Goddess conspiring against me

But I still asked her if her parents knew about her running out.Just in case her parents are looking for her to death, calling the police or something.

She said she knew.

I said that after you came out, did your parents contact you?

She said her parents kicked her out.

When she said this, her tone was very complicated. Sadness, loss, anger, and rebellion were all mixed in it.

I skip this subject and talk to her about something else.

But I was thinking in my heart, why did the family say such things to her?After all, Lin Yuqi has excellent grades, gentle personality, and a very smart mind.I really can't think of anything that would cause her to be kicked out by her own parents.

On the way home, I bought her a chocolate chip cake at the convenience store.

Then took her back home.

The lights at the entrance in the living room are all on, probably turned on by Si Jingnian, waiting for us to come back.

Sure enough, sitting on the sofa was the person who haunted my dreams.

After Si Jingnian saw the two of us entering the door, he smiled at us with an extremely gentle and reassuring smile.

Like the melting of winter snow, spring is beautiful.

Lin Yuqi let go of her raised shoulders, and my overburdened brain cells seemed to regain their vitality.

Si Jingnian told us that she had replaced the sheets and quilts in my room with new ones.

There are also new toothbrushes, slippers, and towels.

She is really caring.

I looked at her, my heart was so soft that it was unreasonable.Although I told myself to restrain myself from relying on her, not touching her, not getting close to her.But this guy keeps making me break my vows.

I said thank you to her.

Lin Yuqi also thanked her.

I drove Lin Yuqi to take a bath, and sat in the living room with Si Jingnian, discussing in a low voice that I didn't know what her specific situation was, and I wasn't going to ask any more.Just try to be with her to make her feel better.

Our voices are not loud, and the distance between the living room and the bathroom is not far.

In the sound of water coming from the bathroom, Lin Yuqi's suppressed crying could be vaguely heard.

She didn't cry after meeting me, she endured it until the bathroom.Really a distressed girl.

I sighed.

Si Jingnian patted my shoulder to cheer me up.

After Lin Yuqi took a shower, I left her in my room to watch an interesting talk show.Then tell her, I'm going to take a shower first.

She said yes, her eye sockets were still slightly red, but her condition was much better than when she saw her.

It was late after I took a shower.When I went back to the room, Lin Yuqi was still watching the talk show.

I told her it was time to go to bed, and told her to sleep in my room with peace of mind. The quilt and everything were newly changed.

"Mr. Xiaoyu, I want to sleep with you. Is that okay?" Lin Yuqi's eyes showed expectation and pitiful temptation.

How can I refuse.

I told Si Jingnian that I would not go to sleep in her room tonight and that I wanted to accompany the little girl.

She said yes.

I took out another air-conditioning quilt from the closet and placed it on the outer side of the bed.

Turn off the incandescent lamp above the head, and only turn on the small yellow light on the bedside table.

Lin Yuqi slept against the wall, and I slept on the outside.

Although the quilts of the two are next to each other, their bodies are far apart.

Neither of us spoke for a long time.

I was just about to say, don't think too much, and go to sleep first.

Lin Yuqi's voice interrupted me, the voice was immature, fearful but firm.

"Teacher, I like girls."

I? ? ? ? ?

My head froze for a moment, and I didn't understand her words.

But it feels like that.

If it was because of this reason, it seemed much more understandable for Lin Yuqi to be kicked out of the house by her parents.

It is only a matter of a split second to skip these thoughts in your mind.

I opened my mouth to answer her, trying to keep my voice as soft as possible.

"Is that why?"

"En." She answered me decisively, and then asked me tentatively, with caution and pride. "Teacher, what do you think of homosexuality?"

"It's just a matter of different sexual orientations."

"But my parents didn't think so."

"What's your parents' attitude?"

"The attitude that kicked me out."

"My parents' generation had a radical view of homosexuality, and I think they'll be better off after a while."

"I hope. But I'm not going to break up with my girlfriend."

"Do I know your girlfriend?"

"The one I don't know is one of my seniors."

"Ah, so, would you mind telling me the story of how you two met?" I guided her to tell the story of her girlfriend, hoping that she could temporarily forget her unhappiness.

Sure enough, she was really happy to tell me about it.

Her girlfriend and she are both members of the student union, and the other party is the head of the propaganda department, who is good at painting.The two people fell in love with each other so much as they got closer and closer to discussing school matters.

Young love is always stronger and more urgent.

The two are together like this.

Lin Yuqi's words were as sweet as honey.

As soon as she spoke, her tone was full of attachment. "She applied to Parsons School of Design, the second largest design school in the world, she is really outstanding!"

"I'm going to apply to Columbia University, so we can meet often."

"That's very good."

"But my parents didn't let me. After they found out about the two of us, they didn't let me apply to schools in New York. They let me apply to schools in California, and even Australia and Britain." Lin Yuqi's voice suddenly rose, and then fell again. down. "I don't want to go. I don't want to be separated from Yu Jia."

Ye Jia is her girlfriend.

I understand what she's thinking, but I really can't help her.

I can only let her take one step at a time and think of some ways to solve this matter slowly.

She said yes.

I said that I would take her out for a stroll tomorrow and let her relax first.Send her back to school in the afternoon.

She also said yes.

Soon, I heard her regular breathing.

That's right, after she fell asleep, I couldn't fall asleep.

Lin Yuqi was the first person around me who came out with me. The problems she encountered, her parents' attitude should be the problems that entrenched most of them.

This road is really difficult to walk.

I have no courage, no reason, and no qualifications to drag others down this path.

What I said was just a momentary crush, but I was lying to myself.

It was clear to me that I wanted more than friendship.

But if I want it, is Si Jingnian obliged to give it?

I hate myself like this, why should I?

Is it based on the friendship between the other party and my best friend?

Because I like each other?

But will this allow the other party to accept me?

Si Jingnian obviously said that he doesn't like girls anymore.

An Xiaoyu, you still miss her like this.

Obviously people regard you as a good friend, but you are still like this and you still covet her like this.

Obviously, Si Jingnian has a boyfriend, yet you still want to flirt with her like this.

Show some face, An Xiaoyu.

I smiled wryly.

He sighed, wiping a tear from the corner of his eye.

I think the decision I made a few days ago should be right.