Improvisation

Yu Shiyao was sitting in the consultation room, he didn't intend to tell Jian Ran about this matter, even if he wanted to tell it, it was not now.

But the wrong choice at the beginning, now all appear at once.

When Jian Ran walked in, he subconsciously stood up, and Jian Ran stood not far away and said: "Don't talk, listen to me. Actually, I'm not very sad to hear these words, but I just think about what you said to me. Those are the real ones."

Yu Shiyao walked over to grab his hand, and heard Jian Ran sigh, saying: "I never thought about not wanting him, if you don't do that, I will keep him too."

That's why he felt extremely guilty towards Chen Yan and the others before.

But what Yu Shiyao did seems to turn what Jian Ran did wishfully into a joke on the bright side.

He didn't blame anyone before, but people are always greedy. Those promises made by Yu Shiyao to him, as well as the words about loving him, Jian Ran always accepted them as they were ordered, and then wanted more, and wanted Yu Shiyao no longer Lie to him and tell the truth about everything he says.

It's like a kind of retribution, his greed is followed by disappointment, disappointment brings pain, and Jian Ran's self-inflicted suffering seems to have no end.

Jian Ran's love seems to be extremely fragile, it can be destroyed by a single word from others, but because of Jian Ran's unwavering determination, she survives time and time again.

The real end of this fragile paper relationship is that Jian Ran can't go on by herself.

Just like before, he felt that he knew what he was doing was wrong, but he still felt helpless, and this time, he didn't have Jian Yushu to give him courage and strength.

Jian Ran, who has always shown her softness and fragility to Yu Shiyao, seems to have not shown a sad look in front of him for a long time, but now she is just dazed and murmurs: "I really like you, but I am really afraid to stay by your side , don’t force me, give me some time, please.”

Yu Shiyao loosened his clenched hand, and when he tried to grab Jian Ran again, he was awakened by a burst of crying.

He was still in a sleepy dream, and before he opened his eyes, he patted the son who had woken up in his arms. His small face was like a cherry blossom petal covered with dew, looking pitiful and distressed, exactly like his mother.

It's only been half an hour since his last meal, he's not hungry, and the bottom of his buttocks is also white and clean, it's just that he just slept for a while, and he's about to start making a fuss.

This child seemed to want to vent out all the suffering that others didn't know about in his mother's stomach. He cried day and night and refused to be hugged by others, as if he knew that his mother didn't want him anymore. Just pinching his father's clothes, using his father's embrace as a cradle, he was unwilling to leave no matter what.

Yu Shiyao was worried that he would catch the cold, so he could only walk indoors, walking all over Yu's house, and when he stopped, he and his mother were like two enemies in Yu Shiyao's dream, tormenting Yu Shiyao in turn.

"Go to sleep, sleep for a while before crying." Yu Shiyao wiped his son's red face from crying with baby tissue.

Yu Song seemed to understand. He blinked his big moist and foggy eyes and looked at the pair of beautiful eyes in front of him. Tears rolled down from his eyes.

Yu Shiyao's heart was melted into water by this soft little thing, he took out his phone to take a picture, and sent it to Jian Ran.

It is now September 27th, Jian Ran has been going to school for more than half a month, and Yu Shiyao has not seen anyone for two months - the Chen family gave him his son.

Jian Ran was much more ruthless than Yu Shiyao thought, after giving this little burden to Yu Shiyao, she never asked again, as if she really didn't care about the father and son.

On the contrary, when Yu Shiyao was tortured by Yu Song every day, he would send some cute and pitiful photos of his son to Jian Ran.

Yu Song could already distinguish the bright light, looked at his father's glowing thing, rolled his eyes, spit out a small bubble, played with it for a while, and fell asleep again in his father's steady arms.

Yu Shiyao leaned on the sofa in the living room, put his phone aside, lowered his head and kissed his son's chubby little hand that was propped in mid-air.

He didn't want to sleep too much because of Yu Song, so he went to the study to get busy with his business - he was taking care of his children at home during this time, and he was also used to handling some official business in the study.

During a video conference, Yu Song disliked this kind of boring conversation, and cried without hesitation. Yu Shiyao didn't have time to turn off his voice. After coaxing the child back, he said to the stunned person in the video: "I'm sorry. , My son is too young to adapt. What did I say just now? Lao Qiu is here for you, right? Continue."

He didn't intend to show off to others that he was a father. The last time he showed off Jian Ran to others, it caused some unnecessary troubles.

The person who attacked Jian Ran outside Jian Ran's house last time was only the one Zhong Zifeng was looking for - when he came out, he saw the news about the number one scholar in Haishi, and gathered a group of people he knew in the juvenile management.

When he was planning how to teach Jian Ran a lesson for the second time, he was found by Yu Shiyao's people.

So this incident also reminded Yu Shiyao.

So not many people knew that he had a son, and he didn't say anything about it. Even his parents in Japan, he just notified him.

As for who Yu Song's mother is, his parents don't care, and it's impossible for others to know.

He promised to give Jianran time, and he didn't want unnecessary people to disturb Jianran.

In the new environment, Jian Ran continued his life step by step.

He came to school later than others, just staggered the military training, and did not delay the serious courses.

There is no shortage of strange people in the university, but Jian Ran entered Professor Sun's laboratory after reporting the report. This incident made some people feel at peace in their hearts. Everyone was very proud, and they looked down on and rejected this "relationship" invisibly. household".

Moreover, Jian Ran doesn't care about people, and doesn't care that others don't like him, so she can do whatever she wants, a vicious circle, just like him in high school, she walks alone in school every day, except for Gu Jun, who she knew before, and a friend nothing.

The canteen, the classroom, the study room, the laboratory, and going back to his apartment at night are the same as when he went to school in Haishi, nothing has changed at all.

His family hoped that he would expand his life by coming to university, but it doesn't seem to be of any use now.

Today, he was dragged by Gu Jun to the Bauhinia Canteen for dinner. He was picking rice with his head lowered. The pale skin on the back of his neck and spine were clearly protruding. On the sharp face, when Gu Jun said about the arrangements for the National Day, he showed a belated expression.

Gu Jun looked at his state and said, "Jian Ran, are you too closed? Frankenstein is not like you, why don't you come with me to see the Chinese Academy of Sciences? My uncle is there, and he said he can take us Go and see their super heavy environment simulation test machine."

In fact, Gu Jun's proposal was not much more lively than Jian Ran's staying in the laboratory, and Jian Ran didn't feel that he was closed, at most he was withdrawn, so he told Gu Jun to think about it.

During the seven-day National Day holiday, he didn't know whether he should go back and have a look.

He promised Chen Yan and the others that he would reconsider his future and his relationship with Yu Shiyao, and it would be best to get out of this relationship completely.

Everyone felt that Jian Ran and Yu Shiyao were not suitable, and also felt that Jian Ran could understand what he wanted in the wider world.

It seems that as long as she leaves Yu Shiyao, Jian Ran can regain her sanity.

Jian Ran also feels the same way, as long as he doesn't see Yu Shiyao, he won't want to have nothing left, continue to live his boring life, and then become more and more clear about what he wants.

"Hey, there is a fellowship with the foreign language department tonight, are you coming?" Gu Jun suddenly changed the topic to the present.

Jian Ran shook her head, Gu Jun immediately said: "Go, if it's late, you can live in my dormitory, it's in our No. [-] building, how about it?"

Jane still shook her head: "I'm not interested, and I don't know anyone."

Socializing has always been very unnecessary in Jian Ran's place. He only cares about a few things. Although the business is not very good, he doesn't want to devote his energy to others.

Gu Jun stared at him, and finally sighed: "Why are you getting more and more bored, forget it, I won't go, I will write the homework with you."

He and Jian Ran met in the Olympiad training class, and they felt a little one-sided.He stayed with Jian Ran in the laboratory until 10:30 in the evening. He originally wanted to send Jian Ran back, but the two boys did something strange.

Gu Jun felt that it might be because Jian Ran looked too pale and weak, and was alone, that he wanted to take care of him so much.

Jian Ran lives not far from the school, which is an elevator apartment with a good environment.

He has never suffered since he was a child, and he has never been short of material. The family environment has given him the greatest degree of freedom, so in a certain way, Jian Ran has always been naive. He has the most rational and intelligent brain, And the most romantic and soft heart.

Back in the apartment, he sat on the sofa and looked at his mobile phone. There were not many people who contacted him, and there were not many messages. Most of them were sent to him by Yu Shiyao.

Chen Yan blocked Yu Shiyao, but Jian Ran released him again, and every day when he came back, he would read the messages Yu Shiyao sent him.

Yu Shiyao just sent him another photo. In the photo is Yu Song's white and soft face. He just cried, with tears in the corners of his eyes, half of his little hands looking like he wants to grab something.

Yu Song seems to have grown up a bit.

Jian Ran zoomed in on the photo and looked a little confused. Yu Shiyao sent him photos of Yu Song every day, did he want him to miss Yu Song or him?

Then why didn't he send a picture of himself?

They are like a peacefully divorced couple, and the only topic they talk about is Yu Song's common property.

In front of his single father, Yu Shiyao dutifully updated Jian Ran's photos on time, as if he was telling Jian Ran where he was and what he was doing.

Jian Ran looks at these photos every day, and the complicated feelings in her heart are not just because of Yu Song.

He thought for a while, and began to browse the ticket back home.

On the first day of the National Day holiday, Jian Ran returned to Haishi, took a taxi at the airport and went directly to Yu's house.

Yu Shiyao was not at home - when he was here, he asked Yu Song's confinement wife.

All the helpers here knew him, and led him to Yu Song's room silently. Mica, who was guarding the room, immediately raised her head, and when she saw Jian Ran, she immediately came to rub his trouser legs with a "woo hoo".

Yu Song, who looked like a lump of white cream, was paralyzed on the crib, his big black eyes rolling around.

According to the confinement wife, he is very smart and only likes Yu Shiyao. Others seem to disdain to cry to them, and only torture Yu Shiyao.

"Can I give him a hug?"

The confinement sister-in-law didn't know the specific situation, as Jian Ran was the younger generation of the Yu family——Yu Shiyao usually wouldn't let unrelated people get close to this precious young master, so she hugged Yu Song and said, "Your brother is very good. As long as Mr. Yu is not around, anyone can hug him."

Jian Ran wanted to laugh when she heard this name, but she couldn't lift the corner of her mouth, and carefully reached out to take Yu Song's soft body.

He definitely doesn't remember Jian Ran, and Jian Ran never hugged him.

When Jian Ran was just about to love him before, there were always accidents. He was conceived by Jian Ran's deformed body, and because of Jian Ran's various concerns and fears, he was abandoned by him again. Now Jian Ran is unfamiliar with Yu Song, and has a An unspeakable sourness.

Jian Ran looked at the little Yu Song, and seemed to have a lot to say, but he didn't seem to. He himself was still a child who hadn't grown up, and he didn't know how to face such a pure white and soft little life.

Jian Ran and Yu Song looked at each other with big eyes, and finally sighed: "Piggy."

I don't know if he thought his voice was familiar, Yu Song suddenly smiled, grinned his thin and delicate mouth, and let out a soft "ah".

When Yu Shiyao was still in the company, he drove over immediately after receiving a call from home.

But Jane has already left.

Only Yu Song who was in a good mood eating his hands on the bed, confinement sister-in-law said: "Xiao Jian hugged him and slept for a while, and he woke up as soon as Xiao Jian left."

Yu Shiyao frowned, feeling something was wrong.

Why did Jian Ran come here when he was not at home by such a coincidence?

Yu Shiyao picked up his son, and rubbed his fingers to find a slender hair from his body, "Why don't you keep your mother? You know how to cry to me." Yu Shiyao squeezed his son's face into a goldfish's mouth.

Yu Song immediately burst into tears.

Yu Shiyao hugged his son calmly, took out his mobile phone and called Jian Ran.

When she returned to Chen's house, Jian Ran was still thinking that Yu Song fell asleep obediently after being hugged by her for a while, not as crying as Yu Shiyao said.

Then Yu Shiyao's phone call came in, and Yu Shiyao would call him before, just to ask about his situation at school.

Jian Ran hesitated for a moment, walked to the side and connected the phone, the first thing she heard was Yu Song's penetrating cry.

"Did you visit Yu Song this afternoon?" Yu Shiyao's low voice sounded, "Did Yu Song feel uncomfortable at that time?"

Jian Ran was skeptical, but she immediately became nervous and said, "No, what's wrong with him?"

"It seems to be frightened, did you carry him out?"

"Just walking around the room. Why is he crying so hard?"

"I don't know, come and have a look, he hasn't made such a fuss before."

Without giving Jian Ran a chance to speak, Yu Shiyao hung up the phone in a hurry, as if he was in a hurry to see how Yu Song was doing.

Jian Ran doesn't really believe Yu Shiyao's words, but Yu Song has been crying over there, and Yu Shiyao didn't use this to deceive him when he called him before.

When Chen Bei came to play with him with flying chess, she saw him changing his shoes and was about to leave, and secretly asked him if he was going to find Yu Shiyao.

Chen Bei always knew that his family did not approve of him being with Yu Shiyao, but by accident, she was now one of the few people in the family who supported Yu Shiyao.

Seeing Jian Ran nodding, she said secretly again: "You go, I told my parents that Ji Pei asked you to play."

Jian Ran took a taxi to go to Yu's house again. She was in a different mood than before. After all, she knew that there was another Yu Shiyao waiting for him.

The taxi doesn't match the dignified big iron gate of Yu's house. Someone came to open the door for Jian Ran when he stopped at the gate, as if he was not taking a taxi, but a high-end car, which made the taxi driver stunned stunned.

"Is Yu Song better?"

Seeing that the helper didn't speak, Jian Ran understood a little bit, and wanted to leave, but she had already seen Yu Shiyao, standing in the hallway, with thin lips and straight nose, and some evil eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, and walked over with long legs: "You are so timid, you dare not come over when you see me."

Yu Shiyao looked at Jian Ran, and it was still the same as before, with a thin face and an empty coat on his body, his face and neck were very white, and the blood vessels under the pale skin could be seen from a distance, and there were very pale ones, which belonged to Jian Ran. natural taste.

Jian Ran is like a gloomy plant that does not see the light. She suddenly looks at something that is too dazzling, and subconsciously closes her eyes. The silent temperature travels through her body, bringing a bit of stinging heat.