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Lin Jiayang's confession was successful, but his plan to have sex with Mu Ning failed.When the two were getting better, someone knocked on the door of Mu Ning's hotel room. Lin Jiayang got up and opened the door with a look of desire and dissatisfaction. It turned out to be Huang Shan.

Huang Shan looked behind her vigilantly and entered the door sideways.

"How did you come?"

"Why did I come here?" Huang Shan looked at Lin Jiayang with an absurd face: "Did I tell you not to come?"

"I'm your artist, not your accessory." Lin Jiayang replied stiffly.

"Sister Shan, I called him here." Mu Ning had to interrupt.

Mu Ning is gaining momentum now. Huang Shan used to pick his nose and eyes at him, but now she has to be more polite: "Mun Ning, long time no see. Are you going to that Adi's event tomorrow?"

"Yes." Mu Ning could naturally feel the change in Huang Shan's attitude, and only sighed in his heart for a while, the snobbery in this circle has been the same for ten years.

Lin Jiayang was reluctantly taken back by Huang Shan, and Mu Ning finally calmed down alone.

The hour hand has already pointed to 03:30 in the morning, and there are less than 5 hours left before leaving the hotel tomorrow morning.He couldn't sleep, pancakes on the bed, tossing and turning.

He was very sober, and it was because of his sobriety that he chose Lin Jiayang.Lin Jiayang loves him, and there is nothing wrong with him choosing someone who loves him.Mu Ning thought hypnotically, he also likes Lin Jiayang, he feels very relaxed when he is with Lin Jiayang, his thoughts are simple, his mind is clear, his emotions are all on his face.Mu Ning doesn't need to guess, and there's no need to guess.

Mu Ning turned over, and asked Lin Jiayang on WeChat if he arrived at the hotel safely.

"It's here, go to bed early and get up early tomorrow."

"Okay, then I'll sleep." Mu Ning replied.

"Good night, I love you." Lin Jiayang replied the next second.

very nice.Mu Ning put the phone under the pillow, like when he was a child hugging the pillow and looking forward to the gift on Christmas Eve, he fell asleep while thinking.

Lin Jiayang was only in Shanghai on weekends, and drove to Hengdian on Sunday night. The two of them didn't see each other, and they were like glue on WeChat.Lin Jiayang sent him WeChat messages almost all the time, and even made videos when he had time.Baby, baby, screaming endlessly.Although Mu Ning couldn't stand his clinginess, it still worked.

After finishing the business activities, Mu Ning naturally rushed back to the studio in Beijing non-stop, chatting with Lin Jiayang while waiting for the plane, Mu Ning suddenly remembered something:

"By the way, why did you enter the entertainment industry? It can't be because of me."

"It's just for you! I have always liked you very much. I still have your newspaper clippings at home, and your surroundings that I collected, oh yes, and the cheering uniforms that your support club issued before, and they are still hanging in my house. ..."

"..." Mu Ning realized that he had underestimated Lin Jiayang's degree of idiot.

"But I remember you used to be a model..."

Lin Jiayang: "I can't sing or act. A scout came to me, and I signed it. I haven't been a model for long, so I was poached?"

Mu Ning thought about it, and it was true that Lin Jiayang had not debuted for two years. He participated in Channel A's outdoor variety show at the beginning of the year and became a hit.Now in less than a year, he can sit on the same level as a popular young life like Zheng Duan.

"This world is really good-looking." Mu Ning sighed, he thought of Lin Jiayang that Anna said, if he hadn't been so good-looking, he wouldn't be able to stay in the entertainment industry for long if he was so quick-tempered.There is inevitably some worry in my heart.Although the flaws do not conceal the virtues...

"What are you thinking!" Amy patted Munning on the shoulder.

"It's nothing, I'm thinking about Jiayang."

Amy lowered her voice vigilantly: "Be careful, fans' cameras can sometimes capture your screen."

"Well, I know."

……

Zhuang Yao told Chang Yanyun that he would visit him often in the future.He felt relieved when he left the hospital.The heavy iron chains and stones that bound his feet for many years seemed to be broken by an external force.It's just that the feeling of loneliness is still lingering in my heart, lingering.

On Sunday night, the all-night revelry in the city subsided a lot.Zhuang Yao remembered that he and Xie Lin used to hang out in various circles and clubs in London. Xie Lin was rich and Zhuang Yao was powerful. In the era when Asian culture had not yet invaded Europe, the two of them were also regulars in the social circle of high society. .

Xie Lin is a comrade, and so is Zhuang Yao.They dated briefly for a month or two, and then found that they were too like-minded, so they chose to be friends.The two of them graduated from the same public school and applied to the same university. Xie Lin studied drama art and Zhuang Yao studied acting.

At that time, Hong Kong movies were in full swing, and mainland movies were also full of shocking works. Their ideals rose step by step with the successive excellent works in the domestic film industry.

Until a sudden fire completely swept away the traces of Xie Lin's existence.All he left is a nearly completed script in Zhuang Yao's home, and the memory of his friends.

Zhuang Yao left London with their common dream and this unfinished script, and never went back.

Already old, he thought, now he is not qualified to be sad about the past.

After winter in Beijing, the whole land seems to have been shaved off, leaving it bare.The withered and yellow branches of the trees bloomed in the cold night, and the cold wind whizzed by, adding a bit of indifference to the already frigid city.

Zhuang Yao called Mu Ning, but it kept ringing but no one answered.So he called Amy again, only to find out that Mu Ning was still rehearsing with Gu Qiming on the set.

With this vigor, he chased back Mu Ning who was fearless that day ten years ago.

Mu Ning's voice lingered in Zhuang Yao's ears, and he felt that the soul he was familiar with and loved was returning to that body little by little.He thought, it's time, even if it's not the time, he can't wait another second.

He needs Mu Ning to come back to him now.

……

"So, it's best not to be too fancy in the performance, and the fineness is the real thing."

"According to your words, the setting of the scene does not need too much, but it must be true...?"

"That's what it means." Gu Qiming was sitting in a wheelchair, and Mu Ning was pushing behind him, walking slowly.He reached out and patted the back of Mu Ning's hand, but didn't speak again.

"Understood." Mu Ning said nervously, "Actually, the scene where Cheng An Zhi died, I still don't know what to do."

After getting along with each other for several months, Gu Qiming has understood Mu Ning thoroughly.This is a very talented actor, who is arrogant in his bones, but actually lacks self-confidence.Especially the lack of encouragement and recognition.Su Changqing was afraid that Mu Ning would drag him in and not be able to get out, so all the content he taught him was just scratching the surface, but Gu Qiming would not take him like this.There are too few talented actors, and there are even fewer talented actors who love this industry.He must teach Mu Ning to dismantle his soul for the role, and Mu Ning must find another person who exists deep in his soul.

Gu Qiming raised his hand to signal Mu Ning to stop.The latter walked around in front of him and asked, "What's the matter?"

Gu Qiming stared at the young, naive young man in front of him, his eyes reminded him of Su Changqing.He was silent for a while, and then said with difficulty: "Muning, you are excellent."

"I know." Mu Ning replied with a smile.

"Your master, he failed to stimulate your potential, or—he didn't intend to stimulate your potential at all. But in fact, you can do more and better." After Gu Qiming finished speaking, he asked again: "What do you tell me?" Me, what is art?"

"Art?" Mu Ning had a half-knowledge: "How can you explain such a big thing in a short while?"

Gu Qiming replied: "Wrong, Mu Ning. Art is the simplest thing, it is madness."

"Crazy..." Mu Ning silently said, "Crazy?"

"You are excellent, and Su Changqing knows it, but he cares more about people than acting, so he asks you to understand the role. But how can a person completely understand another person? You don't understand the role, you have to become the role .”

"To become...the character?"

"Teacher Gu."

While Mu Ning was in a daze, a familiar voice came.

"Zhuang Yao, why are you here?"

"I'll come to see you, and talk to Mu Ning about something." Zhuang Yao squatted down in front of the wheelchair, making himself shorter than Gu Qiming, humble and polite: "I heard from Jian Xing two days ago that you are not in good health, why don't you Let's go to the hospital."

"Hey, I'm fine." Gu Qiming waved his hand, just not far away, Jian Xing was trotting all the way to pick him up, and said, "I'm going back first, I haven't taken the medicine yet. Let's chat."

Mu Ning swears to God, he has never seen Gu Qiming swing the wheelchair so fast.

Zhuang Yao stood not far away, tall and tall, with a long dark gray coat reaching down to his calves.His eyes were shining brightly in the dim light, his lips were tightly lined, and his eyes seemed to want to say something.

"You... looking for me?"

"Yes." Zhuang Yao rubbed his hands together and said, "It's so cold outside, why don't you invite me to some warm place to sit?"

"Is there anything you need to tell me?" Mu Ning asked.

"Important matter."

Mu Ning's attitude is very tough, maybe Lin Jiayang gave him the confidence, or maybe it was him who gave himself the confidence: "I don't think there is any important thing between us, if you are just as inexplicable as last time If you came to my room and left inexplicably, then I ask you to leave here now."

Zhuang Yao smiled and raised his hands in surrender: "Well, there is nothing important, I just want to see you."

He took a few steps closer to Mu Ning, controlling the ambiguous but safe distance between the two.

"I borrowed your coat outside the charity party that day, when do you plan to return it to me?" Zhuang Yao asked with a half-smile.

"It's in my apartment, and I've been forgetting to take it." Mu Ning said, "If you need it urgently, I'll drive now."

After speaking, Mu Ning turned to leave.

"Wait—" Zhuang Yao quickly grabbed Mu Ning's wrist. "Just kidding, leave the coat at your house." Mu Ning's hands were exposed, his fingertips were red and cold.

Zhuang Yao took off his gloves and handed them to Mu Ning: "Put them on. The chilblains you left during the filming year in Yinchuan couldn't bear the cold, and it's even more uncomfortable if they recur." Zhuang Yao said, and gently put the gloves on for Mu Ning. Ning put it on.

The gloves carried Zhuang Yao's remaining warmth, which was extremely warm.Mu Ning stared at the glove in a daze, and moved his palm.How ironic, how warm his hands are at this moment, but how cold his heart is.

"I know what you want to do, Zhuang Yao."

"Ok?"

"You are too proud, too proud. You can't accept that someone who used to obey you will let you go and ignore you one day. You can't bear that such a person has a new life and meets new people—" Mu Ning said said, taking off the gloves.The palm is exposed to the cold night sky, but it is indescribably free.

"I don't love you anymore." Mu Ning said word by word, "Really, I'm with Lin Jiayang."

The smile on Zhuang Yao's lips froze, as if he didn't want to believe it: "You mean, outside the hotel that day..."

"That day, he confessed to me." Mu Ning lied subtly, but judging from Zhuang Yao's gradually disappearing smile, the effect was very good.

"You're lying." Zhuang Yao said.

"If you don't believe me, I'll call Lin Jiayang now and ask him to come back to Beijing to prove it."

"What is he better than me?" Zhuang Yao asked, "He's just a brat!"

"He loves me and cherishes me. Based on this alone, he is better than you." Mu Ning replied firmly.

Zhuang Yao finally frowned.There has never been a time when he threw an olive branch of peace to Mu Ning, and Mu Ning would not accept it after giving him a step almost alms.there has never been. — until today, until tonight.

Zhuang Yao stood where he was, his brain seemed to be spinning rapidly.Being rejected by Mu Ning never existed in his world, but it did happen.What went wrong?How could Mu Ning really fall in love with Lin Jiayang?

"You want me to come back to you, don't you? Be that obedient, obedient canary again." Mu Ning sneered, "It's impossible."

Zhuang Yao remained silent, his expression as cold as ice.

Mu Ning knew that he had successfully provoked Zhuang Yao's anger, so he changed the subject again, which sounded like a step down, but in fact, it was just adding fuel to the fire.

"If you want me to come back to you, you have to promise me a few conditions."

Zhuang Yao suddenly felt it was absurd, his lofty self-esteem did not allow anyone to be above him, he asked: "What qualifications do you have to negotiate terms with me?"

Mu Ning calmly replied: "Whether I am qualified or not, you have to decide."

Zhuang Yao opened his eyes slightly, speciously, after a while, he slowed down his tone and said, "Isn't what I gave you enough?"

Hearing this sentence, Mu Ning only felt sad in his heart.Although he knew that Zhuang Yao would not understand, he was still extremely disappointed.He couldn't resist Zhuang Yao's offensive, and more often he could only choose to escape.At this moment, if Zhuang Yao really wanted to ask him "what are the conditions", Mu Ning thought, he might be willing to try again with a scarred heart, because he has always been superstitious that the man he has loved deeply for ten years has a Sincerely.

But Zhuang Yao didn't ask that, and even asked him the other way around.Things that didn't happen never happened.

"Zhuang Yao, how much I loved you, I regret it now. Yes, you are very good, no matter from any point of view, you are the best person I can meet, but you don't know how to love. Others When you love you, you always break their hearts. You are always alone in your world, and after anything happens, your feelings will always come first. But have you ever wondered why others don’t What about giving for you for no reason? When my heart is cold, love ceases to exist. When I never left you, I always expected that there would be a person whom you loved so much that you would go through fire and water for him, but he But he doesn't love you, or rather, he doesn't love you enough. Let this person teach you the pain I once felt." Mu Ning said slowly.These words have been hidden in his heart for too long, and he can't spit them out.

"You don't love me anymore, do you?" Zhuang Yao asked, "You've said so much, but in the end you just want to say this."

"Yes." Mu Ning made a gesture to see off the guests: "Mr. Zhuang, if there is nothing else, I may have to go back first."

"Muning, you chose this yourself." Zhuang Yao still didn't want to give up.

"My own path, I will walk by myself." Mu Ning said: "Perhaps in the future, you will really meet someone who makes you risk your life to protect him, and spend your heart and soul for his good, but that person should not be me. "

"Goodbye, Mr. Zhuang."