I'm Bearing My Love Rival's Child

I had a long, long dream. In the dream, I saw many people, including parents and relatives, teachers and friends from the orphanage, Xuelang's comrades in arms, and Shen Jialin.

I dreamed that Shen Jialin was holding something in his arms and walking towards me. When I got closer, it was a white and fat little dumpling. I couldn't see the little dumpling's face clearly, but I thought he was very similar to Shen Jialin.

Shen Jialin stuffed Xiaotuanzi into my arms and said, Xiao Qiao, this is your child, you must hug it well.

I said where are you going.

He said I'm going home, I've been away from home for too long, and I'm a little homesick.I said what should I do when you are gone, and he said sorry, I can no longer take care of you in the future, you take care of yourself, let's just say goodbye.

I suddenly became frightened and wanted to push Xiaotuanzi back into his arms, but he refused to pick it up, so Xiaotuanzi just fell to the ground without a sound.

I was terrified, and threw myself on Xiaotuanzi like crazy, but saw a bottomless abyss in front of me, and I fell into it all at once.

When I woke up, my whole body seemed to be stuck by something, and I couldn’t exert any strength. My throat was dry and sore, as if it had been covered with a layer of iron sand, and my saliva was sucked dry.

I moved my eyes slowly, looking at this strange environment, the pale ceiling, the dim light, and the "didi" sounding instrument above my head.There were footsteps outside the door, and then the door was opened, and someone came to my bed, and then I heard her exclaim: "Are you awake? Great, I'll call the doctor!"

In a rush, all the instruments on my body were removed. Dr. Sun stood in front of the bed and looked at me, as if confirming something. I asked him, "Where is the child?"

Dr. Sun breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "At Shen Jialin's place, I have already called Shen Jialin, and he is coming now."

I nodded and said, "I'm hungry, get me something to eat."

Dr. Sun went out, and I half leaned against the head of the bed. The long-term coma gave me a severe headache, and my body was also very uncomfortable, but the incision in my stomach didn't seem to feel any better. I reached down and felt it, and the incision was located ten feet above the pubic bone At a distance of one centimeter, the width is fifteen centimeters, and the edge is slightly raised. You can feel the regular tightening sensation of the surgical thread when you pass your fingertips across it.

I sighed, I don't know if Shen Jialin would dislike such an obvious scar in that kind of place, should I consider getting a tattoo or something to cover it up.

The door was pushed open again, Shen Jialin walked in, holding a ball in his arms, exactly like the scene in my dream, my heart skipped a beat, and I blurted out: "Are you going home?"

Shen Jialin froze for a moment, the excited expression froze on his face, I watched the tears slide down from his eye sockets, dripping down on the swaddle in his arms, this obviously sad scene, I don't know why, but I felt a little funny.

I held out my hand to him, "Come here."

Shen Jialin turned his head and pressed his eyes, and gently put the child in his arms beside me. He lowered his head and stroked my face, sobbing, "Xiao Qiao, thank you."

I know how much meaning is contained in this thank you, and I accept it frankly. This is what I deserve, frank and fearless.

I put my arms around his neck and pulled down, feeling his breath.I put a kiss on his lips and whispered: "You're welcome, these days, I scared you."

Shen Jialin held my face and rubbed it repeatedly on my lips until the air in my lungs was almost exhausted before he said, "So you want to make it up to me, do you know how to make it up?"

My face became hot, and I pinched the back of his neck, and said, "I'm still a patient."

"I know."

After Shen Jialin finished speaking, he buried his face in my neck and didn't speak for a long time. I patted his back lightly, rubbed the back of his head, then kissed his ear, and said, "I've already never mind."

Shen Jialin raised his head, thought for a while and kissed my lips before saying: "I want to eat something, I'll go back and make it."

I shook my head, "No need, Dr. Sun helped me prepare."

At this moment, the little guy lying next to me burst into tears, which startled both of us. Shen Jialin and I looked at each other, and we both saw guilt in each other's eyes—we actually forgot about the little guy.

Then I looked carefully at the baby, the little guy just woke up, his eyes have not fully opened, his little face is round, not too white, a little yellowish, I have read knowledge about this, confinement children They all have a yellowish complexion, which is said to be jaundice, and it will be fine after confinement.

His eyebrows and eyes are Zhou Zheng, his nose is straight, his mouth is small, he is probably hungry, and he is yawning while bubbling with saliva, really cute.

Shen Jialin took out the baby bottle and milk powder from the cabinet in the ward, and asked me, "Who do you think he looks like?"

I stared at it for a while, then shook my head and said, "I can't tell, it doesn't look like me, and it doesn't look like you, can it be a mistake?"

Shen Jialin took the kettle to the bathroom and came out after receiving the water. Hearing my words, he laughed and said, "Nonsense, you were the only one who had the operation that day, so there's no way you can make a mistake."

I was just joking, my own child, no matter how different he looks, I can recognize it at a glance.I touched the little guy's hand and watched Shen Jialin skillfully brewing milk powder for him, my heart was so soft, the discomfort in my body seemed to disappear without a trace.But after a while, I remembered that dream again, and the scene of mother Shen's trouble before the operation, and my heart became heavy again.

The little guy was very good at eating, and he drank half a bottle of milk in a short time. After drinking, Shen Jialin hugged him upright and leaned on his shoulder to burp, humming while patting, I didn't understand what he was humming at all.

I lay on the bed and looked at them, seeing Shen Jialin's tall body hugging the little child, the scene was unexpectedly harmonious, and I couldn't even ask the words in my mouth.

Dr. Sun brought me a bowl of porridge, came in and went out again. After putting the child to sleep, Shen Jialin picked up a spoon and fed me the porridge, one spoon at a time, carefully.I asked him, "Are you the only one carrying the little stick?"

"I hired a confinement sister-in-law. She takes care of her during the day and I take care of her at night," Shen Jialin said, "Sometimes I will bring him to see you. He is very sensible, just like you."

I nodded, raised my hand to stroke Shen Jialin's face, "Jialin, thank you for your hard work."

Shen Jialin held my hand, moved it to his lips, closed his eyes and kissed, "It's worth it."

After another week in the hospital, I was discharged.After returning home, I persuaded Shen Jialin to go back to work in the company. He didn't agree at first, but under my insistence, he went back anyway, leaving Yuesao and me to take care of Xiao Bangzi.

My physical indicators are still normal, but the sequelae caused by ischemia and lethargy for too long make me forgetful all the time, and the reaction speed of my brain is also lower than before. Dr. Sun said that this is not irreversible. Maybe it will take a long time. Well, I'm a little sad, I think, I may never be able to go back to being a detective.