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After the spring banquet, everything in Beijing remained the same.Although the war remains the same, as long as Wei Liao returns to Chang'an, this place will remain unchanged.The first thing to do is the funeral, Du Yu's posthumous title, and then the county head of Yuntai.Her husband is Yun Heng who conspired against him, and logically speaking, his status is already embarrassing. However, after hearing about this, the county magistrate committed suicide in anger. She was even pregnant. This trip is naturally called a loyal one. Make sacrifices for her.

Naturally, there are many happy events, the first one is Pei Mi's promotion to Minister of the Book.

Although he used to be the head of the Shangshutai, but whether he is called or not is naturally different.In the past, this position was not vacant, but was deleted. Because the emperor had received this title in the previous dynasty, and the subsequent emperors always had the consideration of checks and balances and separation of powers. Now it is specially dug out to let him take the position. Obviously, Wei Liao is very satisfied with him. the meaning of.

The rest of the people can also make a move, Fu Xiru was promoted to Shang Shuxing You Pushe - this position is already worthy.The two great Buddhas, he and Pei Mi, are still fighting each other in Shangshu Province, which is obviously Wei Liao's intention, and now he can be used to fight against Yun Heng, so no one has said anything.

Then came the wedding of Pei Mi's daughter to Fu Xixing.

Fu Xixing has an honor on him, and Pei Mi is an upstart with red makeup, which caused a sensation in the whole Chang'an city.Although the ritual system is not as good as last year when the princess descended, even the people of Chang'an City will see how many princesses descend in a lifetime?

This marriage is not enough to alarm the palace, the so-called bestowed marriage is nothing more than a decent one, and the Fu and Pei families are the ones who actually dealt with it. No matter what Pei Mi and Fu Xiru think in their hearts, at least the two families are happy.

Gao Tang of the Fu family is not there, but they are a big family after all, and there are many clan relatives and female relatives who preside over and help, not to mention the princess sitting in charge.And since Pei Mi jumped up, she also has relatives who cling to her. Naturally, this wedding is very lively, and there are almost as many people who give gifts as there are people who give gifts.

Although he asked for it personally, Fu Xiru really didn't feel much about this marriage.He was nothing more than fulfilling his younger brother's wish. Although he knew that the two were in agreement, he didn't feel any emotion when he saw it.

The princess was not an ordinary female family member. She had entertained female guests and came out to stand with him. Both of them sighed and thought about their own thoughts.

Wei Chenrui was about to ripen, his body was heavy, he looked at the red light in the porch, and wanted to say something, but he was too lazy to speak.She laughed too much today, and she already felt very heavy. After thinking about it, she said: "The situation in the court...has changed again."

Fu Xiru said: "The princess should be calm."

She stroked her stomach and said in a deep voice, "I just want to do something, but I can't do it right now, it's just... I can't get over it."

She was about to give birth, so naturally it was not easy to do anything, or continue to make trouble, not to mention Du Yu's death hit her hard, and she even felt that her spirit was much shorter than before.What's more, if I feel unhappy, my body will soon be overwhelmed. Seeing the weight loss, the stomach becomes more and more protruding, and it makes people nervous for her.

The princess let out a long breath, calmed down a bit, and continued, "I know what you mean, but don't worry about me doing something stupid. We have plenty of time."

Fu Xiru looked down at a clump of bright red roses outside the corridor, and didn't look at her: "It's time for the princess to take care of herself. There is no need to hide between you and me, I'll just say it straight, the death of the general... It's certainly regrettable, but what I said What I want to ask is what the princess thinks."

Wei Chenrui's reaction was quick: "It's over, what's there to think about?"

Fu Xiru turned around and looked at her: "Death is not a death, and the princess always needs to explain this matter to herself. It may not be a good thing if you don't talk about it."

Wei Chenrui looked at him without saying a word.

She is the legitimate daughter of the abolished prince. Her mother came from a high family and had outstanding virtues. She was hired by the former emperor as the crown prince. The mother and daughter also talked about Du Yu in the East Palace.However, since the fall of the deposed prince, no one has ever asked her what she was thinking and what she wanted.

I thought I could be strong without desires, but in fact, I just endured the pain.Since no one asked, there is no need to mention it.

It's just that no matter what, he never thought that it was Fu Xiru who asked her.The princess stared at him for a long time, then smiled, avoided answering, and asked, "You see so clearly, how many twists and turns have you experienced, and how insightful you are?"

No one made a sound in the hallway.

Fu Xiru's question was not intended to get an answer, but just to wake up the princess. Unexpectedly, she was speechless under her rhetorical question.He thinks that he has done his best and is honest enough, but if he has to force it, it is not enough, he has to feed the tiger with his body, fight with his life, and throw his whole body and soul into the fire.

It's nothing to be honest with yourself.

Wei Chenrui asked him, naturally referring to Wei Liao.The two of them are entangled, and the world can't know the twists and turns, but they all know the reluctance.If it is said that he has not exhausted all his strength, it is not necessarily the case. It is not because he seems to be indifferent and self-sustaining, but he is really able to move forward and stop, and stay still. It is because he has chosen his position and decided his way out long ago.

It is meaningless to talk about whether you hate or not even today.Fu Xiru knew Wei Liao too well, his affection was chaotic and slow, but his love and fetters bound him early, and there was no other path or choice in his life.

It is precisely because one understands and the other is confused that they can reach the same goal by different routes, and have been entangled to this day.His regrets are not at all the same as the princess's. The princess can be said to be a good fortune, or have a bad life, but he is just young and ignorant, unable to choose the right path, and whimsical.

He really knew Wei Liao's temperament very well, so if he had to say he was angry, it wasn't that much.Although being born in the palace is the most wealthy life in the world, Wei Liao's relatives are weak, his mother died young, life in the palace is not easy, his temperament is not only weird, but also greedy.This could have been tolerated, but when he became the emperor and Fu Xiru became a courtier, it was too heavy.

Junjunchenchen, after all, it is too heavy.Although it is not too late for Wei Liao to enter the reserve, but the actual enthronement and being in the reserve are not the same thing at all. Thinking about the year when he first ascended the throne, it was when he was most confused and unable to step on the ground. Even if Fu Xiru tried his best If you want to be stable, you have to adapt to your new position first.

If the human heart is really so changeable, there will be no people in the world who lose their self-knowledge because of the change of their status.

Fu Xiru is still Wei Liao's confidant, and there is no way to know it from birth, and his every move is in line with his position and the expectations of others.

He cares about few things, so he doesn't want to lose anything, but the most difficult thing to seek in life is nothing but fulfillment.

Compared with when he left, Wei Liao has grown a lot and understood a lot. Since returning to Luan, he has handled things more clearly. It is obvious that there is nothing wrong with Fu Xiru's re-selection after going the wrong way.

There was no one in the world who could restrain the emperor, but if Wei Liao's temperament was unrestrained, it would inevitably cause trouble. There is no queen mother in the palace, and no one in the court can subdue him, which is not a good thing at all.Fu Xiru knew that he was single and weak, and all the power came from Wei Liao. Even if he wanted to restrain him, it would be too difficult, so he had to play tricks and mediate among several forces.

Although the personnel affairs failed to meet people's wishes, such as Yun Heng's rebellion so early, such as the princess can't work right now, but the effect is still good after all.

Wei Liao didn't grow up happily, but it went smoothly after all. He was the pampered prince at first, and then he was the only choice to be included in the reserve. He really didn't experience any checks and balances and restrictions. All the way until now, there has never been any accident or self-willedness. It is already a blessing to destroy the world.

He always said that whoever is his anchor is treating himself as a boat, feeling anxious and having nowhere to rest.How can this work?His whole life has been crucified in the palace, crucified on the throne, and if he made a wrong step, he fell far more severely than ordinary people, injured him severely, and even shook the world.

Whether it's tearing down the east wall to pay the west wall, or openly selling officials to ask for huge military expenditures, this kind of thing must never happen again, and it absolutely cannot happen again.

Governing a big country is like cooking a small fish. It takes a lot of effort to govern it well, but if it goes bad, it will only last for 100 years at most, and it is best not to miss a single step.

The more Fu Xiru thought about it, the more heaviness and fatigue he felt, and he didn't know where his way back was.Since he came back, he often feels tired. It used to be from the heart, but now it is almost physically exhausting.

Logically, he was still young, but he was seriously injured one after another, so he couldn't hold on. When Wei Liao came back and was promoted to be a servant, he went to the court to ask for leave again and again.

Anyway, although he is busy with affairs, he is not lacking. If there is any important matter, it is enough to call him into the palace to discuss the matter. Why should he respond every day.

His reasons for retreating bravely were so good that no one could refute them, and the timing was very delicate, so his reputation rose in a short time.

The world has always been like this, the most important thing is to look good, whoever does it beautifully will be pure and flawless.

After asking for leave several times, Wei Liao finally couldn't bear it and announced him to the palace.

It was already summer, but Wei Liao did not move to Penglai Island for a long time.In fact, this practice was also initiated by him. After ascension to the throne, there were a lot of affairs, so he seldom went to the Lishan Palace. Instead, he handled government affairs on Penglai Island. In the past, it was used for banquets, and the lake tour was not bad.

When Fu Xiru came in, the hall was filled with a faint medicinal fragrance, and the imperial doctor had just left, Wei Liao turned his head to look at him as he straightened his clothes by himself.

"Okay, since your old injury has relapsed, don't be too polite."

Fu Xiru naturally wanted to repay his kindness for so many times. After thanking him, the two of them took their seats, but they still had to ask: "Your Majesty's injury?"

In fact, it is not difficult to know that Wei Liao was injured, but anyone who gets close to him can smell the smell of medicine, but it is not easy for everyone to know.What's more, other people don't know, Fu Xiru knows the taste of golden sore medicine very well, if Wei Liao doesn't mention it, he just doesn't say it.

Now that Wei Liao doesn't want to hide it from others, he doesn't have to avoid talking about it.

"It's almost healed." Wei Liao didn't want to say anything more about it, so he explained it lightly.

He has passed the age of making concessions through injury, and it is inevitable that he will show his deeds when he does it. He didn't say it before, but he didn't want to. He always felt that he had hoped for it when he said it.

But now there is no mood, so there is no need to hide it.

Princess Siyang has given birth to a son, and now is the time when the Princess House is happy.He saw Fu Xiru's expression, and he didn't think he was angry or worried, nor did he feel that his cheap dad was having fun.

He didn't know whether he had lost his eyesight, or his mood was already unstable, and he couldn't see Fu Xiru's thoughts for a long time.So I just went on and said: "I intend to go to Lishan Palace, you can go with me."

Going to the palace is no different than going to court on weekdays. Whether you are in the emperor's heart depends on whether you are accompanying him. Besides, it is a lot easier. There are soup springs to enjoy. It is rare to not want to go, just like various banquets. As a status symbol, you can not go, but you have to not want to go.

Fu Xiru responded in a low voice, still not very happy.

How time sculpts a person's appearance, and how it makes him gradually leave his side.

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Doesn't it mean that the mind is not concerned with the deeds, if there is no one with a clear conscience, that's it.