after the canary rebellion

At [-]:[-], Lin didn't wake up so late.Seeing the text message sent by Xie You, he walked out of the room in a daze, with the windows open, and the wind unknowingly brought the summer temperature, making it very comfortable to blow on his body.

Next to the gas stove in the kitchen, there was a post "Remember to turn off the gas", which was written by Xie You. Lin didn't feel nervous, thinking that he forgot to turn off the gas last night. Then he saw that the gas was turned off very well, and Xie You couldn't turn off the gas. , he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

He went out and looked around the room. Not only the kitchen, but also the living room, the balcony, and even the locked windows were carefully pasted with notes. It should be Xie You's whim before going to school.

As usual, I went to the breakfast shop next to the apartment, ordered a cage of siu mai and a bowl of vermicelli soup, and then stared at the heat until the food was getting cold. I managed to scoop up two spoonfuls of soup. I couldn’t eat the siu mai. I just smelled it. .

It's like this almost every day. He knows what kind of diet and daily life is normal, and he does it, but what he does is all superficial, and he is reluctant to deceive himself and others.

Especially when you are alone, even if you feel hungry, you are still anxious or in a daze more often than eating the food in front of you.

After paying the bill, he went to the flower shop by car, Xie Zaiyuan didn't come today, Lin Mei looked around to see that there was no other car nearby, so he felt relieved.

Nothing to do in the afternoon, playing online mahjong with former friends.Lin didn't play mahjong purely to give money to others, he doesn't like to use his brain, he just sees which one is not pleasing to the eye and which one he wants, unlike Xie Zaiyuan who can count cards for fun.

For these few hours, my own money has flowed out like running water. After experiencing the contract, Lin didn’t have any idea about this amount. He was as numb as buying a bottle of mineral water. , is a few months salary.

Lin didn't check the weather forecast until it was time for Xie Youkuai to leave school. It might rain later, so he sent a short message to ask how the child came back. Xie You didn't reply in time. I don't know if he was really paying attention to the class or pretending to be studying hard. , After 10 minutes, Xie You said that he took the bus.

Lin Mei: Then I will pick you up.

He took an umbrella and took two buses. When he arrived at Xie You's school, the students were almost gone. Xie You sat alone in the waiting room with a lollipop in his mouth. On the radio, the female announcer was talking about where it started to rain and which roads started to be blocked.

"Come pick it up earlier, the child will be hungry." The security guard reminded Lin Mei.

Lin didn't have any appetite for a long time, he didn't think about it for a while, he just thought that it was going to rain, and Xie You didn't bring an umbrella.He immediately asked Xie You if he wanted to buy some snacks first, Xie You shook his head violently, pulled Lin Mei's arm and said, "I'm not hungry."

It rained suddenly on the way, Xie You sighed and said, "It's been raining a lot lately, it doesn't feel like it hasn't stopped for long."

Lin didn't say: "It'll be fine after this battle, it's summer when Huangmei comes out."

Vehicles drove by and splashed water, raindrops fell along the outline of the umbrella, droplets of transparent liquid condensed on the white wall, formed and then slid down.

The night gradually covered the sky, and the light of the street lamps was gradually weakened by the darkness. They went back to the store first, planning to go to the western restaurant next door for dinner, but when they opened the store door, they could smell the aroma of food.

There is a small room behind the flower shop that has kitchen equipment and even a steamer, but Lin has never used it. He and Xie You looked at each other, subconsciously thinking that a store next door came here to borrow a room to cook.He walked over and opened the door, only to find that it was Xie Zaiyuan.

Although the two of them were busy at work in the past seven years, they spent quite a lot of time together. Lin had never seen Xie Zaiyuan cook before, not even once.

Almost at the moment when he saw Xie Zaiyuan's back, Lin was not out of breath, and couldn't help thinking about how Xie Zaiyuan thought of learning to cook.

Xie Zaiyuan didn't have the mood to cook by himself, and there was no need for it. Except that he might have done it for Lin Mo before, it seemed that there was no other possibility.

Xie You beside him was also stunned. The scene in front of him was really unexpected. I don't know whether Xie Zaiyuan had never cooked at all, or if he hadn't done anything for a long time. He served the dishes very strangely, turned around and said to them: "Dinner is ready. ?"

"I plan to put down my things and eat next door." Lin Mo said.

Hearing that Lin didn't answer like that, he was very reluctant to eat this dinner.Xie Zaiyuan didn't know why he didn't mention it to Lin, and said with difficulty: "It's raining so hard, it's more convenient to stay."

"I'm not afraid of trouble. Xie You said on the way that he wanted to eat steak." Lin didn't mind it.

After the words fell, Lin didn't put Xie You's schoolbag away, opened the umbrella and led the people to the western restaurant next door.

The room became empty in the blink of an eye. Xie Zaiyuan looked at the results of his first cooking in his life and thought that it should not be delicious.He still brought all the dishes to the table, then stacked the other two empty bowls, and finally sat down to taste the dishes, which were more delicious than he expected.

Today, after secretly watching how Lin didn't eat breakfast, Xie Zaiyuan went to meet the chef invited from Weidu. After the two chatted, he planned to let the chef stay here for Lin Wei to cook, but it seemed that he was not sincere enough to pack it and take it there. , Lin didn't even move at all.There was no other way, Xie Zaiyuan had no choice but to learn now.

The work already prevented him from taking much time, so many times after watching Lin Mei, he had to go back to deal with official business all night, and now he had to squeeze out more time, and he was busy with high efficiency even at noon, just to At night, you can focus on Lin Mei's diet, so that he eats less outside.

However, I can still eat two bites of food outside, and I can't even touch the food I made myself.Xie Zaiyuan was repeatedly refuted like this, and he couldn't stand it any more as usual, but he still silently washed the dishes, and put the newly bought seasonings in the cabinet.

He only tasted the three dishes and one soup that he worked so hard to eat, and he didn't eat until he lost his appetite. When everything was cleaned up, Lin Mei and Xie You also came back.

Xie You started to do his homework. He wanted to talk to Xie Zaiyuan a long time ago, but he didn't dare to say it, for fear that Lin would be annoyed if he was in a bad mood.

He struggled back and forth, and said something he owed his father to beat him up: "Why doesn't Brother He come today?"

"I don't know." Lin Mo said.

Feeling Xie Zaiyuan's cold glance at him, Xie You lowered his head to play with the corner of his clothes, and then regained his energy to write the error correction book, looking at Lin Mei from time to time, Lin Mei seemed to be immersed in his melancholy world.

He didn't understand how Lin didn't manage to be distracted for so long, sitting there quietly, not playing with his mobile phone, occasionally frowning slightly, his bright face had a world-weary look, like the delicate and sleepy look in a book. sick beauty.

It seems to be made of glass, beautiful but fragile.

I don't know what happened today, He Xiuze didn't come for a long time, probably because he was working overtime, so Lin didn't call to ask, he wanted to wait for the rain outside to calm down, and take a taxi back with Xie You.After waiting for half an hour, the rain did not seem to be getting smaller at all, but became more and more violent.

The three were deadlocked, but Xie Zaiyuan was defeated: "It's getting late, I'll take you back, okay?"

Xie You yawned in response to the occasion, but Lin did not compromise: "Xie You, take care of your schoolbag yourself."

Xie Zaiyuan went to take out the kitchen waste, and then asked Lin Wu and the others to wait under the awning at the door, and he drove in the rain.

Xie Zaiyuan didn't intend to get out of the car after sending Lin Mei and the others downstairs to the apartment, but insisting on going up for a cup of tea was too much of a bottom line, he couldn't do it.Seeing that Lin Meiye was still sitting and did not leave, he handed the umbrella to Xie You instead: "Go to sleep first."

Xie You took the umbrella and quickly said "goodbye, Dad" to Xie Zaiyuan.But after a while, the first light in Lin Mo's house came on, and there was heavy rain outside the car, hitting the car, while the inside of the car was warm.

Neither of them moved, but the atmosphere was tense as if they had experienced a quarrel, any strong eyes or words would set off a stormy sea.

Lin Mo's breath paused, Xie Zaiyuan understood that this was Lin Mo's desire to speak.

Sure enough, Lin didn't say: "Xie Zaiyuan, do you know that your eyes are bloodshot?"

Xie Zaiyuan hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time. He had a light sleep at first, but now he was waking up from a dream every now and then. He stayed up all night last night, and today he didn't close his eyes again.

"It'll be fine after a night of sleep." Xie Zaiyuan didn't expect that Lin did not stop his words with thorns, and his voice was astringent.

Lin Mo's tone was gentle, but his words were straightforward: "Don't say I can't bear it if this continues, you should first consider whether you can bear it, don't follow the example of young people, you don't have so much time to waste .”

"Why don't you have time?"

Xie Zaiyuan didn't look at Lin Mo, and Lin Mo didn't look at Xie Zaiyuan, he lowered his head and said to himself: "You should find someone who is more suitable as soon as possible."

"Why can't I think you are the most suitable?" Xie Zaiyuan asked.

"We have a lot of completely different concepts, where is it suitable? The seven years ended like a joke, don't waste time with me anymore." Speaking of this, Lin Mou leaned his head against the car window and blinked. "Aside from breaking up badly, what else can we have? Be sober and don't regret twice on one person."

"I am sober now, even if there is no result, it is not a waste of time for me." Xie Zaiyuan said, "I will not regret it."

"It's better to go around and go in vain, when did you become like this?"

"You don't want me like this?"

The unattainable person before finally looked down at me, don't I want him to become like this?Lin didn't ask himself, but the answer was too complicated.

He didn't answer Xie Zaiyuan directly, but only said: "If you invest too much, you will be crushed to pieces. Take it."

Putting it in place is an eternal knot in my heart, and it hurts deeply when I move it. Lin didn't want to let Xie Zaiyuan stay away from him. The farther he walked, the better. He would never see him again in this life. The paradox is that he also wanted him to get closer. , I need an outlet for the unwillingness that I have accumulated over the years.

Whether it is far away or close, Lin Mei has been tortured. His soul can no longer lack the shadow of Xie Zaiyuan. His heart remembers the feeling of speeding up for him. The ultimate love and hate are mixed together, and will never be repeated. .

Is it a tacit understanding or a trick of fate?The long game of chasing each other with no end in sight is played in a different direction.The feeling of pulling and tugging is both torture and enjoyment, it can be classified as relief, and it can also be classified as pain.Lin didn't feel dizzy because of this, but the sliver of clarity squeezed out of the dizziness was scratching.

"Yeah." Xie Zaiyuan said, "I'm not worrying about this. If you don't want to follow me, I will choose to fall."

The author has something to say: sorry for the late arrival!Don't wait for me, it's been quite late recently qaq is sick and delirious, catch bugs tomorrow!Thanks to the little angels who voted for me~

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