after the canary rebellion

Xie Zaiyuan didn't know that Lin didn't have a headache and it would hurt all night. He thought the headache was an occasional stabbing pain, and it passed after a few minutes.

At this moment, Lin Wudao was struggling in his arms, and his mood was very unstable. He patted Lin Mei's back and coaxed him for a while. He bit a deep mark on his shoulder.

In the wee hours of the morning, Lin Wu was coughing non-stop. Xie Zaiyuan poured him a glass of water, but when he wanted to pass it to him, he couldn't hold the glass steady, so he simply fed him a few sips.It's impossible for Lin to run out of energy, and fell asleep this time and didn't wake up quickly again.

Xie Zaiyuan glanced at the rim of the teacup, there was a faint color of blood, and then gently touched Xia Linmei's lips, the inside was full of blood, because he swallowed it all just now, so he didn't notice it.

"Let you do it." Xie Zaiyuan covered him with a quilt, sat beside his bed, and murmured, "It's my fault, I deserve to do it with you."

The attending doctor who came to work helplessly explained the reasons why Lin did not want to take the medicine, and his tough attitude towards it. He felt that Lin must not take the medicine.Now Lin's mentality is not so extreme. Maybe this will not only not alleviate the situation, but also easily bring about worse consequences.

It's not that Xie Zaiyuan can't understand Lin Mo's repulsion. In the past, Lin Mo's hair was accidentally cut too short, and he would be depressed for a long time, and he always wore a hat at home.However, this disregard of priorities is completely fooling around with his already weak body.

"Add it to the food?" Xie Zaiyuan asked him.

The doctor in charge said: "It's not that I haven't thought about it, because the side effects are serious, and it is easy to be discovered by him. If you want to treat it effectively, you must cooperate with him."

"I used to think he was too smart, but now I think it's better to be stupid." Xie Zaiyuan looked at the sleepy man on the bed and sighed.

Recently, he had very complicated thoughts about Lin Mei, especially when he heard that Lin Mei was suffering from headaches and refused to take medicine. He advised himself not to be serious with Lin.Xie Zaiyuan seldom swears, but he couldn't help but think in his heart: Damn, I actually want to reason with him, he is already crazy, and I am about to be driven crazy by him.

He left the ward and went to the underground garage. It was time for him to go to work, but he had an appointment, so he didn't go to the company.This is the time he took out of his busy schedule. His work schedule has been very tight recently, and he has to go to other places for meetings for several days tomorrow.

Driving to Lin Mei's former brokerage company, Lin Mei's former assistant was waiting there, greeted Xie Zaiyuan respectfully, and opened the door to the passenger seat: "Sorry Mr. Xie, I don't know the way, I have to take my time." try to find."

"It's okay." Xie Zaiyuan was very patient, "It's okay to search for a day, just don't make mistakes."

After the assistant sent Lin Mei away, he quickly followed another celebrity. The two of them went to the mountains to film a movie and lost contact until yesterday. As soon as there was a signal, Xie Zaiyuan's secretary called and said that Xie Zaiyuan needed his help.

When Lin Wu's condition improved, Xie Zaiyuan tried to contact his assistant, but unfortunately he couldn't get through the phone, so he handed it over to the secretary to take care of him, from which he knew that Lin Wu had terminated the contract with the agency.

"He didn't tell me about the termination of the contract." Xie Zaiyuan mentioned this matter.

"Well, it's just that the contract time is almost up, and Mr. Lin is not very enthusiastic about this job." The assistant replied, "We will go to the suburbs to release Kongming lanterns during the New Year. Everyone hopes that they will be successful in their careers or in good health. Nonstick."

"What did he write?"

"He only wrote your name, and nothing else." The assistant recalled, "Mr. Lin's life is too monotonous, and he usually loses one person. Apart from you, he doesn't care much."

In the eyes of others, Lin was not paranoid or abnormal, but when Xie Zaiyuan heard about it, he always blamed himself repeatedly.In the past, Lin didn't give him a whole heart, and he was put aside by him, not only fell into the dust, but also got stuck in the swamp and couldn't get out.

What made him most guilty was that the shelving was intentional.Moreover, if there was more indifference in this suspension, he would be completely indifferent to Lin, and would not care about life or death. If there was less, Lin would not have pushed himself to a dead end and suffered such a crime.

"Because Mr. Lin didn't control his speed well, it's inevitable that he will bounce back for a long time after being disappointed. His personality is a bit strange, and sometimes I can't understand what he is thinking at all. Let the shortcomings urge him to grow up." The assistant said, "The next The days are still long, longer than your previous years, everything can be said again, Mr. Xie doesn't have to worry too much about it."

"I know him well, but it's no use talking about it now."

While listening to the assistant talk about what happened in the crew, Xie Zaiyuan drove into the alley area, because it was too narrow and difficult to drive, so the speed was very slow, and several children who were doing their homework on the bench looked at the car .

"It would have been nice if Teacher Lin had known about it earlier. He's actually been very lonely." The assistant said, "Before, the crew joked that he could prepare wedding candies, but he seemed a little sad instead."

Xie Zaiyuan panicked, opened the window, looked around, and said, "There is no parking space further ahead, why don't we get off here?"

The assistant had no reason to disagree, and the two of them parked nearby and walked out of the potholed parking lot transformed from an abandoned building.

Xie Zaiyuan glanced back, the dismantled bricks were still piled up like garbage, he couldn't help but wonder, "Did Lin really get off the car in this place?"

"Yes, I also felt incredible at the time, but I didn't ask too much." The assistant said.

They found a small alley, the assistant confirmed it, and said, "That's right, Teacher Lin walked in here."

So the assistant should go back to work. Xie Zaiyuan walked into this alley alone. There was a siu mai shop at the exit. The sign hung was shrouded in white mist, and it read dimly, "Fresh meat, bamboo shoots and tip of siu mai 12 yuan." "Yilong", and then the word "dragon" was crookedly filled with the initials of bamboo with a watercolor pen.

After eight o'clock, someone rides a battery car to deliver a child. The child is sitting in the back seat holding a schoolbag. The books inside are so messed up that the zipper cannot be closed. People who study hard don't live up to so much money.

This street is full of battery cars coming out from the depths of the alley. Xie Zaiyuan walked aside, sometimes turned sideways, and everyone who passed him cast surprised glances at him, probably not understanding that this man in suits and leather shoes did it. What?It's completely out of place here.

"When will our place be demolished? They said it will be demolished, but it hasn't been demolished for ten years." An old woman moved out a bench and a ball of wool and started knitting sweaters, thinking that Xie Zaiyuan was demolished.

"I don't know." Xie Zaiyuan said, "Do you know someone named Lin Mei?"

The old lady frowned and thought about it, then shook her head and said, "I don't know."

"I know!" A child held a bag of milk, "My grandma even picked up his mother! Not long ago!"

"Oh, that's called Lin Mo, I'm so confused, I don't remember." The old woman couldn't hold back her face, and bowed her head to knit a sweater.

"Where is Auntie now?" Xie Zaiyuan asked.

"What does auntie mean?" the child asked.

"It's Lin Mei's mother." Xie Zaiyuan explained.

The child pointed to a place where the door had been removed, and said, "He died in the early morning of the seventh day of the new year."

On the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, the day when Lin didn't have any accidents, if Xie Zaiyuan didn't come back early, the consequences would be really unimaginable.

——Something is wrong.

Xie Zaiyuan was stunned, he didn't tell Lin about his return in advance.If Lin didn't take revenge on himself, what to do should be done on the eighth day of the Lunar New Year. He was sure to let Xie Zaiyuan watch him suffer but was helpless, but saving him by himself was completely by accident.

Xie Zaiyuan walked towards that room and murmured: "I knew it..."

The door of that room was placed on the side, Xie Zaiyuan looked at this room, as if he was looking at a living hell on earth, he couldn't believe that Lin had never lived here.

All the furniture is very old, the sofa with scratch marks, the chair with uneven legs, and only half of the teacup left.

He walked in, and the place was cleaned very simply. There was an old photo album on the cabinet. On it was a woman who looked very similar to Lin Mei. Her eyes were almost exactly the same. Most of them belonged to that woman. At the moment of dancing on the stage, there is also a gesture of smiling in a pile of flowers in a scenic spot, and there is even a group photo of her and Lin Zhengwang at the back.

All the photos turned yellow and black because they were too old, and when he suddenly saw Lin Zhengwang, who was proud of his arms around this woman when he was young, and compared it with the serious Lin Zhengwang he saw during the Chinese New Year, Xie Zaiyuan felt a sense of absurdity.

There is also a photo of Lin Wu when he was a child. He looked like he was two years old, with a red cinnabar dotted between his eyebrows, and the tear mole at the corner of his eye was painted as a small star, biting his hand and smiling.The environment was very different from the room at the moment. It was a large children's room. It can be seen that Lin did not live a good life once, but something happened again. Since it was not Lin Zhengwang, it should be his mother's natal family.

But why did his mother's natal family let Lin Mei live with his mother in this kind of place, and let Lin Mei go to work everywhere to make a living?

In the past seven years, Lin has not even contacted any family members, which means that he should have cut off contact very early. Maybe even he himself has such a vague memory of this period that only this photo is still clear.

He took this photo away, and there was a lipstick on the other low cabinet, which he recognized as Lin Mei's, maybe he accidentally left it here, he bent down and opened the drawer of the low cabinet, it was his mother's death Proof that there are still a bunch of □□.

"Song Lin." He said the name, and it was true that Lin hadn't mentioned it at all.

He walked out the door and knocked on the neighbor next door. The family said they were going to work and had no time to chat with Xie Zaiyuan. Xie Zaiyuan took out his wallet and gave the man a wad of money, asking, "Is one day's wages enough?"

The man held the money dully, before he recovered from what had happened, he confirmed with him: "Give it to me?"

"Please tell me about the family next door, it won't take long," Xie Zaiyuan said.

The man nodded hastily, he licked his fingers, counted the money, and put it in his pocket impatiently, for fear that Xie Zaiyuan would regret it.He turned around and turned on the heater that had been turned off, pulled out the chair by the table and placed it next to the heater, explaining that the wiring here was too old, and all the residents depended on it for the winter.

Xie Zaiyuan didn't sit in a chair, but just stood. Just such an aura made the man flinch.Sensing that Xie Zaiyuan was in a bad mood at the moment, he said: "The next door has nothing to do with you, right?"

"I'm just curious and want to ask." Xie Zaiyuan said, "If you don't remember something clearly, you can clarify it before you talk about it. Don't add oil and vinegar to write scripts for others, understand?"