Goddess conspiring against me

The next morning, I had two panda eyes, and Lin Yuqi woke up with two swollen eyeballs.

After the two of us sat up and looked at each other, we both burst into laughter.

I took out the concealer powder to cover my dark circles, and took out an ice pack from the refrigerator to apply ice to Lin Yuqi's eyes.

The three of us ate breakfast together, and Lin Yuqi gave a big thumbs up to Si Jingnian's spring rolls.

I always praised Si Jingnian, and by the way envied how lucky I was to live with Si Jingnian.

After breakfast, Lin Yuqi and I went out to play together.

As soon as she went out, Lin Yuqi roared uncharacteristically. "Sister Si is also a wife, wife, wife, wife, wife, wife. She was too sad last night and didn't pay attention. When I saw it today, I was really shocked."

I smiled and patted her on the head, because she was shorter than her, and this posture was a bit awkward.

"That's right, I don't often post photos of her in my circle of friends. Do I call her a goddess? Of course she looks good."

"That's different, the photos are deceiving too much now. Looking at the photos, I always feel that I must not be so good-looking. But Sister Si is different, she is much prettier than in the photos." Lin Yuqi shook her head and explained, with disgust for me in her tone .

"Yes, yes, you still know better."

"But although Sister Si is prettier, I only love my girlfriend!"

... was violently attacked by a high school student.

This child showed his love and affection in front of me, but he didn't know whether he was alive or not ==

"Even if you love your sister Si, she won't agree to you. She is straight and straightforward."

"Yeah? But my gaydar told me she was curvy."

Her words caused some waves in my heart, and even for a moment, there was still hopeless yearning in my heart.

But thinking of her once saying that she doesn't like women.

My turmoil subsided again.

"She said she didn't like girls."

"Really? Maybe she dislikes integrity."

"Impossible, I still believe in your sister Si's character. She can't be deceiving."

"Oh, okay. Sister Si is such a beautiful girl, she really is cheaper than those boys."

"uh-huh."

Originally, she wanted to play until around 5 pm, but Lin Yuqi received a call from her father at noon.

Her father made a step forward.Tell her that if she is admitted to Columbia in this year's early batch, he will not object to it for the time being.But if the two parties break up in the future, she will have to back down and try to date a boyfriend.

In fact, it is still very difficult. Columbia University is generally stuck.

But this result is still very good for Lin Yuqi.

She jumped into my arms happily, and excitedly called her girlfriend.

Both girls exploded on both ends of the phone.

The two were so excited that they couldn't talk well, and immediately made an appointment to meet in the afternoon.

Although I stood aside and was pigeonholed, I was happy for them from the bottom of my heart.

Her parents are actually relatively enlightened parents, or some of the younger parents are not very opposed to their children's puppy love.Generally, it is an appropriate amount of guidance to let children know how to have boundaries in self-esteem and self-love.

Lin Yuqi's parents belong to this kind of more enlightened parents.Although I couldn't accept the fact that my daughter fell in love with the same sex at first, I will think about it when I calm down.Instead of blindly using your own authority to oppress your daughter.

It's really good, if my parents are like this...

My parents are tolerant of me not taking the editorial test or the public test, and I am not in a hurry to find a partner, but if I find a girlfriend to go home...

I'm afraid they won't let me in the house.

The figure of Si Jingnian flashed across my mind.

Forget it, don't want to.

Witnessing the meeting of this young couple, I asked a few words before walking away.

Obviously, they couldn't tolerate my existence in their eyes.

I had nothing to do in the afternoon, so I simply went to the bookstore in the shopping mall to drink coffee and read a book.After reading most of the "Wang Chunfeng" in the afternoon, I was touched by the fate of the characters in the book, and fell into it a little bit.

At 5:[-], Si Jingnian called me.

Ask me how to have dinner, I said I haven't thought about it yet.

She asked me if Lin Yuqi had gone back to school?I said it should be, she went to play with her friends in the afternoon.

She said that she came out to have dinner with me, and then asked for my location.

The two of us met at a Sichuan restaurant in the mall.

Si Jingnian didn't ask me what happened to Lin Yuqi, and I didn't intend to tell, it was Lin Yuqi's secret after all.

Si Jingnian is the kind of person who knows how to measure and doesn't gossip about other people's affairs.

Unlike my other friends including myself.

My tongue was scalded when I ate spicy boiling fish, and every subsequent hot dish became a pain.I have to wait for them to cool before eating them.

Si Jingnian helplessly pushed the ice powder in her hand in front of me, so I sucked a few mouthfuls of brown sugar ice powder first.

After eating, I said I would like to drink some beer.

Si Jingnian's eyes were full of disapproval, probably thinking of my drinking in Japan.

But I really need some wine to boost my courage.

I told her I'd just drink a can of beer, and I'd take it home and drink it.

After talking about it, she agreed to my request.

We bought four cans of beer at the convenience store, and I dragged her out to drink beer on the balcony.

The two of us lay on the deck chairs on the balcony, looking at the stars that did not exist in the sky.

Ahem, after all, it is in Beijing, and the weather conditions do not allow it.

But it's also good to get some fresh air.

"Ah, sure enough, you can't see the stars in Beijing at night."

"I kind of miss lying on your lap and looking at the stars when I was traveling in Japan."

"I miss it too."

Si Jingnian's words moved me. Is she missing the trip to Japan to see the stars, or the fact that I lay on her lap and watched the stars?

I smiled wryly in my heart.

There will be such absurd ideas?

I pulled the tab off the beer and took a long gulp of beer.

He also motioned for her to open the beer.

"Come on, let's pay tribute to our beautiful friendship." I knocked down her soda can with my own.

She also took a sip of beer.

"Come on, let's pay tribute to the youth we still have." I clinked glasses with her again.

"Come on, I respect your pretty face."

"I respect your attractive figure."

"To my lovely students."

"Respectfully……"

After a few toasts, I drank up my two cans of beer.

Si Jingnian must have noticed my anomaly, but she kept silent and didn't ask me what was wrong.

After I finished drinking, I lay back on the chair, my eyes blurred.

After a while, I exhaled the alcohol-smelling stale breath, and then I took a sharp breath of fresh air.

As a way to cheer yourself up, he asked.

"Jingnian, what do you think about homosexuality?"

I didn't go to see Si Jingnian, for fear of seeing any look of contempt on her face.

She didn't answer my words immediately, but asked me back.

"Why do you ask about this?"

"You answer my question first."

"It doesn't matter how you look at it, it's someone else's freedom."

I felt better, at least she didn't look down on her or dislike her.

"If your friend was gay, would you treat her differently?"

"Yes or no."

"What's the meaning."

"I will maintain a friendship with her, but I can't let the other party misunderstand."

"Then what if the other party misunderstood."

"It might be that she was thinking too much, or it might be that I did something that misunderstood her. I will correct it immediately."

When I heard this, my beer-burning heart gradually cooled down.

My eyes were sour, tears almost flowed out, I held back the tears.

I get what she means.

I understand that her kindness to me was shamelessly misunderstood by me as love.

I'm so naive and shameless.

"Xiao Yu, why do you ask this?"

"Oh, I'm just curious."

"Is that so?"

"That's right, let's stop talking. I'm dizzy from drinking, so I'm going to take a shower and go to bed first." After I finished speaking, I frantically tried to stand up on the small table, and hurriedly escaped from this place.

Escape from this place of my wishful thinking.

Run away from this man I'm delusional about.

But I didn't have any strength in my hands after drinking, and I fell back into the recliner.

But unfortunately, my calf hit the pillar of the recliner.

There was a crisp sound of bones hitting metal.

I grinned in pain.

Si Jingnian got up nervously, squatted halfway beside my chair, and asked me where I had knocked.

How much I want to possess her appearance of being nervous only for me.

How much I want to be exclusive.

How I want her to belong to me, only to me.

My eye sockets were hot, and my eyes couldn't hold back the tears.

I said. "It hurts, it hurts to death."

But it's not my calf that hurts, it's my heart.

It curled up, wrinkled, and writhed in pain, as if it had gone through a severe back and forth spasm.

That kind of pain should have been my psychological effect, but it manifested on my forehead.

There were fine beads of sweat on my forehead.

Si Jingnian said he was going to send me to the hospital, but I sniffed and said no.

Dry your tears with a tissue.

I said it wasn't really painful, it was just a stress reaction.

To prove that I was telling the truth, I jumped in place.

Tell her not to worry, and go to the bathroom to take a shower.

I didn't even take off my clothes, I just stood under the shower head, crying silently.

The sound of the water was loud, and I cried silently.

I seemed to understand Lin Yuqi's state of mind. The next day, we both stood under the shower head and cried.

But it's actually different. She was crying because her parents didn't agree with their love, but I was crying because my relationship ended without a problem.

I know it's shameless for me to do this, Si Jingnian not only doesn't like girls, but also has a stable boyfriend.

Am I not a mistress who is sexually harassed?

I can't do this.

I can't destroy her love.

I want to hide away, so far away that I won't think of her.

Then be friends with her.

I want to move.