To my dear Mr. Meng

After the second semester of his sophomore year started, Mr. Meng went to the department office to print out his final report card, and found that his grade point dropped a little, and his final grade of last semester was ranked behind Kong Yingguang.

"Falling in love really affects learning."

he concluded.

Guiltyly biting the straw, I took a sip of the ice-cold sweet and sour fruit tea, and discussed, "Why don't you go back later?"

"Aren't you going to have a barbecue with Guan Ting tonight? It's still early, let's go back after a while." He glanced up at the wall clock in the store, noticed my expression, and smiled knowingly: "What are you thinking?"

"I'm afraid it will delay your study. Don't you want to keep the graduate school? The quota is so tight, if the grade point is not high enough——"

He didn't take it seriously: "In the final analysis, this kind of thing depends on your own self-consciousness, and you can't help it."

I choked: "...don't be so straightforward."

"Okay. I mean, you don't need to be afraid of delaying my time. After all, you have to combine work and rest." Mr. Meng changed his posture, half sitting and half leaning on the single seat, propping one side of his face comfortably with his hands , his eyes faltered on my face.

"What's wrong?" I touched my face subconsciously, "Is there something on your face?"

He propped himself up and approached, pressed his elbow on the armrest near me, and said in a low voice, "I want to kiss you."

I looked around, and the small round table was divided into a relatively hidden space by a large pot of green plants on the ground behind. Men and women chatted and laughed in low voices from behind the leaves of the green plants, and the girl behind the cashier ran into the curtain Behind, has not come out.After making sure no one heard what we were saying, I turned around and sat down again.Mr. Meng watched the whole process and smiled intriguingly. I was a little at a loss when he stared at me, so I pretended to be angry and said, "I'm still outside, and I'm not afraid of being heard."

The finger resting on the armrest lightly tapped: "Sit down."

Although reason held high the banner of refusal, the body still leaned over without any restraint: "When someone sees you later, let me see how you..."

The wind chime at the door rang "Lingling—" and I shrank back suddenly. Mr. Meng also straightened his upper body and looked out. After a long time, no one came to the cashier to order food, so he smiled and said, "Someone is leaving." gone."

I took a sip of fruit tea to suppress my shock, and just as I swallowed it, before I could speak, he leaned forward and kissed her.

Mr. Meng only kissed "once" in a serious manner, and left as soon as he touches water. Just after we separated, I couldn't help but press the back of his head, licked his lower lip, and drilled my tongue in, so he told me again. Stir in one place.

As soon as the footsteps sounded, the shadow of the person who came by had already landed on the table in the next second.We pushed each other away in a hurry, and I put on airs to pick up the cup, and Mr. Meng settled in the same place before he could look away.

"Huh, Meng Qiansheng?"

I almost choked my nose with a sip of the drink.Turning around, Kong Yingguang appeared next to Lu Zhi, and the people around him also met me face to face.

"Wang Yue?"

"He Yujun?"

Kong Yingguang's eyes flicked between the two of us: "Do you know each other?"

"This is my shop."

Wang Yue came to me and patted my shoulder.

Kong Yingguang smiled and said, "What a coincidence, Meng Qiansheng is my roommate. It just so happens that it's very hot outside, so let's squeeze together and sit together."

I moved the chair to Mr. Meng's side, my heart pounding, and I looked at him unconsciously.Mr. Meng returned a calm look, and calmly said to Kong Yingguang: "Didn't you go to an event today?"

"That's right, get some kind of volunteer. It's so annoying, tell us to run in the sun for half a day to distribute leaflets, and everyone will be melted!" Kong Yingguang put the glass half filled with drink on the table, "You two What are you doing when you run out on a hot day?"

"Buy something." Mr. Meng said.

Wang Yue moved a chair and sat next to me: "You all know each other?"

"Meng Qiansheng is my friend. I met Kong Yingguang when I went to the University of International Trade to look for him."

Wang Yue suddenly realized: "It turns out that your friend at the University of International Business and Economics is Kong Yingguang's roommate. You didn't tell us your name before, and I never knew."

I asked, "How did you two know each other?"

"Hey, Kong Yingguang and I are both in the volunteer organization for college students. We often hold activities together, so we met." Seeing my surprise, he joked, "I can't tell that Kong Yingguang is still a person who can volunteer, right? ?”

Kong Yingguang gave him a slap in the face, laughed and cursed: "Stop discrediting me here!" Then he smiled at me savagely, "Everyone understands, for the convenience of awarding and the like."

Wang Yue seemed to have a good relationship with him, and made jokes with him from time to time, which made everyone laugh from ear to ear. Kong Yingguang laughed and pretended to beat him up.

While chatting, seeing that it was almost dinner time, Kong Yingguang asked everyone to have dinner together, but Mr. Meng declined.I heard that he and Guan Ting were in a cold war recently, so we couldn't say that we had an appointment with Guan Ting, so we found another excuse and went back to the University of International Business and Economics by car.

After Guan Ting took the major-changing exam in his freshman year, he finally got rid of the hardships of philosophy and transferred to business English under the outer courtyard.As long as the majors related to business are the strengths of the University of International Business and Economics, it is said that there is no precedent for turning an unpopular major into a strong major, but Guan Ting's father, who has great powers, forcibly established this precedent.

The high temperature outside gradually dropped. Although the ground was still hot enough to fry eggs, the evening wind blew, after all, it felt somewhat refreshingly cool.Huoshaoyun spread out nearly half of the sky, golden red, orange red, rouge, dark purple, grape gray, the colors change rapidly, colorful and complicated, each cloud has half of the bergamot yellow gold edge, as if ready to pour gold soup on people at any time.The path we took led to the west back gate of the University of International Trade, and we didn’t see many people along the way, only a young couple walking far ahead, and two girls in long skirts in front.

Mr. Meng didn't speak. I watched it a few times, but I couldn't tell what he was thinking from his expression.Seeing that there was no one behind, I boldly touched the hand next to me, but he didn't respond, I stretched out my hand to hook his fingers, and he finally turned his head to look over.

"what happened?"

I gave a "tsk", wondering why he suddenly lost his mind: "Give me a hand."

Glancing at the empty street behind him, he heard the playful cries of a young couple in front, and he teased, "Now you're not afraid of being seen outside."

This man really holds a grudge.I was a little bit embarrassed: "Forget it."

"Who said no more."

He took my hand.The palm of my hand was as hot as charcoal, and I became a hydrogen balloon without long legs. If it wasn't for being held by him, I would have flown to the sky long ago.

"Don't make trouble."

Mr. Meng flicked my wrist lightly, and suddenly said this.When I came back to my senses, I realized that my fingertips had been scratching back and forth in his palm.His hands are long, the palms are thinner, and the undulating knuckles on the back of his hands are more distinct, which seems a bit inhuman and cold.I was suddenly distracted, clasped his fingers tightly, leaned my head closer, and blew into the thin ears.

Mr. Meng glared at me.

The little thoughts in my mind disappeared, and I said with a stiff neck, "Stingy."

He ignored me.

After walking for a while, he suddenly tightened his grip on my hand and asked, "What do you want to say?"

My heart skipped a beat, but I didn't realize where I had leaked the secret, so I quickly shook my head: "No."

He said suspiciously: "It seems that you want to say something to me."

"Guess wrong, nothing."

I quickly turned around and turned to the other side.

Mr. Meng first went to the library to find his senior brother to get the books he needed. There was still some way to the girls’ dormitory, and Guan Ting was waving at us from a distance.

"Why did you come here! Treat yourself late!"

"Okay, okay, treat." I said, I really have nothing to do with this ancestor.

The Sihua Road between the University of International Trade and the National Chengchi University is overcrowded all year round. Internet cafes, small bars, bookstores, billiard rooms, barbecue stalls, food stalls, small restaurants, etc. are all available. At night, both sides of the street are full of itinerant vendors. The place allows people to settle down.

Guan Ting knew every shop like the palm of his hand, like a local snake, he led us to a barbecue stall with a thriving business, and sat down at a slightly clean table.She was never polite with us, clacking for a single dish and urging the boss to bring six bottles of cold beer.

Before Mr. Meng could speak, she made a "stop" gesture: "Here, this bottle is for you. He Yujun and I will each have two and a half bottles."

I argued, "Why should I drink two and a half bottles?"

Mr. Meng also said: "Drink less."

"Okay, okay, I have three bottles, you have two bottles. Meng Qiansheng, why are you like our father?" Guan Ting took back the third bottle in front of me, curled his lips, and blew directly on the bottle, "Come on, come on! One first."

Guan Ting was in a bad mood today, the skewers hadn't been baked yet, and he had already drunk half of the wine.She first scolded Kong Yingguang as an introductory poem, and she was addicted to her mouth, and her mood improved a lot. By the time the barbecue was served, two and a half bottles of beer had already evaporated in her stomach.She may have gotten a little dizzy from drinking, she kept talking, she finished talking about the fun things in the student union, and then started to gossip about her roommate and the girls in the outer courtyard, and how she killed everyone in the quarrel with them—— To be honest, some words don't make me feel comfortable.

Guan Ting tore the eggplant into strips with chopsticks, and slowly said that she found out that she was alienated by girls in the same class after a sleeper night talk that often happened in the girls' dormitory.

She is used to being careless, and when she realizes later, it is too late, and her roommates are reluctant to have a close friendship with this "casual girl who has had four or five boyfriends". There were also rumors that she relied on her money to set foot on several boats.

What is unbelievable is that Mr. Meng is actually among the catching boats.Guan Ting laughed out loud at this point, I was at a loss, Mr. Meng seemed a little helpless, poured the last bit of wine into his glass, put the empty wine bottle by the foot of the table, and pushed Guan Ting's brains to her before.

"These people are boring too," he said.

Guan Ting slapped the table, causing the cup to jump wildly, yelling "Meng Qiansheng, who knows me".

I don't know what Guan Ting looks like in the eyes of other girls, but I have always regarded her as a friend that I can confide in, even if this girl occasionally lacks a thread in her mind.

Her parents' marriage is not happy, but it's better than my family's. Guan Ting's personality puts me in the mud even more, except that she seems to be a little lacking in love.Just like a chronically hungry person can't get enough of fish and meat, she is very keen on falling in love.

I see nothing wrong with that.Everyone who chooses is out of his own liking, this sincerity is more precious than anything else, and precious things are always precious, there is absolutely no reason to give more times to be cheap.You can love cats and dogs of different breeds, and you can love flowers, trees, and sunlight at the same time. No one will question that you are lying, and no one will say that you are not chaste. So what is wrong with loving more people?

To truly love when you love someone, and to say goodbye gracefully when you can no longer be with me, I think this is already a rare consummation.

Finally, all the wine bottles were empty. Mr. Meng picked up the book and asked the boss to settle the accounts. I brought up a bunch of empty bottles from under the table, seven, eight, nine... counting and found myself a little dizzy.Guan Ting was still talking about Kong Yingguang, and I was out of my wits, so I joked: "Men are not good things, be careful of being cheated of money and sex."

Guan Ting nodded in agreement, saying that Aiqing was right.Suddenly something hit the back of my head lightly. I squinted my eyes and turned my head to see that Mr. Meng was standing behind me to settle accounts with the boss. The book in his hand was rolled into a tube and was hanging behind my head.

He glanced at me: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Guan Ting burped and said that Meng Qiansheng is still reliable, otherwise I will chase Meng Qiansheng.My dizzy head suddenly woke up, and I kept yelling "No", which made Guan Ting's slack eyes clear again. Before I could realize what I shouted, I was hit on the head again: "He Badger."

After thinking about it, I broke out in a sweat and quickly changed my words: "No, no, I mean..."

"I'm telling the truth." Guan Ting interrupted me, stood up staggeringly, Mr. Meng helped her stand still, "You two, I always feel like we are with women, girls, and want to... It’s strange to fall in love with anyone of you, hiccup. Like, like a sister.” After finishing speaking, he patted my shoulder and said proudly, “Good sister!”

Fortunately, he was very drunk.I breathed a sigh of relief, a false alarm.

I stole a glance at Mr. Meng, but he didn't look at me. He wholeheartedly wanted Guan Ting to walk in a straight line, but all failed.Guan Ting took one step and took three steps back, and finally reached the downstairs of the girls' dormitory. I was concentrating on helping her to see the way, when I suddenly heard someone call "Meng Qiansheng".

Three or five girls came from another road, and they seemed to have just returned from playing. They were all very beautiful, and they were probably Mr. Meng's classmates.Mr. Meng stopped to talk to them, and Guan Ting said she felt sick, so I didn't dare to wait, so I quickly took her to the dormitory first.

There are many mandarin ducks perched under the trees outside the dormitory, and I help Guan Ting to the side where there are few people, and let her lean on the lamppost to breathe.

"Still want to throw up?"

"Not anymore."

I saw that her expression seemed to be a little more sober, and her articulate words became clearer, and she said, "Then you should go back and rest early."

Guan Ting suddenly asked: "Did your dad tell me about my parents recently?"

"No." I said unexpectedly, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." She shook her head and frowned. She didn't know whether it was because of discomfort or something. "My dad has been acting weird recently." She sighed, "Maybe it's because they are going to divorce."

"Your parents are getting divorced?"

"Yeah, I'm not talking about it this time." She smirked a bit, "They've been separated for a long time, sooner or later."

"Hey, actually..."

Before I could decide what to say to comfort her, she said first, "It's nothing, if you're mentally prepared, it's no big deal."

I nodded.

Guan Ting hiccupped again and patted his chest: "I-I want to ask you something."

"what?"

"You promise me first, you will not be angry."

My eyelids twitched for no reason: "What's the matter, tell me."

"Are you and Meng Qiansheng..."

I heard my heart beating wildly, and suspected that I had heard it wrong.

"What did you say?"

Guan Ting secretly watched my face, and carefully said each word: "Are you and Meng Qiansheng in a relationship?"