Improvisation

"Williams Obstetrics", a brown gold hardcover book, is heavy and heavy, exuding a serious academic style.

The book is a photocopy version, and there are long strings of professional English vocabulary in it that make people dizzy, and I don't know if Jian Ran can really understand it, and there are his correct annotations in small characters next to it.

But you don’t need to understand these, the illustrations in it are also obvious enough, so that Yu Shiyao quickly wakes up from the ridiculous idea of ​​"he is going to be a doctor", and is shocked by the conjecture in his heart for a moment, a little bit out of reality, After calling several times on the phone, he hung up the phone and his breathing became a little heavy.

What Jian Ran said before appeared in his mind like a replay, and those clues that he ignored were all connected together by this obscure but extremely obvious book.

He still remembers when Jane broke up, saying "...if you affect my own future, I might regret it...", Yu Shiyao believed it, but what is he doing now?

Jian Ran is reading this medical book very seriously, and has already read the first two parts, which are all explained by himself. Maybe Yu Shiyao is looking for it, and he can find Jian Ran's own notes.

As if he couldn't bear it, Yu Shiyao quickly put the book back in its original place, went to the window and opened it, and the cold wind came in, which hurt people's nerves a bit.

Zhongqi called again persistently, discussing with him carefully.

Zhongqi's words were interrupted bluntly by him: "Don't talk nonsense with me."

He stood by the window, his thick eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, and the corners of his raised eyes looked like two penetrating lines, sharp and clear: "I'll have someone deliver the Monte Carlo bill tomorrow, and you can just return I'm going to accompany someone to take the exam... I'm talking about what I'm going to do, not asking you to bargain with me, asking for your black hat, or agreeing to my words, and then tell me after you think it over!"

It seemed that there was nothing that could make him tear off that half-true and half-fake smiling face before, Yu Shiyao has always been slippery, smiling with him can be gentle, indifferent, polite, ambiguous, or even a strong threat, in short, Yu Shiyao is invulnerable Mask, this is the first time he has not restrained his emotions.

In just a few minutes, he tasted for the first time what was out of control in his hands.

His temples twitched, and he tapped between his eyebrows with his fingers. Yu Shiyao quickly recovered his emotions and went out. He found Jian Ran in the kitchen, with soft black hair, cotton home clothes, and fluffy slippers. He seemed to be wrapped in a In a soft halo.

Seeing his back, Yu Shiyao's eye sockets were a little swollen.

Does this person really like himself so much?

Knowing that Yu Shiyao was behind, she was doing her own thing passively, put the washed tomatoes and grapes on the plate, and ate some by herself, before turning around: "What do you want?"

Yu Shiyao didn't want it. He ate a box in his arms, only to realize that Yu Shiyao looked at him a little strangely. He felt that the time was almost up, but he didn't know how to ask Yu Shiyao to go.

After all, Yu Shiyao helped him so much today.

Yu Shiyao looked at him: "I checked just now, and cheating means that you can't take the exam for three years. I've discussed with them that you don't have to take the exam this year, next year, and the year after." He also sent someone to a correctional center for three months. .

Jian Ran remembered that he said that Zhong Zifeng's grandfather was the deputy mayor: "Can his family agree?"

"I will agree. His family laundered 3000 million dollars in my friend's casino last year, unless he wants the whole family to suffer because of something that was not taught well. You don't have to worry about this matter, and you will still be the same in the future. It won't matter."

Jian Ran opened her mouth slightly, and finally said "Oh", and added: "Thank you."

Yu Shiyao didn't want to continue this topic, and asked about his school, "Are you ready to study there?"

Jane nodded.

"still coming back?"

Jian Ran looked at him, and Yu Shiyao smiled: "Just asking, I'm worried that you will be bullied."

"will not."

Jian Ran doesn't quite understand Yu Shiyao's meaning. Could it be that he would have broken ties with others before, or did he just feel that the lonely Jian Ran is very pitiful?

Yu Shiyao not only helped him out, but also took care of him, and now he asked him to take off his clothes and check if there were any other injuries on his body.

"Just now he admitted to kicking your waist, show me."

"No kick." Jian Ran turned to wash the box, water flowing through her fingers.

Yu Shiyao didn't believe it, walked over and pulled him by the shoulder and turned around, frowning: "Just to check."

Jane pushed him and looked at him with confusion and guard.

Probably because his expression was too resistant, Yu Shiyao stared at him, and finally retreated: "If you don't think about it, don't think about it, then roll up your sleeves and rub the blood away."

Jian Ran: "I'm fine, I'm getting ready to rest, can you go?"

After Yu Shiyao left, Jian Ran leaned against the sink for a few seconds in a daze, then wiped off the water on the box, went to clean up the trash in the living room, and went to the bathroom with her pajamas.

When the warm water crawled over her body, Jian Ran had a flash of inspiration, did Yu Shiyao want to sleep with her just now?

Wiping away the mist on the mirror with his fingers, he took a look at his body, and he still had the sequelae of severe vomiting some time ago - pale skin, clear ribs, only a bulging belly underneath, as if he had kicked a white baby Steamed buns, the thin waist also faintly has a plump and soft arc.

Frailty and vitality are perfectly integrated in his body.

Probably seeing Yu Shiyao today, Jian Ran unilaterally suspended the communication with the little steamed bun she carried on her body, and felt as if she felt guilty if she took a second look, so she quickly hid herself in her long-sleeved and loose pajamas.

Before going to bed, he opened the obscure medical book he had just bought, as well as the notes he had written.

Jian Ran felt dizzy after reading it for a while, and it wasn't that he made things difficult for himself on purpose, it's just that there are detailed explanations and pictures of cesarean section in this book.

Jian Ran had drawn a few strokes on her stomach before, but she was not sure that she could really do it, after all, he was different from normal people.

But there are still a few months left, and he feels that he can read it and make complete preparations.

He is an absolute rationalist, and he doesn't even feel afraid to complete this secret that cannot be revealed by himself.

After turning off the light, Jian Ran stared at a dark place in the room, sank into the soft mattress, and soon closed her eyes involuntarily and fell into a drowsy sleep.

The person who came to pick him up the next day was Chen Yan.

Chen Yan is in the pediatrics department and is usually very busy. Jian Ran originally wanted to take the high-speed train back by herself, but it was Chen Yan who called to pick him up.

Judging by Chen Yan's appearance now, he should have woken up very early, and his eyes were bloodshot.

"Brother, you should rest for a while." Jian Ran poured him a glass of water.

Chen Yan looked at Jian Ran's hut, and it could be seen that he lived alone without another person. He sat on the sofa, crossed his hands, and called him: "Jian Ran, come here."

Chen Yan rarely called him that, or never called him that.

Jian Ran's sensitive nerves flickered, and she felt that the secret hidden by the black cloth that she was pulling was pulled away by someone when he was not paying attention, and the light that leaked in instantly stung him.

Chen Yan was restraining his emotions. In the past few days, he had already figured out how to communicate with Jian Ran, and said: "The last time Yueyue came to your place, she saw the medicine you put outside, and she suspected that you have a girlfriend She didn't dare to tell us, she was worried that you would do something stupid, so she told me. Jane, tell me, what's going on? "

Lu Ziyue would suspect that Jian Ran's girlfriend was pregnant, while Chen Yan would directly think of Jian Ran.

Jian Ran, who was thinking "I'm not afraid at all" yesterday, doesn't even dare to look into Chen Yan's eyes now. He thinks he has grown up, but in front of his family, he is still a willful and selfish child.

He spoke with difficulty: "I..."

"Jian Ran." As if afraid of hurting him, Chen Yan felt it was difficult to say this, "Are you pregnant?"

After being silent for a while, Jian Ran said, "Brother, I'm sorry."

Chen Yan held his forehead with his palm, his gentle face was full of pain, and he clenched his other hand tightly on his knee.

No matter how well prepared he was mentally, he still felt as if he had been punched in the heart.

This is his younger brother.

Jian Ran has always been the same as an ordinary boy. The only difference is that he is more calm and sensible than boys of the same age. He became independent too early, which made him more mature than others, and he had his own way of life and attitude towards the world.

Because it is so reassuring, now it makes people feel so sad, annoyed and blamed themselves.

Chen Yan tried his best to restrain his emotions. After half a minute, he raised his head and asked Jian Ran to sit down.

If Jian Ran encountered any trouble at school, as an elder brother, he had to patiently guide and guide him.

But when he spoke, he still couldn't restrain his anger: "Who is that scum?"

He had already asked Chen Bei, and he knew from that girl that Jian Ran had been in love, but Chen Bei never said who she was.

There was a flash of embarrassment on Jian Ran's face, his throat tightened and he said, "It's my own business, brother, don't ask these questions, okay?"

Hearing what he said, Chen Yan knew about it, and Jian Ran planned to completely hide it from everyone.

He took a deep breath, saw Jian Ran's nervous and embarrassed face, and thought, I can't hurt him anymore.

"Of course, I won't ask about other matters for the time being. Tell me first, what are you going to do with this child. "

Jian Ran has completely failed. Like a thief who was suddenly exposed, he struggled to keep calm: "I can take care of him."

Chen Yan didn't get angry, but felt heartbroken: "How do you take care of it? Are you not going to school? How old are you!"

Jian Ran hastily explained, as if she could convince Chen Yan: "I can, as long as I finish the exam and the results come out, Angrui will give me 30 yuan, and the city also has a reward of [-] yuan. I can take him to school I won’t affect myself, and I can take care of him.”

He can save a lot of money, and in the future he can help others write papers and win school scholarships. The worst thing is that Jian Yushu's salary card is still with him. In Jian Ran's plan, he can really raise another life by himself.

But speaking these words now, in the face of the long and unpredictable future in the future, it seems so pale and powerless.

"However, taking responsibility for a life is not as simple as you think. When you bring him into this world, you have to spend a lot of time and energy on accompanying and educating him. Before he becomes independent, you are responsible for all his actions Be responsible, this is not something you can plan in a few hours, it will take a dozen years. Can you guarantee that your decision will not make you regret it, or... the child, will not blame you? "

When Jian Ran froze, or when she was thinking of something to persuade him, Chen Yan pressed Jian Ran's shoulder, and strength came from his palm, and he also pressed Jian Ran heavily, saying: "Of course, you have thought about it again, Uncle Jian , my parents, and Chen Bei, if they find out about this, how will they react?"

Jian Ran's body seemed to be filled with biting cold water, shame and pain were nailed to his spine, Chen Yan's current appearance reminded him that if other people found out, they would blame themselves for how painful he was, na na Said: "I didn't want them to know."

"When you go back and finish the exam, go and end this matter." Chen Yan finally said, "I am your parent, I can't watch you mess around."

The cold water finally overflowed from his eyes, he covered his face in embarrassment, unable to nod for a long time.

Jian Ran didn't cry before she broke her hand, but now the tears made Chen Yan feel guilty and sad, and she almost couldn't help herself.

As if he suddenly understood something, Chen Yan asked hoarsely, "Do you really like that person that much?"

Jane shook her head.

Liking in Jian Ran is no longer something that can be said generously, it has become an unspeakable shackle, reminding him of his ridiculousness and absurdity every moment.

Jian Ran finally agreed to Chen Yan's words.

Chen Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and helped Jian Ran pack his schoolbag while he was going to the bathroom, and wanted to find some clues about that scumbag by the way.

Chen Yan thinks that Jian Ran will like it. There should be two extremes, either a top student who is as academically serious as him, or a gangster who is deceived and abducted in society. Thinking of the latter, Chen Yan's heart twitched.

Jian Ran didn't say anything, and there was no trace of another person here.

Instead, Chen Yan saw several familiar medical books.

They are all professional introductions from the obstetrics department. With Jian Ran's thorough preparation, the more she watched, the more frightened she became, which made Chen Yanhou terrified.

He knew what kind of things he would do with his simple character.

Before that, Jian Ran's family raised a Labrador. Jian Ran raised it since she was a child. When he was 12 years old, the Labrador was old, and the hospital couldn't help it.Jian Ran bought a veterinary professional book by herself and came back, massaged the Labrador every day, and took him out every day. When she couldn't walk, she came back with a Labrador that weighed nearly [-] kilograms. Every meal was cooked according to the standard nutrition. Dog food, and even learned how to get an injection from a veterinarian, prolonging the life of a pet dog for half a year.

Chen Yan knew that with his character of daring to delve into everything, he is now self-studying obstetrics, and in a few months, maybe he will be able to secretly give birth to the child by himself.

Chen Yan put several professional books in the car together, and he hoped that Jian Ran would never have to read these books again for the rest of her life.

After agreeing to his words, Jian Ran regained her composure. He has always been a very restrained person, and now he can't see the pain and hardship before.

When the car drove back to Haishi and was getting closer to Chen's house, Jian Ran suddenly asked: "Brother, am I a monster?"

Chen Yan freed one hand, touched the back of his head, and said, "Don't talk nonsense, you are the pride of our family."

Jian Ran's empty chest seemed to be slapped again, and the corner of his mouth was pulled. When the car was parked in the garage, he grabbed the seat belt and said, "Brother, don't tell others about this."

Chen Yan: "I know."

After a few days, what Jian Ran insisted on, what she couldn't say and what she kept in hiding, would all be over, and no one would know.

That night, after Yu Shiyao walked out of Jian Ran's rental house, he put three nicotine patches on his arms. The nicotine concentration in his blood increased rapidly, which calmed him down for a while.

Obviously, she was very clear about Jian Ran's feelings for him before, but now she suddenly realized that she still underestimated the weight of this feeling.

He didn't know what gave Jian Ran the courage to carry out her plan so resolutely and fearlessly.

For Yu Shiyao, family and relationship are decorations, not necessities.

Some of the things I longed for when I was a child disappear as I grow older and live an increasingly colorful life.

But Jian Ran was unexpected, he made everything out of Yu Shiyao's control, he stirred up something in Yu Shiyao's heart, the heart used to store barren emotions in his chest was suddenly supported by something majestic and painful.

The pain was so great that he couldn't face Jian Ran again, so he could only run away.

On the first day back to Haishi, when Xia asked him out, Yu Shiyao agreed.

He wanted to see if he really only wanted Jian Ran alone.

It soon became apparent that this was unnecessary.

Xia Ya was the type he liked very much before, with delicate and beautiful eyebrows and eyes, with the dignity of a young man, and he is also docile by his side.

But just now, inexplicably, Yu Shiyao remembered that Jian Ran asked cautiously that day: "From now on, I only like Jian Ran, okay?"

Yu Shiyao went to the bathroom, holding the hard and cold marble washstand with his hands, his handsome eyebrows were shining, suddenly the colorful life outside lost its color and sound, he heard a voice in his heart reply: yes.

Yu Shiyao lived in the Shen family since he was a child. As a distinguished guest of the Shen family, he has never tasted the hardships of being under the fence, but he has always been a guest. Even when his father came out when he was 17 years old, he returned to Yu's house for less than a year, and he still has no experience. He thought the Yu family would be his home.

Now he wants to go back to Yujiang Chunyuan, and wants Jian Ran to wait for him inside, just like what Jian Ran promised him before.

Xia Ya was somewhat disappointed by Yu Shiyao's indifferent appearance just now. It was the first time he chased someone, maybe because he was praised too much by the people around him, which made him really think that he could catch up with this person.

He glared at his friends who wanted to lean over to watch the excitement, and sat down to drink.

When he suddenly heard the phone ringing, he subconsciously looked at his phone, it wasn't.

Seeing that Yu Shiyao hadn't come back, Xia Ya took out the phone from his coat with a little inhumane thoughtfulness.

An unfamiliar number: "Hello."

Hearing the other party's voice, Xia Ya's brows moved slightly, and he said indifferently, "Hello, Young Master Yu is not here, what's the matter?"

"Mistyped."

Xia Ya put the phone back into Yu Shiyao's pocket and ignored it as an episode.

Yu Shiyao came back soon, put his coat on his slender forearm, talked to Xia and left.

On the way back, the investigation he had had had results, and his people reported everything on the phone in detail.

Every time Jian Ran went to the hospital, she used false information, but his tutoring place was so big, and there were only two hospitals, so he could find out after a little research.

When the previous conjecture was confirmed, the uncontrollable ecstasy was like a torrent, causing Yu Shiyao to smile uncontrollably, and there were faint lines of laughter at the corners of his eyes.

Jian Ran lived in Chen's house for four days, and after the physical examination was the monthly exam.

When he was at school, Ji Pei secretly asked about Zhong Zifeng, what he heard from his brother, asked about Zhong Zifeng, and said casually: "Who helped Zhong Zifeng solve it? Are you..."

Jian Ran used to be elated because of Yu Shiyao's kindness to him, but now she gradually understands that it's just that she thinks too much, "No."

"Really? I heard that Zhong Zifeng was a bit miserable this time, and his family hasn't said anything yet, thinking about who is kind." Ji Pei thought it was "a fit of anger at the crown", seeing Jian Ran's indifference , stopped the topic, and said to Jian Ran: "If you have any trouble, remember to tell me."

Jane nodded.

Ji Pei said again: "Don't hold back by yourself, tell me if you don't tell Chen Bei, we are brothers."

As he spoke, he slapped his arm.

But speaking of it, Jian Ran really planned to trouble Ji Pei with something before. He couldn't get the birth certificate, so he had to ask Ji Pei for the household registration. At that time, his secret would be discovered by an outsider.

Ji Pei's mouth is not strict at all, and everyone will know it by then.

Well now, he won't have to worry about these problems right away.

Jian Ran moved her fingers on her lap, swallowing all the indescribable confusion and guilt.

During the exam, Jian Ran performed very normally. On the afternoon after the exam, she was going to continue her class, so he left directly, and Chen Yan came to pick him up.

The car did not drive to the highway, but went to the hospital.

Jian Ran subconsciously wanted to wear a mask, so Chen Yan patted him on the shoulder, told him not to be afraid, and took him to see Dr. Yuan.

I haven't seen Dr. Yuan for a few months, and her consulting room is arranged the same as before, with the inner consulting room inside the outer consulting room and a door in between.

She didn't seem to be surprised by Jian Ran's situation, so she opened an inspection list and asked Jian Ran to do an inspection first.

"The baby is developing very well. Do you have a stethoscope at home? You can listen to the baby's heartbeat." The doctor smiled, "Look at his eyes, he has very long eyes, and he will be a baby with big eyes in the future."

Jian Ran took a look, then moved her eyes away.

While wiping off the couplant, I sneaked another glance back, and the thing frozen on the screen seemed to have very slender eyebrows.

Of course, it may just be his psychological effect.

Chen Yan waited for him outside, looked at the pregnancy test form, and frowned tightly.

It's been seventeen weeks.

Dr. Yuan knew Jian Ran's physical condition better than Chen Yan. She said to Chen Yan: "Induction of labor after more than 50 days will cause great harm to the body. Jian Ran is very special. If induction of labor is more dangerous, he still has more than [-] days left. It's just the college entrance examination, I'm afraid he won't be able to recover by then."

"Maybe you can ask Jian Ran for her opinion and respect his choice."

Chen Yan: "He is still in school, how can he make his own decision, and he is a boy, what will he do if he keeps this child? No, he can't stay."

"Dr. Chen, you also know the risks of induced labor. Are you going to risk his college entrance examination?"

No.

Chen Yan can't make this decision, and even Dr. Yuan said so, he can't gamble with Jian Ran's health and future.

While the two were talking these words, Jian Ran sat and listened all the time, and when Chen Yan was helpless, she said, "Brother, let's go."

When he walked out of the hospital, he comforted Chen Yan: "It's okay, I can really take care of him, don't worry."

"What about that person? Does he know?"

"I don't want people to know. Brother, please."

Chen Yan sighed, there is no other way now, he can only wait until Jian Ran finishes the exam.

After they left Dr. Yuan's consulting room, the door of the inner consulting room was opened, and a tall and handsome man walked out. His domineering aura made the consulting room seem smaller.

Dr. Yuan clenched his brows resentfully: "Mr. Yu, I have already done what you said."