Improvisation

After struggling in silence for a second, Jian Ran planned to express a little bit, raised her head and kissed the corner of his mouth, and said dryly, "Goodbye."

Yu Shiyao rubbed the corners of Jian Ran's eyes with his thumbs, and he could clearly see the hesitation flickering in his eyes. Where Jian Ran would chase after people, he would only fall in love with Yu Shiyao, and what happened before made him play tricks.

"Isn't it too perfunctory?" The thin lips were like two cool blades melting away Jian Ran's timidity, and kissed him forcefully yet tenderly. Because of Jian Ran's obedience, Yu Shiyao held his hand more and more use force.

Yu Shiyao even thought about missing the boarding time and leaving him for another day.

Then Jian Ran's cell phone rang.

It was Gu Jun who called, he was changing planes now, he was bored and called Jian Ran to ask if he was leaving.

Yu Shiyao pinched the back of Jian Ran's neck one after another, and faintly heard a bright and clean voice that was in the period of voice change, and looked at Jian Ran's side face, it was still the same as before, with the soft lines unique to teenagers immature and weak.

Jane may have been like this all her life.

He can't wait to face a silent growth like his peers, grow a tough and clear outline at a certain period, and then get closer and closer to an "adult".

He will always be soft and tough, and Yu Shiyao will not let him be tempered or frustrated, let alone grow up.

It's good that Jane is like this.

However, the unfamiliar voice over there, but the familiar tone made Yu Shiyao feel a little different emotion from that tasteless feeling.

If he remembers correctly, even though Jian Ran was a bit cold in high school, she was still quite popular.

Jian Ran hung up the phone, looked at the time on the phone, licked the corners of her crimson lips, and said, "I should go, and you should go back too. Piggy will cry when he wakes up and can't find you."

Yu Shiyao put away the dark thoughts in his heart, tied up Jian Ran's messy hair just now, and gave a few serious instructions.

In the end, he put his palm on the cheek that didn't have much flesh, and said, "You must be serious about chasing people. Don't be like before. Remember to call every day."

Jian Ran gave a "hmm", and looked at Yu Shiyao restrainedly. Finally, after passing the security check, the suppressed emotions in her heart began to grow wildly. She sat on the chair in the waiting room, covered her face with her elbows, and took a deep breath.

He felt that he had improved somewhat in front of Yu Shiyao.

After Yu Shiyao sent Jian Ran away, he drove to the hospital.

It seemed that the hospital was very busy when it was a holiday, and the pediatric department was as busy as ever. Chen Yan had an intuition that he had to work overtime again today, so he sent a message to Lu Ziyue so that she would not have to wait for him, and then took the number of the next patient.

The patient's information on the computer was a three-year-old boy. Chen Yan pinched his brows, and looked up to see that the person who came in with the little patient was Yu Shiyao.

Yu Shiyao held the sleepy child in one hand and nodded politely to Chen Yan, followed by a young woman.

"Sir, I'm really bothering you." Hearing the child's mother thank you with some embarrassment, Chen Yanba's high blood pressure slowly dropped.

But thinking of what it meant for Yu Shiyao to come to him, his blood pressure went up again.

The little patient had a fever and was not feeling well and was still crying outside just now, but he was coaxed by Yu Shiyao for some reason, and finally saw Yu Shiyao goodbye when he was led away by his mother after seeing the illness.

Yu Shiyao waited until the people left, and when Chen Yan was free, he expressed his intention of coming: "Dr. Chen, when you get off work, is it convenient to talk to me about Jian Ran. I will wait for you outside the hospital."

Chen Yan thought of the child who was waving his arms to see Yu Shiyao goodbye just now, and suddenly thought of Jian Ran.

When Jian Ran wanted to find Yu Shiyao yesterday, she was discovered by Chen Yan.

Before, Jian Ran was very obedient and severed the relationship with others. Chen Yan, who helped him secretly contact the Yu family's helper, knew that what Jian Ran did was just obeying the relatives who were sad because of him.

Yu Shiyao found him so quickly, which made Chen Yan feel mixed feelings.

He seemed to have done something bad before, hey, Chen Yan rubbed his temples, opened the door and went out, and called Yu Shiyao: "Mr. Yu, I have to work overtime later, you make an appointment, I will come directly you."

Chen Yan would do this, which somewhat surprised Yu Shiyao.

He thought that with Chen Yan's previous attitude, he would have to come a few more times before Jian Ran's brother let go.

But Chen Yan, and the reason why Jian Ran's father gave in before, after Yu Shiyao figured it out, he felt his heart tighten.

It was already late when Chen Yan got off work, and when he came over, his face was still tired. Although he didn't know how to face Yu Shiyao, he was obviously ready to say something to him.

The conversation ended quickly, and neither of them touched the food on the table. After Chen Yan left, Yu Shiyao also got up and left, and drove back to Yu's house.

Yu Song was already asleep, and Yu Shiyao stood beside his son's crib, looking at his little face with a faint shadow of Jian Ran.

He told Jian Ran before that children are not very important to him, he can give him the most favorable living environment and social status within easy reach, but that's all.

If Yu Song wasn't Jian Ran's child, Yu Shiyao wouldn't have personally taken care of him every day - there are a bunch of people who are more professional than Yu Shiyao around Yu Song, but Yu Song only likes his father.

Those things that he didn't care about, or that he used as shackles, grew up unconsciously, and now seeing Yu Song's milky face, those words of Chen Yan turned into a dull pain that spread all over the place. Limbs and bones.

Yu Song seemed to feel something, and suddenly cried, interrupting Yu Shiyao's rare sadness, especially when he smelled his father, he cried louder and louder.

Because Yu Shiyao disappeared for a long time, Yu Song cried and "cursed", and coaxed him until midnight, but he couldn't coax him well. Yu Shiyao walked up and down the house more than [-] times, and Yu Song was still aggrieved and sobbing. As long as Yu Shiyao stopped, He woke up immediately, ready to cry.

It was almost dawn outside before he really fell asleep. Yu Shiyao finally leaned against the head of the bed for a while. He wanted to take a picture of Yu Song's current appearance for Jian Ran, but suddenly thought of Chen Yan's words, he His fingers paused, and he typed out a few words.

Jian Ran's sleep quality was very bad after giving birth to Yu Song.

When it was the most serious, when he closed his eyes, he felt someone punching his eye sockets, which hurt the nerves in his brain.However, this bad mental state was quickly relieved with the cooperation of Jian Ran and the doctor.

But now he still can't sleep, he goes to bed very late and wakes up very early every day.

At six o'clock in the morning, the gray dawn outside leaked in through the open window. Jian Ran lay on her arms for a while, and when she was sure she didn't want to sleep, she sat up and brought her mobile phone aside.

He went to his uncle's house for dinner with Gu Jun yesterday, and talked for a while when he talked about a topic that Jian Ran was interested in. When he returned to the hotel, it was a bit late, so he only sent Yu Shiyao a WeChat message, but did not receive his reply .

Touching the cold metal shell of the phone with his index finger, he was at a loss as to what to do next.

It seems to be back to the starting point, the only difference is that he used his deformed body to give birth to such a lovely and healthy Yu Song.

Thinking of the fat and white Yu Song, Jian Ran laughed silently.

It seems that he can only use these to exchange Yu Shiyao's feelings. He used sex/love to please him before, but now he uses children to bind him.

When she realized that she was starting to think about it again, Jian Ran rubbed her face, immediately stopped her thinking about it, got out of bed and found a pack of cigarettes in the suitcase.

When he returned to Haishi, he purposely hadn't smoked for three days, worried that it would be bad for Yu Song, and also afraid of being smelled by Yu Shiyao.

He is not addicted to smoking, but he doesn't know what to do to divert his attention when he is sad.

It was a negative approach, but rather than letting his thoughts sink into darkness, a brief blank would save him a bit.

Gu Jun was still in the room, Jian Ran planned to leave the room, took the cigarette case and mobile phone and walked lightly, just standing at the door, the mobile phone screen suddenly lit up.

It was Yu Shiyao who sent him a message: "Good morning, baby."

Yu Shiyao is very good at saying such things, and Jian Ran is also very useful. He leaned against the wall and stared at the phone for a while, and while he was typing slowly, Yu Shiyao's video call came over.

Jian Ran panicked for a moment, her fingers obediently switched on the video, his pale face appeared on the somewhat dim screen, and Yu Shiyao's side was dark.

Yu Shiyao saw Jian Ran's repeated "The other party is inputting..." and then dialed the video call: "Piggy is next to me, and I'm wearing a headset to talk with me. Why do you get up so early?"

Jian Ran unconsciously whispered: "I can't sleep anymore, I just saw your message. Are you tired? Do you want to sleep for a while?"

Yu Shiyao: "Not tired. Tell me, I want to hear your voice."

What to say, Jian Ran didn't know, he was lacklustre here, and dryly talked about what he did with Gu Jun yesterday, his uncle was very funny, and he wanted Jian Ran to go to the Chinese Academy of Sciences in the future.

The cuisine here is relatively oily and spicy, Jian Ran doesn't have much appetite, she didn't eat anything at his uncle's house, so Gu Jun accompanied him to the roadside skewers, it was very fragrant and delicious.

Jian Ran leaned against the wall, and unconsciously told Yu Shiyao everything about yesterday. It seemed that when he was in school in Haishi, he talked to Yu Shiyao on his mobile phone every day about what happened at school and what he did.

At that time, he didn't know if Yu Shiyao wanted to listen or not, but he just wanted to talk to Yu Shiyao.

Yu Shiyao was over there, listening to Jian Ran's lowered voice, he wanted to say a lot, but he seemed unable to ask anything. When Jian Ran couldn't find anything to say, he was silent for a while, staring at the camera, with pale and thin face, eyes It looks abruptly big, gathering a little light: "I want to see you."

He wanted to learn to express his love with restraint, and restrained his courteous dealings with Yu Shiyao, but he still wanted to see him very much.

"Ran Ran."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

Jian Ran was stunned for a moment, and said, "I know, you said it before."

"A lot more than you think."

Jane was silent.

There seemed to be a big hole in his chest, and anything passing through it would bring wind and pain.

He smiled and said: "I know. I will work hard to make you love me more."

Yu Shiyao was about to say something, but the light in Jian Ran's room suddenly turned on. Jian Ran squinted her eyes to adapt, and someone said: "Jian Ran, are you on the phone?"

It was Gu Jun who got up. He rubbed his eyes and walked over to the bathroom, and took a look at Jian Ran's phone by the way.

Yu Shiyao thought that Jian Ran's friend should be a very good student.

But the boy flashed past the camera just now, with silver-gray hair, a few gray-blue highlights on his forehead, and a tattoo on his neck.

Yu Shiyao immediately turned on the camera: "Jian Ran, this is your friend? Why do you live in the same room?"

This is the room booked by Gu Jun's uncle, thinking that the little boys might want to live together.

Jian Ran wanted to go out and explain to him, but Gu Jun rushed out of the toilet and said, "You don't need to go out, and I won't sleep anymore. Let's go early today. Where's your cigarette? Give me one to wake me up."

The author has something to say: This will be over soon, everyone will be happy after watching it, calm and happy.