Don't run after school

Cheng Jin glanced at his drawing paper.

Although it's just a sketch, it depicts the chilling meaning of the cold sky, clear water and crumbling walls.

Cheng Jin couldn't help but want to fart a rainbow at him again, but felt that he had heard enough of the praise, so he didn't say anything.

Seeing his hesitant expression, Zhou Baoshan couldn't help asking: "Is the painting not good?"

"No, I just think it would be too vulgar to praise you directly." Cheng Jin said, "I regret that I chose science and engineering, and I can't even think of a better adjective to praise you."

Zhou Baoshan smiled.

Cheng Jin also laughed, "I admit that my ability to express is limited, and I won't say anything very nice directly. I will only say that you are the best in the world. No matter how I look at it, I like you very much. If you say this."

And I not only want to say today, but also tomorrow, I want you to feel that you are really being liked seriously every day.

I want to make you dance happily, show your true colors, and be a little boy who will never grow up in front of me forever.

"Did you put honey on your mouth?" Zhou Baoshan said, "I am very worried that I will get diabetes in the future."

Zhou Baoshan's words were quite careless, but Cheng Jin wanted to be dirty. He complained first and kicked Zhou Baoshan lightly, "Can you think about something healthy?"

"I can't think of anything healthy in front of you. All I think are crooked ways and fantasies."

The two of them had a good fight, and found that no one was more flirtatious than the other, at most it was a tie.

Zhou Boshan handed in the sketching homework, and when Cheng Jin passed by, he looked at other people's drawing boards, and most of them were only a third of the way completed. Everyone was shocked why Zhou Boshan drew so fast and with such a high degree of completion.

Zhou Baoshan copied his pockets, walked past the admiring gazes of others without seeing them, then took Cheng Jin's shoulders, and went back to the dormitory with him.

Because the art exam is coming soon, many art students living nearby come to sketch.

Cheng Jin didn't expect that this small dormitory could be so broken.

The bunk beds are only [-] centimeters wide when lying flat.

It is very difficult for people like them to turn over, so they can only lie flat.

And it was a very old wooden bed with an iron frame. When Cheng Jin sat down on the lower bunk, he heard a creaking sound. He felt bad and wanted to collapse.

There are words left by various people on the wall, which are literary and sentimental - "Kites have the wind, dolphins have the sea, but I don't have you."

Realistic flow——"One-week plan: get up at seven o'clock in the morning to memorize English words, eat at eight o'clock, draw at nine o'clock, and do test papers in the afternoon. Three times a week (cross out) four times."

Romantic flow——"Liu Yinrui, I, Zhu Xiaodong, fucking like you, I will become very good to attract you, and I will be admitted to the same university as you."

Zhou Baoshan raised his cup and took a sip of water, Cheng Jin raised his head and asked him, "Have you taken the medicine yet?"

"Ah, I forgot."

Cheng Jin took out a few candies from his pocket, fruit-flavored hard candies with fillings inside.

"I'll reward you after drinking the medicine." Cheng Jin put it on the table, and two shiny candy wrappers glowed in the sunlight.

"Will you reward me too?" Zhou Baoshan took a medicine out of the aluminum foil and put it on his tongue, frowning, swallowed twice but did not swallow it.

He opened his mouth and pointed to his own mouth, expressing that he needed help very much.

Cheng Jin unwrapped a candy, put it in his mouth, then stood up and held his face, engulfed his lips, and explored with the tip of his tongue in his mouth.

After groping around, Cheng Jin found that the product had obviously been swallowed, and it was just a faux pas.

Zhou Baoshan smirked, put her hand on his waist, closed her eyes and sucked his lips, pushing the tip of her tongue to each other, sticky and lingering.

The two were breathless after a short kiss.

Just when Zhou Baoshan wanted to go further, the door suddenly slammed and was almost pushed open.

Zhou Baoshan thought to herself that it was lucky that she hung the door behind her when she came in, otherwise it would be embarrassing.

The two immediately separated, and Cheng Jin sat by the bed, grabbed a picture album, and flipped through it pretending to be nonchalant.

Zhou Baoshan coughed, stood up and went to open the door.

The roommate came back, passed by the two of them, and gave them a funny look, "You two are only in the dormitory, what kind of door are you hanging in broad daylight?"

Zhou Baoshan didn't explain, just took out his lighter from his pocket, lit a cigarette, and wondered when this idiot would leave.

In the end, the idiot roommate really didn't leave, lying on the bed and playing with his mobile phone, occasionally raised his head to glance at Zhou Baoshan, "Master, have you handed in the three watercolors?"

Zhou Baoshan nodded, extremely depressed.

Seeing his distressed expression, Cheng Jin found it very funny.

"Awesome, you can draw really fast." The roommate said, "But it seems that we don't take watercolor in the joint exam, but only sketch. How much did you score in sketch last year?"

"Forgot." Zhou Baoshan stood up and left after hearing this question.

Cheng Jin also walked out.

"I think it's okay for you to be number one in the city at your level," Cheng Jin said.

"You can irrigate me with chicken soup." Zhou Baoshan said, "I'll really give you the first place tomorrow, and make you happy."

"Then I'll show off everywhere, and I'm happier than I passed the exam." Cheng Jin said.

"Hey, how did you talk with your dad yesterday?" Zhou Baoshan was curious.

Speaking of this, Cheng Jin sighed, "That's it, I feel that although it was quite uncomfortable at the time, I felt much better when I said it. But, I didn't expect that he would react so strongly."

Thinking of that day, Cheng Dingfang looked at him with eyes that he had never shown before, as if deeply hurt, Cheng Jin felt for the first time that he seemed to have done something wrong.

"I'm quite surprised that he wants to divorce Ji Hui." Cheng Jin said, "After all, the two have been married for so many years. Although I don't like Ji Hui, I can see that he still likes Ji Hui. "

"For you to leave?"

"I don't know." Cheng Jin lowered his head, "It should be."

At night, when the two of them slept on the same bed, they had to turn their sides, otherwise they would not be able to lie down at all.

Cheng Jin and him hugged each other face to face, with their thighs directly across his waist, feeling very at ease.

He just wanted to hold Zhou Baoshan all the time so that he could temporarily forget all his troubles.

He nestled his face into Zhou Baoshan's neck, and then fell into a deep sleep.

Zhou Baoshan said softly, "Young boy, move inside."

Seeing that he didn't move, Zhou Baoshan smiled helplessly and dotingly, bent his long legs, hugged him tightly, and fell asleep with his eyes closed.

Cheng Jin left the station in Li Village the next morning.

Zhou Baoshan has to sketch in the morning, so she can't see him off.

The two dawdled for a while before they separated, so Cheng Jin sat in the car contentedly.

When he was with Zhou Baoshan, Cheng Jin didn't look at his phone at all, and when he got in the car and turned on his phone, he found out that his mother asked him what time he would be back tomorrow morning.

Cheng Jin replied immediately: "Let's go back now."

Mom might be busy with other things, so she didn't reply to his message.

When he got off the bus at Rongcheng, Cheng Jin bought a few steamed buns with shepherd's purse that his mother loved, put them in his pocket and walked back.

The uncle selling buns saw him and asked, "Why haven't you seen your mother come out to set up a stall in the past few days?"

"She changed her job." Cheng Jin said, "I quit."

"Really, my son still wants to eat the fried rice cakes made by your mother, but I can't eat them these days, I'm so hungry."

"Haha, I'll let my mother fry some later, and I'll send some to Xiaobao." Cheng Jin said.

When he got home, Cheng Jin called his mother and walked inside.

As a result, no one responded to him at all.

Cheng Jin thought she was going out, and was wondering why his mother didn't lock the door when she went out, and when he walked into the living room, he felt something was wrong.

There was a letter left on the table, and my mother wrote it in beautiful fonts - "To my son and daughter."

Holding the letter in his hands, Cheng Jin rushed to the door of his mother's bedroom, pushed it twice, and found that the door was locked.

His body trembled uncontrollably, his hands were clenched into fists, and he slammed on the door while shouting, "Mom, open the door!!!"

After shouting for a long time, no one opened the door.

Although Cheng Jin had a bad premonition, he still didn't dare to think in that direction.

He remembered that the lock on the bedroom window was broken, so he opened the window and took a look in, then kicked the anti-theft door open.

My mother was lying on the bed, her body was already cold.

Cheng Jin stared dumbly at the empty bottle of sleeping pills on the table, and couldn't accept that it was only one night, and his mother was gone.

He took two deep breaths, and then tried his mother's breathing again.

There was no movement for a long time, he choked for a while, and then cried out.

He opened the letter left by his mother, his chest heaving violently.

Why did even his mother abandon him and leave him?why is that?

He felt that he had never really had their love, and he felt embarrassed about not being loved, and now even this last sense of security was about to be taken away.

He didn't know how he endured the throbbing pain in his heart to read the letter.

"Jinjin, mom loves you very much.

No matter before or after, mom will always love you.

Mom has never regretted bringing you into this world, remembering that when you were just born, you were so cute, a small ball, only a little bigger than your mother's shoes.

At that time, my mother held you in her palm and felt that the world was amazing.

You and your sister are everything to your mother.It is also the courage of my mother to live on.

These years, my mother has had a hard time and is very tight, but for you and your sister, my mother feels very happy even though she has suffered a little bit.

Mom often blames herself, because she has no ability to give you a better life and create better conditions for you.My mother asked herself that she had never done any bad things in her life, but for some reason, she was choked by life, humiliated by life, and lost all face.

But my mother wants you to believe that the world is still very beautiful, and you and your sister are the best and best children.

It's your mother who doesn't deserve to be your parent.

I know, you will definitely blame mom for being too cowardly, yes, mom is indeed very cowardly.

Mom doesn't have the courage to face the world anymore, and live in deception.

In fact, when she and Cheng Dingfang got divorced, her mother suffered from depression.

Depression is really terrible. For so many years, my mother has almost never had a good night's sleep. My mother lives in the eyes of others every day, trembling and timid. She always feels that they are pointing at herself, like Like the devil, lingering.

Because of the disgraceful reasons for the divorce, my mother never thought of remarrying.

On the day of the divorce, my mother swore that it was the last time I cried, because the tears were all drained, but she still cried again and again for nothing.

Mom's only hope is that you and your sister can have a good life, so that mom will be happy.

In fact, my mother lied to you. My mother never found a so-called express customer service job.When my mother applied for the job, they said that the upper limit of youth was 35, so my mother had no choice but to work as a cleaner in a shopping mall.

I was afraid that you would feel ashamed of my mother, and my mother would feel ashamed of myself, so I didn't say anything.

Who knows, on the first day of work, Ji Hui came over and made a fuss, saying that she and Cheng Dingfang were divorced because of her mother's instigation, and that I seduced her husband.

She brought a lot of people, and humiliated me in front of the boss, employees, and many customers in the mall, and then she pulled my hair and slapped me several times.

I've often been embarrassed, but never this embarrassed.

I really can't live anymore.

Ah~ Mom has decided to leave. You should be happy for Mom, because Mom has won freedom for herself. That world should be very lovely and beautiful. Mom is yearning for and happy, so you should be happy for Mom.

Mother knows that Jin Jin is a sensible and good boy. When he was a child, his family was poor, and he never made excessive demands, and never asked his mother to buy you expensive things. You are so young and can be willful, but you have become sensible so quickly , Mom is very distressed.

Mom hopes that you don't grow up so fast, you can stay with your mother and be a carefree child.

It might be a bit selfish for mom to do this, it’s super wrong, please forgive mom, okay?Because my mother was selfish this time, my mother was in too much pain, and it was too uncomfortable to bear it.

Mother is not brave, but Jin Jin is very brave. Jin Jin would not cry when she took medicine or injection when she was a child.I hope that Ember can go on bravely instead of her mother, please don't cry all the time.

Also, don't blame anyone. Mom is leaving because she can't hold on anymore.

There is also a hot breakfast in the microwave, you should be able to eat it when you get up, don't wait until it is cold, eat it while it is hot.eat on time.

Don't stay up late, staying up late is bad for your health, don't play so many mobile phones, it will damage your eyes.

You have a little cough recently, I bought you cough medicine, remember to drink it on time, after meals, don’t just drink it once or twice.

No one will remind you in the future, remember to drink medicine.

Mom really misses you, and wants to tell you a lot and explain clearly, but mom is afraid that she won't be able to help crying, and then she doesn't want to leave.

Your favorite braised pork ribs are left on the table, remember to reheat them at noon.

The weather is very cold today. It drops by more than ten degrees. Wear thicker clothes. Don't just ignore the temperature for the sake of style.

I put your sweater in the upper left corner of the cabinet for you. After washing it, you can take it out and wear it.

Mom loves, loves, loves, loves, loves, loves, loves, loves

"

After Cheng Jin finished reading, he broke down in tears.