love like poison
Chapter 11
meow~ meow~
Xiao Bai flopped and rolled in the bed, and Ji Feng woke up immediately.
"Why are you so noisy so early in the morning? Little Baibai~" Ji Feng dotingly put Xiaobai on his chest, and he squinted for another ten minutes before getting up.
The door lock is a bit old, and last night it was slammed twice in a row, making it difficult to open the lock. It took a long time for Ji Feng to open the three safety locks.
I was so exhausted yesterday that Monsoon woke up in the afternoon.
Ji Feng was also surprised, why he could sleep so confidently and boldly even though a vicious tiger and wolf were still in his room!
Perhaps the rising sun gradually melted away the snow from last night, and the air was even colder and biting than last night!Ji Feng shuddered violently, and his sleepy mind was instantly cleared up.
The door opened gradually, Ji Feng walked out slowly, and vaguely saw a silver light shining.
Ji Feng rubbed his swollen eyes, fixed his eyes, almost fell down in fright, and said in horror: "You! What are you doing?!"
Zhang Ranzong didn't know, so he looked at the kitchen knife in his hand and suddenly realized:
"Oh, I'm cooking!" He said and took out the newly bought apron.
Feeling relieved, Ji Feng took a deep breath and stood still again.Suddenly feeling a burning smell in the air, he sniffled and asked, "What... did you cook?"
Zhang Ranzong grinned: "I'm frying eggs! What's wrong?"
Ji Feng turned his head to look, but the kitchen was already full of black smoke!Open your eyes in disbelief and ask:
"You...you don't think...the eggs...are burnt? Also, my kitchen feels like it's going to burn!"
"What?" Zhang Ranzong looked towards the kitchen, and was so startled that he rushed into the kitchen immediately, panicked!
Ji Feng really woke up completely, and hastily followed in!
Zhang Ranzong was at a loss what to do, coughing again and again due to the thick smoke, pointing at the burning frying pan anxiously: "This! This... What should I do!!"
Ji Feng panicked and shouted, "Stop turning around!! Turn off the fire! Turn off the fire!"
"Switch, where is the switch!!" Zhang Ranzong was blinded by the thick smoke, tears streaming down his face!
Immediately, Ji Feng became angry, kicked the useless Zhang Ranzong out of the kitchen, put out the fire while enduring the thick smoke, and then turned on the range hood to gradually suck away the choking smoke from the kitchen. !In this way, a crisis was finally avoided!
Ji Feng dragged Zhang Ranzong, whose face was covered in black and gray, and asked loudly:
"What the hell are you doing! Are you an idiot!" Pointing at the messy kitchen, he threw the rag on Zhang Ranzong's face and said, "I'll give you half an hour to clean it up!"
Zhang Ranzong didn't dare to resist, he went into the kitchen aggrieved, from time to time he squinted at Ji Feng's face, like a child who made a mistake and was punished.
Ji Feng leaned against the door with a serious face: "What are you looking at? Wipe it quickly!"
"Wipe it..." Zhang Ranzong muttered in a low voice, "I want to get you something to eat..."
Monsoon is even angrier:
"Get food? Are you sure you're not going to burn my kitchen? Burn my house?"
Zhang Ranzong was confident:
"So what if it burns, I can easily pay dozens or hundreds of houses for this kind of house!"
Such an aboveboard flaunting of wealth and Zhang Ranzong's unrepentant appearance made Ji Feng furious, clenching his fists and trembling with anger:
"Don't think that you can do whatever you want just because you have money!!"
"what?"
Zhang Ranzong seemed to have discovered the New World, stood up and said, "You mean you can do whatever you want without money?"
"you!"
Ji Feng was choked and speechless.
Zhang Ranzong threw away the rag, took out a bunch of cards and a large stack of banknotes from his wallet, threw them into the trash can, and approached Jifeng Road step by step:
"I have no money now, can I do whatever I want?"
Ji Feng was pressed hard and stepped back: "It's not...you...don't come here!"
Zhang Ranzong didn't care, he pouted and said:
"You said that if you don't have money, you can do whatever you want!" He raised his chin and looked down at Ji Feng, as if he wanted to immediately cramp Ji Feng's bones and eat him dry!
Ji Feng yelled in his heart, "Even if you can do whatever you want, it's not against me, right?"
But Zhang Ranzong pulled Ji Feng into his arms, hugged him tightly, and whispered in his ear: "You said, you can't do whatever you want if you have money, and you can be wretched if you don't have money! Do whatever you want!"
Ji Feng's back felt cold, and he hurriedly broke free: "I...what I said to do whatever you want is not your...do whatever you want!"
"Who am I to do whatever I want?" Zhang Ranzong smiled sinisterly, teasing and teasing on purpose.
Ji Feng blushed, subconsciously avoided his gaze, and faltered: "I... I don't know you!"
"Then do you want me to teach you?" Zhang Ranzong got closer!
Ji Feng suddenly felt a violent heartbeat and shortness of breath. After thinking for a while, he suddenly raised his hand and slapped Zhang Ranzong fiercely, cursing:
"You! Stop playing hooligans here!!"
Zhang Ranzong was beaten until his ears were ringing, his mind was dizzy, and he covered his face as if he was about to cry: "How can you beat me?"
"I... I can fight if I want!" Ji Feng couldn't see that Zhang Ranzong suddenly regained his sinister and cunning appearance, blushing and hid on the sofa, hating in his heart: "Ah! Why do I have to blush?! Why!"
Zhang Ranzong could see Ji Feng's reaction clearly. In this short period of time, he had already figured out Ji Feng's easy-going soft-hearted temper, and deliberately clinged to him with a sad face and begged:
"I'm hungry! I'm so hungry~ My face hurts too! My head hurts too! It hurts!"
Ji Feng moved his body uncomfortably, but with every inch he moved, Zhang Ranzong stuck another inch forward!
Seeing that he was about to retreat to the edge of the sofa, Ji Feng stood up in a panic and asked, "What are you doing?"
Looking at Zhang Ranzong's playful expression, he suddenly remembered the past, and his eyes couldn't help but feel sore:
"No matter how painful it is, is it as painful as I was back then?! Since you know what pain is, how could you treat me like that at that time?!"
Zhang Ranzong didn't expect things to develop like this, his expression froze instantly, he was completely stunned looking at Ji Feng whose eyes were red and about to cry, he didn't know how to react or what to say!
Ji Feng didn't want to cry about such a thing anymore, and didn't want to think about it any more, so he endured it for a while, turned around and quickly walked back to the room, saying: "I don't want to see you again!"
Zhang Ranzong lost his hippie smile, bowed his head in repentance with calm eyes, and murmured with all kinds of feelings in his heart:
"I don't want to either! I know I was wrong! But... I don't know what to do!"
Ji Feng locked himself in the room until night and refused to come out, Zhang Ranzong sat by the door and waited obsessively.
Xiaobai kept pawing at the door, making marks on the door, yelling non-stop.
There was no movement in the Jifeng room, and there was no movement in Zhang Ranzong's heart.
Time seemed to have stopped, and the two people who hadn't had a drop of water seemed to have forgotten their hunger. One huddled under the blanket and struggled with the nightmare of the past, and the other sat on the ground without feeling cold, like a lifeless wax figure.
Xiaobai anxiously pawed at the door, but couldn't get a response after calling for a long time, so he came to Zhang Ranzong and meowed.
Zhang Ranzong pinched Xiaobai's ears, took a heavy breath and said to the room: "It's hungry, can I feed him?"
Ji Feng naturally wouldn't answer, Zhang Ranzong knew it in his heart.
He allowed himself to mess around like this because his nature was too kind, and Zhang Ranzong knew it very well!
He will not forgive himself, Zhang Ranzong knows that it is impossible for him to fall in love with him, Zhang Ranzong is even more clear, but he is still unwilling to give up in his heart, and he is always holding on to that little hope!
But this is shameless!
Xiaobai got food and finally agreed to be quiet.
Zhang Ranzong took out his mobile phone, still thinking that Ji Feng must be hungry too, ordered two takeaways, squatted down and watched Xiao Bai eat with gusto, scratched this kitten who was full of hostility towards him yesterday and said:
"Smelly cat, shouldn't it be better for me to go!"
Xiaobai raised his head and called out, as if he could understand what he just said.
For some reason, Zhang Ranzong felt uncomfortable as if his throat was blocked by something, and covered his face to suppress the soreness in his eyes:
"I also know that I am not as good as a beast, and I also know that dying ten thousand times is not enough to atone for it! But I also know that I really like him! I should have fallen in love with him at first sight, right? I... I am actually very scared ah!"
"What are you afraid of?"
Ji Feng came out of the room at some point, leaning against the door and asking.
Zhang Ranzong was taken aback, got up in a hurry, and looked at Ji Feng fixedly, tears were still shining in the corners of his eyes.
Ji Feng's heart became heavier for some reason, he took a deep breath and said, "Are you hungry, what do you want to eat?"
Zhang Ranzong was still standing, watching Ji Feng without speaking.
Ji Feng was helpless, and asked again: "Quickly tell me what do you want to eat?!"
"I..." Zhang Ranzong didn't know whether it was joy or sorrow, he hugged Ji Feng, choked up and said, "You...you are finally willing to come out! I thought you really didn't want to..."
Ji Feng looked away sadly and said: "Enough! I don't think I like you!" After a pause, he said in a low voice: "Let go, I'll go cook something."
Although Ji Feng's cooking skills are not outstanding, he can still cook simple dishes well, and he will serve a few appetizing dishes in a short time.
Zhang Ranzong felt even more ashamed, lowered his head and rubbed the chopsticks in his hand.
Ji Feng squinted and said, "Why, a person who can't even fry an egg still dislikes my cooking? Or is it because I think the food is poisoned by me and dare not eat it?"
"No!" Zhang Ranzong hurriedly denied, "I just think I'm so useless!"
"No, you are rich! You can do whatever you want!" Ji Feng mocked.
Zhang Ranzong could tell that Ji Feng was mocking him, but he didn't feel uncomfortable in his heart, on the contrary, he was a little relieved.
At least, he is still willing to talk to himself!
Ji Feng ate a few mouthfuls, seeing that Zhang Ranzong didn't move his chopsticks, he said again: "What's the matter? Are you not hungry?"
"Hungry." Zhang Ranzong raised his head slowly, looked at Ji Feng and said, "But...you didn't...you didn't tell me to eat..."
Ji Feng rolled his eyes and blurted out: "I didn't ask you to fuck me back then!"
The atmosphere suddenly became more embarrassing. Although Ji Feng held grudges in his heart, the words he said subconsciously at this time were like lead weights, and he actually weighed down his mind a little, and became uncomfortable.
Zhang Ranzong kept his head down even lower, completely lacking the Lingran temperament that he should have.
Ji Feng felt a little depressed, he took a piece of meat and put it in Zhang Ranzong's bowl: "Eat quickly."
Looking at the piece of meat in the bowl, Zhang Ranzong felt even more guilty, but he still didn't say anything, after thinking about it, he was finally willing to use his chopsticks to eat.
Zhang Ranzong has never eaten such a meal. Whether it is the ingredients or the combination, it is far from what Zhang Ranzong usually eats, and the taste is not even one-tenth of it. However, it has become the most impressive Zhang Ranzong has ever eaten. , the best meal ever.
"Put the bowl in the sink after eating." Ji Feng ate very little, and he was full after eating a bowl of rice.
Zhang Ranzong was a little embarrassed, hesitantly asked: "Wash... What is a sink?"
"You..." Ji Feng said helplessly, "It's fine if you don't know how to cook. You don't even know what a sink is. How did you survive until now?"
Zhang Ranzong replied without thinking, "I don't need to cook or wash dishes."
Ji Feng looked at the sincere Zhang Ranzong, but couldn't get angry, he just felt that he was too naive!
"Come on! Forget about a person like him, he is not living the life of ordinary people!" Ji Feng said to himself, so he had to sit back on the chair and wait for Zhang Ranzong to finish eating.
Even though Zhang Ranzong is a bastard, he grew up in a wealthy family and has developed a good eating habit, chewing slowly, swallowing silently, and moving gently and gracefully.
"So it's like this when he eats." Ji Feng was surprised.
I used to think that Zhang Ranzong was an indifferent and cruel evil spirit, but these two days I think he is a brain-dead man, but when he eats, he has the air of a gentle gentleman, with stretched brows and a soft expression. If he looks like this usually, I'm afraid Fascinated thousands of girls!
"But..." Ji Feng thought again, "If he grows up like this, even if he has a bad personality, it's enough to make a woman scream. It's a pity, I like men!"
Zhang Ranzong blushed suddenly and said, "You...why keep looking at me?"
"Yo! He's still shy!" Ji Feng said again in his heart.
Zhang Ranzong seemed uncomfortable being looked at, his eyes wandered around, and finally said: "You...can you go back with me?"
"Ah?" Ji Feng didn't understand for a moment, and asked blankly, "What?"
Zhang Ranzong hurriedly explained nervously:
"Oh, don't worry, I won't do anything to you anymore. Although I still hope that you can be with me... But, I won't force you anymore! It's just that I think you should want to go back."
Ji Feng was startled, but on the surface he pretended not to care:
"How do you know I want to go back? Maybe I like it better here."
"Because..." Zhang Ranzong suddenly had some unknown meaning in his eyes, turned his face away and whispered: "Actually, you still really want to be with him, right?"
Ji Feng was a little surprised, looked up at Zhang Ranzong, and thought:
"What do you mean? What does he mean... Wait, is he jealous now? Isn't he really having fun when he says he likes me?"
"In short, if you want to go back, I will take you back with me. Although you may not need me to do this, you will definitely not be able to see me again after you go back. Take it as pity on me and stay by my side more That's all right, okay?"
Zhang Ranzong's tone became more urgent, but it also made people feel his frustration and loneliness.
Ji Feng didn't know what it was like for a moment, thought for a while and said: "Okay, go back." For some reason, there was a bitter smile on his lips.
Zhang Ranzong didn't speak any more, and Ji Feng also fell silent.
It's just that the air seems to have no oxygen, and both of them feel depressed and suffocated.
Bang! ! !
The broken door suddenly fell to the ground, and the courier boy stood at the door in surprise, looking at the two sitting inside with a look of bewilderment.
Ji Feng watched all this with his mouth wide open, and said intermittently: "This...what, what's going on?"
"I... I ordered takeaway!" Zhang Ranzong replied weakly, not daring to glance at Ji Feng.
The courier brother was in a dilemma, still holding the takeaway in his hand, he asked awkwardly, "Is...is your takeaway...?"
Ji risked to let out a little breath, and shouted: "No!! Let me eat it myself!! Get out!!!"
The courier brother was taken aback and fled in a hurry!
Ji Feng was panting with anger, he lifted up the door that had been kicked down by Zhang Ranzong, and covered the door falsely. It was barely safe at first, but now a big crack had opened, and the cold wind couldn't help creeping in!
Zhang Ranzong sat at the dining table, motionless, looking at Ji Feng in fear.
Ji Feng was extremely helpless, he was so angry that he smoked all over his body, he turned around and cleaned up the dishes very rudely, the sound of the dishes seeming to be smashed continued to be heard from the kitchen.
Zhang Ranzong stayed like a cat all the time, Xiaobai seemed to be frightened by Ji Feng's momentum, nestled at Zhang Ranzong's feet motionless, closed his mouth tightly and dared not call out.
One cat and one person, four eyes facing each other, sympathizing with each other!
Lying on the bed, Ji Feng couldn't fall asleep, feeling a little heavy in his heart:
"What are you doing! You said you liked me for a while, and you treated me like that before, and now you tell me to find someone else. What do you think of me? It's really bad!"
"Ahhhhh!!"
The sound of Zhang Ranzong sneezing came from the living room, Ji Feng strangled himself from the bed, looked at the door for a while, then got up and went out, "Do you want to come in and sleep, I only have one quilt."
Zhang Ranzong looked at Ji Feng in surprise, a little unbelievably surprised, but he still refused: "No, no, it's not very cold."
In fact, of course Zhang Ranzong wanted to go in, of course he wanted to hug Ji Feng into his arms again, but in this way, what is the difference from before?It will only hurt him again!
I don't want to do this anymore!
Ji Feng was a little surprised, he thought that Zhang Ranzong would definitely agree, but unexpectedly refused.
But Zhang Ranzong seemed to be aware of his thoughts.
"Come in, just sleep honestly." Ji Feng said again.
Zhang Ranzong kept his mouth open and didn't speak any more, he obediently followed Ji Feng into the room.
In this way, the two of them lost their sleepiness even more.
Ji Feng turned his back to Zhang Ranzong, and he could feel Zhang Ranzong's warmth from behind, even a little hot.
Zhang Ranzong also turned his back to Ji Feng, sleeping regularly and honestly, even a little stiff.
Ji Feng wanted to speak, but didn't know what to say.
Zhang Ranzong wanted to speak, but he had thousands of words in his heart, but he dared not speak.
Snow fell outside the window again, and the window was still slightly open. Ji Feng felt cold, so he got up and closed the window.
Back to the bed, Zhang Ranzong lay motionless with his eyes closed, but Ji Feng knew that Zhang Ranzong was not asleep.
Being so silent seemed too annoying, Ji Feng thought for a while and said:
"Don't you have anything you want to say to me? It doesn't matter if it's about Liu Zhiqi, about me, confession, or anything else."
"That Liu Zhiqi belongs to Xiao Huang, they are together." Zhang Ranzong turned his back and only said this sentence softly.Although I know it's despicable, but I really want to say this in my heart, even if it makes you uncomfortable, I still want to say this.
Ji Feng's heart felt a little tighter, and it was inevitable that he would feel a little lost!I kept it for many years but couldn't keep it, but it was only a few months, and it already belonged to someone else!
After falling into silence for a while, he smiled wryly and said:
"I don't care, just be his friend, not to mention, didn't you say that I can go to him after I go back?"
Ji Feng was a little surprised, what did he want to express by saying that?
Zhang Ranzong didn't speak, but he seemed to be trembling a little. After a long time, he turned around and sat up, gently grabbed the corner of Ji Fengyi and said:
"I...I don't want you to go find him..."
Zhang Ranzong's voice trembled slightly, the volume was so low that it could almost be swallowed by the sound of wind and snow outside, but Ji Feng could hear it clearly.
After hearing it clearly, my heart felt a little sour again.I don't seem to want to care about who the sacred Xiao Huang is, I just feel a little lost, a little heartache for no reason!
Zhang Ranzong seemed about to cry, and gradually pulled Ji Feng's clothes tighter.
Ji Feng felt a little blocked again, but couldn't say a word, and re-rolled the quilt and said:
"Go to sleep."
Zhang Ranzong didn't lie down immediately, but sat on the edge of the bed with his head down until late at night.
Such a reaction is natural, how can I expect Ji Feng to say "I won't go to him again, will I be with you?" That's just a delusion that I can't realize!
No matter how quiet the night is, it is doomed to have no sleep, whether it is you or me!
It's clearly windy and snowy outside, but why can we always hear each other's breathing clearly?
But everything was wrong.
The order is wrong and the mood is wrong.
Everything was wrong from the beginning!
The author has something to say:
no more!My lovely monsoon must belong to the temperate ocean, so gentle and kind! !
Xiao Bai flopped and rolled in the bed, and Ji Feng woke up immediately.
"Why are you so noisy so early in the morning? Little Baibai~" Ji Feng dotingly put Xiaobai on his chest, and he squinted for another ten minutes before getting up.
The door lock is a bit old, and last night it was slammed twice in a row, making it difficult to open the lock. It took a long time for Ji Feng to open the three safety locks.
I was so exhausted yesterday that Monsoon woke up in the afternoon.
Ji Feng was also surprised, why he could sleep so confidently and boldly even though a vicious tiger and wolf were still in his room!
Perhaps the rising sun gradually melted away the snow from last night, and the air was even colder and biting than last night!Ji Feng shuddered violently, and his sleepy mind was instantly cleared up.
The door opened gradually, Ji Feng walked out slowly, and vaguely saw a silver light shining.
Ji Feng rubbed his swollen eyes, fixed his eyes, almost fell down in fright, and said in horror: "You! What are you doing?!"
Zhang Ranzong didn't know, so he looked at the kitchen knife in his hand and suddenly realized:
"Oh, I'm cooking!" He said and took out the newly bought apron.
Feeling relieved, Ji Feng took a deep breath and stood still again.Suddenly feeling a burning smell in the air, he sniffled and asked, "What... did you cook?"
Zhang Ranzong grinned: "I'm frying eggs! What's wrong?"
Ji Feng turned his head to look, but the kitchen was already full of black smoke!Open your eyes in disbelief and ask:
"You...you don't think...the eggs...are burnt? Also, my kitchen feels like it's going to burn!"
"What?" Zhang Ranzong looked towards the kitchen, and was so startled that he rushed into the kitchen immediately, panicked!
Ji Feng really woke up completely, and hastily followed in!
Zhang Ranzong was at a loss what to do, coughing again and again due to the thick smoke, pointing at the burning frying pan anxiously: "This! This... What should I do!!"
Ji Feng panicked and shouted, "Stop turning around!! Turn off the fire! Turn off the fire!"
"Switch, where is the switch!!" Zhang Ranzong was blinded by the thick smoke, tears streaming down his face!
Immediately, Ji Feng became angry, kicked the useless Zhang Ranzong out of the kitchen, put out the fire while enduring the thick smoke, and then turned on the range hood to gradually suck away the choking smoke from the kitchen. !In this way, a crisis was finally avoided!
Ji Feng dragged Zhang Ranzong, whose face was covered in black and gray, and asked loudly:
"What the hell are you doing! Are you an idiot!" Pointing at the messy kitchen, he threw the rag on Zhang Ranzong's face and said, "I'll give you half an hour to clean it up!"
Zhang Ranzong didn't dare to resist, he went into the kitchen aggrieved, from time to time he squinted at Ji Feng's face, like a child who made a mistake and was punished.
Ji Feng leaned against the door with a serious face: "What are you looking at? Wipe it quickly!"
"Wipe it..." Zhang Ranzong muttered in a low voice, "I want to get you something to eat..."
Monsoon is even angrier:
"Get food? Are you sure you're not going to burn my kitchen? Burn my house?"
Zhang Ranzong was confident:
"So what if it burns, I can easily pay dozens or hundreds of houses for this kind of house!"
Such an aboveboard flaunting of wealth and Zhang Ranzong's unrepentant appearance made Ji Feng furious, clenching his fists and trembling with anger:
"Don't think that you can do whatever you want just because you have money!!"
"what?"
Zhang Ranzong seemed to have discovered the New World, stood up and said, "You mean you can do whatever you want without money?"
"you!"
Ji Feng was choked and speechless.
Zhang Ranzong threw away the rag, took out a bunch of cards and a large stack of banknotes from his wallet, threw them into the trash can, and approached Jifeng Road step by step:
"I have no money now, can I do whatever I want?"
Ji Feng was pressed hard and stepped back: "It's not...you...don't come here!"
Zhang Ranzong didn't care, he pouted and said:
"You said that if you don't have money, you can do whatever you want!" He raised his chin and looked down at Ji Feng, as if he wanted to immediately cramp Ji Feng's bones and eat him dry!
Ji Feng yelled in his heart, "Even if you can do whatever you want, it's not against me, right?"
But Zhang Ranzong pulled Ji Feng into his arms, hugged him tightly, and whispered in his ear: "You said, you can't do whatever you want if you have money, and you can be wretched if you don't have money! Do whatever you want!"
Ji Feng's back felt cold, and he hurriedly broke free: "I...what I said to do whatever you want is not your...do whatever you want!"
"Who am I to do whatever I want?" Zhang Ranzong smiled sinisterly, teasing and teasing on purpose.
Ji Feng blushed, subconsciously avoided his gaze, and faltered: "I... I don't know you!"
"Then do you want me to teach you?" Zhang Ranzong got closer!
Ji Feng suddenly felt a violent heartbeat and shortness of breath. After thinking for a while, he suddenly raised his hand and slapped Zhang Ranzong fiercely, cursing:
"You! Stop playing hooligans here!!"
Zhang Ranzong was beaten until his ears were ringing, his mind was dizzy, and he covered his face as if he was about to cry: "How can you beat me?"
"I... I can fight if I want!" Ji Feng couldn't see that Zhang Ranzong suddenly regained his sinister and cunning appearance, blushing and hid on the sofa, hating in his heart: "Ah! Why do I have to blush?! Why!"
Zhang Ranzong could see Ji Feng's reaction clearly. In this short period of time, he had already figured out Ji Feng's easy-going soft-hearted temper, and deliberately clinged to him with a sad face and begged:
"I'm hungry! I'm so hungry~ My face hurts too! My head hurts too! It hurts!"
Ji Feng moved his body uncomfortably, but with every inch he moved, Zhang Ranzong stuck another inch forward!
Seeing that he was about to retreat to the edge of the sofa, Ji Feng stood up in a panic and asked, "What are you doing?"
Looking at Zhang Ranzong's playful expression, he suddenly remembered the past, and his eyes couldn't help but feel sore:
"No matter how painful it is, is it as painful as I was back then?! Since you know what pain is, how could you treat me like that at that time?!"
Zhang Ranzong didn't expect things to develop like this, his expression froze instantly, he was completely stunned looking at Ji Feng whose eyes were red and about to cry, he didn't know how to react or what to say!
Ji Feng didn't want to cry about such a thing anymore, and didn't want to think about it any more, so he endured it for a while, turned around and quickly walked back to the room, saying: "I don't want to see you again!"
Zhang Ranzong lost his hippie smile, bowed his head in repentance with calm eyes, and murmured with all kinds of feelings in his heart:
"I don't want to either! I know I was wrong! But... I don't know what to do!"
Ji Feng locked himself in the room until night and refused to come out, Zhang Ranzong sat by the door and waited obsessively.
Xiaobai kept pawing at the door, making marks on the door, yelling non-stop.
There was no movement in the Jifeng room, and there was no movement in Zhang Ranzong's heart.
Time seemed to have stopped, and the two people who hadn't had a drop of water seemed to have forgotten their hunger. One huddled under the blanket and struggled with the nightmare of the past, and the other sat on the ground without feeling cold, like a lifeless wax figure.
Xiaobai anxiously pawed at the door, but couldn't get a response after calling for a long time, so he came to Zhang Ranzong and meowed.
Zhang Ranzong pinched Xiaobai's ears, took a heavy breath and said to the room: "It's hungry, can I feed him?"
Ji Feng naturally wouldn't answer, Zhang Ranzong knew it in his heart.
He allowed himself to mess around like this because his nature was too kind, and Zhang Ranzong knew it very well!
He will not forgive himself, Zhang Ranzong knows that it is impossible for him to fall in love with him, Zhang Ranzong is even more clear, but he is still unwilling to give up in his heart, and he is always holding on to that little hope!
But this is shameless!
Xiaobai got food and finally agreed to be quiet.
Zhang Ranzong took out his mobile phone, still thinking that Ji Feng must be hungry too, ordered two takeaways, squatted down and watched Xiao Bai eat with gusto, scratched this kitten who was full of hostility towards him yesterday and said:
"Smelly cat, shouldn't it be better for me to go!"
Xiaobai raised his head and called out, as if he could understand what he just said.
For some reason, Zhang Ranzong felt uncomfortable as if his throat was blocked by something, and covered his face to suppress the soreness in his eyes:
"I also know that I am not as good as a beast, and I also know that dying ten thousand times is not enough to atone for it! But I also know that I really like him! I should have fallen in love with him at first sight, right? I... I am actually very scared ah!"
"What are you afraid of?"
Ji Feng came out of the room at some point, leaning against the door and asking.
Zhang Ranzong was taken aback, got up in a hurry, and looked at Ji Feng fixedly, tears were still shining in the corners of his eyes.
Ji Feng's heart became heavier for some reason, he took a deep breath and said, "Are you hungry, what do you want to eat?"
Zhang Ranzong was still standing, watching Ji Feng without speaking.
Ji Feng was helpless, and asked again: "Quickly tell me what do you want to eat?!"
"I..." Zhang Ranzong didn't know whether it was joy or sorrow, he hugged Ji Feng, choked up and said, "You...you are finally willing to come out! I thought you really didn't want to..."
Ji Feng looked away sadly and said: "Enough! I don't think I like you!" After a pause, he said in a low voice: "Let go, I'll go cook something."
Although Ji Feng's cooking skills are not outstanding, he can still cook simple dishes well, and he will serve a few appetizing dishes in a short time.
Zhang Ranzong felt even more ashamed, lowered his head and rubbed the chopsticks in his hand.
Ji Feng squinted and said, "Why, a person who can't even fry an egg still dislikes my cooking? Or is it because I think the food is poisoned by me and dare not eat it?"
"No!" Zhang Ranzong hurriedly denied, "I just think I'm so useless!"
"No, you are rich! You can do whatever you want!" Ji Feng mocked.
Zhang Ranzong could tell that Ji Feng was mocking him, but he didn't feel uncomfortable in his heart, on the contrary, he was a little relieved.
At least, he is still willing to talk to himself!
Ji Feng ate a few mouthfuls, seeing that Zhang Ranzong didn't move his chopsticks, he said again: "What's the matter? Are you not hungry?"
"Hungry." Zhang Ranzong raised his head slowly, looked at Ji Feng and said, "But...you didn't...you didn't tell me to eat..."
Ji Feng rolled his eyes and blurted out: "I didn't ask you to fuck me back then!"
The atmosphere suddenly became more embarrassing. Although Ji Feng held grudges in his heart, the words he said subconsciously at this time were like lead weights, and he actually weighed down his mind a little, and became uncomfortable.
Zhang Ranzong kept his head down even lower, completely lacking the Lingran temperament that he should have.
Ji Feng felt a little depressed, he took a piece of meat and put it in Zhang Ranzong's bowl: "Eat quickly."
Looking at the piece of meat in the bowl, Zhang Ranzong felt even more guilty, but he still didn't say anything, after thinking about it, he was finally willing to use his chopsticks to eat.
Zhang Ranzong has never eaten such a meal. Whether it is the ingredients or the combination, it is far from what Zhang Ranzong usually eats, and the taste is not even one-tenth of it. However, it has become the most impressive Zhang Ranzong has ever eaten. , the best meal ever.
"Put the bowl in the sink after eating." Ji Feng ate very little, and he was full after eating a bowl of rice.
Zhang Ranzong was a little embarrassed, hesitantly asked: "Wash... What is a sink?"
"You..." Ji Feng said helplessly, "It's fine if you don't know how to cook. You don't even know what a sink is. How did you survive until now?"
Zhang Ranzong replied without thinking, "I don't need to cook or wash dishes."
Ji Feng looked at the sincere Zhang Ranzong, but couldn't get angry, he just felt that he was too naive!
"Come on! Forget about a person like him, he is not living the life of ordinary people!" Ji Feng said to himself, so he had to sit back on the chair and wait for Zhang Ranzong to finish eating.
Even though Zhang Ranzong is a bastard, he grew up in a wealthy family and has developed a good eating habit, chewing slowly, swallowing silently, and moving gently and gracefully.
"So it's like this when he eats." Ji Feng was surprised.
I used to think that Zhang Ranzong was an indifferent and cruel evil spirit, but these two days I think he is a brain-dead man, but when he eats, he has the air of a gentle gentleman, with stretched brows and a soft expression. If he looks like this usually, I'm afraid Fascinated thousands of girls!
"But..." Ji Feng thought again, "If he grows up like this, even if he has a bad personality, it's enough to make a woman scream. It's a pity, I like men!"
Zhang Ranzong blushed suddenly and said, "You...why keep looking at me?"
"Yo! He's still shy!" Ji Feng said again in his heart.
Zhang Ranzong seemed uncomfortable being looked at, his eyes wandered around, and finally said: "You...can you go back with me?"
"Ah?" Ji Feng didn't understand for a moment, and asked blankly, "What?"
Zhang Ranzong hurriedly explained nervously:
"Oh, don't worry, I won't do anything to you anymore. Although I still hope that you can be with me... But, I won't force you anymore! It's just that I think you should want to go back."
Ji Feng was startled, but on the surface he pretended not to care:
"How do you know I want to go back? Maybe I like it better here."
"Because..." Zhang Ranzong suddenly had some unknown meaning in his eyes, turned his face away and whispered: "Actually, you still really want to be with him, right?"
Ji Feng was a little surprised, looked up at Zhang Ranzong, and thought:
"What do you mean? What does he mean... Wait, is he jealous now? Isn't he really having fun when he says he likes me?"
"In short, if you want to go back, I will take you back with me. Although you may not need me to do this, you will definitely not be able to see me again after you go back. Take it as pity on me and stay by my side more That's all right, okay?"
Zhang Ranzong's tone became more urgent, but it also made people feel his frustration and loneliness.
Ji Feng didn't know what it was like for a moment, thought for a while and said: "Okay, go back." For some reason, there was a bitter smile on his lips.
Zhang Ranzong didn't speak any more, and Ji Feng also fell silent.
It's just that the air seems to have no oxygen, and both of them feel depressed and suffocated.
Bang! ! !
The broken door suddenly fell to the ground, and the courier boy stood at the door in surprise, looking at the two sitting inside with a look of bewilderment.
Ji Feng watched all this with his mouth wide open, and said intermittently: "This...what, what's going on?"
"I... I ordered takeaway!" Zhang Ranzong replied weakly, not daring to glance at Ji Feng.
The courier brother was in a dilemma, still holding the takeaway in his hand, he asked awkwardly, "Is...is your takeaway...?"
Ji risked to let out a little breath, and shouted: "No!! Let me eat it myself!! Get out!!!"
The courier brother was taken aback and fled in a hurry!
Ji Feng was panting with anger, he lifted up the door that had been kicked down by Zhang Ranzong, and covered the door falsely. It was barely safe at first, but now a big crack had opened, and the cold wind couldn't help creeping in!
Zhang Ranzong sat at the dining table, motionless, looking at Ji Feng in fear.
Ji Feng was extremely helpless, he was so angry that he smoked all over his body, he turned around and cleaned up the dishes very rudely, the sound of the dishes seeming to be smashed continued to be heard from the kitchen.
Zhang Ranzong stayed like a cat all the time, Xiaobai seemed to be frightened by Ji Feng's momentum, nestled at Zhang Ranzong's feet motionless, closed his mouth tightly and dared not call out.
One cat and one person, four eyes facing each other, sympathizing with each other!
Lying on the bed, Ji Feng couldn't fall asleep, feeling a little heavy in his heart:
"What are you doing! You said you liked me for a while, and you treated me like that before, and now you tell me to find someone else. What do you think of me? It's really bad!"
"Ahhhhh!!"
The sound of Zhang Ranzong sneezing came from the living room, Ji Feng strangled himself from the bed, looked at the door for a while, then got up and went out, "Do you want to come in and sleep, I only have one quilt."
Zhang Ranzong looked at Ji Feng in surprise, a little unbelievably surprised, but he still refused: "No, no, it's not very cold."
In fact, of course Zhang Ranzong wanted to go in, of course he wanted to hug Ji Feng into his arms again, but in this way, what is the difference from before?It will only hurt him again!
I don't want to do this anymore!
Ji Feng was a little surprised, he thought that Zhang Ranzong would definitely agree, but unexpectedly refused.
But Zhang Ranzong seemed to be aware of his thoughts.
"Come in, just sleep honestly." Ji Feng said again.
Zhang Ranzong kept his mouth open and didn't speak any more, he obediently followed Ji Feng into the room.
In this way, the two of them lost their sleepiness even more.
Ji Feng turned his back to Zhang Ranzong, and he could feel Zhang Ranzong's warmth from behind, even a little hot.
Zhang Ranzong also turned his back to Ji Feng, sleeping regularly and honestly, even a little stiff.
Ji Feng wanted to speak, but didn't know what to say.
Zhang Ranzong wanted to speak, but he had thousands of words in his heart, but he dared not speak.
Snow fell outside the window again, and the window was still slightly open. Ji Feng felt cold, so he got up and closed the window.
Back to the bed, Zhang Ranzong lay motionless with his eyes closed, but Ji Feng knew that Zhang Ranzong was not asleep.
Being so silent seemed too annoying, Ji Feng thought for a while and said:
"Don't you have anything you want to say to me? It doesn't matter if it's about Liu Zhiqi, about me, confession, or anything else."
"That Liu Zhiqi belongs to Xiao Huang, they are together." Zhang Ranzong turned his back and only said this sentence softly.Although I know it's despicable, but I really want to say this in my heart, even if it makes you uncomfortable, I still want to say this.
Ji Feng's heart felt a little tighter, and it was inevitable that he would feel a little lost!I kept it for many years but couldn't keep it, but it was only a few months, and it already belonged to someone else!
After falling into silence for a while, he smiled wryly and said:
"I don't care, just be his friend, not to mention, didn't you say that I can go to him after I go back?"
Ji Feng was a little surprised, what did he want to express by saying that?
Zhang Ranzong didn't speak, but he seemed to be trembling a little. After a long time, he turned around and sat up, gently grabbed the corner of Ji Fengyi and said:
"I...I don't want you to go find him..."
Zhang Ranzong's voice trembled slightly, the volume was so low that it could almost be swallowed by the sound of wind and snow outside, but Ji Feng could hear it clearly.
After hearing it clearly, my heart felt a little sour again.I don't seem to want to care about who the sacred Xiao Huang is, I just feel a little lost, a little heartache for no reason!
Zhang Ranzong seemed about to cry, and gradually pulled Ji Feng's clothes tighter.
Ji Feng felt a little blocked again, but couldn't say a word, and re-rolled the quilt and said:
"Go to sleep."
Zhang Ranzong didn't lie down immediately, but sat on the edge of the bed with his head down until late at night.
Such a reaction is natural, how can I expect Ji Feng to say "I won't go to him again, will I be with you?" That's just a delusion that I can't realize!
No matter how quiet the night is, it is doomed to have no sleep, whether it is you or me!
It's clearly windy and snowy outside, but why can we always hear each other's breathing clearly?
But everything was wrong.
The order is wrong and the mood is wrong.
Everything was wrong from the beginning!
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no more!My lovely monsoon must belong to the temperate ocean, so gentle and kind! !
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