To my dear Mr. Meng

"Kong Yingguang? I dumped him two days ago."

I was sitting on the floor playing games, and when I was distracted, Guan Ting jumped up and snatched my handle in surprise: "Hahahaha finally died, change me!"

I moved to the side, saw her choose "start over", and asked, "Why did you dump him?"

In the second semester of my junior year, I finally completed my double degree course, because I learned business English like Guan Ting, so I didn’t really worry about my graduation thesis—Guan Ting had long ago kindly gifted me a large stack of materials, and now I still have Stacked on the coffee table in the living room.In addition, the number of places and grade point rankings of the colleges and departments have been announced one after another, and I was lucky enough to occupy one, which finally made my parents who have been worrying about my professional employment feel proud.My mother was overjoyed at the fact that her Li family gave birth to a brilliant graduate student, and she visited all the temples in the city; my father slapped his head and took me on a business trip to Hong Kong for the first time.

Originally, I asked my mother to go too, but she always said that she was suffocated in the house and became a lunatic, and she couldn't die when the end came; The phone is almost always on.

I had just found a seat when I got the last call.Xuan He, who was sent to the airport, was lucky enough to stick to my dad all the way, shouting excitedly: "Dad, here is the seat!"

I covered the microphone and let it go after a while: "Mom, I'm on the plane, I'll tell you when I get there."

"Okay, okay, you must pay attention to your own safety. You are such an adult, don't worry me."

Xuan He was lucky to fly for the first time, even though she hadn't taken off yet, she was so excited that she kept lying on the small window and looking out.My dad said several times to sit down, but she pretended not to hear, so he had to lean over and fasten her seat belt for her.

I was sitting in the row in front of them, and next to me was a businessman in a suit and leather shoes, and the keyboard of his laptop was beeping non-stop.I asked the stewardess to ask for a blanket, and the cabin echoed with the buzzing noise like a swarm of insects, and sleepiness flooded my head after a while.Waking up in the weightlessness of take-off, I realized that I had fallen asleep within ten minutes, like in a thick fog, I seemed to hear Xuan Hexing trying to suppress the surprise voice, whispering: "Dad , I want to buy a present for my mother to take home."

"So sensible? What do you want to buy?"

"I have not decided yet."

"Good boy. Now I'm thinking about my parents, I've grown up. Was it taught by the teacher?..."

The seat shook with the plane, and sleepy ripples fled around in a panic. Only then did I react slowly, they were talking about another woman.

I suddenly thought of returning home during the winter vacation at the beginning of the year, and going to visit his mother's grave with Mr. Meng.I am ashamed to say that my aunt treated me very well in the past, but that was the first time I went to see her.Aunt Let's tomb was kept very clean, no weeds were seen around, and the paint on the stele was not peeled off at all, which stood out among the pile of grass graves that no one cared about.Mr. Meng explained that it was because his father often came to take care of him, and the lacquer for the lettering was also patched up as it fell.

I was a little moved when I heard it, and said: "I didn't see that Uncle Meng is so careful."

Mr. Meng brushed off a thin layer of snow on the stele, and said calmly: "The dead are easier to serve than the living."

I chewed this sentence, and for no reason, I grew a late and redundant seedling of desolation for my mother.This emotion is like a disgusting cold leaf falling on the surface of a clear pond, shattering all fantasies about the prosperity of spring and summer.The sun was shining brightly outside the window, and the diamond watch on the wrist of the man sitting next to him was shining with jewels, and his eyes were full of broken edges and cold light.I turned my face away, and the dark shadow in the aisle suddenly hit me.

Shopping malls in Hong Kong are full of spenders, with pursed lips scrambling to swipe credit cards, and their eyeballs protruding slightly, like soft fish caught in the hot sun.The spotlights in all directions in the jewelry window dazzled people. My dad’s shadow was cast on a string of pearl necklaces, and the eyes reflected in the thick glass were extremely dim.

"What does your mother want?"

I shook my head as if I didn't know.

"Ask her what she wants." He handed me the phone, rubbing his empty fingers unnaturally.

It was an unhappy start.

How did my mother know that Xuan He was lucky to be here? I couldn't figure it out.However, her scolding has already passed through the receiver, like a fire on a dry summer night, crackling and destroying everything.Xuan Hexing stared at me suspiciously, and even the shopping guide sister Hong Kong, who opened the order with papers flying around, cast a glance at her in her busy schedule.

"He Yujun, let me ask you, are you a dead person? Ah? Someone shit on your mother's head, and you still help lead the way, right? My mother doesn't go to work, and she has worked so hard to serve you to such an age, do you still have a conscience? ?You didn’t study well when you were young, and you didn’t know how to discuss such a big matter as the college entrance examination score and filling in your volunteers. What are you doing, are you still kneeling down to beg you?"

"Mom, don't say it so harshly. I didn't know that Dad brought her here too..."

"You don't know? Don't you know who gave birth to you? You don't have long legs, do you? When you see the latrine, you don't know how to step on it when you come back? Are you a pig brain? You are just like your father. It’s nothing! Hong Kong is great, isn’t it? If I don’t call you, you won’t know how to call. It’s best for you and your father to die there, don’t come back!”

My hands are empty, the phone has been snatched away by my dad: "Hello."

My mother's voice came and went, he frowned, turned to Xuan Hexing, pointed at me, and walked outside the store.

"What's wrong with you? Let me tell you..."

— bored to death.

The Hong Kong lady at the counter was speaking Cantonese babbled fast, and a small paper knife stared at me coldly under the colorful paper sheets.There were people coming and going in the shop, Xuan He Xing seemed afraid of being squeezed out, he stuck close to me, as if he wanted to hold my hand but didn't dare.A young couple passed by us, and the girl brought a burst of fragrance. Xuan Hexing reluctantly stared at the milk tea in the girl's hand out of his sight.When I turned around and saw that I was looking at her, she shook her head, her soft hair fell down—because no one had braided it for her—and said, “Brother, are you angry?”

I didn't speak, she asked again in a low voice: "Did your mother say you were disobedient?"

"Brother, don't be angry, okay." This time the voice was smaller than last time.

"Do you want to drink milk tea? I'll take you to buy it." I asked.

As if flattered, she quietly took my hand: "I want to drink!"

I pushed open the glass door, and the cold air was instantly blown away by the 12 heat wave head-on.The sun is shining outside, the heat is hot, the men are sweating profusely, and the women are carrying bags with expensive brand logos, the smell of sweat is everywhere like iron nets, and the accent is different. For the first time, I was [-] years younger than me My [-]-year-old half-sister, my dad is nowhere to be seen, but I'm sure he must be in a corner having a hearty scolding with my mom.

This fucking life.

Before leaving, I bought a large roll of Leslie Cheung’s posters and two CDs—this was ordered by Guan Tingqian.I sent a text message to ask Mr. Meng what he wanted, and he said that he would get the same as what I bought. I said I bought several sets of Rosamund Kwan’s posters, but he never heard from him.

Guan Ting analyzed that he must be secretly jealous.I told her that Mr. Meng would definitely not be jealous of this kind of thing, because he knew that I would never be seen by Guan Zhilin in this life.Besides, how could I be willing to leave Mr. Meng and run away with others, I will definitely find a small villa to raise him.The small villa is best to be white, the kind with old magnolia trees and sweet-scented osmanthus trees in the yard.

Guan Ting praised me for having great ambitions.

I told Mr. Meng that if he had no other request, I would buy him the same poster as well.Just as the boss was about to wrap himself up and settle the score, the phone in his pocket vibrated suddenly.

"I want Qiu Shuzhen's poster."

So now, Qiu Shuzhen is pasted on the door of the bedroom where Mr. Meng lives, and Guan Zhilin is pasted on the outside.Guan Ting looked around for a while with his hips on his hips: "Are you a door god?"

I ignored her and continued playing games.

Guan Ting took out his wallet, looked at it, and said, "I'll treat you to dinner tonight, call my sisters, and let you get to know each other."

I giggled: "Just the female singer in the bar who has a room with you?"

"Go, go. We hit it off like old friends. We met each other late. It was too late and she had no place to sleep. I just accompanied her to the hotel." She hummed maliciously, "Do you think everyone is the same as you and Meng Qiansheng?"

"Meng Qiansheng did social practice a few weeks ago, lived in a dormitory, and didn't sleep here at all. We didn't even hold hands, so we were very innocent."

"Hey——" Guan Ting winked, "What has Meng Qiansheng been up to lately?"

"I don't know. I seem to be trading stocks with his brother Wei during the day and foreign exchange at night. Money begets money."

"Well, I guess they all study finance like this. The whole thing is a wild beast, and they can only get in and out. It seems that Boss Meng is the richest among us now. When your Boss Meng will come back, I can talk to my little one. Cheng said time."

I didn't even have time to look at the clock, so I said casually, "Hurry up."

"Then I'll go downstairs to buy a can of Coke." Guan Ting took his wallet, "I'll bring you what you want to drink."

"No, you buy yours."

She changed her shoes and went out, and the door closed with a bang.

A map has been opened, the plot has just finished, and the automatically saved subtitles have not yet returned. There are heavy footsteps coming from far and near in the stairwell outside the door, mixed with the sound of people talking loudly.I was wondering, just thinking that it was rare to hear someone barking their teeth and claws in this building, the voice was getting closer and clearer, it turned out to be like Guan Ting's voice.

"...Get lost! Do you dare to pester me again?"

I immediately returned the game to the menu, opened the door, and faced the back of Guanting's head.A burly man stood on the next step of the stairs at the door. His brown face was illuminated by the dim voice-activated light. It turned out to be Kong Yingguang.

Guan Ting looked back subconsciously, and he also saw me at the same time, the muscles on his face trembled slightly for a while, and rearranged into a calm look.Before he had time to speak, Guan Ting took the lead and said, "See you again!"

After speaking, she stepped into the room, the door was half closed, Kong Yingguang stepped forward, and stretched out her hand to block it, her movement of closing the door was forced to stop.Kong Yingguang was about to reach out to grab her, Guan Ting was startled, and let go of the hand holding the door, and she and I yelled in unison: "What are you doing!"

The voice-activated light that was about to go dark was brightened again with a "swish".

Kong Yingguang's cheek muscles bulged slightly, as if he was clenching his teeth: "Are you living with him?"

Guan Ting pressed his hand on the door again, and said with a sneer, "What's none of your business? We broke up last week, who do I like to be with now! Do you really think that the earth revolves around you?"

"You've been with him a long time ago, right? Are you kidding me? Don't you dare to explain it clearly to me today!"

I said: "You fucking sick take medicine, don't fucking bite people!"

His hands hanging on both sides suddenly clenched into fists, my eyelids twitched, I was afraid that he would just take care of Guan Ting, so I hurriedly pushed her to the back.Guan Ting took another step forward: "You bastard, you are here to open the door to receive customers and set up a memorial archway. Do you think I really don't know your big sisters? I have shit on my head, but I will fall into other people's arms." rub it!"

"Who told you that, huh? Which of your eyes saw me with a girl who is not clear, do you think they are all the same as you?"

"Are you wanting face or not? Dare to use my money to buy food, clothing and clothes for others, and ask me to help you find paper to wipe your mouth after eating shit?"

Kong Yingguang didn't answer her, but kept asking repeatedly: "Who told you? Who told you? Is it Meng Qiansheng? Is it him?"

Guan Ting ignored him and just told him to get out, and said the word "Get out" seven or eight times in a row. Kong Yingguang stepped into the door with one foot and grabbed her arm. She pulled her whole body behind her, with fingerprints on Guan Ting's wrists clearly visible, and she cursed in pain: "Fuck you!"

I got angry early, pushed him, and shoved him outside the door: "Who the hell let you in? Get out!"

"What are you doing!"

Mr. Meng's face suddenly appeared behind Kong Yingguang.No one heard the sound of him going upstairs, and the tense atmosphere in the arena fell silent for a moment.Mr. Meng glanced at Kong Yingguang: "What are you doing here? Didn't you break up with Guan Ting?"

"He came to find fault," I said.Guan Ting in the house had already pulled out his mobile phone and dialed 110. The content of what he said was clear, saying that someone had forcibly entered the house and committed violence. Mr. Meng called her, as if intending to stop him, and said to Kong Yingguang, "Get out of the way, I want to go in." .”

Guan Ting walked back to the door with his mobile phone in his hand, Kong Yingguang cursed "shameless bastard" and rushed downstairs.Looking at the empty stairs, she exhaled for a long time: "Dog thing."

Mr. Meng closed the door and asked, "What's going on?"

"I went to the canteen outside the community to buy drinks. I just met him and followed me all the way back." Guan Ting threw the phone back on the sofa and noticed my eyes. "110 hasn't been dialed yet. If he dares to come in, I'm sure Call the police. Fuck."

I turned off the game: "You stay away from him in the future, mad dog." Suddenly remembered, "He really uses your money..."

"I don't know, I guessed it." Guan Ting opened the can, "But he likes to ask me for money, here is three hundred, there is five hundred, I gave it a few times at the beginning, but later I didn't give it because I thought it was tricky. Damn, do you really think I am an ATM? The money of the nouveau riche is not blown by the wind."

Mr. Meng said: "I have to go back to the dormitory at night and bring all my things here. I have already vacated the bed in the dormitory. Are you going to have dinner?"

"Let's go!" Guan Ting took a big gulp of Coca-Cola, "It's bad luck to eat something good, I'll call Xiao Chen, we'll help you move things after dinner, and then go to the bar to listen to Xiao Chen sing, she Those who promised to treat guests to drink, you don't have to be polite, drink whatever is expensive."

I took a coat and said with a smile, "Upstart."

Guan Ting made a face at me.Mr. Meng put down the document bag, went into the kitchen and turned off the air valve, and waved to me: "Come on, I'm treating you."