My sister is born again

When Shan Nian was about to explain, the senior sister pulled Shan Nian and turned around and walked to the yard.

After returning to the room, the senior sister let go of Shan Nian's hand, instead of sitting down, she stood in front of Shan Nian and asked, "What is it that makes you only ask Nan Xing, but you don't want to...tell senior sister?"

There was a slight pause in the words, as if the senior sister's tone contained grievances.

Shan Nian lowered her head and looked at the neat and tidy senior sister's hanging skirt, and replied in a low voice: "Nian'er wants to become more powerful, so that she can help senior sister kill those bad guys."

"But didn't Senior Sister say that Nian'er doesn't need to become more powerful?" Senior Sister's tone gradually became urgent, she stretched out her hand to suppress Shan Nian's shoulder and said, "Or did Senior Sister make Nian'er feel that Nian'er is not strong enough to protect Nian'er?"

Shan Nian looked up and saw the fragility in the senior sister's eyes, and panicked, what did he do wrong to make the senior sister show such a fragile expression.

Staring blankly, Shan Nian still couldn't figure it out, she shook her head and replied: "No, Senior Sister is very powerful, but Nian'er is too useless."

"Nian'er is so stupid, I can't see why the senior sister is happy or sad, and now I don't even know why the senior sister is angry, so Nian'er wants to become powerful, the senior sister said that Nian'er can become very powerful, This is something even a human gu can do."

Shan Nian spoke in one breath, trying to let the senior sister understand the meaning of her words as much as possible.

Senior sister's eyes dimmed, and she said in a low voice: "Senior sister doesn't expect Nian'er to understand any emotions, the only thing I want is to let Nian'er live like an ordinary person as much as possible."

"But now Nian'er wants to be as powerful as a human gu, Nian'er, do you know how much effort Senior Sister has spent to prevent you from becoming a real human gu?"

Speaking of which, the senior sister withdrew her hand on Shan Nian's shoulder, and said weakly: "Nian'er, senior sister is really tired."

It was the first time that the senior sister looked so lonely, turned around, and lay on the bed with her back facing Shannian.

Shan Nian, who was standing there in a daze, felt as if his heart was being crushed by a big stone following the senior sister's disappointed expression.

Did I do something wrong?

Why did the senior sister become like this when she wanted to become more powerful?

Until the room was dark and the senior sister never turned around, Shan Nian didn't dare to approach, so she could only stand on the spot with her back straight.

One night, when the senior sister turned around the next day, her eyes were red.

He left the door early, as if his kindness had been ignored, his small body was leaning against the door, the big stone in his heart was not removed, but another big stone was added instead.

Shan Nian, who was out of breath, squatted down, thinking desperately, will Senior Sister abandon herself?

Fortunately, Senior Sister Ye Ye still came back, she had nothing to say, she just placed a soft bed for Shan Nian to fall asleep alone.

Shan Nian didn't want to be separated from her senior sister, and always opened her eyes to look at the bed, for fear that she would disappear when she closed her eyes and then opened them again.

In the middle of April, Wen Xie led a team of former Qingfeng Sword Sect. Shan Nian wanted to ride a horse with his senior sister, but the senior sister only spent two days teaching Shan Nian how to ride a horse.

After the long team left Daocheng, they changed to camels, and what caught the eye was the yellow sand all over the sky.

Shan Nian held the rein and looked at the senior sister who was not far away, without even turning her head once.

Nan Xing on the side jokingly said: "Shan Nian, if your senior sister doesn't want you anymore, why don't you come with me?"

At this time, Shan Nian lowered her head and didn't even want to get angry, she just responded, "I won't follow you."

If the senior sister really doesn't want her anymore, she can just secretly follow the senior sister, that's what Shan Nian thinks these days.

Nan Xing smiled and said nothing, but his eyes were not so gentle and he said: "Do you know why I am so curious about you?"

Shan Nian didn't intend to answer, but just shifted his eyes to the senior sister's side, and saw that Wen Xie was very close to the senior sister.

"Ordinary human Gu is inseparable from the human Gu master. The strength of the human Gu lies mainly in the human Gu master. Your senior sister's martial arts are at least on par with Wen Xie, but your martial power seems to be deliberately suppressed." Now, do you think this is strange?"

Nan Xing spoke with great interest, but seeing that Shan Nian still didn't care, he stopped talking.

Shan Nian turned sideways to look at the sun that was about to set, recalling what Nan Xing had just said.

But he couldn't figure out why the senior sister didn't want me to help her.

In the blink of an eye, it was already dark, and camp was set up, and several fires were lit.

Shan Nian's senior sister is not far away, but there is Wenxie on the other side, so I don't know what to say to the senior sister.

The woman in red stood quietly, not knowing what she was thinking.

"She is also considered a human gu, but she is not as successful as you." Nan Xing said suddenly.

After hearing this, Shan Nian looked at her a little more, and asked curiously: "But why is she still motionless?"

"Human Gu only listens to the human Gu master's control, and doesn't have any thoughts of its own. Naturally, it's just like a puppet that can't speak."

A doll who can't speak, if he is also a person who can't speak, will the senior sister be angry or not?

Shan Nian thought about it like this and asked, "Do you think Senior Sister wants me to talk, or does she not want me to talk?"

Nan Xing looked at Shan Nian in surprise and said: "Your senior sister probably doesn't care about this, after all, your senior sister is not as gentle as you see."

"Regardless of the comments about your senior sister in the righteous world or the demon sect, most of them are heartless people who can kill you with a single sword and will never keep your life. But he didn't die, do you know what your senior sister did?"

Shan Nian was not curious at first, but when he heard about the senior sister, he couldn't bear to hear more, so he nodded.

Nan Xing leaned closer and said: "The eyes of that life-threatening Taoist priest were gouged out, and his hands and feet were also chopped off. He can't die, he can't live, let alone what happened to Ruozuo, how cruel is your senior sister? .”

"You lied to me."

Shan Nian was a little uncertain about what Nan Xing said, remembering what her senior sister had told her, she dared not believe her again.

Nan Xing didn't mind either, but suddenly turned sideways to avoid, and Shan Nian saw the senior sister.

It's just that the senior sister's complexion is still not good, and Shan Nian pressed her mouth tightly, afraid that she would say something that would make the senior sister angry again.

Nan Xing on the side said: "I never hurt your junior sister, Liu Xuxue, you are so aggressive, it's not like you."

The senior sister didn't respond, she just looked at Shan Nian who was standing there blankly and said, "Nian'er, come here."

Shan Nian hurried over and followed the senior sister into a tent.

The fire was burning brightly, the senior sister sat on the side without saying a word, Shan Nian dared not speak and could only stare at the fire in a daze.

After a long time, the senior sister suddenly handed over a water bag and said, "Drink some water."

Shan Nian nodded, took the water bottle, drank a couple of sips, and put the water bag aside.

It was very quiet in the tent, except for the occasional crackling sound of wood burning, there was no other sound.

Not daring to look at the senior sister, Shan Nian could only continue to look at the burning fire, adding some firewood to it occasionally.

When the night passed, Shan Nian never closed his eyes, but the senior sister was also sitting quietly.

It takes time to go on the road, and it takes a lot of time to go out of this desert. Almost all the way, if the kindness can keep quiet, you will never speak. Just practice and quickly find the back of the senior sister in the group. In the middle of May, the group People come out of this desert.

Checking into the inn, the lobby of the inn is full of people, so Shan Nian simply treats the senior sister and his own horses well.

After staying alone in the stable for a long time, Shan Nian fed the two horses a lot of fodder.

When I returned to the lobby, there were already many fewer people, but the senior sister was not waiting for me in the lobby.

Shan Nian was a little flustered and turned around, Wen Xie suddenly came down from upstairs and shouted: "Xiao Nian, your senior sister is looking for you."

Before she had time to answer, she suddenly fell into an embrace behind her, Shan Nian was a little afraid that the senior sister would be angry again.

"Where did you go alone?" Senior Sister said in a low tone.

And I didn't call myself Nian'er anymore.

Shan Nian didn't even dare to look up, so he lowered his head and responded, "I'm going to feed the horses."

The senior sister didn't answer any more, she just let go of the hand holding Shan Nian, and turned to take Shan Nian upstairs.

The room in the inn was very big, Shan Nian didn't dare to go forward, leaned against the door tightly, and looked at the senior sister who had already sat down.

From time to time, footsteps could be heard outside the corridor, and Shan Nian listened carefully, but did not dare to look into the eyes of the senior sister.

After a long time, the room was completely dark, but the senior sister still didn't speak.

Shan Nian walked towards the lamps placed on the table. After the candles were lit, the room became much brighter.

The posture of the senior sister sitting there has not changed, and Shan Nian hesitates to get closer.

"Nian'er, is it because the senior sister made you afraid to approach?" The senior sister raised her head to look at Shan Nian who was far away, and said in a low voice.

Shan Nian shook his head, approached and wanted to say something, but was afraid of saying the wrong thing, so he kept silent.

Senior sister's eyes were reddish, she raised her hand hesitantly to smooth Shan Nian's clothes and said in a low voice, "Then why doesn't Nianer want to take the initiative to say a word to senior sister?"

Shan Nian wanted to reach out his hand to smooth the wrinkle between the senior sister's eyebrows, and also wanted to soften the red eyes of the senior sister, but Shan Nian didn't understand why the senior sister was like this.

Because I don't understand, Shan Nian will be annoyed and blamed, but also because I don't understand, Shan Nian will feel more and more during this period, and I may never be able to understand the emotions of my senior sister.

Because my sister said that I can't learn it.

Such a stupid me, it seems normal if my senior sister doesn't like me, no one would like such a stupid person.

Although Shan Nian thought so clearly in his head, his heart was still tight with discomfort.

As if mustering courage, Shan Nian held the cool hand of the senior sister, gently placed it on his heart and said truthfully: "Nian'er thinks about whether the senior sister will read Nian'er or not, it's uncomfortable here, seeing the senior sister like this, I don't know why Just uncomfortable."

"Senior sister, is it also uncomfortable here?"

Sister, will you read it?

This is the only thing that clumsy kindness can say.

The senior sister gently hugged Shan Nian with one hand, raised her head to touch Shan Nian's lips, the breath exhaled from her nose was scorching hot.

It's been a long time since I got so close, Shan Nian just felt that he didn't know how to breathe, and even forgot to close his eyes.

The senior sister opened a little distance and responded: "Why didn't the senior sister not read it?"

"If one day Nian'er disappears, Senior Sister will go crazy, because this place will hurt more than Nian'er's heart."

Shan Nian felt a little dizzy when he heard what the senior sister said, and said in a daze: "Nian'er will never leave senior sister, and will never leave senior sister."

Afraid that saying it wasn't enough, Shan Nian said: "Even if senior sister says Nian'er is too stupid, Nian'er will not leave senior sister."

This idea came up in the desert, and it has been stored in Shan Nian's head ever since.