Yesterday was like Death

Although I closed my eyes, I could always feel a gaze staring at me, lingering, very upset.

I endured it for 10 minutes, but I didn't fall asleep, and the sight didn't disappear.I couldn't help but opened my eyes, and turned my head to look at Xi Zonghe: "What are you doing watching me if you don't sleep?"

The other party was not embarrassed by being caught. He looked at me for a moment and said, "Did I ever hold your hand on the street?"

I frowned, a little surprised that he didn't kick me out of bed, but asked such a weird question.

"We are both public figures, how could we hold hands on the street." I answered cautiously, seeing his puzzled expression, I hurriedly added, "But you will hold my hand where no one is around."

Whether there is someone or nobody, whether in public or in private, Xi Zonghe has never held my hand.We're not really a couple, and these acts of intimacy don't apply to my relationship with him.

When he was recovering and learning to walk, he did hold my hand, but it was just a show between the employer and the long-term worker that had to be performed to the world due to the contract, and there was no affection.

He has no love for me, and I know that.

"Ha, hypocrisy!" Hearing what I said, Xi Zonghe seemed quite dissatisfied with his other self.

"After being with Jiang Mu, my biggest wish is to be able to hold hands with him on the street in a fair manner. In order to be worthy of him, I worked hard and studied acting skills. Even if I can't show myself as a lover, I want everyone to feel I am the junior who is closest to him." Pain and tenderness flashed in Xi Zonghe's eyes one by one, "I am so jealous of Rong Ruyu, she doesn't have to do anything, just because she is a woman, she can kiss and hold hands with Ah Mu in public, and is loved Blessings from all over the world. I tried so hard and still lost him."

It's because you worked too hard and became popular too quickly that he felt pressured.He hates that the media always compares himself to you, and he is even more afraid that your deep affection that you have nowhere to hide will be discovered by others, and your reputation will be ruined.

Such a selfish person, but the world can't always see his true face, and he has to "die" for him once before he can fully wake up.

Xi Zonghe narrowly escaped death, and finally escaped from the curse named "Jiang Mu", but returned to the abyss because of a car accident.

I looked at him at the bottom of the cliff, powerless, and he looked back at me at the edge of the cliff, unable to escape.

"Do you want to go back?" I asked him.

Xi Zonghe pulled out a self-deprecating smile: "It's early."

After working for a long time, I still have to ask for trouble.

"Oh. If you want to wake up at night, remember to call me, I'm asleep." I smiled angrily, gave him a sideways glance, pulled the quilt behind my back, and tried to hypnotize myself to sleep again.

After a long time, his voice came from behind.

"Thank you for today."

I opened my eyes in the dark, and closed them slowly after a while.

He softened his attitude towards me. It turned out that it was because of my outstanding performance today.

However, I deserve this thank you. All my concern for him is just planning for my own future, not from the bottom of my heart.

Xi Zonghe's leg injury was healed, and the martial arts substitute was finally used in the play, and the literary play that didn't require much action was switched to the front.

Du Yu's recklessness not only irritated me, but also irritated Director Ma. I don't know how to contact him. He didn't continue his role, but changed to a male artist from the same company as him to play his previous role.

This world is like this, if you can't do well, there are many people who can replace you.

I was waiting for a show that day, when Wenwen suddenly came to me with a happy expression on her mobile phone.

"Brother Tang, Jiang Mu is engaged!"

I was taken aback: "With whom?"

Wenwen looked at me strangely: "Rong Ruyu!" She couldn't stop chattering, "No wonder he hasn't seen anyone since he asked for leave these days, so he's going to get engaged."

Jiang Mu had indeed been gone for a week, and even Xi Zonghe was absent-minded.

I asked Wenwen again: "Where did the news come from?"

Wenwen showed me her mobile phone: "Their two studios posted their own Weibo, you see, they even shared their engagement rings."

I thought it was just an insider's news, but I didn't expect it to be known to everyone.

Looking at the huge heart-shaped diamond ring in the photo, I was dumbfounded on the spot. It turned out that this is Rong Ruyu's ultimate trump card.She is no longer satisfied with just being Jiang Mu's girlfriend, she wants to announce to the world that this man belongs to her.

I sat up abruptly, grabbed Wenwen's arm and said, "Is Xi Zonghe not playing this afternoon?"

Wenwen was taken aback by me: "Yes, yes."

Cursing in a low voice, I took out my mobile phone and called Fang Xiaomin. I wanted to ask about Xi Zonghe's situation, but I couldn't get through.

I was very anxious, but the horse guide couldn't wait to start shooting, so I had to put down my phone and get back to work quickly.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when the filming was over, I went back to the hotel exhausted, and saw Fang Xiaomin waiting at the door of Xi Zonghe's room.

I asked him, "What are you doing here? Why didn't you answer my call?"

He touched his pocket and said apologetically, "Brother Tang, I'm sorry, I forgot to take my phone."

I glanced at the closed door and asked knowingly, "Does he know?"

Fang Xiaomin gave a low "hmm": "There has been no movement since the afternoon, no matter how I knock, the door won't open."

I also convinced him of his brains. If Xi Zonghe couldn't bear to think about committing suicide, he would probably be too cold by now.

"If he doesn't drive, won't you go to the front desk to ask for a spare room card?"

Fang Xiaomin seemed to have just woken up, and ran to the elevator in a hurry.

I sighed, went over and rang the doorbell twice: "Xi Zonghe, it's me, open the door." There was no movement at all inside, dead silence.

Shouldn't he be really dead?

Although there was no one in the corridor, who knew who was behind the door, and I didn't dare to speak too loudly, so I had to speak in a low voice.

"Just open the door and let me know you're fine." I pressed my ear against the door, but I couldn't hear anything except my own breathing.

The 22-year-old Xi Zonghe is so self-willed that his teeth itch.

Fang Xiaomin quickly got the spare room card for the room, and he ran over, panting, and handed the card to me.

Before entering the door, I was afraid that Xi Zonghe would lock the door, but fortunately, he didn't, but the room was very dark, the curtains were drawn, and the lights were not turned on.

I signaled Fang Xiaomin to wait at the door, and walked in alone.

Relying on the light outside the door, I groped in the dark, from the living room of the suite to the bedroom door, twisted the handle and pushed the door in.

As soon as I entered the door, I kicked a glass bottle, and at the same time I smelled a strong smell of alcohol.

I got a headache. Didn't he drink all the wine in the small bar?

In the darkness, I faintly saw a tall figure sitting upright on the edge of the bed, like a silent and lonely statue.The smell of alcohol floated from him, making people want to get drunk.

I looked for the switch on the wall to turn on the light.

"I've liked him since I was 19..."

I fumbled for a while, and looked back.

If I didn't know that it was Xi Zonghe, I would have thought that the voice was some kind of weak and pale ghost.Blinded by the sun, wrapped in despair, wounded by love, and finally wiped out with resentment in the morning light.

"After chasing him for two years, he agreed to be with me. For him, I fell out with my family. For him, I worked hard to become better... I thought I would stay with him forever, but when I woke up Come on, but he’s leaving me to marry another woman.” He asked me, “Why?”

I stared at him quietly, hesitated for a moment, and walked over.

Since he lost his memory, it seems that the most frequently asked me is "why", but I can't give him any answer.

I came to him, raised my arm hesitantly, and gently landed on his head.

"Turn back, enough is enough."

He looked up at me: "My heart hurts so much..." His voice was choked with sobs, "Is it true that no matter how much I cry out for pain now, you won't care about me anymore? I have nothing but you. Ah..."

I was about to say "how could that be", when he called me "Ah Mu".

I stood there stiffly, my throat seemed to be blocked by a heavy, cold stone, and I couldn't spit out or swallow.

What an infatuated species.

"Why should I feel sorry for you? You just... deserved it." I inserted my hands into his hair and forced him to keep his head up. "You are the one who wants to be a bitch, so who are you pretending to be pitiful for now? Love is something like that." There is no such thing as complete fairness.”

In the darkness, his pupils seemed to be covered with a hazy layer of water, and he might feel a little pain from being caught by me, so he let out a short and weak whimper from his throat, and the center of his brows was also slightly furrowed.

"With your brain, can you think of writing anything other than love?" I pursed my lips, tightened my fingers suddenly, bent down and kissed his lips.

Maybe it vented out the fire that had been simmering in my heart, this kiss even had a bit of vicious meaning.I pressed the back of his head and bit his lips, thinking of the "Ah Mu" he just said

Biting his tongue uncontrollably.

He snorted, but didn't push me away, but hugged my waist and let me sit on his lap.

Although his knee has recovered, I still dare not sit still.

I tasted alcohol from his mouth, and that smell made me feel a little drunk too.

The air was hot and skin to skin, I pulled his clothes and pushed him down on the bed.

Xi Zonghe didn't resist at all, just like a tamed beast with its claws drawn out, usually flaunting its power, but now it can only be manipulated by me.

so sad...

I sat on his waist, looked down at him condescendingly, and slid my fingers down his neck, unbuttoning his shirt all the way.

Jiang Mu is a trash, so why am I not a liar?

We played this fool around, Jiang Mu is dirty, and I don't know much about a gentleman.

"You hit the south wall, and your head was bleeding. It's time for me to go one step further." I took off my clothes, looked down at Xi Zonghe, and stuck it up naked.