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Wang Shenran kept calling Cheng Liyu on the way out of the house, and the phone was turned off after calling. He was so panicked that he speeded up to the "Chenghe Tea Shop".He couldn't find Cheng Liyu, but fortunately he could find Kang Xin, anyway, today he must see Cheng Liyu in person, if he didn't explain clearly, Wang Shenran was afraid that he would repeat the same mistakes three years ago.

Kang Xin was waiting on the first floor when she received a call from Wang Shenran. She was also worried and contradictory, but if Wang Shenran could really make his son return to the smiling and sunny Xiaoyu, she didn't care whether Wang Shenran was a boy or not. She is a girl, as long as she can treat Cheng Liyu well.

Wang Shenran entered the store like a gust of wind, saw Kang Xin and asked anxiously, "Auntie, do you have the key to Cheng Liyu's place?"

Kang Xin gave Wang Shenran a complicated look, knowing that he was really in a hurry, but he had to say something.

"Shenran, Auntie wants to ask you something."

"You ask." Wang Shenran probably knew what she was going to say, so he calmed down and sat opposite Kang Xin.

"What do you think about Xiaoyu, is it a classmate, a friend, or what?"

Wang Shenran didn't know what happened between them, how much Cheng Liyu had said to his family, and how he said it, maybe he should be more tactful and leave some detours for Cheng Liyu.But Kang Xin's eyes were too expectant and cautious, which made Wang Shenran want to express his simple and complicated relationship with Cheng Liyu.

"Auntie, I'm sorry. I don't know how much you accept, but I want to tell you the truth." Wang Shenran looked at Kang Xin very seriously, "I fell in love with Cheng Liyu when we were in college, no, it wasn't, it was We talked about it, and we are talking about it now, although he told me to break up, but I didn’t agree, and it’s impossible to agree.”

Kang Xin exhaled softly, stared at Wang Shenran for a few times to make sure that he was serious, then suddenly lowered his head, his eyes felt sore.

"I feel it. Xiaoyu always mentioned you before, but then he had an accident, and his whole person changed. I heard him calling your name in dreams countless times. I guess, you should be very important to him. important person!"

"What happened to him?" Wang Shenran looked at her anxiously.

"Let him say it himself!" Kang Xin wiped away tears and forced a little smile, "But Shenran, Auntie wants to say, if you don't want to be with him anymore, don't hurt him, even if you leave without saying goodbye, He won't blame you, but if you really want to get along with him, love him well. Okay?"

Wang Shenran closed his eyes, trying to suppress the trembling in his heart, and when he opened his eyes again, his eyes were red. He leaned forward and hugged Kang Xin, "I love him, just like you love him. A love that never lets go."

"It seems that our little Yu is very lucky." Kang Xin finally cried out. She patted Wang Shenran on the back, then took out the key from the pocket of her coat, "Go, go find him."

Wang Shenran let go of Kang Xin, took the key and held it tightly in his hand, and assured Kang Xin, "I won't let him suffer any grievances."

Kang Xin nodded, her voice was hoarse, and she couldn't speak. Her little Yu really suffered a lot and endured too much pain. She should also start to be happy.

Wang Shenran kicked the accelerator and ran directly downstairs to Cheng Liyu's building, found the building number according to the address given by Kang Xin, opened the door and rushed in without a moment's hesitation.

The temperature of the house is very low, the air conditioner is not turned on, there is no light and no sound, it is as quiet as if no one lives there.But he just felt that Cheng Liyu was there, so he must be there.

The bedroom door was closed. When Wang Shenran entered, he saw Cheng Liyu lying on the ground at a glance, and was startled, "Carp!"

Cheng Liyu suddenly opened his eyes, sat up, and saw Wang Shenran's pupils dilated suddenly, he couldn't believe that Wang Shenran appeared in front of his eyes.

Seeing that he could sit up, Wang Shenran breathed a sigh of relief, and fumbled to turn on the light. The sudden brightness made Cheng Liyu close his eyes.

Wang Shenran could see that he had cried, and he must have cried terribly, and he was glad that he had come, otherwise Cheng Liyu might not have made a decision.He used to squat beside him, smiling wryly, "What are you doing lying on the ground? Isn't it cold?"

Cheng Liyu dodged Wang Shenran's hand that wanted to hug him, and looked at his legs in a panic.

No prosthetics.The trouser legs are quite empty.

"Did you call me at night? It was a relative of my family who answered the phone. I..." Wang Shenran followed Cheng Liyu's eyes and looked over, his smile gradually froze, and the words on his lips stopped.He stretched out his hand in disbelief, ready to touch it.

Cheng Liyu hastily stopped his hand, his voice trembling, "Don't touch it!"

Wang Shenran's lips trembled uncontrollably, and he firmly held Cheng Liyu's wrist with his other hand, and struggled away.Use all your courage to touch the pajama pants that have been stuck to the floor.

empty.Wang Shenran touched the floor at once, it was cold and hard.

He didn't believe it, so he insisted on continuing to prove it, and rolled up his pajama pants, exposing the cut surface of his knees.

Tears came out immediately, I couldn't control it, and I didn't want to control it anymore.

Cheng Liyu knew that when Wang Shenran saw this scene, he was in the same mood as when he woke up and saw his own legs, despair and collapse.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to hug Wang Shenran, wanting to tell him that he's fine, he's used to it, and when the words get to his lips, he can't say anything.

"Where's the leg?" Wang Shenran slumped on the ground, crying and asked him, "Why not?"

"Car accident..." Cheng Liyu was also crying, his voice became even hoarse, and he could hardly utter a sound.Even if he cried for his pity, he also cried for Wang Shenran. He knew that Wang Shenran must be distressed, and his pain was no less than his own.

"That's why you broke up suddenly?"

"Well, it's about the morning of graduation...I'm fine now, really...don't cry, okay..."

This is the reason why Cheng Liyu didn't dare to tell him, he didn't want to see Wang Shenran feel distressed.

Wang Shenran stood up suddenly, put Cheng Liyu in his arms beside the bed, opened the door stumblingly and ran out.

Cheng Liyu didn't stop him, bent one leg, put his head on his knees and wept silently, his shoulders twitched, and the warm liquid soon wetted the pajama pants and stuck to his skin.

He heard Wang Shenran enter the bathroom, and heard him crying, just like he was crying under the covers before.

Wang Shenran went into the bathroom without closing the door, and sat on the ground leaning against the wall, crying uncontrollably.

At that moment, his hands directly touched the ground, leaving half of his legs empty. Wang Shenran will never forget that moment.At that time, I was so distraught that I could hardly cry.

His little carp, jumping happily every day, clamored to climb the highest peak in the world, cross countless hills, ride the wind and waves on the seven oceans, and now he has to walk with artificial limbs.

No wonder he walks so slowly, can't pull or pull, can fall, Wang Shenran laughed at how weak he is, now thinking about it, he wished he could bite off his tongue and swallow it.

In what mood did he send himself a breakup text three years ago?It must have been posted while crying, Wang Shen then regretted his death, why did he hold his breath and didn't look for him seriously?Why did you believe the nonsense that he went to the United States?

If he finds it and stays by Xiao Liyu's side, he might feel better, and he doesn't have to suffer through that time by himself.

No, he didn't make it through.Otherwise it wouldn't be the same.Wang Shenran couldn't leave him, and it was impossible to separate from him again.

I don't know how long they cried, maybe 10 minutes, half an hour, or more than an hour.

When Wang Shenran got up, his feet were numb, and he almost fell to the ground again. He waited stiffly for the numbness to pass, and washed his face. In the darkness, he didn't see how pitiful his red and swollen eyes were.

When he returned to the bedroom, Cheng Liyu still had one leg bent, holding his face in his hands.

When Wang Shenran walked to the bed, Cheng Liyu raised his head when he heard the voice, and looked at the blurred outline, tears streaming down his face.

"Come back to Beijing with me!" Wang Shenran said in a hoarse voice, half kneeling on Cheng Liyu's half leg, with a hint of request.

"I……"

"Don't reject me!" Wang Shenran interrupted him with a louder voice, trying his best to hide his desire to cry again, "Cheng Liyu! Push me away again and again, will you feel better? Or me? Are you feeling better? Come back to Beijing with me!"

Since they met, Wang Shenran rarely called him by his full name, unless he was angry.

When Cheng Liyu was sick and acted coquettishly and refused to take medicine, when he wanted to swim naked at the beach in winter, when he said he was fat and refused to eat, when he stayed up late to watch dramas and didn’t sleep, when he climbed rocks and wanted to tear himself off When the safety rope is on...Wang Shenran will always call him loudly, "Cheng Liyu! I think your skin is itchy and you are not twitching!"

When Brother Ku fell in love with him, he always worried about being both a brother and a father.

Cheng Liyu burst into tears, the voice was desolate and sad, Wang Shenran choked up and sat down next to him, hugging him, "It's okay carp, really, from now on my legs will be your legs, I will go wherever you want Stay with you, if you can't walk, I will carry it on my back, and I won't hurt you again."

Cheng Liyu felt the long-lost embrace, hugged his waist tightly, and felt Wang Shenran's hand patting his back.So the shoulder twitched more violently.

"I came here to tell you that I still love you very much when you are not by my side. There is no one else in my heart or by my side, only you. I did not agree with you to break up, so we are not considered a breakup. At most, it is a long-distance relationship. I have been with you for three years, and now I want to end the long-distance relationship, I want you to be by my side, okay?"

What else could Cheng Liyu say?How could he be willing to let go of someone who loved him so much.

"Brother Whale, I actually miss you very much... I always fantasized about whether we will meet again, whether you will love me like before, I have thought about it, but I dare not contact you, I am very scared, Scared a lot..."

Wang Shenran kissed his hair, and gently wiped his face, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm back, I will be with you from now on, and I will love you more than before."

That night they hugged each other to sleep, they intermittently talked about what happened to each other in the past three years, and chatted, but in the end they didn't know who got it first.

Cheng Liyu had a dream. He dreamed that he turned into a little red carp and was swimming happily by the river. The little carp saw Wang Shenran on the bank and fell in love with him at first sight. Turned into a human form, the little carp was waiting on the bank. After waiting for a long time, Wang Shenran did not come. When he was in a state of despair, he suddenly saw a little blue carp in the river, surrounding him. Swim around.

Cheng Liyu suddenly realized, isn't this little blue carp really Wang Shenran?

It turned out that the human king Shenran also fell in love with the little carp, so he went to find the witch, turned himself into a carp, and swam into the river to find him.

Cheng Liyu jumped into the water and turned back into a little red carp, one red and one blue, and they were together forever.