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Chu Bian sat in a daze in the car, the air conditioner blowing hard on his chest.He took out a cigarette and stuffed it into his mouth. Just as he was thinking about lighting it, he thought that when Tong Zhou got into the car, the car would smell of cigarettes, and he wouldn't like it.So give up.

But the waiting time was too long, and a cigarette kept moving up and down in his mouth, and he began to get upset.Pressing down on the window, a wave of heat came oncoming.Chu Bian lowered his head, pressed the lighter with one hand, and lit the cigarette.

He took a breath and narrowed his eyes, turned on the stereo with the other hand, and listened to the FM radio station.

"Let's play "The Edge of Love and Pain" by Faye Wong."

Hesitating on the road, looking back at this section.

You have kissed my face a thousand times.

若 已经 不 想 我 相恋

又 却 怎么 的 欺骗

我 已经 不 想 你 痴缠

I have my dignity and don't want to lose it

Faye Wong sang slowly in Cantonese. Chu Bian spent time in Shenzhen and went to school when she was a child, so she naturally spoke Cantonese very well.With a cigarette in his hand, he knocked on the steering wheel with his left hand intentionally or unintentionally, humming the lyrics naturally.

"Even if I meet you, it's still my wish; I also have my own feeling, so I have to cover it up." Chu Lian sang very nicely, his voice was low, his articulation was standard, and there was a lingering sound in every sentence.

In the past, Tong Zhou liked to listen to Chu Lian sing.No, it should be said that he likes everything about Chu Lian.

One time during the National Day holiday, I don’t know who took the lead. They said that we should find a day to sing K during the National Day holiday.Everyone didn't talk to each other, but Chu Yan said, "Let's go together. Everyone has studied hard, so let's relax once in a while. Teacher Chu treats you."

A litter of skinny children cheered Long Live, and amidst the crowds, Chu Lian and Tong Zhou's eyes collided.Tong Zhou blushed when he saw him, and fled in a panic. Chu Yan smiled with interest and didn't speak.

So I picked a day, and a group of people went to KTV. There were 37 people in Class [-] and [-], but only [-] came that day. Although a large private room was opened, it was still a bit crowded.Tong Zhou came on time with Daliu, and he chose a corner to sit down. He is not very good at singing, so he can only be an audience when he comes here.

Before all the people came, people pushed the door and came in one after another. Every time someone pushed the door, Tong Zhou would subconsciously look up.Every time he found out that it wasn't that person, he lowered his head in frustration.

"Sorry, there is some traffic jam on the road, I'm late." Suddenly, the door was opened, and a familiar voice came in.Tong Zhou raised his head abruptly, and saw Chu Bian walking in gracefully in a windbreaker.

The other students warmly called him Mr. Chu and greeted him.Only Tong Zhou didn't dare, he even took a peek at his teacher Chu, he felt guilty.

But Chu Bian sat next to him. There were so many classmates present, but Chu Bian chose to sit next to him.Tong Zhou's heart was pounding wildly, he didn't know where to put his hands, he could only put his legs together awkwardly, twisted his fingers, and stared at the TV screen, his mind was blank.

In the KTV, the lights were dim and the voice was noisy. Chu Bian gracefully crossed his legs, and he was only half an arm away from Tong Zhou.

"Tongtong, which drink haven't you had?" Chu Lian leaned over to Tong Zhou's side. Tong Zhou was startled by him, and when he raised his head, he almost hit Chu Lian's chin.

"...Ah? Probably... probably this..." Tong Zhou was in a hurry, looking randomly on the table, and almost knocked over his drink in a panic.Chu Li stared at his movements and held down his wrist. For a second, Tong Zhou stopped breathing.

"I'll just drink this." Chu Lin picked up a cup and looked into Tong Zhou's eyes and took a sip of the drink.His Adam's Apple slipped, his eyes blurred and seduced by the light.Tong Zhou was completely stunned, lost his soul, opened his mouth and couldn't utter a word.

The glass of drink that Chu Bian drank was his, and he drank it a minute ago.Chu Bian took a sip and put down the cup, then smiled at Tong Zhou.Tong Zhou's heart jumped out of his throat, the words were ready to come out, his heart was overloaded.

"Let's ask Teacher Chu to order a song too."

"That's right, Teacher Chu, let's sing!"

"What is Teacher Chu going to sing? Let me help you."

The children started booing, Chu Bian took the microphone, and said softly: "Then help me order a song "If I Let You Kiss" by Lin Yilian."

Tong Zhou's heart beat wildly again, he swallowed with difficulty, and wrinkled his pants with his hands.

The prelude started, and the audience fell silent, listening to Chu Lian's singing seriously.

"Or I'm afraid it will fail again, so I dare not be enchanted by you."

"But if you really surrender your whole heart, will you only get a sigh of relief?"

"Or it's too early in the night to hug you."

"I hope you treat me well, and don't be careless with your heart."

"If you want to kiss me, I will kiss you."

Chu Bian sat there and sang calmly. His Cantonese pronunciation shocked the audience. Li Ruiying is from Guangzhou. He couldn't help admiring: "Teacher Chu's Cantonese is too standard...... ..Isn't he from Shanghai..."

Tong Zhou's attention was all on Chu Bian, and he was so confused by the song that he sang it. His heart was as messed up as a straw, and he couldn't grasp his own heart at all.

At the end of the song, Chu Bian put down the microphone, and the audience was silent for a few seconds, followed by thunderous applause and cheers.Chu Bian said modestly, just sing nonsense, you play.

Chu Bian reached out to take Tong Zhou's cup again, he took a sip to moisten his throat, and when he put it down again, Tong Zhou stopped him.

"Chu... Teacher Chu..."

"Huh?" Chu Bian was very close to Tong Zhou, and with the noisy background sound, he stuck to Tong Zhou even more firmly.

"Teacher Chu...singing is so beautiful..." Tong Zhou was about to burn up, his nails were embedded in his flesh, pinching himself one after another.But his face was so hot that he couldn't take it anymore.

"Really?" Chu Yan's eyes were deeply locked on the person in front of him, and the breath of his words floated into Tong Zhou's ears as if there was nothing.He tilted his head and asked Tong Zhou's ear, "Do you like to hear it?"

Tong Zhou was beaten so hard by his voice that his legs went limp, but luckily he was sitting, otherwise he must have been extremely humiliated.

Tong Zhou nodded mechanically indiscriminately, and Chu Lin's playful laughter swam into his eardrums.

"Then do you like Teacher Chu?"

The soot accumulated long and fell onto Chu Lian's fingers.He was burned a bit, and then came back to his senses.Chu Bian looked at the time, it was already seven o'clock, and Tong Zhou hadn't come out yet.

Chu Ling continued to wait.He doesn't call or send WeChat, he just sits here and waits.Accompanied by the messy memories, I don't even feel bored.

It was already past 07:30 after Tong Zhou finished sorting out the materials at hand. He turned off the computer, turned his stiff neck, then picked up his bag, took the keys and left the office.

When he came out, Chu Bian caught a glimpse through the rearview mirror. Chu Bian immediately drove the car two steps forward, and then stopped in front of Tong Zhou.He didn't get out of the car, but rolled down the window and looked at Tong Zhou.

Tong Zhou was taken aback when he saw Chu Mian, and Chu Mian said softly, "Tong Tong, come up."

Tong Zhou's sharp eyes noticed that Chu Bian's face was still a little pale, and a thought suddenly popped up in Tong Zhou's mind, and he tightened his hands suddenly.

"Tongtong." Chu Yan called him again, this voice was soft and thorny, even a bit domineering.Tong Zhou found that there were more cars coming and going, so he stopped arguing with him, opened the car door and got in.

Chu Bian immediately stepped on the accelerator and drove forward.Tong Zhou turned to look at him, and suddenly asked, "How long have you been waiting?"

"One and a half hours." Chu Bian said indifferently, Tong Zhou was silent for a while, looked out of the car window and stopped talking.

"Are you hungry?" Chu Lian asked Tong Zhou while taking advantage of a red light.

Tong Zhou looked at him, not knowing what to say.He was helpless and annoyed, and his words began to be thorny.

"Chu Li, are you so interesting?"

"If you can't get rid of the loneliness, can't you find someone? Aren't you the best at it? Or do you want me to help you find it?"

Chu Bian stepped on the brakes suddenly, and he fell forward due to inertia. His face became colder, but he held back his seizures.He said quietly: "Tong Zhou, does Teacher Chu still have a chance to chase you again?"

Tong Zhou's heart jumped uncontrollably, he looked at Chu Bian, and suddenly laughed mockingly.

"Chu Bian..."

"Tong Zhou, you can perfuse yourself, but I can't. You know, I'm a very selfish person, I only care about my own pleasure, and don't care about other people's life or death."

"I overestimated the limit of your patience, I'm such a rotten person, I ruined you."

Chu Lin has never talked to Tong Zhou like this before. In this relationship, he has always been the one who can control seven inches, playing Tong Zhou around in the palm of his hand. Once upon a time, he would have such an understanding.

Tong Zhou scolded himself cheap in his heart, because he still loves, still loves this bastard. , He taught him how to talk about love, he taught him how to weave the ink in his stomach into traps with honey and swords.He lied to his feelings and his body.But at the same time, he was also the only one who accompanied him.

Tong Zhou's father doesn't care about him, the family is useless.By the time he was a freshman, he had almost completely cut ties with his family.On the first day of the university report, it was Chu Bian who drove him there; it was Chu Bian who helped him carry his things from the ground floor to the fourth floor, and it was Chu Bian who came to pick him up at the school gate every Friday.

When Tong Zhou was a freshman, he had acute gastroenteritis in the middle of the night, and the school infirmary couldn't handle it, so he had to call Chu Lian, who came without saying a word.He still remembered that it was very cold that day, Chu Bian came here in a hurry wearing only a sweater and no coat, carried him downstairs, and took him to the hospital.

So when they broke up, Tong Zhou's heart felt as if it was cut into pieces by a thousand knives, and there was no need for Chu Bian to talk, he had already hurt himself to death.

He just couldn't let it go, couldn't stand Chu Lian's bad habit.Can't help the bad habit of stealing fishy.Sometimes it's not necessarily about going to bed, it might be about holding hands with someone or saying a word of love, Tong Zhou can't stand it.Tong Zhou quarreled with him, smashed things, and behaved like a shrew. Chu Lian coaxed him every time, saying that he loved him the most, and that he was the one he loved the most in his heart.

Tong Zhou slapped him when he heard this, and Chu Lin became angry.Then don't come back for a few days.Tong Zhou forced himself to not eat or drink, became skinny, and then packed up his things to leave.

At the moment he was about to leave, Chu Bian came back.His tears didn't hold back, but his heart was still too uncomfortable, so he could only cry and say, "Mr. Chu, I can't take it anymore, I really can't take it anymore......"

At that time, what everyone cared about about love was so different, it was completely opposite.Breaking up is a matter of time.But can we guarantee consistency now?