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Chu Yuan couldn't recall what happened later.

It seemed that Wu Bai had pushed him away forcefully, got up from the ground stiffly, and then gave Yi Hui a cold look. With just this one look, Yi Hui was so frightened that he took a step back, not daring to say a word.

Without explaining or saying anything, he put on his clothes and pants mechanically, and then walked out of the room.

Chu Yuan was sitting motionless on the ground at that time, he was completely intimidated by Wu Bai's aura, he had never seen such a cold and indifferent Wu Bai, before he just thought that Wu Bai's temperament was cold but his heart was warm hot.But at this moment, he felt that Wu Bai was cold, icy, and cold from the inside to the outside.Reminiscent of cruel killers, machines made of steel, bloodthirsty swords, everything without warmth and emotion.

At this time, Chu Yuan really felt a kind of powerless despair, because he felt Wu Bai's deep hatred and despair.Although Wu Bai didn't say a word to him, his eyes, his aura, his breathing, every cell in his body undoubtedly clamored for the hatred and pain that went deep into the bone marrow.Chu Yuan was infected by the depth and powerlessness of this sense of fate. He was defeated by this feeling, not because of any external object or obstruction, but because it came from the deepest abyss in this person's heart, where there is hatred, Obsession, grief, torture and entanglement for more than ten years all the time, every minute and every second, anyone who wants to ignore the existence of this kind of magic barrier is a kind of cruelty, a kind of stupidity, a kind of mantis like a car, a moth The insignificance and sadness of extinguishing the fire.

All bad things pass, people think so, because day will replace night, time will take everything away, and it is true.But don't forget one thing, people think about the macro and huge time, and the time we experience is long and fine, and the time imprinted with traces of life is not in everyone's dimension. Disappeared, what actually disappeared was the entire dimension that a person had.

On the last day of the hot spring trip, Yi Hui kept avoiding Wu Bai and the others, and never spoke to Chu Yuan again.Wu Bai didn't go out all day, Zhao Qiao and others came to ask Chu Yuan, but Chu Yuan couldn't explain a word, his pain and despair couldn't be expressed as straightforwardly as Wu Bai, because he had to wait for Wu Bai to pronounce him death penalty.

On the way back, Wu Bai spoke, and he regained the faint indifference he had before, not rejecting people thousands of miles away, similar to the feeling he had before coming here.He took the initiative to talk about the past to Chu Yuan, Zhao Qiao, and Fang Qi, and made a rational and objective statement like a bystander.

The story is a bit clichéd and a bit special.

It's nothing more than Wu Bai's father has someone else outside, the family is broken and divorced.

The special thing is that his father is gay, left him and his mother, and ran away with a man.

Divorce was already considered a scandal at that time, let alone having an affair with homosexuality.

At that time, the matter of Wu Bai's parents suddenly became the talk and laughing stock of the whole town.It has reached the point where no one knows and no one does not talk about it. How could anyone not be interested in such explosive pornographic news?

Wu Bai was very young at that time, but he seemed to understand those pointing eyes. Little children are afraid to go out, and even more afraid to meet people.Children are so sensitive, let alone adults?

Wu Bai's mother took care of him at the beginning, but then her spirits gradually became worse and worse, and she felt a little crazy, not to mention taking care of her children, she couldn't even take care of herself well.

The little child has already started to starve and suffer from cold, not to mention the physical injury, facing the neurotic mother every day, he suffers from great mental fear, and dare not go out to ask for help.

Two years later, his mother committed suicide and cut her veins with a blade, bleeding all over the place. Thanks to the young Wu Bai who went out to find someone, she saved her life.Then, one day, his mother escaped from the hospital without telling anyone. No one knew where she went.

Wu Bai had no caretaker and was almost sent to an orphanage. His elderly grandma rushed over from the countryside to raise Wu Bai.

At the age of school, Wu Bai entered school.There is not a single child in school who doesn't know Wu Bai. They are still young, and they may not know much about love and marriage, but they also know that Wu Bai's father is not a good person, and the affairs of Wu Bai's family are disgusting and bad.

They reject Wu Bai by nature and don't want to get too close to Wu Bai. There are also some children who think it's fun and will come to tease Wu Bai for fun. Whenever they see Wu Bai, they will shout "Shameless, wild!" "Man, the whole family is sick" or something like that.At that time, Wu Bai didn't want to go to school at all, and wandered outside every day. Then one day, his grandmother found out and beat him severely.Grandma was very old, and she was crying while beating, and she didn't come up in one breath and went directly to the hospital.

Wu Bai was so scared that he never skipped school again. From then on, he studied hard.No matter what others say, he scolds him to tease him, but he doesn't say a word, like a mute.

Even if he is so silent, others still refuse to let him go.

Since the third and fourth grades, he has directly become the target of bullying. Some people come to trouble him every day. At first they beat him, scolded him, spat at him, and made him call around like a younger brother. Cut off his clothes, scribbled on his textbooks and desk, pissed on his face, pushed his head into the sink... He endured all kinds of bullying and insults.

Until one day, those people began to take off his pants, saying that his old man was raped, and he should be raped by nature.

Wu Bai's mind suddenly shook, as if someone had punched him so hard that his eyes shone with gold stars, and he bristled with anger.

He burst into a rage, and he didn't know where the strength came from to throw the person on him to the ground, biting anyone he saw like a mad dog.Several people couldn't pull him back, he was punched, kicked, scratched and bitten, all of a sudden he was bruised like a prodigal dog.

They didn't expect Wu Bai to resist at all, and they didn't expect him to resist so fiercely, it was a desperate posture, like a wild beast instead of a human being.

Some people couldn't beat Wu Bai, so they picked up sticks and stones and slashed at Wu Bai fiercely. Wu Bai blocked one with his hand, and the other hit him on the head, causing blood to flow profusely.Blood soaked his eyelashes, but he didn't stop, he didn't even hum.He used brute force to snatch the stick that hit him with one hand, and then slashed at the man's head recklessly.Fortunately, the man was so frightened that his legs went limp and he sat on the ground directly, and his pants peed all over the floor.

At this time, the teacher heard the movement, rushed in, and stopped Wu Bai.It is said that at that time, Wu Bai didn't even know his teacher, and he kept beating anyone he saw, and several adults caught him together, and then stopped him. After this incident, Wu Bai got another nickname "mad dog". .

Since then, Wu Bai has never been patient again. Anyone who dares to provoke him will be punched. In many cases, he is not singled out, but several people alone.Sometimes, when there are too many people, he becomes the one who gets beaten up. All his fighting experience is learned from actual combat. With his size and physique, he has no advantage in fighting at all. The only way he can rely on The most important thing is his ruthless, vicious & spicy shot like a desperate lunatic.

On two occasions, he beat people to the hospital, was expelled and transferred to another school.Among them, there were more times when he was beaten so badly that he could go to the hospital, but he didn't go to the hospital and carried it by himself.

After entering junior high school, the situation did not improve, and even worse than before.But fortunately, his academic performance is exceptionally good, which has a certain use value.The teacher and principal began to be his shelter to a certain extent, at least he was not expelled from school, and he had the time and energy to go out to work.

Then he was admitted to the "key" high school in the city with the first grade in the whole town, which was a temporary farewell to his past.

But it's not a complete farewell, because his grandma is still there, and he has to go home for a period of time during the Chinese New Year and summer vacation every year. At that time, he can only show his face in the street to take over his grandma's stall.Sometimes some people would ask him about his studies, no matter if it was out of good intentions, jealousy, curiosity, or watching the excitement, he would ignore them all, and of course he would leave questions such as "what's so proud of a gay son" Comments like that, but he doesn't care at all, as long as those people don't come to hinder his life.

Originally, he thought that his life would go on like this forever, but he didn't expect to make friends like Chu Yuan and Zhao Qiao, and he didn't expect that one day he would tell them about the unbearable past.

When the story was finished, Wu Bai still had no expression on his face, just like the whole process of his telling, with no ups and downs in his tone.

He should have more emotions, such as anger, grief, resentment, sadness, etc., but those things seemed to have been integrated into his bone marrow, preventing him from specifically expressing them.

But there was one person who, when this story was being told, showed deep and great grief, as if he was the protagonist of that story.He could only close his eyes in pain, but he was so stubborn that all the tears flowed back to his heart.For him, it's not just sympathy or empathy.His pain is not only Wu Bai's, but also his.His despair is not only his, but also Wu Bai's.That cruel story not only ended Wu Bai's past beauty, but also ended Chu Yuan's present and future beauty.

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