Improvisation

Things didn't go as planned and there was no way to get back to normal.

Chen Yan also wants to face Jian Ran normally, but reason cannot overcome emotion, he still needs time to digest that his brother secretly became pregnant and gave birth to this child.

However, in order to take care of Jian Ran's emotions, Chen Yan showed that he accepted this reality and thought a lot for him.

As Jian Ran's family, they may not be able to accept this child, but they still love Jian Ran.

After Chen Yan left, Jian Ran saw the message that Chen Yan had written to him on the coffee table - an exhortation to him from the perspective of a doctor.

Jian Ran read it carefully, and then prepared to make up today's homework, but he couldn't do it forever beyond his emotional rationality.

The moment when Chen Yan's letter was inserted into the book and the pages were quietly closed, it was like a butterfly fluttering its wings. The invisible ripples easily defeated the crumbling calmness, pulling Jian Ran from a selfish and indifferent outsider into a The reality he should bear.

Now it seems to remind him how selfish and willful he was, how his deformed body still conceived a life, and his family suffered because of it.

Originally, he deserved it, but it has become a sharp weapon to hurt his family. They may not blame Jian Ran. These tolerance and regression are more uncomfortable than accusations and disappointments.

Emotions broke out at the critical point, and after being thrown high, he quickly fell back to the original place. The pain that Jian Ran had suffered on his own was quickly digested by him - he couldn't complain about himself, he had to reassure Chen Yan and the others, so that they would not feel so uncomfortable in the future.

This point helped Jian Ran up, and after going to the bathroom to wash her face, those insignificant emotions were sealed into an inconspicuous corner with sharp cold needles, picked up his fig leaf, and when he returned to the desk, he quickly changed back Calm and self-disciplined Jian Ran.

When the alarm clock reminded him to rest, he did some more questions for peace of mind, and then reorganized his future plans.

Except for Chen Yan, he didn't want anyone to know about his pregnancy.

He thought that as long as he went to school in other places and came back in a few years, he would tell others that he had adopted a child, so as to minimize the damage.

Thinking of this, he put his hands on his stomach, and before he even confirmed whether he should apologize to him for the past few days, he suddenly felt a spasm-like physical pain in his lower abdomen.

In the past few days, his emotions have been ups and downs. He was still pressed there just now, and his body couldn't take it anymore and made a normal protest.

It's also like knowing that it's safe now, the little man who has been quiet these days, when Jian Ran is thinking about these things, seizes the opportunity to protest Jian Ran's decision to abandon him.

Jian Ran touched her stomach and smiled inappropriately.

In order to express his apology, he searched for an article on The Three Little Pigs before going to sleep, and read it word by word. After muttering a few times, she said softly, "I won't want you, I will take good care of you, and I will give you a lot of love in the future...don't blame me."

The mobile phone fell from the palm of the hand on the quilt, the lit screen gradually dimmed, and the consciousness sank into the darkness, and something quietly emerged in the boundless sea of ​​consciousness, slowly building a familiar dream.

When he could see clearly, he saw himself sitting on a chair in the community with his backpack at his feet.

At that time, he remembered that it was one o'clock in the morning when he came out of Chen's house.

After agreeing to Chen Yan's words, he regretted it, and even wanted to run away. Now he has walked out of Chen's house, taking his pitifully few things with him.

Holding the phone in his hand, he dialed the number he knew by heart.

He knows that Yu Shiyao loves another person, so he can distribute his love to many people and hide what he loves.

But Jian Ran was able to stalk Yu Shiyao before, but now even if she knows the truth, she can still have unrealistic fantasies just because he is a little bit better.

While dialing the phone, he was still thinking that Yu Shiyao might like him a little bit.

As long as a little bit can give him great courage, he can run to a place that no one knows without hesitation.

The person who answered the phone that night was not Yu Shiyao, which was unexpected but not surprising.

This escape, which no one knew, failed at his first step. Facing the desolate truth outside, he no longer had extravagant hopes and pursuits. He crawled back silently, closed the prison door by himself, and began to face the truth calmly. crime against oneself.

At dawn, Jane was woken up by the alarm clock. The discomfort caused by hypoglycemia made him a little unclear whether it was a dream or reality. It seemed that someone would knock on the door after a while, reminding him that it was time to go to school.

In a few days, he should go to the hospital...

The hand under the quilt touched his stomach a little worried about gains and losses. It was still warm and round. It fluctuated with his breathing. There was a feeling of the same origin. Jian Ran gave him life, and he also gave Jian Ran courage and strength.

This kind of self-impression disappeared immediately when he saw Yu Shiyao outside the door.

Seeing Jane, Yu Shiyao took half a step back, stood without approaching, and returned the ID card he took back to him, explaining: "There may be some problems with Zhongqi, I will see you off in a few days."

Before Jian Ran could say "no", Yu Shiyao reached for his heavy schoolbag and made a decision for him without negotiating.

Between the two of them, Yu Shiyao has always been the leader. He wants to find Jian Ran, so no matter when or where, he can appear so naturally.

Jane can't tell his true feelings from fake ones, and she doesn't know what he's going to do now. She just feels cold all over when she's by his side.

In the car, Yu Shiyao leaned over to buckle his seat belt, wrapped in the familiar smell on his body, as if hugging him, Jian Ran tilted his head, pressed against the back of the leather seat, and said: "If there is any trouble, I can Go home, you don't have to do this."

Looking down, Yu Shiyao could see Jian Ran's fair ears and jaw with clear bone line, and said, "You study well here, it won't affect you."

Jian Ran looked out the window and said, "It has influence."

I don't know if Yu Shiyao understood what he meant, but he felt an itchy earlobe, and before he could react, Yu Shiyao had already started the car and said, "I just came to see you, I won't stay here forever."

Yu Shiyao saw Jian Ran's shoulders slump a little from the corner of his eye, and said softly, "Thank you."

Although he knew the reason for Jian Ran's resistance, Yu Shiyao still seemed to be blocked by something.

After sending Jian Ran to An Rui, Yu Shiyao stopped below for a while.

Ever since he heard the news, he wanted to see Jian Ran very much.

If Chen Yan hadn't called and made an appointment with Dr. Yuan in advance, he might not have known about it, let alone prevented what happened yesterday.

From the initial anger to fear, he wanted to hug Jane after seeing him, but the blood on Jian Ran's face faded, making Yu Shiyao's enthusiasm and tenderness useless.

Chen Yan was as busy as a spinning top in the department, and when he was finally able to rest at noon, the previous events came into his mind. He wrote the eight words "Heaven is falling apart, I want to cry but have no tears" on the prescription pad. Knead into a ball and throw it in the trash.

Lu Ziyue came to him with a hot lunch box, saw his frowning face, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay. I'm worried about Jian Ran. He can't take care of himself alone. He wants to find an aunt to cook for him."

Chen Yan has been looking for two days, looking for a local, experienced person who can take care of others, will not disturb Jian Ran, and will not break his mouth.

However, Jian Ran's tutoring place was originally a deformed settlement nourished by the college entrance examination training. Most of them are students, and there are parents who accompany them. The demand for housekeeping is not strong, and the quality of housekeeping is also uneven.

Now when the two of them were looking at the housekeeping company's website together on the computer, Chen Yan's cell phone rang.

It was an aunt who took the initiative to find her, and said that she saw the advertisement posted by Jian Ran herself.

The two exchanged a few words, and this Aunt Xu was especially in line with Chen Yan's requirements.

Worried about being a liar, Lu Ziyue listened and searched Aunt Xu's housekeeping company. It was a regular company, and there was Aunt Xu's information on it. She had worked as a housekeeper for more than 20 years and had a nutritionist certificate.

Chen Yan immediately made an appointment, and then called Jian Ran at night, telling him that Aunt Xu would cook for him tomorrow morning.

"How's your appetite these two days?" With Lu Ziyue by his side, Chen Yan's words were even more awkward, "Remember to eat more, it's better to eat less and more meals, and eat more fruits. I have already told Aunt Xu to let her eat more food." Make soup for you..."

While Jane agreed, she stirred the mushroom chicken soup in front of her with a spoon - the soup was bright in color, and the excess oil was absorbed, not greasy at all, full of delicious fragrance.

This was made by Yu Shiyao, and there was a table of dishes prepared by Yu Shiyao in front of him.

Jian Ran has been like a frog boiled in warm water these two days, dull and numb, she has been eating negatively for two days.

Yu Shiyao is so domineering, he won't really leave just because of what Jian Ran said. He told Jian Ran that Zhong Qi might retaliate against him, and now that Jian Ran returns to Haishi, it may also implicate the Chen family.

Whether it's true or not, he hit on something that Jian Ran would be worried about, so he kept Jian Ran and took care of him for a while.

Jian Ran didn't know if he was pitying herself or playing games with herself, her heart was tense all the time, he was like a person walking in the dark with a piggy bank, he was full of worries, could only close his eyes go on.

After hearing what Chen Yan said, as if looking for relief, he immediately told Yu Shiyao.

Yu Shiyao promised that he would not come to cook for him - he agreed to all conditions for Jian Ran, except not staying here.

Jian Ran added: "You don't want to come here either."

Yu Shiyao had already stopped his chopsticks, scooped him a bowl of soup to enjoy the coolness, and said, "If I don't come, who will guarantee your safety?"

As if he just realized that Jian Ran was at a loss, he said, "Of course, are you afraid of me?"

Jian Ran lowered her head to eat her own food, and continued to fight against that powerlessness and fear.

After he finished eating, Yu Shiyao took the bowl from him, wrapped his hand in his wide palm, and stayed there for a second, not knowing whether it was intentional or unintentional, when Jian Ran wanted to back away, Yu Shiyao took him away The bowl in his hand returned to a suitable distance, and reminded him: "Go do your homework."

Jane will go to the room, bury her head in her elbow, take a few deep breaths, and start to read.

When he went out an hour later, Yu Shiyao had already prepared supper and fruit, and when he saw him coming out, he took the computer away from his lap and asked him to eat something.

Jian Ran has a good appetite recently, and when she smells these scents, she feels very greedy.

When I was in the bathroom, I was still thinking about the smell just now, touching my bulging belly, and complaining in a low voice: "Why are you so greedy?"

"Of course, are you talking?" Yu Shiyao stood outside the door and knocked on the door.

Jian Ran suddenly turned around, her arms swept off the toiletries beside her, and there was a ping-pong sound in the bathroom. Yu Shiyao thought he had fallen, and when he opened the door, he saw him walking a bird. Jian Ran's face didn't know whether it was embarrassment or fear , his face was pale and pale.

Yu Shiyao looked at his delicate penis and laughed lowly, "Why are you afraid of this? It's not like I haven't seen it before."

Jian Ran's heart and soul flew out just now, and when Yu Shiyao's hand pinched him, her whole body trembled. Yu Shiyao held his waist with one hand, and Jian Ran didn't dare to move.

Yu Shiyao pinched his clean penis, wiped the delicate skin with a thin callus, before doing anything, Jian Ran's sex/organ hardened in his hand, bell/mouth spit out the thin/ Fine, pull out a crystal clear water line.

"Have you never done it yourself before, so you've become like this?" Yu Shiyao laughed in a low voice, as if he could aphrodisiac, his hard chest was numb, "I'll help you."

Jian Ran panted carefully, her fingers grasped the corner of Yu Shiyao's clothes, and after a while she raised her neck slightly, her small Adam's apple protruded and shot out, Jian Ran saw her thick white semen and bright red vagina The stems were all in Yu Shiyao's slender, bony hands, and he closed his eyes in shame.

Panting hesitantly, he said, "Let go..."

All words were blocked, Yu Shiyao hooked him and showed the tip of his tongue just now, like a thirsty person, encroaching on every inch of soft/meat and sweetness.

Jian Ran's legs were so weak that she couldn't stand, her body was so flirtatious that she yearned for Yu Shiyao even more than he thought, she didn't know when her hands and feet were hung on him, and when he came back to his senses, he had already become Yu Shiyao's body The dodder flower is soft and boneless, and its breath carries Yu Shiyao's breath.

"Don't... I don't want to..." When he was about to take off his clothes, Jian Ran grabbed the corners of his clothes.

Yu Shiyao touched his naked underside, and said in a dark voice, "You are so wet here." The fresh crypt/mouth was already dripping wet, and when Yu Shiyao's hand stretched in, the thin legs separated on both sides trembled.

There was a sharp feeling in his back that seemed to be painful but not painful, so that he didn't even think about the secret that would be discovered later. For a moment, Jian Ran thought, let's just forget it.

Yu Shiyao just thought he was good/fuck before, as long as he spread his legs: "You just come in, I don't want to take off my clothes."

"Okay, okay, forget it if you don't want to, don't cry." Yu Shiyao kissed the corner of his wet eyes, as if giving in, "Go out and eat your supper."

Jian Ran didn't even bother to put on her pants, so she ran out and returned to the room, panting in shock.

Did he touch something just now?Did he know?Or did he always know that that's why he was so kind to himself?

Jian Ran bit her fingers and touched her stomach, as if to make sure that nothing betrayed him.

He thought, I'm getting out of here.

And early the next morning, the aunt Chen Yan was looking for came right away, and he was the only one in the room.

Aunt Xu is a tall, thin, middle-aged woman. She is kind and friendly, and she doesn't talk much. She only asked Jian Ran what she likes to eat, and then helped him clean up. At that time, he had just finished cooking, and when he finished his homework, he cleaned up outside and left quietly.

Jian Ran was brought up by a nanny, but she never met such a satisfactory aunt.

If she hadn't heard that Aunt Xu was calling Yu Shiyao, Jian Ran might have gotten there in such a daze.

Aunt Xu was in the kitchen, and there was a nutritious meal for Jian Ran with less oil and less salt in the pot. The range hood covered Jian Ran's footsteps, and Jian Ran heard Aunt Xu calling the person on the phone "Mr. Yu" .

Yu Shiyao is not a person who loves the past, let alone take care of someone so much.

How could he be sure that Yu Shiyao would not know before?

She has been doubting and fearing something, and finally the boulder fell to the ground. Jian Ran leaned against the wall and smiled wryly.

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