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it's getting dark.The car was already on the road, so it was not easy for Lu Yuan to pull over.He positioned the car navigation to the hospital, thinking about what happened just now.

Sister Li said that the boss has more than a dozen thugs under his command, so the number of Loufeng under his management will only be more.The man in the leather jacket said "not to follow the boss", then he is at most just a little boss with a say.Does the boss that Sister Li mentioned mean the man in the leather jacket?Will she ever see higher levels of management?If the boss mentioned by Li Jie refers to the man in leather clothes, how many men in leather clothes have such management under the boss of the man in leather clothes?Who was he on the phone with?How could the other party find out that he was not a policeman so quickly?Was the police bribed internally?Lu Yuan noticed that the man in leather clothes used dialect when instructing his subordinates. Is this organization a foreign group?And...how did Qin Suzheng come?

Lu Yuan distractedly glanced at Qin Suzheng on the co-pilot.

Qin Suzheng was adjusting the co-pilot's seat.Zuo Li is only 1.7 meters long, and he doesn't know how to drive. The co-pilot of Lu Yuan's SUV can be regarded as his special seat for running the scene.It was obvious that Qin Suzheng's long legs couldn't be accommodated in Zuoli's comfortable position. Qin Suzheng adjusted his back and finally straightened his legs.

Only then did Lu Yuan see that he was not wearing a coat.Turn up the heater, and while waiting for the red light, touch the down jacket from the back seat and throw it on Qin Suzheng.

Qin Suzheng untied his tie and tied it on his arm to stop the bleeding. He couldn't use his strength with one hand, so he had to bite the other end with his teeth. Seeing Lu Yuan throwing his clothes over, he raised his eyes to look at Lu Yuan.Blood was smeared on his face, and he looked a little fierce.

Lu Yuan was stunned by his eyes, turned back to look at the red light, and asked him, "How do you know I'm here?"

Qin Suzheng let go of the knot: "You called me." After thinking for a while, before Lu Yuan could ask, "I heard that you mentioned Haitang Garden on the phone with your colleagues yesterday."

Just as Lu Yuan was about to speak, Zuo Li's phone came in: "Xiao Lu! How are you doing! I couldn't get through the phone just now, I thought something happened to you!"

At the end of the red light, Lu Yuan thought that something had happened, and the reason why he couldn't get through was because he didn't call you and called Qin Suzheng.Turn left according to the direction of the navigation: "I'm fine, the recording is automatically uploaded, you sort it out first, I'll contact you later."

Hearing the voice of the navigation, Zuo Li felt relieved: "Then drive first, don't rush to contact me."

Qin Suzheng held Lu Yuan's coat in his hand and watched Lu Yuan drive.Lu Yuan took off his jacket and left it in the car for the convenience of running, and only wore a dark gray hooded sweater.No wonder he thought the garage was cold, Qin Suzheng thought.

Lu Yuan drove very fast. He parked the car at the entrance of the emergency room and asked Qin Suzheng to go in and get bandaged.

He parked the car and came back, only to see Qin Suzheng waiting for him at the door of the emergency room.Seeing him coming, Qin Suzheng handed him the coat in his hand and motioned him to put it on.

Lu Yuan didn't answer.I thought what the hell is going on if the wounded don't wear it.

Qin Suzheng seemed to be able to read minds, and raised his injured hand: "It's not easy to wear."

Lu Yuan had no choice but to take it, without wearing it, hugged it in his arms, took Qin Suzheng's other arm and walked in.

The nurse led Qin Suzheng to the consultation room to treat the wound and tetanus, and Lu Yuan took the bill to pay the fee.There was no queue at the payment office, Lu Yuan finished the formalities, and instead of going to the consultation room, he stood at the window in the corridor and lit a cigarette.

It should be stitches, Lu Yuan thought, with so much blood, half of his sleeves were wet.What exactly does Qin Suzheng want?Lu Yuan asked himself, relying on the friendship he had slept with for two nights, if he was asked to block the knife for the other party, he would absolutely refuse, even if the other party was Wu Yanzu.It's even more impossible because of his scumbag father, who in their circle doesn't know that Lu Yuan has nothing to do with the Lu family except for his surname Lu.It is impossible for Qin Suzheng to work so hard on every friend with sex, cooking and washing dishes and blocking knives.Then what does he have that deserves Qin Suzheng's investment?Could it be that Qin Suzheng really fell asleep and couldn't forget it?The more Lu Yuan thought about it, the more Qin Suzheng in his mind became [This damn woman tastes so sweet.JPG].

Put out the cigarette in your hand on the stone rice, and go to the consulting room to visit the emoji himself.Qin Suzheng's wound was close to the palm, and the nurse cut off the lower half of the sleeve from the elbow.The strong forearm was covered with a thick bandage.Lu Yuan saw the fine sweat on Qin Suzheng's forehead, and handed him the tissue in the pocket of the sweater. After thinking about it, he was afraid that he would catch a cold when he went out, so he put the coat in his hand on his shoulder, and the left sleeve was under the injured left arm. Take it out, pull over the right sleeve, and tie a knot at the chest.

Qin Suzheng stretched his arms open, dumbfounded.The doctor came in with the prescribed medicine and handed it to Lu Yuan who was standing beside him: "Family? I brought the medicine and I will teach you how to use it. Do you know where to get it?"

Lu Yuan nodded.After taking a large bag of medicine and gauze, Qin Suzheng was still sitting on the bed in the consultation room. The nurse was cleaning up the used utensils and asked him, "Is that your brother?"

With his back to the door, Qin Suzheng didn't see Lu Yuan coming in, so he raised one foot to make it easier for the nurse to clean: "Well, I'm his brother."

Lu Yuan was stunned at the door.

He remembered when his mother had just died.

He didn't shed tears at his mother's hospital bed, he didn't shed tears at the funeral, but on the night after the memorial service, after waking up from a nightmare, he couldn't breathe.He was still young at that time, and he couldn't figure out why he was different from other children, Bai Ru'an, and why his parents didn't love him.It's not that he didn't please his mother and Lu Jiming. He acted like a baby in front of his mother and showed Lu Jiming his No.1 report card.What's the use?He looks so much like Lu Jiming that his mother went crazy at the first sight of him; the full score report card was randomly thrown on the coffee table, and Lu Jiming would only go to Bai Ruan's parent meeting downstairs.

So at the time when he was in the second grade and the most broken, he fantasized that he had an older brother.My brother is very good, he will rub Lu Yuan's head when he gets full marks in the exam; he will stand in front of him and protect him when he is reprimanded by Lu Jiming not to respect Aunt Bai; he will change a cold handkerchief for him when he is sick and has a fever ——And when he woke up and saw Bai Ruan who was dozing off instead of his brother, his heart was terribly cold.

He has no reason to hate Bai Ruan, Bai Ruan is so nice, but he can't control his jealousy.He thought, why is Bai Ru'an so lucky, his parents love him, his teachers and classmates like him, and even people who have only met him once would lovingly touch his face and rub his hair.Lu Yuan felt that he was really bad, and he viciously wanted to steal something from Bai Ru'an.He secretly put Qin Suzheng's face on his brother in his heart - he didn't know his name, so he could only call him brother as before.Hiding in the quilt every night, he wants his brother to coax him to sleep, and wants him to promise that he only likes himself and dislikes Bai Ru'an, and that he only wants to be his brother.So every night, he fell asleep with the satisfaction of winning Bai Ruan and the false love, and exchanged self-deception for a stable dream.

When he got older, Lu Yuan finally understood what cannot be forced.He hid his brother in a place he didn't want to remember, and persuaded himself to accept the reality and accept Bai Ru'an.He frankly accepted the fact that Bai Ru'an was likable, and became one of the people who loved him.He tried his best to learn how his imaginary brother treated Bai Ruan the same way he treated him. He felt guilty towards Bai Ruan because he had snatched his brother away in his imagination.

Qin Suzheng said just now, "I am his brother."

The hidden memory was revealed, and the face of the teenage Qin Suzheng overlapped with the current face, and infinite grievances suddenly surged in Lu Yuan's heart.This grievance rolled and crashed all the way along the blood vessels, and Lu Yuan's fingertips were slightly numb.

Lu Yuan came back to his senses, didn't look at Qin Suzheng again, went straight to the table and sat down, took out his mobile phone, opened the memo and waited for the doctor's instructions.

The doctor rummaged through the medicine bags and told me how to use them, how many times a day, and how many pills each time.Lu Yuan was stunned by the emotion just now, and typed a few words casually, pretending to write it down by himself.

After the doctor explained, Qin Suzheng walked up to him, hung the bag on his wrist, and led him out.

Lu Yuan didn't dare to look at him.The corridor of the emergency room was noisy.

Qin Suzheng stopped to wait for him, seeing that he was not in a high mood, thought he was afraid, and wanted to reach out to hug him, but when he raised his hand, he found that his right hand was wrapped in his clothes by the knot Lu Yuan had tied just now, and he couldn't lift it up.

Lu Yuan stood beside him, wanting to ask him why he didn't leave, but he opened his mouth and didn't ask.

He didn't know how to face Qin Suzheng.

If he didn't think of those childish past events, he could look at him frankly.Qin Suzheng injured his hand because of him, so he can ask someone to take care of him and bring him for reexamination on time.But now, Qin Suzheng is not only a friend with sex who slept with him for two days in reality, but also the brother who was obsessed with him when he was a child, the brother who hugged, kissed and held high in his imagination.

This brother traveled through time and space and injured his hand for him.

Lu Yuan almost asked him "Why didn't you show up earlier" just now.

He lowered his head and smiled mockingly: "Let's go."

Qin Suzheng didn't see him smiling, but saw his red eye sockets and drooping eyelashes, and his heart trembled.

Lu Yuan didn't ask Qin Suzheng where he lived, and drove him directly to his home.

He felt that he was crazy, because there was a dark and perverted desire in his heart, he didn't want Qin Suzheng to leave, as if Qin Suzheng was really his long-lost brother.

Lu Yuan helped Qin Suzheng wrap the bandage with plastic wrap, put hot water in the bathtub, took his largest set of pajamas and put it in the dryer outside to heat, and asked Qin Suzheng: "Where is your home? Go get your clothes."

Qin Su reported the address.He could see that something was wrong with Lu Yuan.It seems that I will cry in the next second when I am nervous.Not sure if it was because he hurt his hand.Or because of seeing a knife.

The coat had been untied by Lu Yuan, Qin Suzheng wanted to hug him.But Lu Yuan stood far away, on the other side of the entrance, standing sideways, not looking at him, and refusing to approach him.

Qin Suzheng didn't force him, but told him not to drive too fast at night, turned around and went into the bathroom.

Lu Yuan took a deep breath, took the car keys and went out.