Yesterday was like Death

Xi Zonghe was injured and rushed to the hospital for treatment, and the filming had to be stopped.

He has an intramedullary nail in his leg. Although it has been in place for many years, it is a foreign body. I am afraid that there will be problems with these things.Unexpectedly, after a close inspection, the nail was fine, and he had a dislocated patella.

I was in a complicated mood for a while, and I didn't know whether to be grateful or worried.

After talking with the doctor, I was still worried, so I took a picture of Xi Zonghe's case report and sent it to his rehabilitation physician, asking if the patella dislocation would affect his leg.

The other party quickly sent back an email, telling me that there is no need to worry, and that it is good to take care of rest, and I am really relieved.

If there is any problem with Xi Zonghe's leg again, I can't imagine what will happen to him and what will happen to me.Such a painful experience, not only him, but I also formed a stress response, unwilling to face it.

In the past, what I was most afraid of was cloudy and rainy days. When the weather was bad, his legs would ache unbearably, and his temper would become violent and irritable.I always have to be careful, afraid of touching his reverse scales.

When he was able to stand up, his recovery was very difficult and his progress was very slow. It was even more difficult than a child learning to walk.

He is too proud and always wants to return to the past as soon as possible. He wants to run as soon as he learns to stand.Every time he falls, the light of hope will dissipate from his face, day after day, thousands of steps, thousands of failures.Finally one day, he was completely numb and no longer believed that he could recover.

He refused to practice, refused to recover, and sat quietly by the window from morning to night looking out.At that time, I was terrified, always afraid that he would be devastated, and his body and mind would be swallowed up by depression.

After a while like this, I really couldn't stand it anymore, so I discussed with him and said, "Mr. Xi, shall we go to rehabilitate? Just walk for 10 minutes, and then I will take you to swim."

Xi Zonghe ignored me, as if there was a transparent wall separating me from him.

If he continues to be decadent like this, all the previous sufferings will be in vain.He suffers in vain, and I suffer in vain.

I gritted my teeth, squatted beside his wheelchair and said, "Look at your current appearance, no wonder Jiang Mu would break up with you. If I were him, I wouldn't want to spend my whole life with a useless person."

I used this aggressive method dangerously and dangerously, it was like pulling out the mane of a sleeping lion with bare hands, if he felt pain, I would be in danger of being bitten.

His eyes slowly turned to me, his eyes were as cold as stagnant water: "What did you say?"

I shuddered secretly, and continued: "You are like this now, apart from making him feel that it is right to break up with you, do you think he will feel sorry for you? He won't, he should stop the loss in time, he should feel lucky !"

Xi Zonghe's fingers gradually clenched, and his joints became more prominent due to his thinning. His expression was extremely terrifying, like a depressing thundercloud in winter, making people breathless.

"Get out."

He couldn't stand my offense, and maybe in the depths of his heart, such thoughts also surfaced from time to time, but it was not something that a person like me could say outright.

I stood up, took a few steps back, and didn't leave.

"Jiang Mu and Rong Ruyu are already in a public relationship. They stepped on your bloody wound and received everyone's blessings. Don't you hate it?"

If he didn't hate him, why would he sign me for five years?If he didn't hate him, why would he call Jiang Mu's name even in his dreams?

"Shut up! Get out!" He stared angrily, went crazy with anger, and started hitting me with fruit from the nearby fruit bowl.

"You have to get back together and work hard to recover, so that you won't let them laugh at you." While avoiding all kinds of "hidden weapons" that were thrown at me, I kept saying, "You have been complaining about yourself like this, and everyone may sympathize at first. You, who will remember you after a long time? This world is such a reality, if you are not pitiful, you will get pity!"

He completely lost his mind and threw away everything he could, even the fruit knife.

It was summer at that time, and I didn't wear much clothes, so I felt a sudden pain on my collarbone, and I only had time to see the moment when the fruit knife fell when I lowered my head.

The blood soon stained the skirt of the clothes red, I covered the wound, and did not irritate Xi Zonghe, and he also stopped throwing things, and looked at me with shortness of breath.

The room was silent for a while, and none of us made a sound.

After a while, I picked up the fruit knife from the ground, walked over and handed it to him, and asked, "Do you still want to throw it away?"

Xi Zonghe looked up, as if he was going to swallow me alive.

We looked at each other for a moment, and he grabbed the fruit knife and nailed it on the table with a backhand.

My heart beat like a drum, and for a moment, I almost thought he was going to stab me to death.

Blood flowed down between my fingers, but luckily the knife stabbed my bone, if I hit a little more, I don't know if I would be killed by a flying knife.

Xi Zonghe let go of the handle of the knife and ordered me: "Treat the wound, and then take me to rehabilitation."

My heart relaxed, and I almost sat down on the ground.

After that, he never gave up on rehabilitation, step by step until he could walk freely.

I finally left a [-]mm long scar on my collarbone, which is the testimony of Xi Zonghe's fragility.His love for it all stems from the special meaning behind it.

After Xi Zonghe finished the joint reduction, he put an elastic bandage on the affected area to fix it, and it could be removed after two weeks.

After returning to the hotel from the hospital, the director and the producer came to visit him and stayed for an hour before leaving.Even Luo Lian and Jiang Mu sent assistants to send condolence fruit baskets.

Due to the sudden incident, Xi Zonghe and I were still wearing costumes, makeup and hair, and when everyone left, I asked Fang Xiaomin to clean up for Xi Zonghe, and went back to take a shower.

Half an hour later, I knocked on Xi Zonghe's door again, and Fang Xiaomin came to open the door.

I lowered my voice and said, "Go back and rest."

Before Xi Zonghe lost his memory, I always took care of him when he got sick, so he got used to it and left very simply.

I closed the door and quietly entered the house.

Xi Zonghe was lying on the soft quilt, seemingly in a deep sleep, but when I approached, he still opened his eyes.

When he saw me, he didn't let me go out immediately, but turned his face to the other side.

"Do you think I deserve it?" It may be the impact of the pain, which made his voice hoarse and tired.

I sat down beside the bed: "It really deserves it."

From my point of view, I could see his eyelashes fluttering. The movement was very small, but it still made me feel soft for a moment.

He's already hurt, why should I be sarcastic.

I stretched out my hand and slowly approached him.

"In the past, whenever I was sick, Ah Mu would stay by my side. This time I suffered such a serious injury, and he didn't even come." His tone was lost and depressed, "Why are we like this today?"

My hand was in the air, my fingers tightened one by one, and finally landed on the bed.

Throwing off the quilt suddenly, I quickly got into the bed and lay down with him.

Xi Zonghe turned back as if startled: "What are you doing?"

"Sleep." I closed my eyes and ignored him.

What is his serious injury? Only after experiencing the leg injury back then can he truly appreciate Jiang Mu's ruthlessness.