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Mu Ning's family is not unfortunate. His parents are still alive, and they each have younger siblings after they got married. Apart from kicking him around as a burden and burden, they treated him well.

Mu Ning knew that his existence would always remind his parents of that unpleasant relationship, so he deliberately made himself transparent since he was sensible.He is used to not acting coquettishly and fighting, so the more silent he is, the more indifferent he becomes.He knew that his weight in the hearts of his parents was never the first.

So just stop fighting.

He is 28 years old this year. After a decade-long love fiasco ended disheartened, his career, which had fallen into a trough, began to pick up.I also learned to let go of the weak mentality of self-pity and began to try to accept new relationships.Fortunately, everything is moving in a good, bright direction.

It's December in Beijing now.In the icy water curtain, Mu Ning actually began to truly understand Lin Tai's thoughts.It turns out that Lin Tai, like him, has resentment, hate and love in his heart.What Lin Tai is trying to break free from is not the nightmare from his original family, nor is he trying to erase Cheng Anzhi's kindness in nurturing him.He just couldn't choose his own birth, but wanted to walk a path he could choose.

Gu Qiming struggled to get up from the hospital bed, but he was worried about Mu Ning and wanted to go to the set to see it.Jian Xing was so angry that he dropped his glass, but nothing could stop the stubborn old man.In the end, he had to give in again and again, and walked to the set with Gu Qiming by his arm.

After they arrived, Gu Qiming told Jian Xing to keep quiet, and the latter supported Gu Qiming's trembling arm and walked to a place where he could clearly see Mu Ning's plane.

This is Mu Ning's fourth article, and he still doesn't understand.Gu Qiming was secretly worried. He emphasized countless times that actors should seek empathy with the characters, but if outsiders explain in detail what it is, it will destroy the relationship between the characters and the actors.Gu Qiming felt his mouth was dry and his heart was beating unusually fast.He wanted to go forward, but he couldn't move his legs. When he looked up, he saw Zhong Yizhen standing on the other side, his eyes swept past, with a contemptuous smile on his face.

Gu Qiming's heartbeat varied in speed and disorder, and he looked at that place with more energy than energy, and said to himself: Mu Ning, your teacher is me, especially Su Changqing, you are much better than everyone here .

Little brat...don't let me down.he thinks.

A flash of inspiration.Often used to describe the fleeting feeling during a performance.Mu Ning may not be the best actor, but this time, he caught Lin Tai.

He became the boy who had narrowly escaped death in the slums. One day, an elder stretched out his redemptive hands to him, so that he could have enough food, change out of his ragged clothes, and grow up healthily in a crisis-ridden environment.When he grew up, he almost lost himself in the paranoid hatred of his elders.

As an actor, Munning gave up all "theory".Those facial expressions, lines, breath control...all no longer apply to him.The only thing he needs to express is the emotion he feels at this moment.

Mu Ning supported the stand-in, and seemed to be crying, but was quickly washed away by the painful heavy water droplets hitting his skin.Suddenly, he raised the corner of his lips.

Wu Cheng in front of the monitor frowned slightly, this is somewhat different from the scene Mu Ning told him yesterday, is he improvising?

The camera moves forward, and Munning's exquisite facial features fill the screen.The light came from behind him, and when it passed by his cheeks, even the fine hairs could be clearly seen.

Mu Ning's skin condition is really good.Amy Zhao's attention is obviously on other aspects.

While the filming was still going on, I saw Mu Ning's Adam's apple rolling up and down, the sound of water covering up all the whispers, he quickly parted his lips, trembling and whispering two words: Thank you.

There is no sound.Radio recording is the same thing, because Mu Ning himself didn't make a sound, it was just a silent lip talk.

He felt that it seemed more important to say thank you to his adoptive father on behalf of Lin Tai than guilt, remorse, relief... these complex emotions mixed together.Because Cheng Anzhi is really a good father apart from that stubborn hatred.To Mu Ning, it felt like Gu Qiming.The old man tortured Mu Ning in various ways. In the past few months on the set, Mu Ning hadn't had a good day, but it was different from others' sweet words and swords. Gu Qiming used to keep a cold face, but in fact, he regarded Mu Ning as a Treasures are given to everyone.Those tortures are not tortures, but the carving of rough jade.

Wu Cheng seemed to be stunned. Lin Tai didn't have many roles in the first place, and the character's heart was complex and contradictory. The script seemed to use him as a simple villain to promote the plot.But Wu Cheng immediately realized that in just a few seconds, Mu Ning gave Lin Tai a new life just by improvising.This role will steal the limelight from all the leading actors, including Zhong Yizhen.And once the movie comes into the public eye - it's unknown if Munning will be able to return to the top.He would not blindly praise an actor like Mu Ning who was in a slump in his career, but he could tell the good from the bad.

"Cut...cut!" He shouted excitedly.

After filming this one, Mu Ning couldn't catch his breath for a long time, it was so cold, it seemed that every inch of skin on his body was frozen and then frozen - he felt a layer of mist covering his eardrums, and even the sound of the outside world became murky. Very vague.Amy Zhao handed him a cup of hot water, and he held it in his hand, and saw Gu Qiming standing there not far away.The old man looked at him with a smile after not seeing him for a long time.

I didn't embarrass you, Mu Ning wanted to say that, but his lips trembled disobediently, and he just thought, there is always so much time to talk.

He looked at Zhong Yizhen again, the latter frowned tightly, and stood not far from the set with folded arms, someone was whispering to him, he listened a lot and answered little.

Mu Ning stared at him, so his eyes drifted over.Mu Ning met his eyes, smiled at him, and provoked domineeringly.Zhong Yizhen became quieter, he didn't bother to confront anyone with his eyes, and immediately, as if he heard some sudden noise, he quickly moved his eyes away.Mu Ning also followed his trajectory, looking dully——

Many noisy voices came from far to near, as if God was adjusting the volume keys calmly.After Mu Ning recovered his senses, the first sentence he heard was: "—Call an ambulance!"

……

When Zhuang Yao got the news and went to the hospital, there were only Mu Ning, Amy and Jian Xing sitting outside the emergency room.

"What's the matter?" He strode along the hospital corridor, took off his coat as he walked, and hung it casually on his arm.He also looked in a hurry, as if he just came from somewhere.

Mu Ning was in a trance, and sat by the side dejectedly.Seeing Zhuang Yao coming, he couldn't help being a little surprised: "Aren't you in Shenzhen?"

Hearing this, Zhuang Yao tilted his head towards him, but didn't speak.

Mu Ning came to his senses and quickly explained, "Anna happened to be going too, so I didn't know."

"I'll be back first." Zhuang Yao naturally knew that this was not a good time to flirt with Mu Ning, so he restrained himself and asked Jian Xing, "How is Teacher Gu?"

Jian Xing scribbled about the general situation.Although Gu Qiming always makes him angry, it is not bad for him, and he is his uncle, so how can he not be worried?He speaks incoherently nowadays, not much better than Mu Ning.Fortunately, the doctor said half an hour ago that Gu Qiming's life was not in danger, but there was always a possibility of risk in heart surgery, and these people were worried.

"I see." Zhuang Yao said in relief, "Don't worry, he still has things to do and he won't give up easily."

Mu Ning was still in a daze, with his head down, wondering what he was thinking.Zhuang Yao made a few phone calls in the safe passage and arranged for Gu Qiming the top experts in the country. Because he had other things to do, he planned to say goodbye when he came back, leaving Xu Ping here to watch.

In a blink of an eye, seeing Mu Ning's pitiful appearance, his heart softened again for some reason.

He cleared his throat and sat down beside Mu Ning.Mu Ning remained silent, and he did not say anything to break the silence. The two stood side by side, watching the medical staff coming and going outside the emergency room, seemingly in a daze.

It didn't take a moment for Zhuang Yao to understand what Mu Ning was thinking.

"It's not your fault." Zhuang Yao said, "Teacher Gu's temperament, if he hadn't collapsed on the set, no one would know what his condition is."

Mu Ning bit his lower lip until it turned white, "I can't keep up with him, and the progress has been delayed for many days." He continued, "If it weren't for my stupidity, the filming of the scene would have been finished long ago, and it wouldn't be so late ..."

"Have you finished filming yet?" Zhuang Yao asked.

"Just now... just now is the last scene, and it will be finished in two more days."

"Then how are you acting?" Zhuang Yao was persuasive and persuasive.

"How do I know?" Mu Ning replied subconsciously. He hadn't actually watched the monitor, nor had he communicated with Wu Cheng. How could he confirm that he was acting well?At most, it's just seeing Gu Qiming smiling through the heavy rain.

Teacher Gu's expression... It was only then that Mu Ning realized that such a smile was rarely seen on weekdays.

"Even if I act well, so what?" After a while, Mu Ning said.

Zhuang Yao chuckled and said, "It's not very good. But for Mr. Gu, it's just asking for benevolence."

Mu Ning turned to look at Zhuang Yao, who was also looking at him.

This man is really scary, Mu Ning felt more than once that he has no secrets at all in front of Zhuang Yao.He knows himself like the back of his hand.

Mu Ning hesitated to speak, and finally said, "I see, thank you."

Only then did Zhuang Yao get up and said, "I left Xu Ping here. He has Teacher Gu's medical records. If you need anything, just ask him." After speaking, he left alone without saying goodbye to Mu Ning.

Mu Ning stared at Zhuang Yao's leaving back in a daze - when did he start to have a peaceful conversation with Zhuang Yao?

-TBC-