I'm Bearing My Love Rival's Child

Shen Jialin's company became extremely busy due to his long absence, and the accumulated work made him busy until midnight every day before he could catch his breath. Sometimes when it was time to eat, he didn't even have time to eat, so he just carried it through.

Several times at night I heard him get up, but it was a long time before anyone came back. When I went out, I saw him shivering curled up on the sofa clutching his stomach.

I couldn't go on like this, and then I thought of a way. I invited the housekeeping aunt back, and asked her to prepare meals at home every day, pack them in an insulated bucket, and take a taxi to Shen Jialin's company, and supervise him before coming back after eating.

In this way, no matter how busy Shen Jialin is, he can still eat two meals a day on time, and sometimes he has to socialize at night, so he won't drink on an empty stomach.The stomach just grew up a little bit.

The confinement sister-in-law is not responsible for cooking and housework. After the housekeeping aunt came back, there were too many people, and the originally small house suddenly became crowded. Shen Jialin proposed to change to a bigger house, but I refused.To be honest, we don't have much money now. Although my retirement pension is quite a lot, it is not enough to buy a big house. Shen Jialin does have some money, but that money is used for the company's turnover. When buying a house, if something happens to the company and the company urgently needs money and cannot get it, it will be very troublesome.

Shen Jialin didn't take it seriously, "When you earn money, you spend it. Everything in the company is normal and there won't be any problems in the short term. As for the money to buy a house, it will be earned back within two months at most."

I don't know whether to take his word for it, because I don't know anything about business.Shen Jialin said: "Little Qiao, the money I make is for you to spend. Only when you live well can I be motivated. Otherwise, I don't need to be so troublesome by myself. You know, I don't care much about material things."

"I don't care," I said, "we didn't eat anything or sleep anywhere when we were on missions. Now the house is just a little smaller and crowded, but it's not uninhabitable. Get over it and get over it, okay?"

Shen Jialin had no choice but to agree with me, but I knew he had been secretly looking at the house, so I let him go without telling me.

After the company stopped being busy, Shen Jialin and I began to resume certain aspects of life because Xiao Bangzi was taken care of by a confinement wife.

I am a person who does not have high needs in that regard, but I don't know if it is affected by some hormones in the body that have not completely faded, and the body is easily ignited.

One night when Xiao Bangzi was one and a half months old, I woke up with a burst of heat.

The air conditioner was turned on in the bedroom, and the temperature was moderate. Shen Jialin was still hugging me like an octopus, no wonder I was so hot.I pushed him away, but the hard thing on me under my body made me feel distracted for a while, and I felt a crisp and numb feeling from the lower abdomen.

I raised my eyes and glanced at Shen Jialin, he was still asleep with his eyes closed, I wanted it, but I was a little ashamed to say it.

After thinking about it, I put my hand in my pants.

I closed my eyes, tried to breathe lightly, and kept the movements of my hands at the same frequency.Maybe it's been a while since I've done it, my body is very sensitive and it goes to the top very quickly.Just as I was about to release it, my hand was suddenly covered by another hand with a thin callus...

When I woke up in the morning, the sky was bright, Shen Jialin was not in the room, and the quilt beside me was already cold. I picked up my phone and checked the time. It was 08:30, two hours later than usual.

I got up from the bed with my sore waist, and heard the voice of Shen Jialin from the living room. I opened the door, and I saw him sitting on the sofa "chatting" with a stick in his arms. breakfast.

Seeing me coming out, Shen Jialin picked up the stick and waved at me, "Say good morning to Dad."

I walked over and hugged the two of them, and happily kissed Xiao Bangzi's forehead, and then kissed Shen Jialin's lips, "Good morning, dear."

Shen Jialin raised his head and kissed me, touched my face and said, "Go wash up and come over to have breakfast, after we eat, let's go out for a walk."

"Did you give the two aunts a break?" I glanced at the breakfast on the table, it was made by Shen Jialin.

"There's nothing to do in the company today. I'll take a vacation to accompany you two. Aunts, I'll let them go back first." Shen Jialin said, "What do you think?"

I haven't gone out for a long time since the middle of pregnancy, so of course I feel very happy.I couldn't wait to wash up and change clothes, and after a quick breakfast, I dragged Shen Jialin out.

It is very troublesome to take the children out, there are too many things to prepare, but fortunately Shen Jialin has experience, so he prepared early so that he would not be in a hurry.

We drove to a local ecological park. It was early spring. The scenery in the ecological park was pleasant, but there were not many people. We could hear the chirping of birds and the sound of water when walking in it.Shen Jialin was pushing the stroller, and I was walking beside, we strolled leisurely on the path in the garden, even time seemed to slow down.

There were still red lanterns and colorful silks hung on the trees in the garden that hadn’t been taken down during the Spring Festival. I counted the time. At that time, I was lying unconscious on a hospital bed, and I didn’t know how Shen Jialin took the child by himself. Years, I feel very uncomfortable.

"Little Qiao?" Seeing me in a daze, Shen Jialin called me.

"Huh? What's the matter?" I looked at him.

"What are you thinking?" He touched my face, "Is there any discomfort?"

"No." I shook my head and sighed softly in my heart.

I have to admit that what Shen's mother said before the operation caused quite a stir in my heart.There is not a single day these days that I do not ask myself in my mind whether I am doing the right thing or wrong.

I want to be with Shen Jialin, he is my lover, the father of my child, and even more my family, I don't want to give him up to anyone.

But at the same time, he is also the child of a couple and the hope of a family. Can I really take him for myself so selfishly?

I found that I was caught in a dilemma.

My worries became more and more serious as I got along with Xiao Bangzi day by day.Especially when I think that Xiao Bangzi might do such a thing when he grows up, I feel extremely uncomfortable.

As a parent, no one does not want their children to live better.

I thought about it a lot, but I still felt that there were some issues that I should talk to Shen Jialin about, so I asked him: "Jialin, do you miss home?"

Shen Jialin's complexion changed, and he immediately understood which family I was talking about. He pursed his lips, pulled me with one hand, and pushed the stroller with the other to the bench next to him.

Little Bangzi fell asleep at some point, Shen Jialin pulled me to sit down, leaned over and straightened the quilt covering Little Bangzi, sighed and said: "Xiao Qiao, did my mother's words make you unhappy? gone?"

Shen's mother's words really made me very unhappy, but I still shook my head and said quickly: "No, she is your mother, and she says everything is for your own good, I'm not so narrow-minded."

Shen Jialin smiled helplessly, "You know, Xiao Qiao? Whenever you tell a lie, you speak faster."

I was speechless, he was right, I was indeed unhappy, I was just narrow-minded.But it's because she is Shen Jialin's mother that I'm not happy. If it were someone else, I wouldn't even bother to care.

Shen Jialin said: "Actually, I have been avoiding it for so long. I don't know how to explain to you the hurtful words my mother said... Xiao Qiao, I can't blame my mother. I can only apologize to you on her behalf. , I'm sorry, for the sake of a mother's eagerness to protect her son, don't be as knowledgeable as her, okay?"

I sighed, held Shen Jialin's hand and said, "Jialin, I don't want an apology, it doesn't mean anything to me, I just love you."

I feel sorry for Shen Jialin, because he was the one who was hurt the most, he was tormented by family and love, he was in a dilemma.

I am very happy that he chose me in the end, but I am reluctant to let him live in guilt all the time. Someone has to give in to this matter, either his parents or me.

"My parents died early, and I have hardly experienced family affection in this life. For me, any relationship is more satisfying than family affection. Brotherhood, comradeship, and... love, in my eyes , Family affection is the most useless thing until the little stick is born."

I held and played with the little soft hand of the little stick, and said softly: "I didn't realize what it's like to raise a child until the little stick was born... It's not easy Jialin. Sometimes I think, what the hell is going on?" How can such a small person be brought up to be an upright man, I am afraid when I think about it, you said those parents, how did they do it?"

Shen Jialin embraced my shoulder, kissed my ear, and said, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

"Jia Lin."

"Ok?"

"Shall we go see your parents?" I said.

Shen Jialin bowed his head in silence for a while, and said, "Xiao Qiao, actually you don't have to do this, my parents will figure it out sooner or later, they just need time."

"It's too long, Jia Lin, do you know that the longer the pain lasts, the more torture it will bring to people? Maybe one day in the future they will really compromise. It's because they can't stand the torture. This process is too painful. People, are you willing?"

Shen Jialin was silent again, and I didn't make any more noise, leaving him time to think. It wasn't until a family of three passed by in the distance, and the little guy who had just learned to walk stumbled and fell down and cried loudly, that Shen Jialin moved and said : "Little Qiao, this should have been my problem. It was because I didn't deal with it well in advance that my mother hurt you. I can't let you suffer a second time."

"The problem is not with you, Jialin, you don't have to take everything on yourself." I said, "I am the key to the whole matter. Only when I step forward can things be eased. Don't you believe me? ?”