To my dear Mr. Meng

"You drink too much."

The tip of my nose was a little itchy, so I turned away and rubbed it with my index finger.

"Haven't you heard... women, women's sixth sense is very accurate?" Guan Ting started to talk loudly again, "You really think I'm stupid."

I stopped talking.For a moment, I couldn't tell whether my ears were filled with the continuous sound of cicadas day and night, or the sharp tinnitus.

Guan Ting smiled: "I guessed it right?" He frowned again, "Really?"

It suddenly occurred to me that this afternoon, Kong Yingguang said that he helped Wang Yue match up and successfully dated a girl in the voluntary organization, and then teased Mr. Meng: "Old Meng, did you not contact the girl who studied geology and mining last time? Actually When I thought about it later, she was not very good, I met a business administration student the other day, she was very pretty, would you like to help you build a bridge?"

Wang Yue was surprised: "Meng Qiansheng didn't talk about his girlfriend?"

"Isn't there? There are a lot of girls chasing him, and Lao Meng has high vision, and no one is interested in him." Kong Yingguang slapped his legs and joked, "I probably have to wait for a fairy to fall from the sky to match him."

Wang Yue was amused, turned his face and said to me: "No wonder you two are brothers, and you both have the same picky eyes."

Mr. Meng didn't answer, and smiled at them both.I followed up with a half-smile and hey hey, and touched my fruit tea. Most of the ice cubes covered the glass with a layer of fine water droplets, which made people's bones ache from the cold.

I don't know where the courage came from, so I let out a muffled "hmm", looked up and saw Guan Ting's mouth wide open in surprise, and my heart sank again: "If you..."

"No, no," she grabbed my arm and said first, "I don't discriminate against gays and lesbians." She patted me on the shoulder, "Good, good job, a big step for mankind."

She was really drunk.

"Don't come here! We have something to whisper!"

She suddenly yelled behind me, and the young lovers in the shadows turned their heads one after another, and I turned back, and Mr. Meng, who was walking towards here, was stunned by her yell.

Guan Ting dragged me forward and staggered a few steps forward, and I coaxed me in a good voice: "Eldest sister, you're drunk, go back to sleep."

"Who said I was drunk?" Her eyes were as wide as cowbells. "I can still recite the text. Listen: 'Given that the scale of the down turn was so epochal, it should not be surprising that...'"

"Okay, okay. Ancestor, what else do you want to say?"

She chuckled: "You gossip with Meng Qiansheng."

"Where is the gossip?"

"Then, let me ask Meng Qiansheng myself, he is more honest than you."

She made a gesture to yell, but I quickly stopped her: "Why didn't I realize that you are also drunk."

"I'm not drunk." She patted her chest, "Look, I didn't take off my clothes."

I grabbed her hand, afraid that she would really run naked in the next second.

"Be honest with my sister, when did you, when did you change from friends to that...a couple?"

I thought I would be hesitant, but I actually said it quickly: "Second year of high school, before the third year of high school."

"I @*%#..." Guan Ting seemed to be swearing, but I didn't hear it clearly. She shook her head a few times, and forced a normal expression of disbelief on her slack-eyed face, "You guys are doing secret work. If you can do it well, then I, haven't I been a light bulb for several years?"

I changed the subject: "When did you know?"

"Just today." She said with a smile, "Is it unexpected? I... I just sat there, listening to the two of you talking, and I found that Meng Qiansheng was looking at you all the time, and then my mind suddenly 'popped'—" She waved her hand, Almost slapped me, "I thought of it as soon as I had a flash of inspiration."

"..."

"No, no, I'm going to vomit again..." Guan Ting coughed twice, pushed me away and walked towards the door of the dormitory, "I, I'm going back."

"Slow down." I said.

"good night!"

She turned her head, waved her hand at the lamppost beside me, and smiled brightly.

Mr. Meng stood under the street lamp at the intersection, smiled at me and said, "Is she drunk?"

I was so guilty that I didn't dare to look directly at him, and nodded to the shadow on the ground.We walked in silence, and it was almost eleven o'clock, and people on the road were far away to see one. Mr. Meng was very close, and his shoulder touched mine from time to time, stepping on some mysterious rhythm, like some kind of activity. thing's heartbeat.

I swallowed, suddenly became nervous, and called him.

"Huh?" He responded casually.

"...Guan Ting knows."

He didn't understand for a while, and looked at me suspiciously for a long time, then suddenly realized what I was talking about, and his expression moved slightly.

"Did you tell her?"

"No, she asked me."

After walking for a long time in silence, Mr. Meng said: "I think she should have found out for a while, maybe because she was drunk today, so she didn't keep her mouth shut."

His tone was calm, not angry.I was a little surprised: "How do you know? She asked you?"

"It doesn't count. It happened a long time ago. At that time, she was not with Kong Yingguang. Once we met in the cafeteria and had a meal together, she suddenly asked me, if you were a girl, would I will like you."

His face suddenly burned, probably because the night wind was too hot.I retorted: "How do I look like a girl?"

He put one hand over, gently squeezed my neck with his elbow, and said with a smile: "That's not the point. Don't always treat Guan Ting as a buddy, she is very thoughtful."

"Maybe she's just asking casually...I'll stop calling myself in time." I sighed, "I'm sorry, I should have asked for your permission first."

"What are you doing when you say sorry, and you didn't make a mistake."

The heat of his palm was burned on my back shoulder through the clothes, and I went all the way back to the door of his dormitory.When he let go, I couldn't help asking: "Do you think girls are better?"

Mr. Meng froze in place.

"...I mean, you haven't been with a girl before, will you..." The more I said, the faster I lost my confidence. I wanted to peek at his expression, but we were standing in the shadow, unable to see anything Really, in the end I couldn't hear myself.

He seemed to laugh: "You drank too much too? Say this suddenly."

My mouth was so dry that I couldn't answer a word.

"What Kong Yingguang said this afternoon made you unhappy?"

The fluorescent lights in the dormitory building were suddenly brightly lit, and the dormitory uncle appeared by the door with his slippers on, yawning and shaking his cattail fan.

"No, no." I swallowed to relieve the thirst in my throat after drinking, "It's too late, I'm going back. Good night."

Mr. Meng suddenly reached out and grabbed my T-shirt: "You will not be able to enter the dormitory door when you go back. Sleep in my dormitory."

"No no no—no way!"

He dragged me to the dormitory like a sack, and I almost stumbled.The old housekeeper stood by the door, as if watching a monkey show, and yelled in a voice full of dry smoke: "Can you come in? If you want to come in, hurry up! I'm going to lock the door."

"Why not?" He laughed like a big purring cat, his voice was muffled in his throat, "Who used to come to sleep with me every day with a pillow in my arms?"

"Stop talking nonsense! I don't go to your house every day to find you! And it's all been so many years ago!"

Mr. Meng stepped into the door with one foot, I grabbed the door frame and didn't let go, he was suddenly pushed back by the force, turned around and hit me in the face.There was a sharp pain in my nose, and tears rushed into my eyes. I subconsciously covered it with my hands, and I was dragged into the dormitory gate.The dormitory uncle frowned and yelled what it was like. Mr. Meng explained with a smile that I was drunk. The uncle slapped a fan in front of my nose a few times with a sad expression, feeling disgusted.

"He reeks of alcohol! Today's college students are really, hey!"

What hit my nose just now was vaguely Mr. Meng's collarbone.

A slight warmth rises from the neckline and rushes into the nose, and there is still a vague fragrance—maybe it is washing powder or soap, I guess it is lemony.The high temperature and sweat of the skin in summer made these vague aromas steam up and become more intense, so that I was drowsy. A corner of my brain that was ashamed to show people suddenly opened the gate, and the ferocious beast locked in the cage Get out of trouble, patrol around, arch up and down like burning.

Mr. Meng stopped in front of Gate 402, and I was caught off guard and bumped into his back.He pressed my waist back with his back, and reached into his trousers pocket with his right hand to find the keys. The corridor was quiet, so I blew behind his ear while I was talking: "Aren't your roommates here?"

"Well, I went to play mahjong all night."

While talking, he pushed open the door, and it was really dark inside, and the incandescent lamp in the corridor only illuminated a large square brick under our feet.I kicked the door shut, Mr. Meng touched the light switch on the wall with one hand, and pushed me with the other. In order to prevent him from tearing me off my back, I simply strangled his neck with both hands from back to front.

"He Badger, don't make trouble." He was strangled and coughed twice, and turned on the light, and a bright light suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

The bathroom has been closed long ago. Fortunately, each dormitory is used to preparing several boiled water bottles of hot water, mixed with cold water, which is just enough for a shower in this season.I finished washing first, and checked the other five beds one by one, but I couldn't lie on them all.Moreover, without the consent of others, it is impossible to sleep in other people's beds without authorization.

After packing up, Mr. Meng found me sitting on the corner of the table in a daze, and asked, "Why are you sitting here in a daze?"

I didn't pay attention to him, and he didn't care. Just as he walked to the door and was about to turn off the light, the light went off with a "snap", and the room was suddenly as dark as ink.

He pressed the switch and said, "Lie down on the bed and be careful not to touch your head."

I didn't move, he didn't seem to notice, passed by me, a breeze set off, and I grabbed him.

"what happened?"

The scene in front of me was still at the moment before the lights went out, a drop of water oozed from the end of his wet hair and slipped into the back collar of his T-shirt.It seemed to happen in a blink of an eye, but I clearly saw every sliding movement.

Like the first raindrop at the beginning of the birth of this world, it happened to fall on the poisonous flame of desire.I caught his face with perfect precision and bit the lip.

It is said that darkness can magnify people's senses. I didn't have a clear understanding of this. On the contrary, I felt very sorry that I couldn't see Mr. Meng's expression at the moment; The same viscous and restless liquid as darkness, so that Mr. Meng would willingly sit and wait to die in the sea of ​​desire.

I cover his hand on my leg and guide him up.

"Help me."

The breath on my face was hot, and he stretched out his hand towards me, like a snake hunting at night.