Spring is waiting for the flowers to bloom
Chapter 1 Arriving at the dormitory, Ran Jingyu said to me anxiously
, I smiled sweetly and did not want to wake up, I pulled the hand that was about to leave and put it on my face, buried my face deeply in the big soft hand, rubbing gently, smiling sweetly, the sun is soft According to the photo, together are so beautiful!
"Xin'er, wake up!"
The gentle shaking of the hand made me wake up completely from the beautiful dream.
I opened my eyes, the tired eyes in front of me, the dull red lips, was the face I missed day and night, surrounded by familiar things, I returned to Ran Jingyu's room, breathing the same smell as her.
Ran Jingyu lowered her head to touch my forehead again, very worried,
"It's still a little hot. Are you still feeling sick? It rained all night last night, the river broke the bridge, and the car couldn't pass. There's no way to send you to the hospital. If you're really feeling bad, I'll ask Dr. Li to come home."
Ran Jingyu took the water basin from Aunt Li, wrung out the towel and put it on my forehead, and washed my face and hands with another towel.
Ran Jingyu's palm is so big that it can completely wrap my hand. This long-lost warmth makes my heart palpitate endlessly.
Ran Jingyu put my hot hand on her lips and kissed it lightly,
"Good heart, come back, okay? Promise me not only for five or ten years, but never leave me, okay? I don't want to lose you, not for a moment, don't leave again, okay?"
Ran Jingyu's tears of begging flowed on the back of my hot hand, it was cool and comfortable, the tears flowed into my heart from my fingers, and then flowed out of my eyes, I nodded vigorously, the tears became more turbulent and wet the sweet and fragrant pillow, Ran Jingyu He happily poured me into his arms, and I was deeply buried in the soft wavy hair, there is the source of my peace of mind!
I used to give everything for this moment, but the reality is like this, no matter how hard you try, there are always things that cannot be changed.
"What about Owen? You are already engaged!"
Hearing the news of their engagement, I know that I should never exist!
"Don't worry, this is just a business between the two, we won't really get married! Lin's project is about to start, as long as I have real power in my hands, they can no longer force me to do things I don't want to do! Do you believe that I!"
"Ok!"
I nodded vigorously, I believe in her, always the same!
But I also know that things are not as simple as she said, but if you can give us more time to get along, I won't really embarrass her.
I recovered very slowly from this illness. Although I no longer had a fever, I was still lethargic and lethargic. Sometimes I would not go downstairs for a whole day. Ran Jingyu would deliver meals upstairs. She was busy with work and told Sister Li to be on time Deliver food upstairs.
Zhang Yiman became Ran Jingyu's secretary. She is a good assistant with great work ability and social experience. With her helping Ran Jingyu, I will be at ease if I don't go to the company.
"Xin'er, wake up! Come and see what delicious food I brought!"
Ran Jingyu smiled and took out the cake box from behind.
"It's strawberry cake! I haven't eaten it for a long time, and I really miss it!"
I took the box and went to the balcony to open it, took a small bite, and smiled contentedly,
"It's so delicious. I've been eating and sleeping at home every day, and my waist has gained weight! My pants and skirts are all tight. I can't go on like this."
I pouted in annoyance and raised my face, which was developing from an oval to a perfect circle.
"Don't worry! Xin'er, I won't dislike you even if you become a little fat pig. If the clothes are too small, I will send another batch tomorrow. I just want you to be happy!"
Ran Jingyu brushed my hair scattered on my shoulders and pinned it behind my ears, and kissed lightly on my forehead. I happily snuggled into her arms. Our intimacy is limited to this, and we have never surpassed the limit of this kind of warmth!
Mrs. Li knocked on the door and came in. She was used to their intimacy. She thought that I was Ran Jingyu's favorite friend. Didn't she think about a more special relationship?
"Miss, the young master is back!"
"My brother? He's back at this time?"
"Say yes to come back to your engagement ceremony!"
Mrs. Li gave me a meaningful look before leaving!
"Go quickly! I'm a little sleepy!"
I still have an inexplicable fear of the Ran family members except Ran Jingyu.
"Hmm! Go to bed first!"
Ran Jingyu waited for me to go back to bed and lie down before leaving. She used her way to show that she cared for me!
I fell asleep unknowingly, and had a very strange dream. In the dream, I was transformed into a little white fox, shivering and dying in the icy snow.I met a kind-hearted hunter, who saved me instead of killing me and became my daughter's playmate. The little girl also liked this fox very much. I lived a relaxed and happy life with the little girl.
One time when I went out to play, the little girl was bitten by a wild wolf in order to protect me. Fortunately, the hunter arrived in time to catch us, but the little girl fell ill and died in the end. The hunter was very sad and wanted to kill me in anger.
I was very regretful, but out of my nature, I still ran away, I ran as hard as I could!run!After running for a long time, I was too tired to run and fell asleep.
When I woke up, I found that I was sleeping in a cherry blossom forest full of petals. It was so warm there, with a fragrance in the air, and the wind blew up the falling petals. Cherry petals, everything is beautiful like heaven, the little girl walked by with a smile, hugged me,
"Where did you go? I've been waiting for you for a long time, 20 years! You can't leave me anymore, we promised to be together forever!"
The wind lifted the girl's soft long hair, mixed with a sweet fragrance, warm and intoxicating!
When I woke up, it was already dark, I didn't ask what Ran Haoyu said, and Ran Jingyu didn't mention it again, it seems that I don't need to know!
Early in the morning, I finished washing. Since I came back this time, I went downstairs to eat for the first time. I don't want Ran Haoyu to feel anything strange!
Ran Jingyu went to the company early, so when she went downstairs, she only saw Ran Haoyu sitting at the dining table, concentrating on the newspaper in her hand.
"Morning, Mr. Ran!"
Maybe he lost his father since he was a child, and he still doesn't know how to treat mature men calmly. Moreover, they are from the military, which always makes people feel a sense of tension and restraint. He is different from Bai Owen who is gentle and approachable!
"Mm ~ early!"
Ran Haoyu stared at the newspaper without looking up.
I sip the milk, chew the bread softly, and try to keep my breathing steady!
"Is Mrs. Ran okay! Is the baby okay too!"
The atmosphere was so oppressive that I couldn't breathe, and I tried to think of a topic.
"Well! She is expecting to give birth in England!"
"That's right! Mrs. Ran has been pregnant for several months when we came back, and now it's almost time, Jingyu is going to be an aunt!"
It's funny to see Ran Jingyu holding a baby at a loss in my mind, she probably can't handle it, sometimes she's just a child!
"By the way, I heard from Xiaojing that you are not feeling well, so don't go to her engagement ceremony tomorrow, just rest at home!"
After Ran Haoyu finished speaking, he put down the newspaper and left the dining table without giving me any chance to earn money. In England, he treated me very coldly, but this time he came back with more hostility.
I know his worries, and I won't earn them. I don't want to see that kind of scene. I would rather it is really just a play for others, and I don't need to be an audience!
In the evening, with the breeze blowing, I stood on the balcony, letting my long hair flutter with the wind, pulling the snow-white skirt blown by the wind in the mirror, with delicate hair and elegant makeup, Ran Jingyu was as beautiful as a fairy who had fallen into the mortal world , elegant and refined, but there is a bit of charm in the sideways smirk, it can be predicted that she will be the focus of the audience, she is such a dazzling woman!
"You will look beautiful in a wedding dress!"
"Fool! I must have worn the wedding dress for you!"
Ran Jingyu turned around with a cunning smile and left.
My wedding dress must be for you too!What beautiful love words, I know very well that marriage is just a luxury that we will never be able to achieve, and it is just a joke!
In the mirror, I still have charming long hair, but my slightly sensual round face and plump figure lose my sense of beauty!
"It's time to lose weight!"
In the middle of the night, I was awakened by the violent knock on the door. In the darkness, Ran Jingyu rushed in with her high heels on, staggered and fell to the ground, then got up and groped to the bed to hug me, with a strong smell of alcohol mixed with the rush of breath,
"Xin'er, don't be afraid, don't be afraid!"
"What's wrong? What happened?"
I rubbed my eyes and turned on the desk lamp, looking at her worriedly, Ran Jingyu's cheeks were bright red due to the effect of alcohol,
"It's thundering~ Didn't you hear it?"
I looked out the window, and sure enough, a dazzling flash of light pierced the sky, and then a muffled thunder came from far away.
"I fell asleep and didn't hear it!"
Ran Jingyu let out a long breath, and her shoulders relaxed,
"It's a good thing you didn't hear it. I was scared to death. I rushed back when I heard the thunder. I was so worried all the way, little fat pig, you slept soundly!"
Ran Jingyu leaned her head against my forehead and looked at me shaking my head dotingly. The strong smell of alcohol continued to flow into my nose. My stomach churned and I rushed to the bathroom to vomit. Ran Jingyu followed in and patted my cheek After finally recovering from his back, he turned his head to face Ran Jingyu, and retched again when he smelled the smell.
Ran Jingyu patted her forehead suddenly, blaming herself.
"It's all my fault for drinking so much, forgot that you don't like the taste of alcohol!"
She withdrew and kept herself away from me as much as possible, and I finally regained my calm. When I came out, Ran Jingyu was sitting on the ground leaning against the door, her eyes were empty, unfocused, and she made a low voice
"Xin'er, I saw Xiang Lan. She came to say goodbye to me. She is going back to England and will never come back again!"
"Why? Why so suddenly?"
"Qin Yu is dead. On a rainy night, he drove his car into the river and drowned! But do you know? She can't drive at all."
Ran Jingyu rubbed her forehead with a sneer, her eyes were flushed, she raised her hand to untie her hair, put it down, and grabbed her hair to choke in a low voice. She and Xiang Lan have a different friendship and are connected by the same fate. She is doing it for Xiang Lan Feeling sorry, but also for myself!
She got up on the ground and swayed, walked to the sofa and lay down,
"Sleep peacefully, I will accompany you, call me if you are afraid!"
She was lying quietly, her trembling body in the twilight, a ray of light flashed by, chilled Ran Jingyu's face, and also illuminated the despair flooding her eyes, the same despair as my mother at that time, I suddenly had a bad premonition , wanted to hug her, but was screamed by a louder thunder, Ran Jingyu immediately ran over and hugged me, I nestled in her arms with peace of mind, there was a familiar fragrance in the wavy hair, I could no longer smell it When the smell of wine came to her, she hugged the person who hugged her tightly to her chest, and patted her to sleep peacefully.
I just want to stay quietly by her side, that's enough!
☆, twenty
twenty
In the morning, I got up early to take a shower, and my body has fully recovered. I slept all day, bored, and my body became more and more plump. I decided to officially return to work.
Ran Jingyu was still asleep, I carefully closed the door and went downstairs, Ran Haoyu was already sitting at the dining table, looking at the newspaper in his hand, he had good and fixed living habits after years of military life.
"Ms. Lin, good morning!"
Mrs. Li stopped me who was about to turn back and go upstairs. Although I hadn't done anything to cross the distance, I knew that there were some things I couldn't explain clearly. I was full of guilt and didn't dare to face Ran Haoyu.
"Morning~ early! Mr. Ran is early too!"
Mrs. Li has already served breakfast, I slowly moved to the table and sat down, lowered my head and took a sip of hot milk, remembering that Ran Jingyu drank wine last night, it would make me feel better when I woke up and drank some hot milk,
"Sister Li, prepare another breakfast, and I'll send it to Jing Yu!"
"No need, wait for her to wake up and come down to eat by herself, she is still so self-willed at such an age, there are no rules at all!"
Ran Haoyu left the newspaper on the table angrily, looked stern, and shook his head in disappointment
"Recently, it's getting more and more outrageous, and you, don't forget your responsibilities, what to do, what not to do, don't need me to remind you again!"
"Yes, Mr. Ran!"
After breakfast, I felt like I was sitting on pins and needles. The newspaper clearly stated that Ran Jingyu left halfway through the engagement ceremony yesterday. The scene was embarrassing for a while. I think Ran Haoyu was angry about it!
Serious and strict in life, he has always indulged his only sister, so even if he was angry, he had no choice but to explode in front of me!
Thinking of Ran Haoyu's anger when he first learned about his sister's special orientation, I still have lingering fears!At that time, I thought he had promised that he would never have such a relationship with Ran Jingyu. If he knew our intentions now, he might not be able to settle it with a few severe reprimands!
"Xiao Jing drank too much last night, let her rest at home! I will let the driver take you to the company later!"
Ran Haoyu got up after dinner and left!
Looking at his back, I secretly let out a long breath!
Walking into the gate of the company, everyone I met along the way was smiling and greeted, and someone even helped to press the elevator at the elevator door early. This is the treatment that I will only receive when I walk into the company with Ran Jingyu. When I am alone , colleagues basically treat me as if I don’t exist, and it’s considered polite not to whisper behind my back.
It made me feel uncomfortable to enjoy such treatment when I was alone. When I stepped out of the elevator on the ninth floor, I saw Zhang Yiman who was busy with his head down.
"It's good, your illness is cured!"
She has straightened her curly hair, she is well dressed, and her appearance is sober, making people feel refreshed and comfortable, mature yet agile, with a brisk smile.
"Well! Alright, I'm going to work today!"
I am very happy to be able to work with Zhang Yiman,
"Where's my desk?"
The place where the table was originally placed was empty.
"Inside, in President Ran's office."
Zhang Yiman pulled me into the office. There was a neat desk by the window. There used to be a big grandfather clock here, which was left by Ran Zhenhai before. Ran Jingyu always disliked it for being too old. Old-fashioned, with a nameplate on the table with my name on it.
"You are Mr. Ran's secretary now, and I am your assistant. If you have anything to do, try to tell me, Secretary Lin!"
Zhang Yiman joked pervertedly, pointing to the flowers in the vase on the table,
"Mr. Ran said that every time you receive flowers, you don't say anything but you are very happy in your heart, so she asked me to change a bunch of fresh flowers every morning. It hasn't stopped since the first day I went to work!"
Her eyes were full of envy, but not jealousy. The fresh flower buds bloomed wantonly in the bright light, full of vitality.
"Thank you, Yiman, I don't need to buy flowers in the future, I will tell Mr. Ran!"
"Okay! Listen to you, it's okay, I'll go out first!"
With the sound of closing the door, the spacious room became quiet and serene. It turned out that no matter what choice I had, Ran Jingyu had already arranged her position. In the days, how do you feel when you face the empty seats every day, you should be a little sad and lonely!
In fact, she didn't know that I didn't like flowers, but was curious about the delicate ribbons on the bouquet!
After tidying up my mood, I entered the busy work again, which made me experience abundantly and dissipated the decadence of many days.
"Secretary Lin, let's have dinner together!"
Zhang Yiman came in and pointed to the watch on his wrist, signaling that it was lunch time.
I just noticed that the time in the lower right corner of the computer was close to 12 o'clock. Ran Jingyu didn't show up the whole morning. I called the phone and no one answered it. When I called home, Mrs. Li said that she had gone out early in the morning. She couldn't find anyone and had to postpone the meeting time and For the next trip, I was a little worried and continued to call Ran Jingyu's cell phone while going downstairs, but no one answered.
"Hey! Kexin, why are you in a daze? Do you want to treat me?"
"what?"
Zhang Yiman, who was sitting across from the hotel, waved to me and asked.
"I've been promoted, shouldn't it be a treat?"
"Okay!"
I nodded in agreement, picked up the menu,
"Tell me! What do you want to eat?"
"Then I have to think about it, I can't let go of the opportunity easily! Haha~~"
Zhang Yiman opened her mouth with a smile. I have never felt the relaxed atmosphere. Now she is different from the eloquent tongue in the past, but she is still full of youth. Although she has gone through detours, she is very clear about what she wants.
I am very envious of her courage to fight for it, and she has no regrets even if she pays the price. What I lack most is her fearless courage.What I am afraid of is not the price, but the loss!
The fragrance in the office faded away, and Ran Jingyu hadn't appeared for a week. Ran Haoyu declared that Ran Jingyu was on a business trip, and he showed no worries. He showed up at the company on time every day to process documents, and everything was calm and orderly.
And I have doubts about this statement, because it is confirmed that Ran Jingyu will not leave me without saying goodbye no matter how busy she is, and there is no news during this period, and we have never been out of contact for such a long time, which makes me feel that The bad premonition strengthened again.
After Ran Haoyu left the company, I quietly followed him back home, tiptoeing and hiding under the stairs, watching Ran Haoyu walk into the kitchen, and after a while he came out with the prepared lunch box, who was delivering the meal before it was ready?
I didn't think too much about it and went out. Ran Haoyu walked out of the gate on foot without using a car, and went out to the depths of the woods.
I followed all the way from a distance, afraid of being discovered by Ran Haoyu, who was extremely vigilant. In a hidden place in the woods, two wooden houses appeared. The vigilance of a soldier, before opening the door, he looked around carefully before entering. I have always walked lightly. They are far away, but luckily they were not found. Who is in this room?Why did Ran Haoyu come to deliver the meal?Could it be Ran Jingyu?
When approaching the wooden door, I heard Ran Haoyu's voice
"It's useless if you don't eat. Doctor Li will come to give you nutrient solution every day. I won't let you have trouble, Xiaojing!"
I heard the name that shocked me, and it turned out that he had imprisoned Ran Jingyu.
Through the concealed wooden door, I saw the situation inside the room. The layout of the room is simple, with simple and elegant tables, chairs and tea sets. The person lying on the tatami along the clean wooden floor is Ran Jingyu. She is curled up, bloodless. His face was morbidly pale, his empty eyes were indifferent and determined, his hands were powerlessly placed on his chest, and he had no reaction to the person in front of him.
"Xiao Jing, can you be more obedient?"
Ran Haoyu begged in a low voice,
"Stop being obsessed with obsession, is it okay to be a normal person?"
"normal?"
Ran Jingyu's ashen-like eyes were full of sarcasm,
"There is no normal person in our family. Why should I be normal? Would a normal mother... commit suicide? Would a normal father... not see his children... for a whole year? And you, haha...you look the most normal, marrying a woman you don't love, living a life like a machine all day long, are you happy? Do you know what happiness is? What... is it heartbeat? Cough Cough~~Mom is a victim of the family, and so are you. Now...it's my turn, haha~~ I just want to be abnormal, I want to live the life I want to live, not like you, walking dead, In addition to interests, there are interests in the eyes."
Ran Jing spoke intermittently, his voice was nothing but every word pierced the listener's heart like a needle. It was obvious that Ran Haoyu was stabbed by these words, but he still held back his anger,
"You are out of your mind now, I won't care about you, don't use other people's life as an excuse for you to avoid your own life. Xiao Jing, you are right, I have never felt love, I have never been moved, none of these It's important, but you know, I will do whatever it takes for you, you have seen Xiang Lan's ending, so you should understand!"
The weak Ran Jingyu was suddenly agitated, trying to sit up, the fear in his eyes could not be concealed,
"Ran Haoyu, if you dare to touch her, try it, I will make you regret it for the rest of your life, I will do what I say!"
Weak voice, each word sonorous!
Ran Haoyu frowned, slowly calmed down, and took a long breath,
"You know my principles. I don't want to hurt anyone. You said that this is the only difference between me and my father. But for you, it really depends on your choice whether you can persist!"
The moment I turned to leave, I heard a desperate voice coming from the room,
"No, brother, please, you love me the most since you were a child, and you think of everything for me. I only have one request, you let her go! As long as I don't hurt her, I agree to anything! I agree to everything!"
Dear Jingyu, do you know how much I love you?How I wish you could get happiness according to your wishes?
But now I can't do anything, I don't want to do anything, you know, I can't do anything about all the gains and losses, the only thing I can do now is to let you continue to live with peace of mind!
☆, 21
Two one
"Xin'er, I might be getting married!"
Two days later, Ran Jingyu reappeared, regaining her usual look, dressed in a dusty dress, as if the failed hunger strike in the past week had never happened, and she was really just returning from a business trip!
Bright red lips, exquisite makeup can not see a trace of pale and haggard breath!
"Congratulations! As you said, Owen is a very good marriage partner. If you have to marry him, I will be happier!"
I tried my best to make myself laugh easily and naturally, Ran Jingyu was a little surprised at my calmness, paused for a moment, then took my hand,
"Xin'er, promise me that you won't leave me even if I'm really married, okay?"
"How come? We are good friends for a lifetime, aren't we?"
I looked at her seriously and patted her on the shoulder to reassure her. Her thinner shoulders could still feel the obvious skeleton through the clothes, which made my palms tremble slightly!
I was so distressed, I got up and left before the tears welled up,
"Are you hungry! I'll get you something to eat!"
In order for her to continue her normal life, all I can do is to persevere and endure. Maybe marrying a man I don’t love will make life difficult, but a choice that is not accepted by the family and the world is destined to be a tragedy!
My own life is powerless to turn around, I only hope that she can live a relatively happy life!
Strike while the iron is hot, Ran Haoyu put down everything to prepare for the wedding, and Ran Jingyu was also asked to stop all work and fully cooperate!The days seem to pass quickly and slowly, there are too many time to cherish, and too many trivial things to deal with.
Ran Jingyu became sensitive and repetitive, everything was not going her way, and she was indifferent to everything, only one thing remained the same, she didn't want me to leave her sight, not even for a moment.
Seeing Bai Owen again, he no longer had a gentle and calm smile on his face, and his eyes full of melancholy became the new important symbol of this sunny boy!
The shooting of a wedding photo was smooth and embarrassing. The silent two just matched the simple and standardized shape without any expression. There was no requirement, no intimacy, and even a smile seemed far-fetched.
But every photo of the beautiful and handsome two people is as wonderful as a meticulous cooperation!The two people who looked at each other without too many smiles showed a mysterious beauty!
At the end of the filming, under Ran Jingyu's strong request, I changed into a snow-white wedding dress. Ran Jingyu and Bai Owen's amazing eyes showed my beauty.
Two women in wedding dresses stand opposite each other, with intertwined eyes, full of tenderness and sweetness, the photo freezes our best youth and most helpless love.
"Ke Xin, I'm sorry! I'm too cowardly to say I love you, and I dare not say I don't love you. I loved you once, and I have persisted in my love for you for five years! But I still haven't entered your heart. Feeling helpless makes me lonely!"
With Bai Owen's weak breath, his shoulders curled up, he leaned against the wall and squatted in the corner, losing all brilliance and freshness, it made people feel distressed!
"I don't want to hurt anyone, but I hurt everyone. I don't ask for your forgiveness. I just hope we can still be friends!"
I stepped forward and gently hugged the heartbroken man, this big boy who once made my heart feel warm.
After all, we are too young, and all the desires of beautiful fantasy will compromise with the cruelty of reality!
The wedding was grandly held in the anticipation of most people, and the marriage of the two families has attracted the attention of all walks of life in politics and business!
The combination of talent and beauty concealed the essence of many well-known commercial marriages, and such a perfect combination envied everyone present.
The childhood sweethearts of the teenagers, the childhood sweethearts, the love between the two of the youth, each other, the final holding hand, forever!
This is what the perfect love witnessed by people should look like!
As a bridesmaid, I was inseparable by Ran Jingyu's side in a tube top gauze dress. The fluffy design concealed my round figure that never lost weight.
Ran Jingyu, who was surrounded by everyone and dressed up, was as delicate and beautiful as an angel. She stood in front of the mirror with blank eyes and was at the mercy of others.
"Jingyu, you are so beautiful! You will be the happiest bride!"
Ran Jingyu came back to her senses, smiled at me without saying a word, took off the necklace from my neck, held it in the palm of her hand, took a deep breath, and smiled happily at me!
The melodious wedding march fluttered in the air, and everyone focused on the beautiful bride, who was slowly entering the arena holding her father's arm.
The uncontrollable joy on Ran Zhenhai's cold face, there is also a soft part in this man's heart wrapped in a hard shell.
There is no doubt that he is the father who loves his daughter deeply!
Ran Jingyu's beauty is suffocating, Bai Owen should treat her well, he is such a kind and warm man!
Even if you don't love me, I will treat you kindly, I am firm in my thoughts!
The pastor asked if he would take the oath, Bai Owen did not hesitate, and his tone was indifferent.
When Ran Jing was talking, she paused silently, making everyone nervous. She looked at the indifferent Bai Owen, the eager Ran Haoyu, and everyone with expectant eyes. Finally, her eyes fell on me beside me, and she said something with a smile
"I am willing!"
Everyone applauded fiercely, deafening in the vast hall, only I saw the tears flickering in the corner of her eyes when she smiled.
I lifted the box containing the wedding rings between the two of them, and Bai Owen took out the ring and put it on Ran Jingyu's left ring finger. The silver ring on her index finger was shining so brightly that my heart ached.
Calmly and calmly, I brought the male ring to Ran Jingyu, my eyes followed the bright white silver ring in her hand, I didn't dare to let my heart fluctuate, and I secretly told myself: hold on!Be sure to stick to the end!
This is the first and only time in many years that I am so sure that I can do something for Ran Jingyu!
The big warm hand tightly held my hand holding the ring, and my heart beat violently again. I felt the slender fingers slid across the back of my hand, and the fingers that passed by had a warm and delicate touch. Brilliant happiness is forcibly suppressed.
In the eyes of everyone, I successfully exchanged the rings. I secretly let out a long sigh of relief. In the final kiss, Ran Jingyu took the initiative to step forward and embrace Bai Owen intimately. Apart from the parties involved, only I saw the ceremony. Under the cover of the huge veil, the two of them were just very close, that's all!
They still have an insurmountable gap, time will let them accept each other!
I spontaneously wanted to retreat, but the moment I took a step, I was caught back and forth. Under the flowing skirt, I held Ran Jingyu's hand tightly. With soft fingers, I gently put the silver ring in my hand on the ring finger of my left hand. , Interlocking the fingers of both hands, the pastor announced that the two became legal husband and wife.
This is a wedding for three people, to be precise it is still a wedding for two people, but the protagonists are two girls wearing white gauze looking at each other and weeping!
In the season when the grass grows and the warbler flies, even the time seems to be in a hurry. Only in the warm sun in the breeze can I feel the quietness of the years, and the time cannot be missed.
I closed my eyes and felt the last time of spring. The wedding was over, all troubles were over, and the days were as flat as a lake.
Looking at the mountains and forests, sure enough, the balcony is the best viewing place. I try to focus on the fresh and beautiful things as much as possible, because as soon as I stop thinking, my mind will be filled with someone's voice and smile, and I will be completely occupied and cry more than.
It’s been a long time since I saw Ran Jingyu, I can’t remember how long it was, months, weeks or even a few days, time seems to be no longer important, just immersed in the extremely lost and helpless emotions, unable to Extricate yourself.
The kind of waiting and waiting that knows where love is but can only stay away, wandering alone!
Although I have already built a high wall in my heart, the first time I saw the picture of Ran Jingyu and the girl in the UK, let me know clearly that the impact of the reality picture will be destructive, so in order for Ran Jingyu to start to adapt to the new life with peace of mind. Before I can calmly face her and Bai Owen's pretense of loving each other in front of others, I can only minimize her appearance.
Since you choose to let go, you have to be free and easy. You may not be able to forget, but at least you must learn to face it calmly.
The sunset glow in the sky was burning red, rolling and surging layer by layer, extremely gorgeous.Suddenly, the car stopped at the door touched my whole heart, and I immediately forgot everything in front of me, and waited and stared at the people who got off the car.
Sure enough, all the thoughts to divert attention are so ridiculous and unbearable!
The timid and expectant heart fell to the bottom of the valley in an instant after the car door was opened. Zhang Yiman held a large bouquet of flowers in one hand, and a cake box and a big bag full of snacks appeared in front of me.
"Boss Ran gave it to you!"
I took the bouquet in her hand, bright and vivid life, rich and splendid varieties, filled with the vitality of spring.
"Thank you!"
I sniffed the clear fragrance and smiled.
"Didn't sleep last night, okay? Why did you look listless, and these snacks I bought for you, Mr. Ran heard that you have not had a good appetite recently, so I asked me to buy them for you. She said that you have nothing but strawberry cake I don’t like anything else, so let me watch and buy some! Do you think it suits your appetite?”
I looked at the big bag of snacks spread out on the table, but I still had nothing to eat, so I took a bag of sour bayberry and ate one.
"When I was a child, I was very picky eater, and my stomach was not very good. My mother would make salted bayberry when it was ripe. Whenever I was picky eater or had a stomachache, I would take out a few for me. The taste was amazing. This is unforgettable! I haven’t eaten for a long time!”
I spit out the shell and ate another one, full of sadness.
☆, 22
22
Zhang Yiman took the cake out of the box and snatched the bayberry bag from my hand,
"Don't eat something so sour on an empty stomach, come to eat cake, I ran to the school gate to buy it, taste it or not the original taste!"
You don't need to ask to know that it is Ran Jingyu's request again!
"Jingyu~~ Are you okay?"
I still can't help but wonder how she's doing.
"Very good! Bai Owen takes her to and from get off work every day, and they seem to have a very good relationship!"
I just put a piece of cake into my mouth, and when I heard her say this, my heart surged, a sweet and greasy feeling rolled in my throat, I got up and ran to the bathroom to vomit, there was almost nothing in my stomach except the two plums just now Okay, I can only retch again and again.
Zhang Yiman came in to check my situation, and finally I relieved my physical discomfort. Zhang Yiman pointed to the well-packed sanitary napkin with a serious face,
"Ke Xin, have you come this month?"
I was asked stiffly shaking my head,
"What about last month?"
I was completely stunned, my mind exploded like a thunderclap, and finally she uttered my fear,
"Keep, are you pregnant?"
I slumped on the ground, panicked and at a loss, suddenly, I grabbed Zhang Yiman's hand, begging with trembling voice
"Please~ please don't tell Jingyu, please~"
She seemed to be frightened by my reaction, and was also stunned. I cried and begged even more bitterly, and I didn't agree with her to help me up until she came back to her senses and promised again and again that she would not speak out!
I was flustered and at a loss, how could I get pregnant just that one time?
I hate myself for being ridiculous, but now what
"Xin'er, wake up!"
The gentle shaking of the hand made me wake up completely from the beautiful dream.
I opened my eyes, the tired eyes in front of me, the dull red lips, was the face I missed day and night, surrounded by familiar things, I returned to Ran Jingyu's room, breathing the same smell as her.
Ran Jingyu lowered her head to touch my forehead again, very worried,
"It's still a little hot. Are you still feeling sick? It rained all night last night, the river broke the bridge, and the car couldn't pass. There's no way to send you to the hospital. If you're really feeling bad, I'll ask Dr. Li to come home."
Ran Jingyu took the water basin from Aunt Li, wrung out the towel and put it on my forehead, and washed my face and hands with another towel.
Ran Jingyu's palm is so big that it can completely wrap my hand. This long-lost warmth makes my heart palpitate endlessly.
Ran Jingyu put my hot hand on her lips and kissed it lightly,
"Good heart, come back, okay? Promise me not only for five or ten years, but never leave me, okay? I don't want to lose you, not for a moment, don't leave again, okay?"
Ran Jingyu's tears of begging flowed on the back of my hot hand, it was cool and comfortable, the tears flowed into my heart from my fingers, and then flowed out of my eyes, I nodded vigorously, the tears became more turbulent and wet the sweet and fragrant pillow, Ran Jingyu He happily poured me into his arms, and I was deeply buried in the soft wavy hair, there is the source of my peace of mind!
I used to give everything for this moment, but the reality is like this, no matter how hard you try, there are always things that cannot be changed.
"What about Owen? You are already engaged!"
Hearing the news of their engagement, I know that I should never exist!
"Don't worry, this is just a business between the two, we won't really get married! Lin's project is about to start, as long as I have real power in my hands, they can no longer force me to do things I don't want to do! Do you believe that I!"
"Ok!"
I nodded vigorously, I believe in her, always the same!
But I also know that things are not as simple as she said, but if you can give us more time to get along, I won't really embarrass her.
I recovered very slowly from this illness. Although I no longer had a fever, I was still lethargic and lethargic. Sometimes I would not go downstairs for a whole day. Ran Jingyu would deliver meals upstairs. She was busy with work and told Sister Li to be on time Deliver food upstairs.
Zhang Yiman became Ran Jingyu's secretary. She is a good assistant with great work ability and social experience. With her helping Ran Jingyu, I will be at ease if I don't go to the company.
"Xin'er, wake up! Come and see what delicious food I brought!"
Ran Jingyu smiled and took out the cake box from behind.
"It's strawberry cake! I haven't eaten it for a long time, and I really miss it!"
I took the box and went to the balcony to open it, took a small bite, and smiled contentedly,
"It's so delicious. I've been eating and sleeping at home every day, and my waist has gained weight! My pants and skirts are all tight. I can't go on like this."
I pouted in annoyance and raised my face, which was developing from an oval to a perfect circle.
"Don't worry! Xin'er, I won't dislike you even if you become a little fat pig. If the clothes are too small, I will send another batch tomorrow. I just want you to be happy!"
Ran Jingyu brushed my hair scattered on my shoulders and pinned it behind my ears, and kissed lightly on my forehead. I happily snuggled into her arms. Our intimacy is limited to this, and we have never surpassed the limit of this kind of warmth!
Mrs. Li knocked on the door and came in. She was used to their intimacy. She thought that I was Ran Jingyu's favorite friend. Didn't she think about a more special relationship?
"Miss, the young master is back!"
"My brother? He's back at this time?"
"Say yes to come back to your engagement ceremony!"
Mrs. Li gave me a meaningful look before leaving!
"Go quickly! I'm a little sleepy!"
I still have an inexplicable fear of the Ran family members except Ran Jingyu.
"Hmm! Go to bed first!"
Ran Jingyu waited for me to go back to bed and lie down before leaving. She used her way to show that she cared for me!
I fell asleep unknowingly, and had a very strange dream. In the dream, I was transformed into a little white fox, shivering and dying in the icy snow.I met a kind-hearted hunter, who saved me instead of killing me and became my daughter's playmate. The little girl also liked this fox very much. I lived a relaxed and happy life with the little girl.
One time when I went out to play, the little girl was bitten by a wild wolf in order to protect me. Fortunately, the hunter arrived in time to catch us, but the little girl fell ill and died in the end. The hunter was very sad and wanted to kill me in anger.
I was very regretful, but out of my nature, I still ran away, I ran as hard as I could!run!After running for a long time, I was too tired to run and fell asleep.
When I woke up, I found that I was sleeping in a cherry blossom forest full of petals. It was so warm there, with a fragrance in the air, and the wind blew up the falling petals. Cherry petals, everything is beautiful like heaven, the little girl walked by with a smile, hugged me,
"Where did you go? I've been waiting for you for a long time, 20 years! You can't leave me anymore, we promised to be together forever!"
The wind lifted the girl's soft long hair, mixed with a sweet fragrance, warm and intoxicating!
When I woke up, it was already dark, I didn't ask what Ran Haoyu said, and Ran Jingyu didn't mention it again, it seems that I don't need to know!
Early in the morning, I finished washing. Since I came back this time, I went downstairs to eat for the first time. I don't want Ran Haoyu to feel anything strange!
Ran Jingyu went to the company early, so when she went downstairs, she only saw Ran Haoyu sitting at the dining table, concentrating on the newspaper in her hand.
"Morning, Mr. Ran!"
Maybe he lost his father since he was a child, and he still doesn't know how to treat mature men calmly. Moreover, they are from the military, which always makes people feel a sense of tension and restraint. He is different from Bai Owen who is gentle and approachable!
"Mm ~ early!"
Ran Haoyu stared at the newspaper without looking up.
I sip the milk, chew the bread softly, and try to keep my breathing steady!
"Is Mrs. Ran okay! Is the baby okay too!"
The atmosphere was so oppressive that I couldn't breathe, and I tried to think of a topic.
"Well! She is expecting to give birth in England!"
"That's right! Mrs. Ran has been pregnant for several months when we came back, and now it's almost time, Jingyu is going to be an aunt!"
It's funny to see Ran Jingyu holding a baby at a loss in my mind, she probably can't handle it, sometimes she's just a child!
"By the way, I heard from Xiaojing that you are not feeling well, so don't go to her engagement ceremony tomorrow, just rest at home!"
After Ran Haoyu finished speaking, he put down the newspaper and left the dining table without giving me any chance to earn money. In England, he treated me very coldly, but this time he came back with more hostility.
I know his worries, and I won't earn them. I don't want to see that kind of scene. I would rather it is really just a play for others, and I don't need to be an audience!
In the evening, with the breeze blowing, I stood on the balcony, letting my long hair flutter with the wind, pulling the snow-white skirt blown by the wind in the mirror, with delicate hair and elegant makeup, Ran Jingyu was as beautiful as a fairy who had fallen into the mortal world , elegant and refined, but there is a bit of charm in the sideways smirk, it can be predicted that she will be the focus of the audience, she is such a dazzling woman!
"You will look beautiful in a wedding dress!"
"Fool! I must have worn the wedding dress for you!"
Ran Jingyu turned around with a cunning smile and left.
My wedding dress must be for you too!What beautiful love words, I know very well that marriage is just a luxury that we will never be able to achieve, and it is just a joke!
In the mirror, I still have charming long hair, but my slightly sensual round face and plump figure lose my sense of beauty!
"It's time to lose weight!"
In the middle of the night, I was awakened by the violent knock on the door. In the darkness, Ran Jingyu rushed in with her high heels on, staggered and fell to the ground, then got up and groped to the bed to hug me, with a strong smell of alcohol mixed with the rush of breath,
"Xin'er, don't be afraid, don't be afraid!"
"What's wrong? What happened?"
I rubbed my eyes and turned on the desk lamp, looking at her worriedly, Ran Jingyu's cheeks were bright red due to the effect of alcohol,
"It's thundering~ Didn't you hear it?"
I looked out the window, and sure enough, a dazzling flash of light pierced the sky, and then a muffled thunder came from far away.
"I fell asleep and didn't hear it!"
Ran Jingyu let out a long breath, and her shoulders relaxed,
"It's a good thing you didn't hear it. I was scared to death. I rushed back when I heard the thunder. I was so worried all the way, little fat pig, you slept soundly!"
Ran Jingyu leaned her head against my forehead and looked at me shaking my head dotingly. The strong smell of alcohol continued to flow into my nose. My stomach churned and I rushed to the bathroom to vomit. Ran Jingyu followed in and patted my cheek After finally recovering from his back, he turned his head to face Ran Jingyu, and retched again when he smelled the smell.
Ran Jingyu patted her forehead suddenly, blaming herself.
"It's all my fault for drinking so much, forgot that you don't like the taste of alcohol!"
She withdrew and kept herself away from me as much as possible, and I finally regained my calm. When I came out, Ran Jingyu was sitting on the ground leaning against the door, her eyes were empty, unfocused, and she made a low voice
"Xin'er, I saw Xiang Lan. She came to say goodbye to me. She is going back to England and will never come back again!"
"Why? Why so suddenly?"
"Qin Yu is dead. On a rainy night, he drove his car into the river and drowned! But do you know? She can't drive at all."
Ran Jingyu rubbed her forehead with a sneer, her eyes were flushed, she raised her hand to untie her hair, put it down, and grabbed her hair to choke in a low voice. She and Xiang Lan have a different friendship and are connected by the same fate. She is doing it for Xiang Lan Feeling sorry, but also for myself!
She got up on the ground and swayed, walked to the sofa and lay down,
"Sleep peacefully, I will accompany you, call me if you are afraid!"
She was lying quietly, her trembling body in the twilight, a ray of light flashed by, chilled Ran Jingyu's face, and also illuminated the despair flooding her eyes, the same despair as my mother at that time, I suddenly had a bad premonition , wanted to hug her, but was screamed by a louder thunder, Ran Jingyu immediately ran over and hugged me, I nestled in her arms with peace of mind, there was a familiar fragrance in the wavy hair, I could no longer smell it When the smell of wine came to her, she hugged the person who hugged her tightly to her chest, and patted her to sleep peacefully.
I just want to stay quietly by her side, that's enough!
☆, twenty
twenty
In the morning, I got up early to take a shower, and my body has fully recovered. I slept all day, bored, and my body became more and more plump. I decided to officially return to work.
Ran Jingyu was still asleep, I carefully closed the door and went downstairs, Ran Haoyu was already sitting at the dining table, looking at the newspaper in his hand, he had good and fixed living habits after years of military life.
"Ms. Lin, good morning!"
Mrs. Li stopped me who was about to turn back and go upstairs. Although I hadn't done anything to cross the distance, I knew that there were some things I couldn't explain clearly. I was full of guilt and didn't dare to face Ran Haoyu.
"Morning~ early! Mr. Ran is early too!"
Mrs. Li has already served breakfast, I slowly moved to the table and sat down, lowered my head and took a sip of hot milk, remembering that Ran Jingyu drank wine last night, it would make me feel better when I woke up and drank some hot milk,
"Sister Li, prepare another breakfast, and I'll send it to Jing Yu!"
"No need, wait for her to wake up and come down to eat by herself, she is still so self-willed at such an age, there are no rules at all!"
Ran Haoyu left the newspaper on the table angrily, looked stern, and shook his head in disappointment
"Recently, it's getting more and more outrageous, and you, don't forget your responsibilities, what to do, what not to do, don't need me to remind you again!"
"Yes, Mr. Ran!"
After breakfast, I felt like I was sitting on pins and needles. The newspaper clearly stated that Ran Jingyu left halfway through the engagement ceremony yesterday. The scene was embarrassing for a while. I think Ran Haoyu was angry about it!
Serious and strict in life, he has always indulged his only sister, so even if he was angry, he had no choice but to explode in front of me!
Thinking of Ran Haoyu's anger when he first learned about his sister's special orientation, I still have lingering fears!At that time, I thought he had promised that he would never have such a relationship with Ran Jingyu. If he knew our intentions now, he might not be able to settle it with a few severe reprimands!
"Xiao Jing drank too much last night, let her rest at home! I will let the driver take you to the company later!"
Ran Haoyu got up after dinner and left!
Looking at his back, I secretly let out a long breath!
Walking into the gate of the company, everyone I met along the way was smiling and greeted, and someone even helped to press the elevator at the elevator door early. This is the treatment that I will only receive when I walk into the company with Ran Jingyu. When I am alone , colleagues basically treat me as if I don’t exist, and it’s considered polite not to whisper behind my back.
It made me feel uncomfortable to enjoy such treatment when I was alone. When I stepped out of the elevator on the ninth floor, I saw Zhang Yiman who was busy with his head down.
"It's good, your illness is cured!"
She has straightened her curly hair, she is well dressed, and her appearance is sober, making people feel refreshed and comfortable, mature yet agile, with a brisk smile.
"Well! Alright, I'm going to work today!"
I am very happy to be able to work with Zhang Yiman,
"Where's my desk?"
The place where the table was originally placed was empty.
"Inside, in President Ran's office."
Zhang Yiman pulled me into the office. There was a neat desk by the window. There used to be a big grandfather clock here, which was left by Ran Zhenhai before. Ran Jingyu always disliked it for being too old. Old-fashioned, with a nameplate on the table with my name on it.
"You are Mr. Ran's secretary now, and I am your assistant. If you have anything to do, try to tell me, Secretary Lin!"
Zhang Yiman joked pervertedly, pointing to the flowers in the vase on the table,
"Mr. Ran said that every time you receive flowers, you don't say anything but you are very happy in your heart, so she asked me to change a bunch of fresh flowers every morning. It hasn't stopped since the first day I went to work!"
Her eyes were full of envy, but not jealousy. The fresh flower buds bloomed wantonly in the bright light, full of vitality.
"Thank you, Yiman, I don't need to buy flowers in the future, I will tell Mr. Ran!"
"Okay! Listen to you, it's okay, I'll go out first!"
With the sound of closing the door, the spacious room became quiet and serene. It turned out that no matter what choice I had, Ran Jingyu had already arranged her position. In the days, how do you feel when you face the empty seats every day, you should be a little sad and lonely!
In fact, she didn't know that I didn't like flowers, but was curious about the delicate ribbons on the bouquet!
After tidying up my mood, I entered the busy work again, which made me experience abundantly and dissipated the decadence of many days.
"Secretary Lin, let's have dinner together!"
Zhang Yiman came in and pointed to the watch on his wrist, signaling that it was lunch time.
I just noticed that the time in the lower right corner of the computer was close to 12 o'clock. Ran Jingyu didn't show up the whole morning. I called the phone and no one answered it. When I called home, Mrs. Li said that she had gone out early in the morning. She couldn't find anyone and had to postpone the meeting time and For the next trip, I was a little worried and continued to call Ran Jingyu's cell phone while going downstairs, but no one answered.
"Hey! Kexin, why are you in a daze? Do you want to treat me?"
"what?"
Zhang Yiman, who was sitting across from the hotel, waved to me and asked.
"I've been promoted, shouldn't it be a treat?"
"Okay!"
I nodded in agreement, picked up the menu,
"Tell me! What do you want to eat?"
"Then I have to think about it, I can't let go of the opportunity easily! Haha~~"
Zhang Yiman opened her mouth with a smile. I have never felt the relaxed atmosphere. Now she is different from the eloquent tongue in the past, but she is still full of youth. Although she has gone through detours, she is very clear about what she wants.
I am very envious of her courage to fight for it, and she has no regrets even if she pays the price. What I lack most is her fearless courage.What I am afraid of is not the price, but the loss!
The fragrance in the office faded away, and Ran Jingyu hadn't appeared for a week. Ran Haoyu declared that Ran Jingyu was on a business trip, and he showed no worries. He showed up at the company on time every day to process documents, and everything was calm and orderly.
And I have doubts about this statement, because it is confirmed that Ran Jingyu will not leave me without saying goodbye no matter how busy she is, and there is no news during this period, and we have never been out of contact for such a long time, which makes me feel that The bad premonition strengthened again.
After Ran Haoyu left the company, I quietly followed him back home, tiptoeing and hiding under the stairs, watching Ran Haoyu walk into the kitchen, and after a while he came out with the prepared lunch box, who was delivering the meal before it was ready?
I didn't think too much about it and went out. Ran Haoyu walked out of the gate on foot without using a car, and went out to the depths of the woods.
I followed all the way from a distance, afraid of being discovered by Ran Haoyu, who was extremely vigilant. In a hidden place in the woods, two wooden houses appeared. The vigilance of a soldier, before opening the door, he looked around carefully before entering. I have always walked lightly. They are far away, but luckily they were not found. Who is in this room?Why did Ran Haoyu come to deliver the meal?Could it be Ran Jingyu?
When approaching the wooden door, I heard Ran Haoyu's voice
"It's useless if you don't eat. Doctor Li will come to give you nutrient solution every day. I won't let you have trouble, Xiaojing!"
I heard the name that shocked me, and it turned out that he had imprisoned Ran Jingyu.
Through the concealed wooden door, I saw the situation inside the room. The layout of the room is simple, with simple and elegant tables, chairs and tea sets. The person lying on the tatami along the clean wooden floor is Ran Jingyu. She is curled up, bloodless. His face was morbidly pale, his empty eyes were indifferent and determined, his hands were powerlessly placed on his chest, and he had no reaction to the person in front of him.
"Xiao Jing, can you be more obedient?"
Ran Haoyu begged in a low voice,
"Stop being obsessed with obsession, is it okay to be a normal person?"
"normal?"
Ran Jingyu's ashen-like eyes were full of sarcasm,
"There is no normal person in our family. Why should I be normal? Would a normal mother... commit suicide? Would a normal father... not see his children... for a whole year? And you, haha...you look the most normal, marrying a woman you don't love, living a life like a machine all day long, are you happy? Do you know what happiness is? What... is it heartbeat? Cough Cough~~Mom is a victim of the family, and so are you. Now...it's my turn, haha~~ I just want to be abnormal, I want to live the life I want to live, not like you, walking dead, In addition to interests, there are interests in the eyes."
Ran Jing spoke intermittently, his voice was nothing but every word pierced the listener's heart like a needle. It was obvious that Ran Haoyu was stabbed by these words, but he still held back his anger,
"You are out of your mind now, I won't care about you, don't use other people's life as an excuse for you to avoid your own life. Xiao Jing, you are right, I have never felt love, I have never been moved, none of these It's important, but you know, I will do whatever it takes for you, you have seen Xiang Lan's ending, so you should understand!"
The weak Ran Jingyu was suddenly agitated, trying to sit up, the fear in his eyes could not be concealed,
"Ran Haoyu, if you dare to touch her, try it, I will make you regret it for the rest of your life, I will do what I say!"
Weak voice, each word sonorous!
Ran Haoyu frowned, slowly calmed down, and took a long breath,
"You know my principles. I don't want to hurt anyone. You said that this is the only difference between me and my father. But for you, it really depends on your choice whether you can persist!"
The moment I turned to leave, I heard a desperate voice coming from the room,
"No, brother, please, you love me the most since you were a child, and you think of everything for me. I only have one request, you let her go! As long as I don't hurt her, I agree to anything! I agree to everything!"
Dear Jingyu, do you know how much I love you?How I wish you could get happiness according to your wishes?
But now I can't do anything, I don't want to do anything, you know, I can't do anything about all the gains and losses, the only thing I can do now is to let you continue to live with peace of mind!
☆, 21
Two one
"Xin'er, I might be getting married!"
Two days later, Ran Jingyu reappeared, regaining her usual look, dressed in a dusty dress, as if the failed hunger strike in the past week had never happened, and she was really just returning from a business trip!
Bright red lips, exquisite makeup can not see a trace of pale and haggard breath!
"Congratulations! As you said, Owen is a very good marriage partner. If you have to marry him, I will be happier!"
I tried my best to make myself laugh easily and naturally, Ran Jingyu was a little surprised at my calmness, paused for a moment, then took my hand,
"Xin'er, promise me that you won't leave me even if I'm really married, okay?"
"How come? We are good friends for a lifetime, aren't we?"
I looked at her seriously and patted her on the shoulder to reassure her. Her thinner shoulders could still feel the obvious skeleton through the clothes, which made my palms tremble slightly!
I was so distressed, I got up and left before the tears welled up,
"Are you hungry! I'll get you something to eat!"
In order for her to continue her normal life, all I can do is to persevere and endure. Maybe marrying a man I don’t love will make life difficult, but a choice that is not accepted by the family and the world is destined to be a tragedy!
My own life is powerless to turn around, I only hope that she can live a relatively happy life!
Strike while the iron is hot, Ran Haoyu put down everything to prepare for the wedding, and Ran Jingyu was also asked to stop all work and fully cooperate!The days seem to pass quickly and slowly, there are too many time to cherish, and too many trivial things to deal with.
Ran Jingyu became sensitive and repetitive, everything was not going her way, and she was indifferent to everything, only one thing remained the same, she didn't want me to leave her sight, not even for a moment.
Seeing Bai Owen again, he no longer had a gentle and calm smile on his face, and his eyes full of melancholy became the new important symbol of this sunny boy!
The shooting of a wedding photo was smooth and embarrassing. The silent two just matched the simple and standardized shape without any expression. There was no requirement, no intimacy, and even a smile seemed far-fetched.
But every photo of the beautiful and handsome two people is as wonderful as a meticulous cooperation!The two people who looked at each other without too many smiles showed a mysterious beauty!
At the end of the filming, under Ran Jingyu's strong request, I changed into a snow-white wedding dress. Ran Jingyu and Bai Owen's amazing eyes showed my beauty.
Two women in wedding dresses stand opposite each other, with intertwined eyes, full of tenderness and sweetness, the photo freezes our best youth and most helpless love.
"Ke Xin, I'm sorry! I'm too cowardly to say I love you, and I dare not say I don't love you. I loved you once, and I have persisted in my love for you for five years! But I still haven't entered your heart. Feeling helpless makes me lonely!"
With Bai Owen's weak breath, his shoulders curled up, he leaned against the wall and squatted in the corner, losing all brilliance and freshness, it made people feel distressed!
"I don't want to hurt anyone, but I hurt everyone. I don't ask for your forgiveness. I just hope we can still be friends!"
I stepped forward and gently hugged the heartbroken man, this big boy who once made my heart feel warm.
After all, we are too young, and all the desires of beautiful fantasy will compromise with the cruelty of reality!
The wedding was grandly held in the anticipation of most people, and the marriage of the two families has attracted the attention of all walks of life in politics and business!
The combination of talent and beauty concealed the essence of many well-known commercial marriages, and such a perfect combination envied everyone present.
The childhood sweethearts of the teenagers, the childhood sweethearts, the love between the two of the youth, each other, the final holding hand, forever!
This is what the perfect love witnessed by people should look like!
As a bridesmaid, I was inseparable by Ran Jingyu's side in a tube top gauze dress. The fluffy design concealed my round figure that never lost weight.
Ran Jingyu, who was surrounded by everyone and dressed up, was as delicate and beautiful as an angel. She stood in front of the mirror with blank eyes and was at the mercy of others.
"Jingyu, you are so beautiful! You will be the happiest bride!"
Ran Jingyu came back to her senses, smiled at me without saying a word, took off the necklace from my neck, held it in the palm of her hand, took a deep breath, and smiled happily at me!
The melodious wedding march fluttered in the air, and everyone focused on the beautiful bride, who was slowly entering the arena holding her father's arm.
The uncontrollable joy on Ran Zhenhai's cold face, there is also a soft part in this man's heart wrapped in a hard shell.
There is no doubt that he is the father who loves his daughter deeply!
Ran Jingyu's beauty is suffocating, Bai Owen should treat her well, he is such a kind and warm man!
Even if you don't love me, I will treat you kindly, I am firm in my thoughts!
The pastor asked if he would take the oath, Bai Owen did not hesitate, and his tone was indifferent.
When Ran Jing was talking, she paused silently, making everyone nervous. She looked at the indifferent Bai Owen, the eager Ran Haoyu, and everyone with expectant eyes. Finally, her eyes fell on me beside me, and she said something with a smile
"I am willing!"
Everyone applauded fiercely, deafening in the vast hall, only I saw the tears flickering in the corner of her eyes when she smiled.
I lifted the box containing the wedding rings between the two of them, and Bai Owen took out the ring and put it on Ran Jingyu's left ring finger. The silver ring on her index finger was shining so brightly that my heart ached.
Calmly and calmly, I brought the male ring to Ran Jingyu, my eyes followed the bright white silver ring in her hand, I didn't dare to let my heart fluctuate, and I secretly told myself: hold on!Be sure to stick to the end!
This is the first and only time in many years that I am so sure that I can do something for Ran Jingyu!
The big warm hand tightly held my hand holding the ring, and my heart beat violently again. I felt the slender fingers slid across the back of my hand, and the fingers that passed by had a warm and delicate touch. Brilliant happiness is forcibly suppressed.
In the eyes of everyone, I successfully exchanged the rings. I secretly let out a long sigh of relief. In the final kiss, Ran Jingyu took the initiative to step forward and embrace Bai Owen intimately. Apart from the parties involved, only I saw the ceremony. Under the cover of the huge veil, the two of them were just very close, that's all!
They still have an insurmountable gap, time will let them accept each other!
I spontaneously wanted to retreat, but the moment I took a step, I was caught back and forth. Under the flowing skirt, I held Ran Jingyu's hand tightly. With soft fingers, I gently put the silver ring in my hand on the ring finger of my left hand. , Interlocking the fingers of both hands, the pastor announced that the two became legal husband and wife.
This is a wedding for three people, to be precise it is still a wedding for two people, but the protagonists are two girls wearing white gauze looking at each other and weeping!
In the season when the grass grows and the warbler flies, even the time seems to be in a hurry. Only in the warm sun in the breeze can I feel the quietness of the years, and the time cannot be missed.
I closed my eyes and felt the last time of spring. The wedding was over, all troubles were over, and the days were as flat as a lake.
Looking at the mountains and forests, sure enough, the balcony is the best viewing place. I try to focus on the fresh and beautiful things as much as possible, because as soon as I stop thinking, my mind will be filled with someone's voice and smile, and I will be completely occupied and cry more than.
It’s been a long time since I saw Ran Jingyu, I can’t remember how long it was, months, weeks or even a few days, time seems to be no longer important, just immersed in the extremely lost and helpless emotions, unable to Extricate yourself.
The kind of waiting and waiting that knows where love is but can only stay away, wandering alone!
Although I have already built a high wall in my heart, the first time I saw the picture of Ran Jingyu and the girl in the UK, let me know clearly that the impact of the reality picture will be destructive, so in order for Ran Jingyu to start to adapt to the new life with peace of mind. Before I can calmly face her and Bai Owen's pretense of loving each other in front of others, I can only minimize her appearance.
Since you choose to let go, you have to be free and easy. You may not be able to forget, but at least you must learn to face it calmly.
The sunset glow in the sky was burning red, rolling and surging layer by layer, extremely gorgeous.Suddenly, the car stopped at the door touched my whole heart, and I immediately forgot everything in front of me, and waited and stared at the people who got off the car.
Sure enough, all the thoughts to divert attention are so ridiculous and unbearable!
The timid and expectant heart fell to the bottom of the valley in an instant after the car door was opened. Zhang Yiman held a large bouquet of flowers in one hand, and a cake box and a big bag full of snacks appeared in front of me.
"Boss Ran gave it to you!"
I took the bouquet in her hand, bright and vivid life, rich and splendid varieties, filled with the vitality of spring.
"Thank you!"
I sniffed the clear fragrance and smiled.
"Didn't sleep last night, okay? Why did you look listless, and these snacks I bought for you, Mr. Ran heard that you have not had a good appetite recently, so I asked me to buy them for you. She said that you have nothing but strawberry cake I don’t like anything else, so let me watch and buy some! Do you think it suits your appetite?”
I looked at the big bag of snacks spread out on the table, but I still had nothing to eat, so I took a bag of sour bayberry and ate one.
"When I was a child, I was very picky eater, and my stomach was not very good. My mother would make salted bayberry when it was ripe. Whenever I was picky eater or had a stomachache, I would take out a few for me. The taste was amazing. This is unforgettable! I haven’t eaten for a long time!”
I spit out the shell and ate another one, full of sadness.
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Zhang Yiman took the cake out of the box and snatched the bayberry bag from my hand,
"Don't eat something so sour on an empty stomach, come to eat cake, I ran to the school gate to buy it, taste it or not the original taste!"
You don't need to ask to know that it is Ran Jingyu's request again!
"Jingyu~~ Are you okay?"
I still can't help but wonder how she's doing.
"Very good! Bai Owen takes her to and from get off work every day, and they seem to have a very good relationship!"
I just put a piece of cake into my mouth, and when I heard her say this, my heart surged, a sweet and greasy feeling rolled in my throat, I got up and ran to the bathroom to vomit, there was almost nothing in my stomach except the two plums just now Okay, I can only retch again and again.
Zhang Yiman came in to check my situation, and finally I relieved my physical discomfort. Zhang Yiman pointed to the well-packed sanitary napkin with a serious face,
"Ke Xin, have you come this month?"
I was asked stiffly shaking my head,
"What about last month?"
I was completely stunned, my mind exploded like a thunderclap, and finally she uttered my fear,
"Keep, are you pregnant?"
I slumped on the ground, panicked and at a loss, suddenly, I grabbed Zhang Yiman's hand, begging with trembling voice
"Please~ please don't tell Jingyu, please~"
She seemed to be frightened by my reaction, and was also stunned. I cried and begged even more bitterly, and I didn't agree with her to help me up until she came back to her senses and promised again and again that she would not speak out!
I was flustered and at a loss, how could I get pregnant just that one time?
I hate myself for being ridiculous, but now what
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