like the abyss

Lu Yuan never saw Zuo Li again.Zuo Li left very simply. The next morning after the call, he handed in the manuscript, which was written in Lu Yuan's name. He packed his things and left the office at noon.When Lu Yuan held the topic selection meeting a week later, he heard from the editor-in-chief that Zuo Li had left, so he nodded his head to show that he knew.

He couldn't call Zuo Li, he had to reserve a bit of dignity for this middle-aged man who had failed in life, betrayed and escaped from his ideals.

Lu Yuan thought, this is the real escape.

Many people left the agency, so the editor-in-chief recruited a few newcomers.At the end of the topic selection meeting, the editor-in-chief assigned the newcomers to several old people.

Lu Yuan returned to his seat with the child assigned to him.After motioning for the child to move a chair and sit down, Lu Yuan casually sorted out the documents on the desktop.Opposite is the left standing position, which has been emptied now, and there are only two dusty papers on the table.Lu Yuan stacked up the things in his hands and pushed them aside, the child had already sat down.

Lu Yuan turned his chair and looked at him.Very young, short cut, no glasses, bright eyes.

Lu Yuan thought about what Zuo Li did back then, and felt that it was not suitable for him, so he cut to the chase, "What's the name?"

It is probably because he is young, and children are not too nervous, "Hello, Teacher Lu, I have read your article. My name is Shen, Shen Zening, graduated from the Journalism Department of X University, and I am 23 this year."

Lu Yuan smiled, "Zening? Or Xiao Shen?"

Shen Zening also laughed, "Just call him Zening."

Lu Yuan asked, "Has the administration arranged seats for you?"

Shen Zening scratched his head, a little embarrassed, "The administrative teacher said that I can sit in any vacant seat. I didn't choose it. I want to wait for the teacher to listen to the teacher's arrangement."

Lu Yuan stood up and crossed the computer to pick up the two pieces of paper on the left table, "Then you can sit here."

Shen Zening responded, and sat across from her with her bag in her arms.

Lu Yuan watched him take things out of his bag, "I'm not often in the office, you have my contact information, call me if you need anything. I read your question just now, you can do it, you write it first, I'll finish it and you can do it again." Submission."

Shen Zening nodded solemnly.

Lu Yuan thought the child was innocent and cute, "You don't need to be so serious, and you don't need to call him teacher, just call him Lu Yuan."

Shen Zening opened his mouth, but didn't cry out, his face flushed red.Lu Yuan teased him a few more words, put on his coat, greeted the editor-in-chief, and left the office.Before he came out in the morning, he agreed with Qin Suzheng to take him to remove the stitches today, but he didn't expect that there was a newcomer today, and he was delayed with Shen Zening for a while.Afraid of traffic jams, Lu Yuan simply got on the expressway around the city.

Qin Suzheng has become more and more comfortable living in his house in the past few days. Relying on his hand injury, the character set has all the way collapsed from a boss to a problem child.Qin Suzheng lived in his place, and Lu Yuan couldn't cope with the three meals a day like before, so he had to order supplementary meals from the private restaurant every day.After eating regularly with Qin Suzheng for a week, a little flesh grew on his waist.Qin Suzheng was so angry that he couldn't sleep at night, so he rubbed his waist and pushed him against him.Lu Yuan was overwhelmed by the disturbance and was afraid of touching his wound, so he didn't dare to let him do it, so he could only help him with his hands.Qin Suzheng was still not satisfied. When Lu Yuan helped him, his eyes were fierce, as if he wanted to eat people.

After leaving the hospital, Qin Suzheng's assistant called.Qin Suzheng skipped a week's shift, which is too much even for the boss.When Lu Yuan heard a long series of machine-gunned words on the phone, Qin Suzheng frowned in disgust.

Lu Yuan sent Qin Suzheng to the company, but Qin Suzheng dawdled and refused to get off the car.Lu Yuan unbuckled his seat belt and went sideways to open the car door on his side. He hugged him by the waist and stuffed it into his arms.

Lu Yuan followed his strength and fell on him, his chin just hit the hollow of his shoulder.The warm wind was blowing enough, and his exposed neck was hot and hot.Lu Yuan was scalded by the temperature, and put his hands on his chest to struggle out.Qin Suzheng added some strength to his hands, and hugged Lu Yuan in his arms, like hugging a cat, and rubbed his chin on top of his head.

Lu Yuan's hair is very thin, cool like some kind of textured fabric.Lu Yuan was so flustered by his rubbing that he opened his mouth to protest with him, but his lips just brushed against the side of his neck.

He felt the person holding him stiffen.Suddenly a hand clasped his chin, and the next moment, Qin Suzheng turned his head and kissed him.

Lu Yuan couldn't tell what kind of emotion this kiss carried.Qin Suzheng's strength was too great, as if he was about to bite him into pieces and swallow him, his cheeks were sore from being poked by Qin Suzheng's tall nose.But he didn't want to run away.He gained an indescribable and huge sense of security from this vicious kiss.This kind of experience of being desired by others is so subtle that Lu Yuan even felt that if Qin Suzheng wanted to bite open his veins and suck his blood at this moment, he would be willing to do so.

Fortunately, Qin Suzheng is not a vampire.He withdrew from Lu Yuan's mouth, bit his slightly swollen lips restrainedly, pressed his forehead against Lu Yuan's forehead, smiled contentedly, and reminded him, "You can breathe now."

Lu Yuan leaned back on the chair in a daze, his lips were bright red after being sucked, and moist.He doesn't know how to kiss, doesn't know how to adjust his breathing, the corners of his eyes are red, and he looks at Qin Suzheng in a daze, as if he doesn't know the danger.

Qin Suzheng sighed slightly, sat up straight, covered Lu Yuan's eyes with his hand, and leaned down to kiss his lips, "I'll go home at night."

Lu Yuan nodded, his eyelashes brushed against his palm.

Qin Suzheng was afraid that he would not be able to get out of the car if he dawdled, so he let go of his hand and stopped looking at him, and went upstairs with the assistant waiting by the elevator.

Seeing Qin Suzheng locked behind the elevator door, Lu Yuan finally came to his senses.He buried his head on the steering wheel for a while before pulling himself together and driving the car home.

The house is very tidy, never tidy.All the things Lu Yuan brought out from the Lu family were locked in the study, and he could only read and play games on the sofa and carpet in the living room.He lives alone, as long as he has things in his hand, he doesn't need to tidy up, so there is always a mess around the sofa and coffee table.Qin Suzheng seems to have high requirements for this aspect. Every night Lu Yuan makes the living room into a mess, and when he wakes up in the morning, it becomes like a model room for display.Lu Yuan always suspects that he has an OCD attack, and intends to let him do as the Romans do.Lu Yuan confronted him, Qin Suzheng was not annoyed, he just got up in the morning and tidied up lightly, and then made breakfast to wake Lu Yuan up.

It's almost dinner time.Lu Yuan flipped through the game disk and played for a while, feeling that the room was scary empty.Qin Suzheng hasn't returned yet, and the takeaway has arrived.Lu Yuan didn't eat first, put the takeaway on the dinner plate, sat back on the carpet, played games and waited for him.

The feel is very bad, and I have read countless saves for a small level.Lu Yuan threw the handle away, shook off the sofa blanket and wrapped it around his body.He didn't want to turn on the lights, so he lay on the sofa and watched the sky slowly turn from blue to black, and the street lights lit up one by one from a distance.

The floor-to-ceiling windows are facing the only road in the community.

Qin Suzheng didn't drive, how would he come back?Thinking this way, Lu Yuan unlocked the phone and took a look, but there was no news.

He didn't know what he was waiting for.If you can't come back, there must be something wrong, and it's too self-indulgent to ask based on the sentence "I'll be back at night" in the car at noon.What's more, in what capacity did he ask?friends with benefits?friend?Or boyfriend?

Feeling cold, he got up from the carpet and curled up on the sofa.

Lu Yuan said to himself, I am not waiting for him.I just don't want to move.