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Liu Cheng left two days later. Before leaving, he took a break and chatted with Yang Siyuan when only he and Yang Siyuan were in the room.

Yang Siyuan still has a good impression of his bold but down-to-earth stepfather, and is not very resistant to communicating with him.Because there was no blood relationship, he didn't care whether he would accept Li Yuan or not.It's just that he always thought that people like Liu Cheng who came out of childhood to work hard would be more conservative in their thinking, but he didn't expect this stepfather to be a very open-minded person.

That day he said that Li Yu'an was his boyfriend in front of the whole room, the faces of several people were green and white, and it would be a good show to put some oil paint on.He spoke frankly and was ready to protect Li Yu'an, holding Li Yu'an's hand and comforting him with his eyes.Li Yu'an kept his head down, not daring to let go of his hand, nor did he dare to look at others.And Chen Limei frowned slightly, raised her eyelids and glanced at Liu Cheng, as if observing Liu Cheng's expression.Liu Cheng's reaction was more interesting. He was taken aback for a moment at first, looked at Yang Siyuan, then at Li Yu'an, and finally cast his eyes on Chen Limei, as if he was a little puzzled.

Chen Limei probably hasn't told Liu Cheng yet, Yang Siyuan thought, is it because he feels ashamed?

He didn't care much about what Liu Cheng would say, as long as he didn't speak ill of Li Yu'an.

However, Liu Cheng was stunned for a while, then nodded to Li Yu'an, and said with a smile, "The young man is so handsome! It's hard work taking care of Xiao Yuan!"

It seems... He doesn't think it's a strange thing for two men to be together?

Yang Siyuan just thought at the time that maybe Liu Cheng felt that they were not biological father and son anyway, so he didn't care whether he would have a daughter-in-law, and he said this just to win over Yang Siyuan.

Unexpectedly, he "measures the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain".

Before leaving, taking advantage of the absence of Li Yu'an and Chen Limei, Liu Cheng moved a chair and sat by the bed, and asked Yang Siyuan, "Is that child your classmate?"

Yang Siyuan shook his head: "It was my tutor in high school."

Liu Cheng was a little surprised: "We've known each other since high school? Then you two have been together for a long time, how can you keep it a secret for so long?"

Yang Siyuan smiled wryly, if they were together in high school, how could he be willing to let Li Yuan wait for him for so many years without a name?

"No, we were only together in junior year. But we have liked each other since high school." At the end, he added: "He has been waiting for me for four years, and we almost missed it."

Liu Cheng's brain is simple, it seems that he has never experienced this kind of entangled love, he nodded in confusion: "Anyway, you two really like each other, right?"

"It's true love." Yang Siyuan corrected seriously.

Liu Cheng didn't understand the difference, and he didn't care. After thinking about it, he said, "When did your mother know? She didn't tell me. Maybe she was afraid that I wouldn't be able to bear it?"

"Two or three months ago, I called one night." Yang Siyuan said, then paused, and couldn't help asking: "Uncle Liu, can you accept it?"

Liu Cheng laughed and waved his hand: "Hey, what's the matter? I've been around since I was a child, and I haven't seen anything. To tell you the truth, when I was young, I went to work on the construction site. My master was just like you, and I didn't. I don’t think there is anything wrong with him, but he treats me well.”

Yang Siyuan looked at him quietly, not knowing what to say.

Ironically, Chen Limei and Qin Ziliang are both highly educated people and his closest friends, but they cannot accept his love.However, Liu Cheng, who is uneducated and not close, can accept it frankly, and is even willing to have a frank talk with him.

"Your mother is really not very happy in recent months. I asked her and she didn't say anything. So what if you say it, it's not a big deal. We are all out of date, how can we keep you in circles?" Liu Cheng sighed He said in a tone, "Well, Xiao Yuan, don't worry, you know your mother's temper, she's just stubborn. I happen to have a friend whose daughter also likes girls. He has a salon or something in Beijing. Anyway, it’s just a group of parents getting together to talk about their children, and when she goes back, I’ll find time to take her there to have a look, and many parents want to go there after they go.”

Yang Siyuan never expected that he could do this, and suddenly felt guilty.You know, he has never completely regarded him as his own family, and all acceptance is just polite treatment.But now it seems that Liu Cheng really regards him as his own child.

Yang Siyuan really envied his kindness, but at the same time hated his own narrowness.

With mixed feelings in his heart, he lowered his head to gather himself, and then raised his head to look at his stepfather.

"Thank you."

That "Dad" was never called out, not because Yang Jianxin's position could not be replaced, but because he never wanted to have another father.But at this moment, he really expected that he would be Liu Cheng's child since he was a child.Maybe he'd grow up to be a better person if they were really father and son.

After Liu Cheng left, Chen Limei felt less apprehensive, and she was no longer so restrained. She could talk and ask whenever she wanted, just like she used to at home.

At first Li Yu'an wanted to avoid it, and even booked a hotel, but Yang Siyuan was determined not to let him go, and insisted on keeping him.

The house that Yang Siyuan rented was very large, and there was a small guest room. Chen Limei slept there first after tidying up, while Li Yuan still shared the bed with Yang Siyuan at Yang Siyuan's request.To be honest, both he and Chen Limei were a little embarrassed.

He knew that he couldn't convince Yang Siyuan, so he stopped spending those unnecessary efforts, and still took good care of him every day, but talked less than before.

After all, Chen Limei is also at home, so what can he say unscrupulously?

At the beginning, Chen Limei completely thought that he was not in the house, and she should cook and wash clothes, and did all the work that Li Yuan usually did. Totally ignored it.

Li Yu'an was very sad, he felt that it would be better to be scolded by her.

Seeing him sad, Yang Siyuan naturally felt uncomfortable, thinking that he had to talk to Chen Limei alone.

One day, he dismissed Li Yuan and asked him to deliver things to the studio, and took advantage of this time to have a good chat with Chen Limei.

"Mom, let's talk." He took the porridge from Chen Limei and put it aside.

Chen Limei was taken aback for a moment, her expression was not very good.

"Drink the porridge first."

Yang Siyuan didn't move, and stared straight into Chen Limei's eyes, as if he wanted to dig out all the thoughts hidden in her heart.

"I think you should have already guessed that I don't like girls. It's been so long, can you accept that he is a man, or that he is Li Yu'an?"

Chen Limei looked at this strange yet familiar son, and realized that there was no trace of Yang Jianxin in him.The hesitation, cowardice, and conceit of his biological father did not exist in him at all.If he inherited even a little bit of Yang Jianxin's shadow, it would not be difficult to persuade him to break up with Li Yu'an.

But compared to her father, her son is more like her mother.

"..." She was silent for a while, "How can you really like men?"

"I like men since I was born." Yang Siyuan said, "Mom, it's innate, and I can't change it."

Chen Limei frowned, and persuaded: "He influenced you, right? You've never had such a relationship with a boy before!"

Hearing this, Yang Siyuan became slightly angry, frowned, and said, "He influenced me? If it wasn't for that time when you said he wanted to kiss me, I wouldn't even know how he felt about me. Like I said, sexual orientation It was born, I was originally gay, I didn’t like other boys before because I didn’t meet the right person, if I didn’t meet him, I wouldn’t like girls either.”

"You haven't dated girls before, how do you know you don't like girls?"

Yang Siyuan was in a bit of a hurry: "I'm sure I like him, why should I date girls? I'm so old, and I have met so many girls, who like me and confess to me, but I It’s just that I don’t have feelings for girls! Just like you can’t like women if you’re heterosexual, I can’t like girls if you’re gay.”

"But don't you get married in the future, don't you have children? Don't you want a family?!"

Sure enough this is the problem.

Yang Siyuan gritted his teeth: "Marriage? With a woman? Take a step back, I really broke up with Li Yu'an and married a woman. What do you want the woman to do? Do you want me to delay her? Have you thought about it?" How selfish and cruel is that?"

The tempers of the two of them have already come up. At this moment, it seems that the shells collided and were about to explode.

When Chen Limei heard his words, she couldn't help raising her voice: "But have you thought about what you will do in the future?! What do others think of you? Can you get married? Can you have children? What will you do when you get old? He is more mature than you. One year older! Who will take care of whom?! Also, don’t you know his background? Do you know what he thinks about such a gloomy kid? What if he just blackmailed you? !"

Yang Siyuan didn't respond to the first few questions. Before deciding to talk, he had already thought that she would ask these questions, and he had prepared the answers, so he didn't think it was too much.But when he heard what she said about Li Yu'an in the end, he was really anxious, and suddenly felt a fire rushing to the top of his head, which almost exploded his scalp.

He bounced off the head of the bed all at once, leaned forward as much as he could, and narrowed the distance between him and Chen Limei.

Because of anger, his eyes were a little red, but he looked a little like Yang Jianxin at this time.

"What's his background? Well, let me tell you, he was thrown away when he was born, and he didn't even know his own birthday! He regarded the day he met me as his birthday! He was never liked by his parents since he was a child, he is so thin He couldn’t wake up after being beaten every day! He protected his mother from being beaten, but her mother didn’t call his name until she died! His mother was stabbed to death by his father, you know? Right in front of his eyes! Right in front of his eyes!" Yang Siyuan became more and more excited as he spoke, and finally almost roared.

"His parents tossed him for nearly 20 years, let him go, what left him?! Scars all over! Have you ever seen that kind of child, scars all over the body! All over the body! Every time I take a bath with him , I... I dare not look at it! There are hundreds of thousands of debts left by his father! He works all day long just to pay off the debts! You say he has other thoughts about me, Do you know how good he is to me? I have never been so good to me since I was young! He likes me, but he just likes me. Why do you make him so bad?!"

He was hoarse, wishing he could dig out his heart and show it to Chen Limei, so that she could see how good the person he had in mind was.It doesn't matter if he is misunderstood or scolded, but the only thing he can't stand is others slandering Li Yu'an.Especially his closest relative, his mother, had such a view of his lover, which drove him almost crazy.

His eyes had become red, and some tears rolled in his eye sockets because of being overly excited. While roaring, he kept hitting the bed, and the bones of his hands collided with the bed board through the quilt, unexpectedly making a dull sound.

In more than twenty years, he has never been so crazy.

Chen Limei was completely stunned.

For some reason, she suddenly thought of Yang Jianxin at this moment.That coward has never argued with her parents like this for her.

She stared blankly at Yang Siyuan who suddenly ran away like a lunatic, and suddenly felt that her son, who had never been aware of feelings since childhood, really fell in love with someone this time.The kind that never looks back.

Yang Siyuan panted heavily, and after panting for a long time before calming down, he leaned back weakly, lowering his eyes.

"I don't care what other people think. Lao Qin almost broke up with me because of this, but I don't care. Mom, even if you don't agree, I will still be with him. The reason I want you to accept it is just because I don't want Li Yuan Sad, I just don't want him to feel like an outsider. I think you should know, you can't persuade me. "

It seems that because the vent just now consumed too much energy, when he said these words, his tone was very flat, but there was still no room for refutation.

Chen Limei's posture remained unchanged, from her perspective, she could clearly see Yang Siyuan's expression - calm, firm and fearless.

She has always wanted to educate her son to be a gentle and polite person, an elite who is kind on the surface but must be firm in the heart.She has never tested whether she used the right method or whether her education was successful, but now she finds that, perhaps for a long time, Yang Siyuan has grown up with difficulty by herself, and has grown into the adult she wishes she is now.

As time goes by, the roles of their mother and son seem to have different footnotes.

She knew she couldn't convince him, she'd always known.

A wind blew outside the window, and a few leaves that were not considered withered and yellow were blown off and hit the window.

A needle can be heard in the room, and the heartbeat is buried in silence.

After a while, Chen Limei no longer maintained that extremely threatening posture. She hunched her back slightly, looking a little tired.

"You really like him so much? What about him, does he always like you the same way?" She asked calmly.

"He sold all the house at home just to save money and come to accompany me. When I was in the hospital, he went to bed with me every day, and there was no time to completely calm down. You have also been here for a few days. What did he do for me? You should I can see it all, so I don't need to say anything." Yang Siyuan said.

Chen Limei heard him speak unhurriedly, and frames of images flashed in her mind.She once regarded Li Yu'an as air, but he was a real person after all, it was impossible for her not to see his busy and haggard figure.

She saw that his thin shoulders were protruding, and his clothes that were not too bulky were all worn out by him. Even so, he was still taking care of Yang Siyuan with all his heart.Occasionally, she would feel a little bit sorry for this child, but she didn't want to admit it.In fact, the words she said that doubted Li Yu'an were not all sincere, she was not so sinister in her heart, she knew what kind of child Li Yu'an was, and she said that was just to try Yang Siyuan's attitude.

Obviously, this test is necessary.

"He..." As soon as she opened her mouth and wanted to say something, a light knock on the door interrupted her.

It was Li Yu'an, he didn't even dare to knock on his own door.

"He didn't bring the key, please open the door, Mom." Yang Siyuan said, his tone still deadly calm.

Chen Limei breathed a sigh of relief, got up and went to open the door.

"I'm sorry, auntie, I forgot to bring the key..." Li Yu'an apologized as soon as the door was opened.

Based on his experience, he thought that Chen Limei would just turn around and leave as if he hadn't seen him, but to his surprise, Chen Limei turned sideways to make way for him, and said, "It's okay, come in."

He was a little dazed, but he didn't dare to ask any questions. He hurried in and looked at Yang Siyuan suspiciously, but Yang Siyuan just smiled at him and didn't say anything.

Chen Limei didn't seem to come in at the door, Li Yuan turned to look, but heard Chen Limei say "I'm going out to buy a bag of laundry detergent" and left.

It was so abnormal, Li Yu'an couldn't make up his mind for a while, but he knew that Yang Siyuan should have said something to Chen Limei.

"Laundry detergent... isn't there still?" He sat on the side of the bed and asked in a daze.

Yang Siyuan shook his hand and said, "She just wants to be alone."

Li Yu'an finally came to his senses, and asked nervously, "What did you tell Auntie..."

"I didn't say anything, just said I love you and want to be with you."

Li Yu'an was silent for a while.

"Then she..."

"Let her think about it."

Yang Siyuan touched his face and felt that he seemed to be thinner again, and his heart ached terribly.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of this matter, can you eat well and grow some meat? You don't even feel it."

He was teasing Li Yuan, Li Yuan knew it well, but he couldn't laugh no matter what.He held Yang Siyuan's hand, which was unusually cold.He looked into Yang Siyuan's eyes, still able to catch the shadows of those red bloodshot eyes.

Yang Siyuan always said not to let him take care of this matter, always saying that he can do it by himself.It's not that he doesn't believe it, he just doesn't want to.Falling in love is obviously a matter between two people, why should Yang Siyuan bear the heaviest shackles?

Is there anything he can do to help?

He was anxious and didn't know what to do, so he could only take care of Yang Siyuan more carefully and try his best to reduce Yang Siyuan's pain.Of course, Chen Limei saw all of this.

Chen Limei came in a hurry, she didn't get a few days leave, and she had to go back after about a week.

A few days before leaving, Yang Siyuan dismissed Li Yuan again and had a final conversation with her.

This time Li Yu'an was clever, and instead of running out foolishly, he hid at the door and listened to their speech.

It feels a little perverted, but he can't control so much.

The conversation was not very loud, and only when the volume was high could he hear a sentence or two clearly, but he could still tell that they were talking about the future.He held his breath and concentrated on it, deciphering those vague words like decoding, and then remembered the questions Chen Limei asked one by one in his heart.

All along, he didn't know what identity he should face Chen Limei, so he didn't know what he could do.But is there really nothing he can do?What if he boldly faced her as "Yang Siyuan's lover"?

At night, he looked at Yang Siyuan's sleeping face, thought of him arguing with Chen Limei for himself during the day, thought of his dedication and hard work over the years...he had to do something, even if it might not help.

So when Chen Limei left, he took the bag he had prepared and lied to Yang Siyuan, saying that he was going to send some documents to the publishing house, but in fact he went after Chen Limei.

He hadn't exercised for a long time, his physical fitness was poor, and he was out of breath when he caught up with her.

"Auntie, I want to talk to you." He took a deep breath to gather his courage, and then said.