Yesterday was like Death

He is really good at it, every word he utters can be so heartbreaking.

I gritted my teeth: "Do you think you are the only one affected?" The fist fell, rubbing his cheek, and finally smashed hard on the floor, "Who the hell is it easy? I would have had a good life, if it weren't for your amnesia, If you hadn't lost your memory..."

We are together.

The previous momentum gradually lost with the words, I slumped my shoulders, hunched my back, and completely lost the strength to argue with him.

The water from the hair dripped down and hit Xi Zonghe's bare chest below him.He was silent, eyes closed all the time.I felt something was wrong, so I leaned over to pat his face, only to find that he was breathing so long that he fell asleep like this.

"Hold!"

I rested my forehead on his shoulder and maintained this position quietly, except for his strong heartbeat, there was no other sound in my ears.After about 10 minutes, I let out a long sigh and straightened up slowly.

I took out the earphones from my pocket, wiped off the water stains on the screen, and called Tang Li.The other party should have been waiting anxiously on the other end, and the phone rang once and was connected.

"Hello? How are you, Xiao Gu?"

"Sister Li, please call the reproductive center now to confirm if the baby is okay." I stood up and turned on the light in the living room, "Send me a message after confirmation."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Tang Li to ask any more questions, she hung up the phone neatly.

I stared at the unconscious Xi Zonghe on the ground, hesitated for a moment, went to wrap his arms around his chest from behind, and dragged him backwards to the big bed in the bedroom.

My body was cold and wet, so I simply took off my clothes and went into the bathroom to take a hot shower.

The bathroom is filled with mist, and the warm water is sprinkled from the top of the head, gradually warming the body.It's so strange, it's clear that it's not cold anymore, but I always have the illusion that I'm in a world of ice and snow.

When will all this end?

I never feel that I am a person who cannot bear hardships, but my lover is really too tired.One-sided love is like moving forward with a heavy load, constantly climbing the peak, but still unable to get closer to the person in your heart.After a long time, it is nothing more than dying in the middle of the road.

I don't want to die, I don't want to be like my mother.

I couldn't wear my clothes anymore, so I took a shirt from Xi Zonghe's cloakroom and put it on.He's quite a bit taller than me, and one size too big, so the fit just covers his hips.

Tang Li's message has been sent, and the child is fine, Xi Zonghe is just lying to me with angry words.

When I learned that things were as I guessed, I was even more relieved when I was overjoyed, and it was only now that I really warmed up from the inside out.

"You're the one who hates it." I sat on the edge of the bed, stroking with my fingertips the corner of Xi Zonghe's mouth where I had broken the skin, and leaned over to give a soft kiss there.

I stayed with him all night, and one of them woke up once. He didn't know whether he was sleepy or drunk, and he cried out for pain with his eyes half open.I asked him where it hurt, and he said his head.After touching the back of his head, he realized that there was a big bump.

It rained all night, making me sleepy and waking up from time to time, and woke up completely at dawn the next day.

I couldn't sleep, so I had to get up, and I went into the kitchen to prepare coffee and breakfast for Xi Zonghe as before, and cooked some porridge for myself, and had a breakfast together.

When the hour hand pointed to eight o'clock, Xi Zonghe still hadn't moved, so I had no choice but to go into the room and call him. As soon as I entered the door, I saw him sitting on the head of the bed, with his eyes closed and his brows furrowed, with a look of enduring pain.

If I were smarter, I should stop the loss and go back the same way in time when I found that I couldn't reach the peak, whether he likes it or not.

But I'm not smart, so I can't be cruel.

"Is there something uncomfortable on your body?" I walked over quickly, wanting to touch his forehead.

Hearing my voice, he suddenly opened his eyes and stared at me with a fierce expression.

A sick tiger is also a tiger, I shyly withdrew my hand, not daring to tease him so directly.

"Why haven't you left?" He suddenly narrowed his eyes, "Are you wearing my shirt?"

I nodded honestly: "My clothes got wet last night, I borrow yours to wear them."

I don't know if it was because of his physical discomfort, but his voice was a little hoarse: "Then why don't you wear pants?"

Because your pants are not only too big but also too long...

I sighed in my heart, and said, "My clothes have been washed and dried in the washing machine, and they will be ready in half an hour. Don't worry, I won't hang on."

Xi Zonghe seemed to be really uncomfortable. He glanced at me, said nothing, lay down on the bed, turned his back to me, and wanted to sleep again.

I glanced at the still gray sky outside, sat next to him, and asked him, "Does your leg hurt?"

I was so surprised yesterday that I forgot the old problem on his leg.In such weather, he should also feel it.

Xi Zonghe didn't reply to me for a long time, just when I thought he wouldn't pay attention to me and was about to get up, he suddenly spoke again.

"I had a dream. I dreamed that my legs were pinned down and my head was still bleeding. I felt so painful and scared. I was afraid that if I died, what would happen to the people who loved me..." He With his back to me, he remained motionless and said in a calm tone, "I am not willing to leave them behind, I want to live on. In the darkness, my body seemed to be broken into countless pieces. I tried my best to fight myself, and ran desperately in the darkness , I want to wake up. I told myself, I must not die, I want to go back to see Jiang Mu and my family..."

His voice got lower and lower, and I couldn't help but touch his arm, only to find that his body was trembling very weakly, and the ecstasy that he had recovered part of his memory was instantly overwhelmed by worry.

"Xiaohe..."

I already knew the ending, and I wanted to interrupt him, but he pressed my hand and stubbornly insisted on finishing.

"But when I woke up, none of them were by my side. It turned out that I was the only one who cared about my life and death from the beginning to the end. I escaped death and walked through the underworld. All the efforts I made to survive , as if it became a joke." His five fingers tightened little by little, so tight that I could clearly feel his resentment from the pain.

Climbing back from the bottom of hell for the one he loves, he opened his eyes and saw that everyone didn't take him seriously. This was indeed a big blow to his life, and it was no wonder that his temperament changed drastically later on.

"Did you dream about me?" I asked him expectantly.

Shortly after the accident, it was my turn to play.

"No." He seemed to wake up suddenly, he threw away my hand suddenly, his tone became cold and hard, "You can go."

I was a little disappointed, but I didn't leave immediately. Instead, I put my hands under the quilt and massaged the muscles of his legs.

His body froze for a moment, then he relaxed quickly, but he didn't scold me.

"That child..." I saw that his attitude softened, and discussed with him, "If you don't want to raise it, you can give it to me?"

He turned his head and looked at me, not surprised that I learned the truth: "Why should my child be raised by you?" He rolled up the quilt, moved his legs aside, and refused to let me touch them at all, "Don't you Think I'm doing you a favor by keeping this child. I won't blame a person because I hate another person who is related to him, that's all. "

I withdrew my hand and stood up from the bed: "Will you never forgive me?"

Xi Zonghe froze for a moment, then forcefully forced out a word between his teeth: "Yes!"

Although I had already guessed the answer, I was still stabbed in the heart, and there was a short and sharp pain.

I pursed my lips, turned and left the room.

"There is breakfast on the table, don't forget to eat it when you get up."

Putting on some slightly damp clothes and leaving Hengyue Mountain Villa, he drove back home. Just as he was about to go back to sleep again, Jiang Yan called.

I thought it was about "Big Brand Farmhouse Music", but when I picked it up, it turned out that she was going to introduce the character to me.

"I have a friend who is a TV drama director. He is planning a large-scale period drama recently. I think the hero in it fits your image better. Let me ask you for him to see if you are interested. If you're interested, let's set a time to start it."

She is really a good person to give charcoal in the snow. In my current situation, it would be good if there is a film, so I don’t pay attention to the male one and the male two.

I was in a hurry to respond: "If you are interested, you can choose your time at will. I still have plenty of time."

She was amused by me: "Then I'll ask him to email you the outline of the script, and you can chat among yourself."

I thought that a variety show would repay the favor of saving my life once, but I didn't expect her to repay it again and again, which made me a little flattered.

Afterwards, I told Sang Qing about this matter, and he sighed for a long time after hearing this, saying that good people are rewarded with good things, and the sky will never stop me.

After reading the outline of the script, I thought it was good and solid. It was about [-] episodes. The investment was not too big, and the actors were not famous, but the story was very interesting. I let Sang Qing take it without thinking too much.

A week later, I returned to Bailang Village again to participate in the recording of the second variety show.This time, a foreign sunset group came unexpectedly.