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When Lin Jiayang appeared in the hospital, Gu Qiming had already returned to the ward, but he was still under anesthesia so he did not wake up.Mu Ning didn't leave even an inch, and didn't listen to anyone's persuasion, he must wait for Gu Qiming to wake up.

"You're back." Mu Ning looked a little haggard, but he still tried his best to face Lin Jiayang with a smile.

"He came here as soon as he got off the plane." Lin Jiayang pulled Mu Ning into his arms, "Are you okay?"

Mu Ning shook his head, leaned against Lin Jiayang's arms and sighed.

"What sigh?"

"It's sad." Mu Ning said.

Lin Jiayang didn't know what Mu Ning was worried about, so he comforted him repeatedly: "Don't be sad, I'm back, haven't I?"

The two chatted in low voices for a while, Mu Ning only felt that although Lin Jiayang's words were sweet and pleasant, they were a bit scratchy, and they were not as useful as Zhuang Yao's few words.This is also a short time with Lin Jiayang, and mutual understanding is really limited, which is inevitable.At least because of his heart that rushed to the hospital in a hurry, Mu Ning was still very moved.

Gu Qiming had a very long dream.

I can't find where this dream started, I only vaguely remember it was Xia Tian.He and Su Changqing played basketball on the school playground. He didn't have any sports skills, and the basketball could only stay in his hands for two seconds, and Su Changqing would often rush past him like a wind, and the ball in his hand would be easily taken away.At that time, the stadium was very simple, and life was difficult but very happy.The sunlight cast Su Changqing's figure on the ground, stretching it very long.

In the age of waste, they were too young to be presumptuous.

In [-], Gu Qiming and Su Changqing, who had graduated for ten years, received a script to play a pair of gay lovers.The director team learned that they had a close personal relationship and valued their dedication to performance and the tacit understanding between them.Taking on this film was a perfect decision: it brought them countless honors and further established their status in the circle.

But few people know that they really fell in love on screen.

This is why Su Changqing never taught Mu Ning to "become a role", because compared to Gu Qiming, who has more say in this relationship, he understands that behind "becoming a role", sometimes it is very painful the price.

After all, reality is nothing compared to movies.After the film was released, the tabloids reported on the headlines about the breakup between the two earlier. The reporters were full of voices, and there were different opinions for a while. The matter became bigger and bigger, and the rumors became more and more true. Even their family members were not immune to the suspicion of the audience.In the end, the two had to come forward to refute the rumors separately, and they have not communicated with each other until now.

Until the moment when Su Changqing sank into the artificial lake in the sanatorium and died peacefully, they didn't say a word about this relationship to each other.

Gu Qiming never said it, but every second after that, he actually lived in regret.He originally thought that this is how he would spend his life: only by living other people's lives in the movie can he forget his own.

Until one day, Zhuang Yao came to his door and asked him to take care of Mu Ning in the upcoming new play.He is the one who dislikes relationships the least, and Zhuang Yao has never touched his backs.Making an exception this time, Gu Qiming was half angry and half curious.

When I saw Mu Ning on the set that day, as soon as Gu Qiming saw his face, he understood why Zhuang Yao, who had read thousands of sails, treated Mu Ning differently alone, and also understood why Zhuang Yao chose Mu Ning , to myself.

Because this arrogant and inferior, sensitive and open-minded junior has the shadow of an old friend all over his body.

Mu Ning is indeed excellent, no wonder Su Changqing valued him so much during his lifetime.It's just that the aura is sufficient, but not transparent. Gu Qiming chose to inherit and accept those things that Su Changqing failed to teach Mu Ning.

Munning's Lin Tai finally presented such a performance, which is not a disgrace.

Gu Qiming's dream was far away from the end, he only felt that there was a beam of light shining and shaking in a very far away place, making people squint unconsciously, but couldn't help but want to get closer.

"Mr. Gu, Mr. Gu!"

Mu Ning shouted and pushed Jian Xing's arm: "Go and call the nurse, go and go!"

Gu Qiming was still a little dazed, but even though Mu Ning was surprised, he didn't scold him as usual.It wasn't until the nurse came and checked up and down that he said to Mu Ning with a little disgust: "All indicators are normal, I will ask the attending doctor to come over in a while. Mu Ning, although my mother likes your movie very much, but here is Ward, please don't make any noise."

Mu Ning naturally nodded abruptly to apologize to the nurse, and then asked, "Is he really alright?"

The nurse said: "Director Liu will explain the specific situation later, but..." She raised her eyebrows to signal Mu Ning to look behind her: "It's the patient, he seems to have something to tell you."

When Mu Ning turned his head, Gu Qiming was staring at him.Looking at each other, Gu Qiming's eyes fell aside - it turned out that he wanted to drink water.

After a flurry of waiting, Xu Ping came in together with the attending doctor and talked a lot, which made Mu Ning's head ache.After finally waiting for them to finish speaking, Wu Cheng and Lin Rongfan rushed over to visit. Mu Ning couldn't get in the way, so he had to sit aside and eat some fruit from the fruit basket.

At last it was free.

Mu Ning didn't sleep all night, it was already the afternoon of the second day.

Gu Qiming watched the flock of birds coming and going outside the window, and rubbed the monitor in his hand with his thumb.

Mu Ning was peeling an apple, but unfortunately he couldn't do anything, he was clumsy, a good apple made him peel it pitted, and finally threw it on the plate in annoyance.

"I'm sorry." Mu Ning said, "I'm too stupid to know anything."

"Just because you can't peel apples?"

"What!" Mu Ning was so angry that he couldn't say it: "You know what it is, it's just... just..."

He hesitated for a long time, but was interrupted by Gu Qiming: "You did a good job."

Mu Ning raised his eyes in disbelief: "Really? Do you really think so?"

Gu Qiming nodded solemnly.

Mu Ning still seems to be dubious, Gu Qiming has always treated him as fiercely as he can, and the sudden compliment, no matter how it sounds, seems to be a kind words of explanation because he is too guilty.

"I'm not comforting you." Gu Qiming was reading his mind again: "Am I that kind?"

Mu Ning couldn't help laughing: "Forget it, you are actually a nice guy. It's just that many people can't find it."

Hearing this, Gu Qiming threw a stern glance at him, Mu Ning immediately raised his hand to beg for forgiveness when he saw this, "Understood, the most stern and selfless Teacher Gu."

Only then was Gu Qiming satisfied.

"What fruit do you want to eat?" Mu Ning randomly picked the fruit basket twice, and then said embarrassedly: "Oh, I almost ate all the fruit."

Gu Qiming didn't answer him, but seemed preoccupied.

"A person who has just undergone surgery, why is his heart so heavy?" Mu Ning said, "It's not conducive to recovery."

Seeing that Gu Qiming was silent, he said again: "By the way, didn't Lin Rongfan say that there was a celebration banquet when he came? It wouldn't be complete without you, or let them do it later, and when you get better, we will have a feast together." go."

"Speaking of which," Gu Qiming said, "I have something to tell you."

"what's up?"

"I won't be filming anymore." Gu Qiming said.The cloud is calm and the wind is light, it seems to be gossip.

Mu Ning naturally didn't believe it, this is a play lunatic, in Mu Ning's view, he is the kind of person who will act until the last moment of his life.

"It's rare to hear you make a joke once." Mu Ning said with a smile.

"I'm not kidding, I won't act anymore." Gu Qiming said seriously, biting every word to death.

Only then did Mu Ning realize that he wasn't joking, and asked unconsciously, "Why?"

"Tired." Gu Qiming's answer was concise and clear. After he finished speaking, he looked at Mu Ning who couldn't understand at all, sighed again, and said, "Why, it's hard to understand?"

Many seemingly reasonable reasons flashed through Mu Ning's mind: poor health, bad popularity, bad environment in this circle... But none of them were enough to make Gu Qiming give up his lifelong career—— So what was it that kept him going?

He remembered Zhuang Yao's words: "He still has something to do, and he won't give up easily."

"What you haven't done, have you finished?" Munning asked almost subconsciously.

Gu Qiming was startled, and smiled, "It seems that Zhuang Yao told you."

"He only mentioned one thing." Mu Ning said, "But where are you going after you stop acting?" Mu Ning had a sixth sense. Gu Qiming's decision would not only make him disappear from the screen, but also Let him disappear in his own life - not to die, but to go to a place far away from him, and he can't even be contacted often.

Gu Qiming did not continue to answer Mu Ning's question, but said: "Mun Ning, you should remember what I said next. Because if you don't remember, call me, and I won't Answer yours."

That afternoon, Gu Qiming and Mu Ning said three things.

First things first: remember Lin Tai.The second is to find a transgender person and live with him for a while for Laixi in "Love You For Long".The third thing: If there is any bottleneck, seek Zhuang Yao's help.

Mu Ning was very dissatisfied with the third matter: "Could it be Zhuang Yao who gave you the money?"

Gu Qiming put on that familiar bad face again: "I'm not interested in your love life, but since I taught you, you can't go back to the half-dead virtues before and shame me. Understand? "

"Understood, I understand." Mu Ning said, "So where are you going?"

Gu Qiming looked at the sunset outside the hospital, and the outline of Xishan was looming.

He didn't answer after all.