green shell

Lu Yiha let out a breath, leaned against the door frame and watched as his breath was instantly crushed by the wind.After repeated several times, he finally got tired of this kind of self-entertainment, and after the wind poured into his neck again, he looked towards Xiangyang.

Xiangyang has been in a bad state since he came out of the bathroom.It looks normal, but it's so normal that it's not normal.

Lu Yi squinted his eyes, looked at Xiangyang's school uniform swinging in the cold wind, and regretted that he didn't pull his clothes carefully just now.The clothes he was wearing were thin, so he probably had to water him from the inside to the outside in this downwind.

Stop catching a cold.

Xiang Yang was on the phone, he didn't know what he was talking about, and his expression was a little serious.Sister Li was standing beside him, her hair was disheveled by the wind, her hands were clasped with her arms trembling.

Lu Yi frowned, watching Xiang Yang put a hand on Sister Li's body, and smiled at Sister Li.Although Lu Yi knew that Xiang Yang's smile was a simple comfort, he still felt uncomfortable.

Okay, okay, just jealous.

What can't you admit?

Lu Yi let out a "tsk", unzipped the school uniform, walked a few steps between Xiangyang and Sister Li, took off the school uniform jacket and put it on Sister Li.Xiang Yang glanced this way, and the words he was talking to the driver got stuck.Lu Yi heard the unnatural pause between Xiang Yang's words, turned his head to look at Xiang Yang, and seeing Xiang Yang's nonchalant look, his mood improved again.

He held back his laughter, stretched out his hand, and pulled Xiangyang's earlobe with his index finger, in exchange for Xiangyang's angry glare and a blush extending from the tip of Xiangyang's ear to his neck, he was completely happy.

Xiang Yang rolled his eyes at him, and after finishing his last words with the driver, he whispered, "Looks like an idiot."

Lu Yi pretended not to hear, and continued to pluck Xiangyang's earlobe, only to stop after getting a slap.When he was facing the sun, he was just blown head-on by the wind. He was wearing thin clothes, but after being subjected to such a cold wind on his neck, he couldn't stand it in a few minutes.Shocked by the cold, he finally gave up and rushed towards Xiangyang, turned around and rushed towards Sister Li.Sister Li happened to look up, and Lu Sui turned his eyes away in embarrassment, looking at the bump marks on the curb.

Sister Li's eyes were still red, and her make-up was in a mess.Lu Yi didn't know whether to comfort her or what, he was afraid of saying too much and making mistakes, he was not very good at how to solve this matter in terms of language, but he was more familiar with fisting.

Tsk.He thought of the man just now, and regretted not hitting him more.

If it wasn't for him, Sister Li wouldn't be crying now, and they wouldn't be standing outside in the cold in winter.The heating inside is good, and it smells delicious.the most important is……

He hasn't kissed enough yet!

Lu Yi thought of Xiangyang's eyes and lips with watery eyes and lips after being kissed softly, and couldn't help but turned to look at Xiangyang again.Xiang Yang stood in the wind, with his back facing him, there was no red from the base of his ears to his neck.

Lu Sui gritted his teeth resentfully, but his teeth trembled due to a gust of wind blowing in his face, and he couldn't bite, so he simply turned his back to the wind and breathed out to Mr. himself, and calmed down when he got warmer.

As a result, he didn't calm down until he warmed up.The driver picked up Sister Li and they went back to the KTV. The heating was very strong, and they warmed up before they even walked back to the private room.When Lu Yi went back, he went to the bathroom to take a look. The man was no longer there, but a few people were dragging a drunk man to wash his face.

Lu Yi cursed in a low voice and backed out.

Alright, I was thinking about coming back to continue, but this time I can't kiss at all.

He scratched his head irritably, and when he looked up, he saw Xiang Yang's expression, and he was stunned while maintaining the movement of scratching his head.

Xiang Yang frowned blankly, the corners of his mouth curled down, and there was still mist in his eyes.

"...Xiangyang?" Lu Yi whispered.Xiang Yang came back to his senses, blinked his eyes, Lu Yi saw the water mist in his eye sockets surged repeatedly and was forcibly suppressed, and also frowned: "What's wrong with you?"

"I..." Xiangyang's throat choked, and he cleared his throat: "It's okay."

Seeing that Xiang Yang finished speaking, Lu Sui wanted to leave. He didn't give him this chance, so he quickly grabbed his wrist: "What's wrong with you?"

Xiang Yang lowered his head and tried his best to cover up the trembling of his voice: "...it's okay."

"Is there something wrong with you that I can't see?" Lu Yi's tone increased, but when he thought of the tears in Xiangyang's eyes, he couldn't bear it, and his tone became gentle: "You can tell me, really."

Xiangyang felt Lu Yi gently stroking his wrist, and his eyes began to blur again. He blinked desperately to expel the mist from his eyes, but new mist always appeared.He took a deep breath, stared at the blurry ground, stopped blinking, and simply let the mist condense.

pat.

"I thought things had passed for so long, and I wouldn't feel anything anymore," Xiang Yang said in a low voice, "I thought I was different from before, I thought I had become stronger."

Lu Yi watched Xiang Yang slowly turn around, and saw a tear roll down his eye socket the moment he raised his head, and his heart suddenly became very painful.Xiangyang's voice was so small that he couldn't hear it unless he listened carefully, and he said endlessly, but Lu Yi knew what he was talking about right away.

He's talking about his parents' divorce.

"That rain was heavy, really heavy," Xiang Yang wiped away the tear in a hurry, and repeated: "It was really heavy."

Xiangyang exerted too much force, and his face was wiped with a red mark.Looking at the red mark, Lu Yi was anxious, but he knew that he couldn't be urged, he had to wait for Xiang Yang to speak slowly.

He saw Xiang Yang's sadness now, but he didn't know why he was sad.He only had a fragmented understanding of Xiang Yang's past, which could only let him know what Xiang Yang was talking about.

"I..." Xiang Yang said, unexpectedly being interrupted by a few people walking out of the bathroom.The drunk man spoke vaguely but loudly, and the people on the side responded to him and carried him out of the bathroom.

Xiang Yang withdrew his hand and lowered his head again.Lu Yi withdrew his hand and turned his head to look at it, his brain ached from the strong smell of alcohol coming towards him.With a "tsk", he pulled Xiangyang's wrist again, and walked towards the box: "Let's go, we can't continue talking here."

Xiang Yang didn't speak, and quietly let Lu Yi drag him away.

"Don't drink." Lu Yi stopped Xiang Yang's hand from passing the wine to his mouth, and whispered.

Xiang Yang has been drinking since he returned to the box.No one stopped him because he drank with a smile.Lu Yi is familiar with this kind of smile, and at first he felt that Xiang Yang was strange because of this smile.The light was dim, and Lu Yi couldn't see Xiang Yang's eyes clearly, but he knew that there was no smile in those light-colored eyes.

Xiang Yang didn't let go of his blocked hand, he followed Lu suspiciously.Lu Yi frowned, seeing that he couldn't hold down his hand, he changed his hand and directly took the wine in his hand, and put it where Xiang Yang couldn't reach.

Xiang Yang vented his strength in the howling of ghosts and wolves, and slowly curled up.Lu Yi saw the corners of his eyes illuminated by the light at the last second before he covered his face, and felt very uncomfortable.He moved to Xiangyang's side, wanting to hug him, but someone was sitting on the side chatting and could see him at any time.

In the end, he couldn't hug Xiang Yang either.Lu Yi sighed deeply, turned around, stretched out one hand and pinched the back of Xiangyang's neck.

Xiang Yang lowered his head, buried his face in his hands, listened to the loud singing and accompaniment, remembered the rain that year, and remembered the pain after that.

He was actually scared.

He shouldn't be afraid.

He felt it the moment Lu Yi put his hand on the back of his neck, and trembled because of the heat in Lu Yi's palm.Originally, he just soaked the tears in the corners of his eyes, because the heat that seemed to be able to scald him fell down without hesitation and hit his palm.

The last time his heart was fully exposed was on that rainy day, or before.That layer of ice existed for nearly ten years, persisted for nearly ten years, and finally couldn't hold on anymore.

Lu Yi's smile, Lu Yi's care, Lu Yi's warmth, Lu Yi's love...

He had seen the light, he had seen the fire, his shell of ice had begun to melt and crack.

He couldn't go back into the cold and dark ice shell again, he couldn't continue to live like that.

The corners of Xiang Yang's eyes were still wet when he walked out of the KTV to say goodbye to others. Thanks to the dark sky, others didn't notice anything wrong.He turned around and followed Lu Yi to the online car-hailing car parked by the side of the road. He couldn't keep laughing, his fingers were trembling all the time.He raised his head and blinked his eyes, and finally held back his tears. As soon as he got into the car, he was held by Lu Yi's hand, and all his achievements fell short.

Lu Yi didn't look at him, but kept looking out of the car window.Xiangyang knew that it was Lu Sui who was afraid that he would hold back, so he simply stopped holding back, and stared at the night outside the window, tears streaming down his face silently.

Lu Yi didn't look at Xiang Yang all the way, but held his hand tightly.He opened the door with one hand, pushed the door into the room, did not turn on the light, and in the darkness, he turned around and hugged Xiangyang, his left hand was still holding Xiangyang's right hand, and his right hand was holding Xiangyang's head, making him fall into his embrace .

Xiang Yang was stunned by his sudden hug, and when he reflected it, he felt the suspicious temperature coming through many layers of clothes.

Very warm.

He let out a long breath, and buried himself in Lu Yi's neck.

They hugged like this for a long time, until Lu Yi felt the scorching temperature of Xiang Yang's cheek before letting him go.Lu Yi put down his right hand, twisted his fingers, and frowned.

wet.

Why is the child still crying?

How uncomfortable it has been all these years?

The more he thought about it, the more he felt uncomfortable, and while unbuttoning Xiangyang's coat, he said in a low voice: "You can make a little noise, even if you feel uncomfortable, don't make a sound."

Xiang Yang obediently asked him to take off his coat, and waited quietly for him to take off his coat too.Lu Yi wrapped Xiangyang's coat in his own, threw it away, at least not tripping them, then turned around and continued to hold Xiangyang's hand.

pat.

Lu Yi was hit by a drop of water on the back of his hand.He was stunned for a moment before he came to his senses, and hastily rubbed Xiang Yang's face with his right hand, touching it wet.

Just now there was no movement for a long time, Lu Yi thought that Xiang Yang had stopped crying, but in the end he was still crying silently.This made him feel so distressed, he hurried up and kissed the child's forehead: "Speak up, baby, huh?"

Xiang Yang sniffed and didn't speak.

Lu Yi touched Xiangyang's ear, and persuaded him softly: "Either you can talk, just tell me, don't keep crying by yourself."

Xiang Yang blinked, listening to Lu Yi's deep and hoarse voice slowly whirling in his ears, tears slowly began to stop.

It's really strange, he thought, the tears came and went without knowing why.

Is it because you are sad?Now if he was alone in that scene, he probably wouldn't cry; is it because of fear?Fear is fear, but it will not cry for such a long time; is it because of the company of Lu Yi?Possibly, but that alone wouldn't stop him from crying just now.

It may not be unclear, but it is too complicated to explain clearly, and in the end it can only become unclear.

"Baby?" Lu Yi was taken aback by Xiang Yang's hug.

Xiang Yang whispered, "Let me hug you for a while, and I'll tell you when I'm done hugging."

Lu Yi froze for a moment: "...Okay."

Xiang Yang tightened his hands, feeling the warmth from Lu Yi more intuitively.

It's too warm.

He thought that he on that rainy day would probably be very envious of him now.Because now he can have countless warm embraces, but at that time he was so cold...

Not even an umbrella to keep out the rain.