destroy me, heal me

"Do you need to drink to relieve your worries?" Lu Huaijin, who was driving the car, suddenly asked.

Lu Lixi regained his senses and looked away from the window.He scratched his hair irritably, and said, "Go." After tonight, I can no longer be presumptuous.

However, the so-called drinking to relieve worries, Lu Huaijin just took him to book a private room and ordered wine to go in.Before drinking, she stared at him to eat before letting him drink.

Lu Lixi felt depressed, and drank a little too much, and soon lay down on the table.Lu Huaijin kept observing him, and seeing that he was really drunk, she began to say with a smirk: "Hey, Xiaoxi, are you drunk?"

Lu Lixi jumped up and sat up straight, shaking his head vigorously: "No wow."

Lu Huaijin smiled: "I'm obviously drunk, who am I, do you still know me?"

Lu Lixi stared at him for a long time, and said, "Strange...strange...strange. Just now it was Lu Xiaopang, but now it's Lu Lin again. Wow, it's changed again. Oh, it turned out to be Huaijin. I It's the best with Huai Jin, we went to school together every day when we were young. If I take the No.1 exam, you will take the No.2 exam, right?" He smiled foolishly.

Lu Huaijin nodded: "Yes, I always failed you in the exam. At that time, I really wanted to drag you into the woods and beat you up."

Lu Lixi stopped laughing: "You want to hit me?"

Lu Huaijin snorted: "Why are you so serious? Then I haven't hit you yet? You see how good I am to you. Even if we don't meet each other, I still think about you every day. I didn't shirk any of the things you asked me to do. However, no matter how busy I am, I will spare myself to help you finish. So, how can I be willing to beat you?"

With disheveled hair, Lu Lixi said seriously, "You want to hit me."

Lu Huaijin couldn't help rubbing his head: "Okay, dare you just remember what you want to remember. I said something wrong. Xiaoxi, after the divorce, did you have another girlfriend?"

When Lu Lixi heard the word divorce, he was stunned for a long time, then slowly shook his head: "No. I... I won't look for it anymore. I want to raise Xiao Yuan wholeheartedly and give him the best life."

Lu Huaijin withdrew his hand: "Very good." He said, "If there is anything unhappy or uncomfortable in your heart, just say it. Don't worry, I am Huaijin, not someone else."

Lu Lixi lay down on the table again, just when Lu Huaijin thought he was already asleep, he fumbled for another glass of wine, raised his head and drank it, and said, "Huaijin, I'm so useless. I'm so scared .”

"Xiaoxi has been a top student since she was a child, how could she be useless?"

"What kind of top student." Lu Lixi sneered, "I'm not even as good as the people who live at the bottom..."

"Xiao Xi!" Lu Huaijin suddenly interrupted him, "Stop talking!...Xiao Xi, I suddenly felt that what I did was too despicable. By doing this, I was taking advantage of your trust. When the day comes, when you voluntarily want to tell When I was doing all these things, I would put down all the work and listen to you all night. But not now." He got up and walked to Lu Lixi, "Xiaoxi, I'm sorry. It took me ten years to restrain myself I went to look for you, and wanted to wait until the day I got out of my body to be side by side with you openly, but in the end, just seeing you once made my self-control collapse. I...I want to try, let you accept a taboo Feelings. I... I actually have such thoughts for you, so I am a bad boy. "

Lu Lixi was stunned: "Turn down all the jobs?" He shook his head, "No, no, work! You can't have a job! There must be a job! There must be a job to be dignified! There must be a job!" He waved his arms Shouting, "There is reward only when there is work! There is money only when there is work! You have to be obedient! You must go to work! Don't turn down work!"

Lu Huaijin: "..." He laughed helplessly, "You won again. Well, well, I will listen to you and work hard. Don't worry."

Lu Lixi was really relieved, he fell forward foolishly, knocked his forehead on the table, and there was a bang.Lu Huaijin was taken aback, and quickly helped him up. Seeing that his forehead was red, she rubbed it distressedly: "Hey, Xiaoxi? Really, does it hurt?"

Lu Lixi closed his eyes tremblingly: "Huaijin, I'm really happy. I have a friend like you. You need education, education, appearance, ability, work, women, whatever you want. However, you are still willing to treat me as a friend and help me so much. I am really... grateful to you. "

Lu Huaijin froze and hugged him gently.Lu Lixi leaned on his shoulder, feeling very comfortable.The extremely heavy mood for many days was relieved, and he soon fell into a deep sleep.

——*——

Open your eyes and find yourself in a completely strange place.Lu Lixi got up, covered her head and got off the bed.He checked the time, it was 8:[-] in the morning.

"Could it be Huaijin's house?" He walked into the living room, and there was clanging in the kitchen, "Huaijin?"

Lu Huaijin glanced at him and said, "Are you awake? I'll cook something for you. Do you have a headache? Drink the warm water on the table in a while. There are new toothbrushes and towels in the bathroom. You can see them when you go in."

"Sorry to trouble you again." Lu Lixi rubbed his forehead, went to the bathroom to wash up, drank warm water, and asked, "Huaijin, do you live alone?"

"Ah. This is my own small house, which is close to the government and convenient for work. My parents live in another place, that is, the central area. It is more lively there, and they like it. So I bought them a house there."

Lu Lixi walked to the balcony and looked out.Although this is just a small town, it has been well planned because of the development of tourism.Besides, I haven't been back for ten years, everything is already very strange.He suddenly thought, if there was no accident ten years ago, would he, like Lu Huaijin, live such a comfortable life by himself.

"Come over for breakfast, Xiaoxi." Lu Huaijin set up the tableware, put a bowl of noodles in front of Lu Lixi.He was still wearing pajamas, his hair was naturally scattered on his forehead, and when he was not smiling, the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, looking very gentle.

Lu Lixi said, "You are so kind. Anyone who can marry you will be truly lucky."

Lu Huaijin smiled: "Although many people have said this to me, it seems to me that it is very true when you say it from your mouth."

Lu Lixi took a deep breath, and the fresh scent that overflowed from his mouth made him feel that maybe life wasn't that bad.At least he still has Xiaoyuan who loves him, and Lu Huaijin, a good friend who will never leave.

Lu Huaijin sent Lu Lixi to the hotel to pick up his luggage and checked out, and then sent him to the nursing home to pick up the elderly.Before Lu Lixi went in, Lu Huaijin held him back: "Little Xi, in fact, from so many years of contact, I think Uncle Lu is very sane. He understands what he is doing. If...he is determined not to talk to you If you leave, you don't have to be too reluctant or feel guilty because you can't take care of him."

"Yes." Lu Lixi replied softly.

Lu Huaijin waited for him in the car.He took out two mobile phones from his briefcase, one of which seemed to be used frequently and the other was newly bought.He stored two numbers in the newly bought mobile phone, one was Lu Lixi's and the other was his own.

Half an hour later, Lu Lixi walked out alone.He looked even more melancholy, got into the car, and said, "Uncle Lu sees that I am just struggling to survive now, and he told me not to force myself. He told me that if I am poor, I will be alone, and if I am rich, I will benefit the world." He He laughed at himself and said, "He said, follow me, maybe it's better to be here at ease. I thought about it, and felt that this was really the case. Huaijin, there is still a card in this card." A little money, please help me find someone to rebuild the house for Uncle Lu. The condition of this nursing home is also not good."

Lu Huaijin looked at the bank card handed to her, held Lu Lixi's hand and pushed the card back.It's just a month's shelter, and he can remember it for a lifetime.It was precisely because of this that Lu Huaijin fell deeply into the charm of his personality and couldn't extricate himself.

"Do you still remember, when we were in the third grade of elementary school, once, you and I ran to the deep mountains and old forests, and then fell into a big pit, and we couldn't get out even if we yelled? No one came to rescue us. ?”

Lu Lixi looked at Lu Huaijin suspiciously.Lu Huaijin went on to say: "Later Uncle Lu showed a head from above..."

Lu Li smiled: "Then, you picked up a small stone and hit Uncle Lu right on the forehead."

At that time, Lu Huaijin reflexively blocked Lu Lixi behind her, threatening in a childish but ferocious voice: Crazy!you go away!You are not allowed to hit Xiao Xi!

"However, Uncle Lu didn't give up because I smashed him. He still pulled the two of us up." Since then, Lu Huaijin has never called Lu Sheng a lunatic again, although he still dare not He didn't dare to talk to him when he was close, but when he saw others bullying Lu Sheng, he would stand up and stop him.Thinking of those past events, Lu Huaijin sighed and said, "I also feel very guilty about the things I did when I was a child. This is not an evil deed that can be covered up with a sentence of 'children are ignorant'. So, this time, just Let me make amends. Xiaoxi, I know you can understand."

Lu Lixi squeezed the card tightly, and finally took it back.He nodded: "Thank you, Huai Jin."

Lu Huaijin sent him to the station, watched him check in, and then drove back to the nursing home.He found the old man and handed over the newly bought mobile phone to the old man.He said: "Uncle Lu, I will leave here in a few days. I may not come back often in the future. There are me and Li Xi on the phone. If there is anything, please contact us. I have arranged for your house. People are rebuilding, and during this period of time, you are wronged to live here first."

Lu Sheng raised his eyes slightly, without any obvious reaction.Lu Huaijin added: "The living expenses will still be charged to that card as usual. Do you... have any other requirements?"

After a long silence, Lu Huaijin said goodbye. When leaving, Lu Sheng suddenly said: "Beware of gentlemen, stay away from women."

Lu Huaijin paused, turned around and bowed solemnly: "Thank you."

——*——

After returning to Guangzhou, the first thing Lu Lixi did was to clean himself up and go to see Yi Chenyuan.

They haven't seen each other for a few days, and when they saw Lu Lixi and Yi Shenyuan, they broke away from Zhong Yuan's hand and rushed towards Lu Lixi: "Daddy!"

Lu Lixi held him around a few times.One big and one small, there is a scene of love.The gentle man and the pink and tender baby, such a father and son with a heaven-defying good looks attracted the attention of many girls in the mall.

Zhong Yuan stood aside, looked at his watch and said, "Mr. Lu, Mr. Yi ordered that Xiao Yuan should be sent back at 9 o'clock at the latest."

Lu Lixi nodded: "Okay, Zhong Yuan, thank you for sending Xiaoyuan here."

Zhong Yuan nodded slightly: "Then I'll wait for you in the underground garage. Please contact me."

Lu Lixi took Yi Chenyuan for a stroll around the shopping mall, and when he saw the animation film promotional poster outside the cinema, Yi Chenyuan eagerly raised his head: "Daddy, I want to see this."

Lu Lixi pulled him to stop, checked the show time, and said regretfully, "But it won't be shown until tomorrow. So, how about Daddy bringing Xiao Yuan to watch tomorrow night?"

Yi Chenyuan pouted and said, "Okay then. Daddy hugs me, I can't walk anymore."

Lu Lixi picked him up, he hugged Lu Lixi's neck, and soon fell asleep.The body is still a little weak.Lu Lixi hugged the child tightly in distress.

Yi Chenyuan had a serious illness two years ago. At that time, Yi Jiangliu happened to be sent abroad because of work, and he had to stay abroad for another year.During Yi Jiangliu's absence, Lu Lixi guarded Yi Chenyuan day and night without sleep, because of this, Yi Chenyuan was especially close to Lu Lixi.

——*——

Qi Fanghui stared irritably at the lost minutes on the phone.She was dressed very sexy, with exquisite makeup on her face, but the man she was about to marry was still sitting in the living room watching TV, no matter how many times she called, he didn't come in to spend the night with her.

He was waiting for that unrelated son to come home, and he said something to let her go to bed first.What a brat in the way.

Yi Jiangliu looked at the time frequently, just after 9 o'clock, Zhong Yuan came in with Yi Chenyuan in his arms.Yi Jiangliu turned off the TV, took over Yi Chenyuan and let Zhong Yuan go back.He carried Yi Chenyuan into the room, Qi Fanghui's eyes widened.

"What are you doing bringing him in!" Qi Fanghui shouted in a shrill voice.

Yi Jiangliu glanced at her: "Don't speak so loudly, don't wake up the child."

Qi Fanghui rolled her eyes: "Didn't he sleep with the nanny?"

Yi Jiangliu said: "He doesn't sleep with the nanny, he cries. He sleeps with us. He is your son now, what's wrong with you taking your son to sleep?"

Qi Fanghui softened her voice: "Jiang Liu, no matter what I say, I haven't married you yet, I'm still a girl, you...you let me sleep with a 5-year-old boy...and he's not related by blood. Outsiders..." She pouted.

Yi Jiangliu looked at her unsuitable attire for children, and turned around with Yi Chenyuan in his arms: "Forget it, I'll take him to the guest room to sleep, you can sleep by yourself."

"Yi Jiangliu!" Qi Fanghui was so angry that she vomited blood and shouted angrily.

Yi Chenyuan opened his eyes, jumped out of Yi Jiangliu's arms, and said, "Father, I'm awake. I... I'll sleep alone. Xiaoyuan goes to the guest room to sleep alone." His tears were rolling, but he couldn't bear the pain. Stopped, "Don't be afraid." He opened the door and ran out.

Yi Jiangliu frowned and glanced at Qi Fanghui, and followed him out.

Yi Chenyuan huddled under the quilt, a small ball trembling.Yi Jiangliu lifted the quilt and lay down, fished out the man, and wiped his face clean: "Man, how can you cry because of this?"

Yi Chenyuan shook his head: "Dad, I miss Daddy."

Yi Jiangliu frowned, and said, "Xiao Yuan, Daddy...is he really that good?"

Yi Chenyuan sobbed: "Daddy, he likes Xiaoyuan the most, and he also likes Dad the most."

Yi Jiangliu sighed: "Go to sleep."

Although sometimes he couldn't help but lose his temper with Lu Lixi in front of the child, but he still couldn't tell the child that his daddy was not as good as he imagined.His daddy is no longer the simple boy he used to be.