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Wang Shenran waited for her to go out before closing the door. After thinking about it, he locked the door.What should I do if someone sleepwalks in the middle of the night?

He didn't have any official business to deal with, he just wanted to call Liyu to express his heartfelt feelings.

Picking up the phone, I found the call record and was about to call Liyu, but I saw the name of the first carp in the call record, and the time was 10 minutes ago.

That is, 10 minutes ago, Cheng Liyu called him, and someone answered it.An Su was in the room at that time, did she pick it up?

Wang Shenran was a little angry, and quickly called Cheng Liyu back.

Shut down.

Wang Shenran panicked, and hurriedly changed his clothes to go to Cheng Liyu. He was afraid that Cheng Liyu might misunderstand something, so he had to explain clearly. He really didn't want to experience this kind of disappearance for three years.

"Are you going out?" Yang Yaman came from the kitchen carrying fruit, and was taken aback when she saw him fully dressed.

"Well, go find the carp." Wang Shenran turned his head to look at An Su who was on the sofa and asked, "Did you answer my call just now?"

An Su was taken aback by his expression, and nodded in a panic, "Yes... I heard the phone ring, and thought there was something urgent, so I answered it..."

Wang Shenran stared at her expressionlessly, "Ask anyone in this family if they would answer other people's calls without permission."

He was obviously angry, and everyone in the living room was a little embarrassed and followed suit.

Wang Xiaoran gave An Su a blank look, looked at Wang Shenran and said intentionally, "Is sister-in-law looking for you?"

"No!" An Su hurriedly denied, "It's a man, I said brother Shenran was taking a shower, so he hung up..."

There was a haze in Wang Shenran's eyes, and then his tone became colder several times, "That is my wife."

……

Cheng Liyu stared blankly out of the window, the room was pitch black, and the whale had had enough of hunting from the outside, and fell asleep whistling in the cat's nest.

His hand holding the phone kept shaking.

The heart is like falling into the abyss, cold and hopeless.

He couldn't control his longing for Wang Shenran, even though he had stayed in the daytime for a whole day, he still felt that it was not enough, he wanted to be tied with Wang Shenran and never be separated for the rest of his life, no, not even for a minute.

He wants to tell Wang Shenran how he got into a car accident, and tell him that he still loves him.

All the words he wanted to say ended in a female voice.

"Hello." The female voice on the other end of the phone was sweet.

Cheng Liyu was stunned. He knew that Wang Shenran had a sister, so he calmed down, "Is Shenran there? Are you his sister?"

When An Su heard it was a man's voice, he couldn't help but feel relieved, "He's taking a bath, but I'm not his sister."

"May I ask……"

"I live with Shenran."

Snapped.

The phone fell to the ground.

Cheng Liyu picked up the phone in a panic, with a trembling voice, "It's okay, excuse me."

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Liyu sat by the bed and turned off his phone. He seemed to have returned to the state he was in three years ago, and began to be afraid of all lights and sounds.

Any fool understands what it means for a man and a woman to live together.Cheng Liyu didn't blame Wang Shenran for having a girlfriend, he had no right to blame him.

The sharp brake sound suddenly rang in his ears, Cheng Liyu's eyes widened in horror, he covered his ears and fell to the ground!

no no no!It's passed!passed!

They graduated three years ago.

On the day of graduation, Wang Shenran said, let’s give everyone a surprise!

He wanted to go public, wanted to tell everyone that they were in love.Cheng Liyu smiled happily and said yes!

Cheng Liyu got up early, swept a bicycle and went to a flower shop to order a bouquet of bright red roses. He wanted to give it to Wang Shenran in front of everyone, and told everyone loudly, "I love Wang Shenran."

He was riding along the side of the road with a rose in his heart, full of anticipation, when the door of the car parked in front suddenly opened, and Cheng Liyu was caught off guard by the door and pushed into the middle of the road. Leaves clearly visible brake marks.

The locomotive was crushed on Cheng Liyu's knees, and his scream pierced the sky.

The bright red petals were scattered all over the ground, covering the blood continuously gushing out from under Cheng Liyu...

When Cheng Liyu's parents arrived, Cheng Liyu's amputation operation in the operating room was not over yet.He suffered severe trauma to his joints and had to undergo amputation.

When he woke up, his lower leg was gone... The lower right side of the trousers in the hospital gown was cut to the knee, exposing the remaining half of his right leg wrapped in gauze, and he lost all feeling in his lower body.His father leaned against the wall and secretly wiped his tears, while his mother lay on the hospital bed and sobbed.

Cheng Liyu stared at his right leg, unable to believe all this, and slapped his face suddenly, "Wake me up! I'm having a nightmare! Wake up!"

Kang Xin was terrified, and stopped his hand while crying. Cheng Yang also pressed him with red eyes, afraid that he would touch the wound, "Son! Son! Dad will take you home and find you the best doctor." , will definitely make you the same as before!"

It's different.It will never be the same.No matter how natural the artificial limb is, it can't change the fact that Cheng Liyu is disabled now.

Not only did he lose half of his leg, but his face was also scratched because he rubbed against the ground. Fortunately, he had been raised for more than a year without leaving any marks.

Cheng Liyu closed himself off, refused to be hospitalized, and would not go home. Kang Xin was not allowed to tell anyone that Cheng Liyu had an accident, not even to the school. Kang Xin had no choice but to tell Cheng Liyu's teacher that they had gone abroad. up.Anyway, he has also graduated, so it doesn't matter where he goes.

Cheng Liyu sent a text message to Wang Shenran before he was discharged from the hospital.

"let's break up."

He turned off the phone immediately after sending it out, Wang Shenran sent him countless messages that popped up on WeChat, he didn’t dare to read it, put the phone away, stopped turning it on, and hid in the bed alone, crying silently, wetting the pillow wet .

Kang Xin stayed and rented a house to take care of him. Cheng Yang started to run away. The business in his hometown could not be let go. It was the source of income.

For a whole year, Cheng Liyu didn't speak a word, didn't use his cell phone, and refused to turn on the lights at night, just sat upright in a daze, weeping silently.Kang Xin invited a psychiatrist to come to his home to enlighten him, but he failed to get Cheng Liyu to speak once.

He began to lose weight crazily, and his appetite became worse and worse. Sometimes he felt nauseous and wanted to vomit after eating.After waking up from the nightmare several times, he even felt that he might not live long,

He wondered if he was so happy that God couldn't stand it anymore, so he wanted to give him a little suffering.

Cheng Yang customized a prosthetic for him, and Cheng Liyu resisted very much, smashing the prosthetic on the ground like crazy, roaring and screaming.His voice was hoarse, as if he was a different person.Cheng Yang didn't dare to mention the prosthesis anymore.

More than a year later, Cheng Liyu raised his head suddenly, and was stunned when he saw a completely unfamiliar self in the mirror. His right leg was empty, and he was out of shape.

Leaning on crutches with difficulty, he went to the kitchen and saw that Kang Xin had aged a lot, and he was making soup for him carefully.

He called her hoarsely, "Mom."

Kang Xin paused, and burst into tears in an instant.

After more than a year, he finally faced the reality, actively began to cooperate with the doctor's rehabilitation, fitted himself with prosthetics and began to practice walking, and when he felt well adapted, he went downstairs alone in the elevator. If you send it, you will stay.

Cheng Liyu began to accept this kind of himself.It will be fine to read professional books, turn on the computer and familiarize yourself with the major.

After another year, Cheng Liyu found a job as a designer in an animation company.He is now introverted and not good at speaking. He doesn't have many friends in the new company, and he doesn't want to make any friends.

Kang Xindui opened a shop selling tea.Cheng Liyu asked her to go home, but she refused, cooking and soup every day to nourish his body, Cheng Liyu didn't eat much, and he didn't gain weight.

His career was relatively smooth. Although the company was not big, the boss valued him highly. Cheng Liyu got a job and his mood improved a lot. Kang Xin didn't try to persuade him anymore.

In the first year, he didn't think of Wang Shenran often, and he couldn't think of anyone. At that time, his mind seemed to be made of wood, numb and dull.

In the second year, he tried whether to contact Wang Shenran, but when he picked up the phone, he didn't dare. He was afraid that Wang Shenran would ask him where he was, what happened, and why he disappeared.He didn't even turn on his old cell phone.He changed his WeChat phone number and started a new life.

In the third year, life was dull and rigid. He rented a house very close to the company. He would go to the tea shop for dinner every day, and also went to accompany Kang Xin on weekends, helping to look after the shop and persuading her to go back to her hometown.Kang Xin was worried that his son was here alone, and the final compromise was to wait for him to fall in love before leaving. Kang Xin had to see with his own eyes that someone was able to accompany him before he could feel relieved.

Three years is not a long time, and Cheng Liyu often felt that this was a dream.

Now he is lying on the ground, letting the tears flow wildly, he knows that his legs will not grow back, just like the relationship with Wang Shenran cannot go back.Wang Shenran deserves better. Even if Cheng Liyu is not disabled, what future can the two men have? Now that he has a company, the future is bright, so he shouldn't waste his affection on a person who can't walk with one leg.

Cheng Liyu's body and mind were as cold as the floor, he curled up on the floor, motionless, calmed down in the darkness, and faced the reality in the cold.

Maybe he really shouldn't stay here anymore, dreaming unrealized dreams in this city that doesn't belong to him.