away a cloud, and wiped the sweat from their foreheads one after another.If he hadn't witnessed the entire interrogation process with his own eyes, just looking at the suspect's final mental state, he would really think that Xia Jingxuan had violently extracted a confession.

Xia Jingxuan walked out of the office area, put on a hood and a mask habitually, and covered herself tightly.Even so, many people looked back at him curiously as they walked towards the parking lot.After checking that his car was safe, Xia Jingxuan drove the car out of the underground parking lot and headed towards Sanlitun.

At this time, it was not time to get off work, and Chang'an Avenue was still empty.Xia Jingxuan soon arrived at the bar she had made an appointment with Shen Mo.Shen Mo himself has guards and drivers who usually drive his unit's car, which is not suitable for parking at the entrance of entertainment venues, so Shen Mo has no choice but to let the driver park in a parking lot far away every time, and then walk over by himself.It is very easy to find a black brand car, Xia Jingxuan quickly found Shen Mo's matching car, parked his own car next to Shen Mo's car, redressed himself, and then set off for the bar.

The bar is clear, and the booths are very quiet.The singer should be a nearby college student, singing slow and ethereal songs, with short hair, a baby face, and a white turban.Shen Mo looked a little absorbed, it took Xia Jingxuan to sit beside him for a while before he realized it.

"Hey, you're here." Shen Mo greeted his friend enthusiastically, "What do you want to drink?"

"Let's have a cup of Black Fang." Xia Jingxuan handed back the menu like a document.Shen Mo answered with a smile, looked at the college students singing on stage and said to Xia Jingxuan: "Do you think he looks like when they first came out?"

Xia Jingxuan looked over and saw that the boy who was singing was wearing a white T-shirt and a white headscarf around his hands, with a very clean demeanor.He stared at the boy intently, but asked Shen Mo: "Well, it's quite similar, just tell me what happened."

Only then did Shen Mo speak: "He met Gu Xie, and our people didn't stop him."

Xia Jingxuan turned his eyes back: "What do you mean?"

Shen Mo explained unabashedly: "It means that he knows your existence."

Xia Jingxuan clenched the wine glass in front of her tightly, her eyes were burning fiercely under the dim light.Shen Mo said helplessly: "Don't be so busy getting angry, isn't it a matter of time before you are discovered? Jing Xuan, you have to accept the reality. From the moment he took the initiative to contact Gu Xie, you should know that you can't hide this matter."

Xia Jingxuan didn't speak.Shen Mo continued to persuade: "You have guarded him for so many years. He is almost 38 years old now. He has already made a name for himself, so it is so easy to be defeated. He has been calm since the accident. I think it is time to let him know It's gone." Xia Jingxuan clicked his tongue impatiently, stood up and lifted his foot to leave, but was grabbed by Shen Mo, "What are you afraid of?"

Shen Mo asked, "Jing Xuan, are you worried that everything about him will be ruined after the exposure, or are you afraid that he won't recognize you?"

Xia Jingxuan's expression paused, and he said coldly: "You care too much."

After walking out of the bar, Xia Jingxuan felt like a sparrow strayed into the white snow, walking aimlessly on the crowded Sanlitun Street.When he came back to his senses, he had already walked a long way, and he couldn't find the parking lot.Surrounded by unfamiliar scenery, he suddenly felt very tired, so he had to sit down by the flower garden by the street.

The mask and hood were taken off together, and the north wind in Beijing's winter made his head hurt, and his nose was a little red from the cold, and he sucked it hard.A father and son approached not far away. The boy was holding a bright red candied haws and smiling warmly in the north wind.The tall father beside him smiled at him.

Xia Jingxuan looked at them, and couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth slightly.In fact, he can't remember his father's appearance anymore. From the beginning of his memory, the person who accompanied him was Chen Qilun.Chen Qilun likes to take the two brothers to buy candied haws. At that time, candied haws were still 5 cents a bunch.He still remembered that his brother was reluctant to eat and kept holding it, and when he finished eating, his brother would give him his share.

This scene has appeared in dreams countless times. Sometimes Xia Jingxuan really hates himself for being premature. He can remember things when he was 4 or 5 years old so clearly, as if it happened yesterday, and in this winter, his brother disappeared.

It was his 5th birthday that day, his brother took out a lot of change from his pocket, sniffed his nose and smiled to himself: "Brother can buy you a cake." He went out happily, and then never came back.Qi Lun has been looking for it for a long time, and he has used all available methods, and he has asked everyone who can ask for it.But that era was so messy, the loss of an orphan without parents was not even considered a criminal case, and the police had no time to deal with it.

Until Qi Lun's death, his brother could not be found.Xia Jingxuan felt that she was crazy, Shen Mo and Shen Yexi wanted to give up a long time ago.He is not, as long as there is news, no matter how far away, no matter whether it is true or false, he will go to verify it, and he has also joined the military for this reason.But after saving so many people and seeing so many human traffickers, his DNA was entered in the national missing person records, and his brother still has no news.

When Qi Lun left, he said that the family must be together. He always remembered and never gave up.Until I saw that rising star group on TV many years ago.Xia Jingxuan couldn't ignore it... because the lead singer who sang brother in the middle was almost exactly like him.I did everything possible to make a DNA test, and got a gratifying and worrying result.

The boy who sang was indeed the person he had been looking for for many years, but he really found it, so what could he do.They have a perfect family from childhood to adulthood, and a life with everything.A stranger like myself will only increase other people's troubles.

And...he probably doesn't remember himself anymore, Xia Jingxuan doesn't know what kind of mood he spends the next day after day.He started to be a weird stalker, a weird fan.The house is full of various photos of his brother. When he hangs these photos, he feels like he is looking at another life of his own.

In fact, it's pretty good, some of them can live the life they want, that's enough, what more can they ask for?Xia Jingxuan stood up, put on the mask and hood, and walked towards the parking lot.

The snow gradually stopped, but the snow in some people's hearts is still falling.