Spring is waiting for the flowers to bloom

Stiff, gently closed his eyes, waiting for a hot kiss, for a long time, soft lips fell on his forehead.

"good night!"

Ran Jingyu got up, dimmed the lights, closed the door and left.

Looking at the back figure that disappeared at the door, tears welled up in my eyes, soaked my cheeks, and the warm tears flowed into my sensitive ears and turned cold, refreshingly cold, making people desperate.

The hickey on the forehead is still warm. A simple kiss that many women can easily get is so rare for me!

For this, I am willing to give everything, but Ran Jingyu doesn't know.

When returning to China, Aunt Li put their luggage in the rooms at both ends of the corridor, saying that it was Ran Haoyu's intention. Although Ran Jingyu showed displeasure, she did not object.

Our room is very far away, I am used to sleeping without locking the door, because on a thunderstorm night, Ran Jingyu will run to hug me tightly at the fastest speed!

But usually no matter how late the play is, she will go back to her room, we no longer sleep in each other's arms, and no longer have excessively intimate movements, I feel a little disappointed.

In the beginning, insisting on staying by Ran Jingyu's side was to make her depend on him, and she didn't want to leave, but now it seems that it's just a luxury!

The cool night breeze outside the window is no longer cool, blowing the neat long skirts in the closet, the spacious and soft European-style bed, and the exquisite complete set of furniture are all girls' dream rooms, but I feel heavy in it the loneliness!

It turns out that without Ran Jingyu's warmth, everything here becomes a cold and desolate dream!

☆, sixteen

sixteen

From the tone of Ran Jingyu's phone call, it could be heard that the beating incident was not as easy as she said.

Ran Zhenhai personally called to reprimand him, and the roaring low pressure could be felt through the door.

Ran Jingyu repeatedly assured that she would be able to handle Lin's project well, so she was able to end the call calmly.

I took the breakfast in my hand back to the kitchen downstairs and asked Mrs. Li to bring it up. At this moment, I don't know how to face it.

Just after changing her clothes, Ran Jingyu appeared at the door in dark blue trousers, flaming red lips, and a relaxed smile on her face, unaffected by the phone call just now.

Recently, her clothes are mainly in dark and cool colors. This kind of dress makes her look more calm and domineering, but she has lost her former enthusiasm and liveliness, and has become indifferent and difficult to get close to.

I smiled at her and went out to work with her.

"Lin Kexin!"

A sharp girl interrupted me who was typing seriously, looked up, and a beautiful girl appeared in front of me, she was wearing a sexy short skirt with hips, black stockings perfectly trimmed the shape of her legs, and she was wearing stilettos more than ten centimeters high High-heeled shoes, heavy makeup, and fluffy curly long hair, a little old-fashioned, looking at himself with a smile on his face.

Although the dress is a bit vulgar, it can't hide the beautiful face in the eyes of women, but such a face makes me a little dazed.

"็ Hello Who are you···"

I stood up hesitantly, smiled politely,

The woman smiled and covered her face,

"You don't even recognize your old classmate? Zhang Yiman!"

When she said the name, I was really dumbfounded. The mature beauty in front of me with a smile on my face couldn't make me equate with the person in my impression. At that time, she was using tricks and was a little arrogant. A squeamish girl with low self-esteem in her bones, a willful girl who wants to turn the world upside down at every turn.

The heavy make-up in front of her whitewashed her already petite face like a ceramic doll, but she also lost the youthful and immature agility of the past.

Seeing me stunned and unable to react, she smiled calmly,

"You are much more beautiful now. If I hadn't seen the name tag on your table, I really wouldn't have recognized you!"

"Yeah! I haven't seen you for several years, everyone has changed, and you are also a little different from before, and you are more beautiful."

I don't know why, but I tried to add this last sentence.

She recognized my deliberation, smiled sadly, pulled down the hem of the skirt unnaturally, and didn't continue our conversation.

"You're here, so the boss Ran is Ran Jingyu?"

"Well! What are you here for?"

Not just anyone can come up to the ninth floor. Seeing the folder in her hand, it must be for business.

"I forgot to introduce myself, I am the secretary of President Hu Yuechen! I am here to return the letter of intent for cooperation!"

She lowered her head, spoke slowly, raised the folder in her hand embarrassingly, her eyes dodged a little, she presumably heard something.

Although Ran Jingyu warned not to talk about it anymore, who can stop the gossip in the office, they don't say it on the surface, but they will inevitably talk about it in private.

We did not continue to say anything, Zhang Yiman walked into the office.

Soon after she came out of the office, Ran Jingyu was not in a good mood, so she didn't even exchange pleasantries with her old classmates.

Zhang Yiman invited me to have a cup of coffee, as if he had a lot to say to me, I readily accepted.

The soft piano music, the bright light from the window, and the seductive aroma wafting from the cafe. Zhang Yiman, who is opposite, looked melancholy and lonely in the smog. She seemed to have a lot to say just now. Only now did I know that she Not really have something to say to me, maybe there is no one to talk to.

I couldn't help coughing twice, and turned my head to make my breathing as smooth as possible.My sense of taste is a little sensitive, and I can't stand any stimulation from alcohol and tobacco. It's normal for women in the UK to smoke, and all the women at the farewell party smoke. I'm glad that Ran Jingyu didn't get into such a habit.

Sensing my discomfort, Zhang Yiman stubbed out the cigarette,

"Excuse me!"

I shook my head and gave her a nonchalant smile.

"It's okay, how are you doing?"

The decadent atmosphere continued to spread, and it could be felt that she was not enjoying herself.

"It's nothing bad or bad. My father had an accident and was bedridden all year round. My mother was laid off. My younger siblings are still young, so I have to support them all by myself."

"sorry!"

I saw that she was not doing well, but I didn't expect that it would be like this.

She picked up the cigarette case and took out one, then put it back after a pause, smiling at me and shaking her head.

"Don't talk about me, let's talk about you! It seems that Ran Jingyu is still very kind to you. Yes, she was very kind to you when she was in school. She wanted to give you food, fun, and beautiful clothes. You are so good that people are jealous. I admit that I hated you very much at that time. You were so inconspicuous that Ran Jingyu treated you like that, but you were indifferent to everything. It is really hypocritical! But, people are like this, The more you ignore her, the more you rush forward. I don’t know why, but when I saw her treat you like that, I got angry and tried to fight against you. Then I thought about it, what’s wrong with you? It’s just my own vanity. My heart is at work!"

Zhang Yiman smiled wryly at his naivety back then.

"I heard Mr. Hu molested you last night? He deserves to be beaten!"

Zhang Yiman gritted his teeth with resentment in his eyes.

"You and Mr. Hu?"

Her reaction can't help but remind me.

Zhang Yiman sneered,

"He's a scumbag! But he's fairly generous, and that's the only thing about him that's not annoying."

Zhang Yiman breathed a long sigh of relief, and his violently heaving chest gradually calmed down, and he looked at me calmly with a helpless expression.

The woman in front of her has too many burdens to bear, and she is hopelessly indifferent and helpless towards the future!

When she got home, Ran Jingyu was already at home and just took a shower.

"I went to see Zhang Yiman, she has changed a lot, it makes people feel sad!"

As soon as we met, I wanted to tell her the melancholy in my heart.

Ran Jingyu was wearing a silk nightgown, poured half a glass of red wine and drank it down, and then poured another glass, she always likes to drink before going to bed recently.

"Everyone has to pay for their choices, and this is the price she should pay for taking shortcuts."

With her back facing her, she couldn't see the expression on her face when she said this, the slender and tall back, the soft body, the sweet fragrance, and the hazy halo, suddenly felt so far away and alienated.

I always feel that she shouldn't say such indifferent words.

"Yeah! Everyone has to pay the price for the most recent choice, it's just that the time is different sooner or later!"

I turned my head, afraid that Ran Jingyu would suddenly turn around and see the tears that were about to pour out of my eyes, but she never looked back.

Ran Jingyu was silent for a moment, sighed softly,

"She may find her own happiness. Every woman should be treated kindly. No matter how many shortcomings she has, as long as you pay attention to them, you will find their cute side. Some have soft hands, some have beautiful hair, and some have beautiful hair. It’s very sweet to laugh, but it’s not enough, it’s not perfect, I believe I will... I will find the perfect woman, I will..."

She was a little drunk, and her body was a little staggering. I helped her to the bed, and we were no longer intimate, and we dared not even try to get close to the simplest hug.

I exited the room silently, not wanting her to see my embarrassment with tears in my eyes.

every woman?Did she mean every woman she met before or since?So I wonder if there is something cute about me too?But I'm afraid to hear the answer, I don't want to know the many unlovable things about me compared with other women, it will make me collapse and I can't bear it, so it's best to keep silent like this!

The tea room is always the source and transmission hub of gossip, and it is a place I don't want to get close to.

"Have you heard? Mr. Ran beat Mr. Hu."

"I've heard about it a long time ago. Yuechen also interrupted the cooperation because of this matter. Now Mr. Ran is in a hurry to find someone else!"

"Do you know why you beat people? I'm right there, do you want first-hand information?"

"I don't know yet, just like Mr. Hu, he deserves to be beaten, but who is unlucky this time?"

"Who doesn't know he's lustful, but this time there are other inside stories! Don't know the inside story!"

"Say it! Say it! What else?"

"Okay! You can listen if you want, today's dinner~~"

"That depends on how big your inside story is! Is it enough for this dinner!"

"Actually. This is the bureau set up by Vice President Gao. Vice President Gao has been temporarily acting as the general manager for so long, and he has been thinking about becoming a full-timer. It's okay! Suddenly, a young lady who just graduated and doesn't understand anything, you say she Can you be convinced? The eldest lady can't move, so why don't you vent your anger on the people around her?"

"That's right, that Lin Kexin is really real, she looks very pure on the surface, and she'll be hooked by others, hehe..."

"That's right, I heard that she was the Missy's accompanying student when she went to school."

"Isn't that a high-ranking maid who pretends to be noble all day long and looks down on us, so her mind is used elsewhere."

"Haha~~~"

Listening to all kinds of suspicion, ridicule and ridicule in it, thousands of words were blocked in my throat, but I couldn't say a word.

yes!Those who don't care don't care, so I won't explain a word, but I still feel depressed.

Turning around and bumping into a person, the cup in his hand almost fell to the ground, but fortunately the person caught it quickly.

It's Ran Jingyu!

"What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

She held my cold hand, and the concern in her eyes warmed my heart.

A little warmth from someone I care about is enough to keep me from the wind and rain!

I shook my head and smiled easily!

Ran Jingyu looked towards the tea room,

"What are you doing? Is the company inviting you here for a tea party? All the materials of Lin's project are sorted out and put on my desk before get off work today."

Although I didn't say anything, but as smart as she is, I can't see the clues!

Recalling that Su Yan deliberately waited for Ran Jingyu to leave before mentioning the dinner, and Mr. Hu's reluctance to drink was ignored by Gao Wei and the people at the table. The choice of the restaurant and Su Yan's disclosure, all of these were arranged seamlessly , in such a big company, to achieve Ran Zhenhai's trust and achieve today's status, there should be more scheming than ability!

I only blame myself for being too naive and eager for success, so I was taken advantage of by others, but there is no evidence, I can no longer cause trouble for Ran Jingyu, I can only bear it alone.

The most important thing now is to help Ran Jingyu get through the predicament in front of her, but she is so helpless that she has no clue what to do, so she calms herself down and carefully rearranges the materials of Lin's project.

☆, seventeen

Seventeen

In a high-end western restaurant, the beautiful piano music attracts the attention of the people around, and the slender back of an elegant woman.Ran Jingyu went straight up and sat down, the two of them played with four hands together, the tune became relaxed and cheerful, the two of them had a tacit understanding, looked at each other and smiled, Ran Jingyu's relaxed smile was rarely seen when she came here, when the song was over, there was applause from around, the two People hugged and kissed cheeks tightly under the watchful eyes of everyone.

"Ke Xin, we meet again!"

"Hello, Xiang Lan!"

After eating and sitting down, there was a delicate and beautiful girl beside Xiang Lan.

"This is Ran Jingyu, Lin Kexin, this is Qin Yu, my secretary!"

Xiang Lan held Qin Yu's hand tightly and put it on the table, a simple movement clearly told us their relationship!

We nodded and smiled, Xiang Lan was always brave.

"How are you doing now? Are you ready?"

Ran Jingyu answered first, with a somewhat eager tone,

"Alright! It's still the same as before."

Xiang Lan let out a slightly disappointed "Oh!"

Ok?

We shouldn't be angry because of conflicts, why come "Are you ready?" Xiang Lan has been in the UK for a long time, and she can't even use Chinese properly.

After ordering, Ran Jingyu took the information in my hand and went directly to the topic,

"I invited you here this time because there is a project I want to cooperate with you!"

"Cooperation? All right! I just came back to take over the company. If I want to cooperate, I must be with you. Don't read the information, I will listen to you!"

"I really didn't meet for nothing, but I like your boldness, which is better than those men with mothers-in-law!"

Ran Jingyu toasted and wished a happy cooperation!

Do you like Xiang Lan's forthright personality?

Who doesn't like it!No matter what you do with such a person, it's easy and casual!

"Kexin, come have a drink!"

When I was distracted, I was suddenly called, and I seemed a little embarrassed!

"She doesn't drink, I will respect you for her!"

Ran Jingyu picked up the wine glass and drank it down. Was she worried that I would leave a shadow on what happened last time?

Xiang Lan smiled amusedly

"Okay! Both of you drink the same."

Xiang Lan raised his eyebrows at Qin Yu and smiled cunningly, Qin Yu also smiled knowingly, full of affection and sweetness, and did not shy away from it!

After working overtime for several weeks, the preparations were finally completed before the bid opening of Lin's project, and it was rare for everyone to get off the early shift.

The elevator door opened, and the tired voice mixed with chuckles and complaints stopped abruptly.

"What are you in a daze for, come in!"

Ran Jingyu looked at the crowd standing at the door in a daze, not daring to try their best, and pressed the button to open the door again.

"Mr. Ran, we are too crowded, you get off first, and we will wait for the next shift."

The man at the front said flatteringly.

"It's okay, come in!"

Ran Jingyu stepped back and pulled me into the corner, freeing up most of the space.

Everyone walked in modestly, and the lively atmosphere just now became quiet in an instant, only the faint sound of breathing could be heard.

"Everyone has worked hard recently, Director Xu invites everyone to have a good meal today and then go sing K to relax!"

As soon as Ran Jingyu finished speaking, everyone, especially the young female employees, waved their small fists excitedly. They relaxed happily from the cramped crowd, making room for each other and pushing back.

Ran Jingyu turned around and put her hands on the wall to protect me in front of her. We were so close that I could feel her warm breath, her fragrant and soft long hair ran across her cheeks, and when I looked up, I saw the long eyelashes reflected in the light. From this angle, Ran Jingyu's facial features are more three-dimensional, with sharp edges and corners.

Ran Jingyu asked me if I wanted to go together, and I shook my head lightly. It seems that I haven't found a way to get along well with them. After Mr. Hu's incident, I can only keep my own place within the scope of cognition.

Ran Jingyu didn't force it, she smiled in agreement, the moment her gaze fell somewhere, the smile suddenly stopped, her face sank, I followed her gaze and lowered my head, I didn't see anything wrong, when I looked up at her again, she was still the same. She was angry, her complexion became more and more gloomy, she was angry, but she didn't know why!

The elevator stopped on the first floor, and everyone went out to wave goodbye, but Ran Jingyu ignored it, and their eyes still did not shift.

I took the initiative to stand sideways and waved goodbye to everyone.

Ran Jingyu didn't change until the elevator door closed again.

"what happened?"

Ran Jingyu raised her hand and picked up the necklace on my chest. It was an all-too-familiar pendant ring, to be exact, a silver ring with friction marks and no longer shine, and then raised my left ring finger, which was worn for a long time The ring has a shallow imprint.

"Why did you take it off?"

Her voice was cold, and it could be heard that she was trying to endure.

"The company comes and goes, and I'm afraid that others will misunderstand it if they see it."

"Misunderstand what? Heh~ I'm afraid that Bai Owen will misunderstand! You two have developed a relationship recently, and he proposed to you? So you want to take it off to make room for it?"

Ran Jingyu's eyes turned from jealous anger to despair, and she raised her head and sighed!

"Yeah! You're finally going to get married!"

The elevator door opened again, Ran Jingyu turned around and ran away, her long hair was messed up by the wind!She disappeared into the fading dusk!

I was shocked by her indifferent and decisive eyes at the end. Didn't she tell me that Bai Owen is a reliable man?is my best option?

In the cafe, Bai Owen knocked on the table and looked at me in a daze.

"What's the matter? I've been in a daze since I entered the door. Is there something on your mind?"

I came back to my senses, shook my head with a smile, the afternoon sun was just shining on the bright and handsome face, the warm smile, the neat and white teeth, the slender and broad palm, stroking my hand, very warm, he is a perfect man , looking forward to waiting for my same enthusiastic response.

I should treat him well, I should slowly withdraw from Ran Jingyu's world, and not let her every move, every frown and smile control her whole heart, and make her restless all day long.

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, lifted my spirits, and looked at the delicately packaged bouquet on the table.

"The flowers are beautiful and well packaged."

"Yes! Her hands are really clever."

Bai Owen nodded with a smile, as if he was caught in some kind of memory, his smile became happier, and when he realized that he lost his composure, he immediately changed the topic,

"I heard that Lin's bid opened today, is Xiaojing confident?"

"Hmm! We have prepared well, and I believe she will succeed!"

"Yes! Yes! She will always be the best in your heart."

We laughed speechlessly, caught in some kind of awkward atmosphere.

There is still no way!I hate myself for being like this!

"Have you thought about moving out?"

Bai Owen suddenly opened his mouth and asked tentatively.

"what?"

"Moving out from Xiaojing's house, I'll find you a house. You've started working now, and you're still living together, wouldn't it be great!"

"What do you mean?"

"It's nothing, I'm actually worried about you being together day and night like this!"

"worry about what?"

"You...you know, Xiaojing, you and her! I know you will be upset if you say this, but I really don't feel safe!"

I bowed my head in silence, and did not speak again, and Bai Owen did not force it anymore.

Bai Owen and Bai Owen broke up just like that, chatting and parting like every time they met, without any intimacy.

We are the couple who are most like friends. I know it's all because of me. If this continues, I'm afraid we will start hurting each other. I'm in a deep entanglement again!

On the way back to the company, I still couldn't ignore the person who had been hovering in my mind all day.

"Secretary Su, is Mr. Ran back?"

Su Yan nodded worriedly,

"just came back!"

"Is the result not good?"

Ran Jingyu's disappointed expression appeared in my mind, and my heart twitched fiercely!

"I don't know! They entered the meeting room as soon as they came back!"

Su Yan pouted towards the conference room, sighed anxiously again, and continued to work with her head down.

I was eager to know if Ran Jingyu was in a good mood at the moment, so I turned and walked towards the meeting room!

Before reaching the door, Gao Wei's voice was heard,

"There must be a mole, and they are very insiders, otherwise Yuechen's creativity, materials, and even the low price are the same as ours!"

I stopped walking, what's going on?Did someone leak the bid proposal?Did Ran Jingyu make a fool of herself?She should be very angry!

"I also think so. This is an obvious act of commercial espionage. It must be thoroughly investigated and dealt with!"

It could be heard that Director Lin was very angry.

"When the plan was finally decided, only the three of us were present, and... it was Special Assistant Lin, could it be..."

Gao Wei paused angrily.

"It's not her!"

Finally, Ran Jingyu spoke in a deep and firm voice, interrupting Gao Wei's continued speculation.

"Is Mr. Ran so sure? Lao Lin and I are old people in the company. We have both made great contributions to the company. Naturally, everything is based on the company's interests. You are even more impossible, Mr. Ran. Therefore, only her suspicion remains. Biggest."

"I said it wasn't her!"

Ran Jingyu's firm tone was beyond doubt.

"Dangdang"

I can't suffer such slander without knowing why, and Ran Jingyu is defending me.

"Sorry, I overheard something about me, so I came in. If you have any questions, just ask me!"

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Ran Jingyu's extremely cold face sitting in the middle.

"It came just right!"

Gao Wei stood up and pulled me to the middle,

"Now that the parties involved are all present, let's make it clear in person! Lin Tezhu, did you meet Mr. Yuechen Hu's secretary alone a few days ago? And they must have talked for a long time! Did you accidentally say something wrong? What should I say?"

"I did meet Mr. Hu's secretary, Zhang Yiman, in the cafe downstairs. We are classmates in high school. Is there any problem with meeting for coffee? What does it mean to accidentally say something that shouldn't be said? It won't be long, but I know what to say and what not to say, and we are chatting openly in public places to reminisce about the old days, and Vice President Gao has no evidence, so don't spit blood!"

I don't believe there's anything to be done just sitting and chatting!

☆, eighteen

Eighteen

"But as far as I know, you didn't seem to be friendly at school before. Why did you suddenly become close at this time? Isn't there some interest involved?"

Gao Wei continued to be aggressive, Director Lin didn't express his opinion, but he also looked suspicious at me.

"We are really just reminiscing about the old days. If you don't believe me, you can ask Zhang Yiman to testify."

Being oppressed by her strength, I don't know why I was a little flustered, but more angry, a person can talk like this without any evidence.

"I don't need people to testify, evidence? I happen to have it. I recently cooperated with Yue Chen and wanted to know more about Mr. Hu through his secretary, so I asked my friend to pay more attention to Zhang Yiman's hobbies. this scene"

Gao Wei took out an envelope from her bag, and there was a photo inside. In the photo, Zhang Yiman and I were holding an envelope at the same time.

"I originally wanted to find a chance to remind Mr. Ran after the Lin's project was over, but I didn't expect it to be too late."

Director Lin, with a serious expression on his face, put the photo in front of me,

"Explain, what's going on?"

"She's slandering, it's not like this, it's..."

"enough!"

Ran Jingyu interrupted me sharply,

"You don't need to explain, I believe you."

"Heh~~~"

Gao Wei looked at Ran Jingyu in astonishment,

"President Ran's trust is too emotional! But what kind of emotion does this trust come from?"

"There is no reason, she is my best... best friend, I trust her unconditionally!"

I was moved and looked at Ran Jingyu, but she never looked at me.

"She is your best... best friend!" Gao Wei repeated Ran Jingyu's pause!

"Very good, a friend who wears a pair of couple rings is indeed the most trusted friend!"

Hearing what Gao Wei said, I subconsciously touched the ring finger of my left hand, only to realize that there was only a thin mark left there. I lowered my head and stuffed the necklace into my neck, and looked up at Ran Jingyu. She calmly stroked the index finger with her thumb. Shiny ring.

"Your trust probably comes from friends, no matter what!"

"Shut up! I wanted to see you for the sake of the company's efforts in the past few years, and I didn't want to make things too ugly. It seems that some people can't stand it anymore, right? The evidence! Do you think Zhang Will Yiman help you? A joke!"

The corner of Ran Jingyu's bright red mouth raised evilly to one side, and she left a document bag on the table. Director Lin glanced at the documents and photos inside, and looked at Gao Wei in extreme disappointment.

"Vice President Gao, it's your turn to explain!"

Gao Wei took the bag in astonishment, which contained the details of her betraying the company's inside information and receiving kickbacks over the years, bank records, and naked bed photos with Mr. Yuechen Hu.

"You~ okay, you Ran Jingyu, I underestimated you, my old lady is in your hands today, just right, I don't want to do it for a long time, I have been working as a cow and a horse for the company these years, and I have earned so much in exchange for eating and drinking. Clients and projects, finally made it to the present, he, Ran Zhenhai, is so fucking cruel! Let you ride on my head, is my mother a rag? Throw it away after use, this time it is my mother who is leaving, and it is not your turn to catch up .Do you think people can't see it? Heh~ A pervert who looks like a dog, just thinking about it makes me sick."

"stop!"

Ran Jingyu got up and forced Gao Wei to the door, looked up and down at the woman in front of her, shook her head with Lu Xiaohu's disgusted expression,

"You are right. I like women, and I have liked many women. I always thought that as long as there is a woman, there will always be something cute, but you are the first woman who makes me completely disgusted. Do you think I am today Is the speech draft changed temporarily? You Gao Wei shouldn’t be so naive! What? Are you in a hurry to go to Mr. Hu to explain what happened today? Heh~ It’s better not to think about it, now he’s drinking tea in the procuratorate, hurting I will never let anyone in my heart go, including you! Uncle Lin, call the police, committing such a serious financial case, and want to get out of it! Dreaming~"

Looking at Gao Wei whose face was deformed in shock, Ran Jingyu leaned down and said with a laugh

"You didn't have to go to jail, but you hurt my heart and touched my bottom line, so you should disappear forever!"

Abandoning the pale Gao Wei, Ran Jingyu pulled me out of the meeting room, and before the door closed, I heard Director Lin's voice,

"If you say something that shouldn't be said, you know the consequences!"

"You are fired, disappear immediately!"

Ran Jing rushed to the door of the office and threw a word to Su Yan, pulling me into the office.

As soon as he entered the door, he pressed me on a chair and questioned me,

"Why did you go in and explain? Didn't you never explain to insignificant people? Why did you go in and be humiliated when you knew she did it on purpose?"

"I didn't explain it to the unimportant people, I was afraid that you would misunderstand!"

I burst into tears in an instant, feeling extremely wronged in my heart!

"Do you think I'm going to misunderstand you by listening to her nonsense?"

Ran Jingyu turned from distressed to angry,

"You have let me down too much!"

Ran Jingyu turned around, her body trembling with anger, I wanted to step forward and explain, the matter was not what she thought, but I was speechless, I lowered my head, tears dripped instantly, I saw clearly the necklace on my neck,

"I'm sorry! I promised you that you would not take this off, but I still took it off. I don't want others to misunderstand you and slander you. It's not that Owen is going to propose to me. I don't want to see you get hurt in any way. I don’t want you to listen to those ugly words just to protect me!”

I wanted to step forward and hold her hand, but my hand stopped in the air!

"When did we become so estranged? We stopped talking, laughing, and even cared about each other. Why did it become like this? Now you make me feel very strange, and we have become You have become polite, you have become stern, and you don’t know how to express it! Yes, your current status requires you to be mature, indifferent, and even scheming, which makes people unpredictable. Congratulations, you have successfully shaped the domineering of the group company The image of the general manager, but I'm sorry, I can't keep up with your rhythm, maybe five years has become a torment for you, if this is the case, I will leave with only one word from you, and I will leave your world completely. disappear!"

Ran Jingyu still turned her back and remained silent. She should be angry that I am stupid!

A person like her who is so smart and has a strong heart shouldn't need others to worry too much, let alone someone like me who can't do anything well and only adds to the chaos.

Look, didn't she handle it well?Playing around with scheming people, looking at Ran Jingyu who is speechless, and even no longer willing to look directly at me, I feel really sad!

She doesn't need herself at all, maybe it's time to leave.

I resolutely turned around and left without waiting, even afraid of getting a response!

Looking at the men and women twisting their bodies wantonly under the brilliant lights with blurred eyes, he drank the wine in the glass again.

I don't know how long I've been drinking, and I don't know how much I've been drinking. I just want to let myself get completely drunk once, to forget, to escape, and to learn to bear the pain by myself!

Somehow he appeared at the door of Bai Owen's house, he helped me in, and kept asking me what happened?I ignored it, found the red wine, and continued to drink it upside down.

"Keep, you can't drink like this, you're already drunk, stop drinking! What happened?"

"Do you love me?"

I looked at the man in front of me pleadingly, my hot cheek touched his cool lips.

He looked at me like this and became short of breath, and I knew what was going to happen next.

"Keep in mind, I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you, you are a cherished girl!"

"Do you love me?"

What he said was not the answer I wanted,

"Say you love me! Say you love me! I want to hear it!"

I raised my head in a pretentious way to ask him to say something, and staggered into his arms, the fresh scent of soap, the shirt of high-quality fabrics, the warm and thick embrace, my eyes were blurred, my hair was messy, and I looked at him softly .

I stood on tiptoe and gently touched the soft and thick lips. It was the first time I kissed someone, although it was a bit clumsy, but this kind of me should be enough to make him crazy, let alone the man who has always loved and cherished me.

I accept this man with all my heart, I want to make sure that I am cute and worthy of being loved, at this moment I need the warmth of being loved too much.

I didn't go back to Ran's house anymore, I lived in Bai Owen's apartment, cleaned up the housework at home, cooked seriously, and didn't go out for a long time.

After that time, Bai Owen didn't get close to me again, no matter whether he was concerned about my original intention that time, he didn't force it anymore, which made me feel relieved!

He is still the gentle big brother with a sunny smile who sends flowers every day.

Such a beautifully packaged bouquet.

Sometimes only by being together day and night can we understand a person deeply, and discover emotions that even he himself has never discovered. Watching Bai Owen take the ribbons of the bouquet one by one, and carefully preserve them, I know that she must be a gentle woman!

One rainy afternoon, I appeared in front of the gate of Ran's villa again. I didn't knock on the door, didn't tell anyone, and stood there blankly, letting the rain wash away.

I was already planning to leave, never to come back, I didn’t want to disturb anyone in the bridge, I walked alone for a long time, but when I looked up, I came back here, maybe subconsciously I still want to take another look at Ran Jingyu, to commemorate the so-called love of forbearance and humbleness, I don’t want to leave Too pale.

The autumn rain was icy cold, and the chill penetrated into every pore of the body. His eyes were blurred, as if he saw Ran Jingyu's slender and tall figure running towards him again.

Before the end, I smelled the sweet and gentle fragrance again. I inhaled hard and showed a satisfied smile. I missed her so much. Even the dream of her was so real, but I knew it was not her, she would not wear such plain clothes. clothing!

☆, nineteen

Nineteen

The rain has stopped, the soft bed, the dry clothes, the gentle hands touching the cheeks, the forehead touching the cold and sweet aroma, brushing the cheeks, so comfortable, I and we became so inseparable again in the dream, back to the in those carefree times