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In fact, Wei Liao was not only unhappy, but even felt a dark flame burning in his viscera, but this anger could not be ignited smoothly.He knew that he was not only for the princess's pregnancy.In fact, thinking about the existence of Chengming, Wei Liao knew that he had never thought about what Fu Xiru was thinking when he was messing around with others, and he could only treat this as retribution.What he really felt bitterly cold was that he understood that the past was never irreversible. Those few days and nights on the grassland, with the bright moon, heavy snow and silence, were rare scenery in life.

In fact, Fu Xiru has seen a lot of resolute intentions, but he always refuses to admit it, and he is unwilling to say goodbye. It seems that he can persist in the entanglement that is deceitful.

What really made him lose confidence and courage was the sentence "It's my fault" that he blurted out.Now that you have realized the wrong things you have done, how can you make mistakes and pretend that nothing happened?

He felt sad and lost, but he couldn't find a way to redeem it, let alone the courage.

Maybe he missed too much.

It really doesn't matter whether he sees Fu Xiru or not.Even he himself didn't know why he suddenly wanted to marry Pei Mi's daughter.He vaguely knew that these two people really hit it off, so he calmed down and thought about it carefully, and he actually felt very envious.When he was young and ignorant, someone once wanted to have a title with him, but he couldn't agree to it no matter what, not only couldn't agree, but he was actually afraid because of it.

From this point of view, Fu Xixing is more blessed than his elder brother.

Wei Liao has never been a person who underestimates himself, but he has to admit that he never thinks highly of himself, especially for bringing Fu Xiru a lot of hardships for nothing. From the perspective of the other party's world, he is indeed not a good lover.

It is not difficult to imagine how other people in the world treat their lovers.They are not Wei Liao, but they are much better than Wei Liao.

Many years ago, Fu Xiru once said that he didn't want anyone but Wei Liao, but now it has been almost ten years.Ten years, within the palace walls, is more precious than a lifetime, and no one dares to say that this fate is not long-lasting.

Wei Liao wanted to persuade himself that it was almost enough, it was not too late to stop now, but he was still not reconciled, he couldn't lie to himself, and he knew what greed was, in fact, he didn't think it was enough, he just felt tired, powerless, and more than enough. But I couldn't hold on anymore.

He has never seen Fu Xiru's appearance as a father, but he has seen him as a brother, and he has envied Fu Xixing's carefreeness many times.He knew that Fu Xiru had no love for the princess, but even so, there would only be secret rumors about them in the world, and it was he and the princess who really stayed together and stood side by side.

Especially when Fu Xiru has a child, he will never, never be heavier than the other side.

If life is like this, there is nothing to do.

Finally, a big banquet was held the next day.The decree of bestowing marriage has not been issued yet, because we can't take this matter too seriously, Wei Liao first met the humerus important minister for a day, and then came to the banquet in a daze.

The banquet was held in the Linde Hall, and all the officials sat in the porch, everyone laughed and talked loudly, because the emperor's class teacher returned to the court, and his reputation was illustrious.

Although he has not yet successfully suppressed the rebellion, let alone defeated the Uyghurs, Wei Liao's performance has been outstanding enough, his command has a good command, and he has even personally led the troops in battle many times, winning surprising victories. The current prestige is unprecedentedly high, which is worth celebrating.

Naturally, Princess Siyang also attended the banquet.

Her pregnancy was not going well, but after putting on makeup, she did not look pale and thin at all, her skin was clear and moist, her lips were like vermilion, and her face was like a lotus. When she came in with her son-in-law, no one would give a compliment Husband and wife are deeply affectionate, talented and beautiful.

Although the princess was not idle when Wei Liao was not in Beijing, but now the two meet again, they are very affectionate. He glanced at his stomach indifferently: "It's not yet time to congratulate Siyang on your happy event."

As he said that, he glanced at Fu Xiru's face and saw nothing unusual, so he pretended nothing had happened, and rewarded the loving couple with a white jade from his private treasury, and let them sit at the table.

Wei Liao saw that Wei Chenrui's stomach was heavy, and he was distracted thinking about whether Li Jieyu was having such a difficult pregnancy at that time, but he was a man after all, and he didn't care about such things at all, so naturally he couldn't compare them.

The husband and wife sat not far away, and Wei Chenrui said in a low voice: "You don't have to be so nervous about me, originally..." She paused meaningfully, and then showed a wry smile: "I should accept your love, who is it?" Do you know that I still have a day to be a mother in this life?"

She stroked her lower abdomen with her hands, and finally showed a little tiredness.

After all, Du Yu's death hit her hard.It's not a big deal to be strangers, but if one dies unexpectedly, the other should feel uncomfortable.There was no fate between them, but Du Yu died a tragic death, even if he was given a posthumous posthumous title after his death, it would be meaningless.

When people die, everything becomes empty.

Fu Xiru didn't say much, he knew that Wei Chenrui was not only sad and lost, but also had a lot of hesitation and bitterness, but he was not the object of her confiding, so he just shook his head: "Why do you say such things now? , the princess is getting heavy, she should have been raised by more generals, why bother to thank you for everything."

The names of the husband and wife are half-fake and not true, but the two of them have a little sympathy for each other, and it is true that the husband and wife love each other deeply from a distance.

Once the banquet started, with the cover of singing and dancing, eye contact became much easier. Wei Liao looked down quietly, and Du Momo sat on the supreme place, but he sighed empty in his heart.

He still wanted to take a gamble after all.

There is only one point of sincerity left that can bet.

Wei Liao knew that it was unwise to be obsessed with this, but right now he thought that there was only one troublesome thing that needed to be solved but could not be solved, so he had to be obsessed.In fact, there was a vague guess in his heart from the very beginning, but he also thought it was absurd and didn't want to mention it again. However, when these two people really came in front of him, he felt that it was not impossible.

He has believed in too many false and mysterious things, why not believe in himself once?

So he left the table, just in time to block Fu Xiru who came out to drink.

The two met in the hallway, and both of them thought it was intentional or unintentional.

Not long after Wei Liao came back, this was the first time they met in private.It stands to reason that the work of saving Ka is enough for the two of them to get along in a different way, but once they are in Miyagi, it is still the same as before.Until now, I can't lie to myself that there is no difference, and many things in the past have never left traces.

From the highest to the bright moon, the closest relatives and the most distant... It's not their turn yet.

Half of Wei Liao's face was hidden in the shadows, he and Fu Xiru looked at each other for a moment, and spoke first: "She is not pregnant with your child at all, is she?"

He stood firmly and straight, with no expression on his face, and just said such a sentence when he came up, Fu Xiru's expression changed slightly, but he didn't say anything.

In fact, Wei Liao was just betting. He originally thought that if he guessed right, he would be cheated out of him. However, now that Fu Xiru is silent, he also knows that he guessed right.

In other words, it is not speculation, but hope.

Fu Xiru didn't want to say it because his own reputation wasn't good, and besides, he didn't care who the princess had feelings for or had selfish interests with.How could this be an ordinary couple?

Wei Liao thought clearly, and wanted to ask something, but quickly died down, looking at a round of spring moon on the high palace wall: "If you don't want to say it, I will never force you. But you and I from now on , is this the only way?"

He didn't want to, but he couldn't change it.

Fu Xiru was silent for a long time, and slowly said: "It's been like this for a long time, I don't have the courage to move forward, and I can't go back to the past."

So it can only be cut off at this point.

It's like playing halfway through a song, when the wind and snow blow open the window, the moment I stand up, the lingering sound of the song can only be scattered in the wind and cannot be continued.

It's never been the same since.

It wasn't surprising that Wei Liao was rejected by him, but he felt pain all over his body like a knife cut, he took a step forward and grabbed his sleeve.He used to do this often. Fu Xiru was older than him, and the two were always taller and shorter. Now that he has caught up, he has never been this close again, nor has he shown weakness like this.

He had put on the shell for too long and knew what to do with the shell at this moment, but he was actually unwilling.The emperor could live without anyone, but he knew that he would always have a place for Wei Young, and Wei Young could not live without Fu Xiru.This person is so important in his life that it is more important than life, and he can't leave this person as if nothing happened.

"But..." He managed to organize the words, and felt very at a loss. He wanted to say but I didn't want to cut it off. I am willing to tolerate it now, or I don't want anything, but I really can't let you go, and I find it hard to say it. Convincing, with a blank heart, actually made him blurt out a completely different sentence: "Actually, I guessed earlier, you have never been as addicted to this as I am."

This is a long-standing guess, but even for his own sake, Wei Liao is unwilling to admit it.He is not suspicious, but he knows that he is different from Fu Xiru. It is really not easy for people in the world to need another person like him, let alone him who has always been chasing him.

Wei Liao felt exhausted, as if he had really done what he could.

He was not disappointed in himself, but felt that there was snow in the spring garden, so he let go stiffly, let go of Fu Xiru's sleeve, and stood there expressionlessly.

"Don't worry about it," Fu Xiru said in a low voice, "At that time, I really loved you with all my heart, and I cherished you like my life."

Wei Liao stared at him blankly, not understanding why he said such belated words at this moment.

Fu Xiru's eyes were like a gentle spring breeze, brushing his temples, his face, he was as stubborn as a boy, his lips were still tightly pursed, and he immediately bowed and said: "It's been a long time since I left the table, Your Majesty should go back."

I don't want to say anything more.

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In fact, these two chapters have used the secret rumors that you and I are in love circulating in the world. It is Lin Xi who wrote the lyrics. It is really too sad and stubborn. It brainwashes me unconsciously. I always want to say something and forget it.Anyway, that's it, it's not bad to use this song as background music for the belated breakup scene in this chapter.Smells the end, every day into October could end.