The Cyanided Heart

"Did you know that the research projects at the Auschwitz Medical Research Center are all top secret." Brooks picked up the cup, "so the safety of the doctors doing research there can be guaranteed by the state."

"..."

"I saw the report about you." Brooks sighed, "Let me guess, are you taking revenge? Revenge in a unique and unique way."

"I didn't..."

"I know, I can understand you." Brooks stared at Leia, "If that's the case... just admit it."

"Brooks..." Leia's eyes became cold, "...why do you know this?"

"They must have told you that, your parents, Gray's death... are all Soviet conspiracy."

"That's right, that's what they said." Leia frowned. "The person who told me was a sheriff, so he's an authoritative source of information. Any questions?"

"It seems that you are convinced."

Leia froze for a moment.

"Sometimes the country is so contradictory. On the one hand, it protects scientists, and on the other hand, it secretly persecutes them."

"How should I trust you?"

"This is a letter from Gray to me." Brooks took out an envelope from his arms and pushed it towards Leia, "Look at it."

Dear Bluecus,

I want to say that the oppression of us from above has never stopped.If they continue to do so, the future of German science will be a mess.It is really chilling to continue to squeeze the achievements of scientists to realize their own interests.

Leaving aside the cruel human experiments conducted in Auschwitz, for the sake of war of aggression, they even forcibly seized scientific research papers beneficial to the military as their own.Most of the scientists I know in academia, including my close friends Mr. and Mrs. Loggers, advocate peace and oppose war.

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I communicated with several professors about my thesis—a preliminary study on the brain and cognition. It aroused the interest of the professors and even got their appreciation.The good times didn't last long, and it also got the attention of military research institutions... The last thing I wanted to happen has come.

Now I can't protect myself.In any case, I hope that Leia is safe and well, and will not be persecuted by the above again.

Look at Dr. Josef Mengele, such a worthless and dehumanizing human experiment... I don't think it needs to be repeated.He will be a disgrace to the medical profession and cast aside by posterity.

It seems that my dissertation will come to an end here, how I hope it will continue to be perfected, so as to bring some light to the world medical community.Brooks, I want you to protect yourself from being targeted by the military.

treasure.

"..."

Leia lowered her eyelashes.

"Can you believe it?" Brooks looked at Leia.

"This is indeed Dr. Gray's...handwriting." Leia was silent for a moment, "...why didn't you tell me in the first place?"

"In order to divert hatred and cover up the truth, the higher-ups wrote false information into the police files. Even Gray got wrong information at that time. When he really realized these darkness...he himself has become a victim." Brooks looked Looking out the window, "It's hard to believe, but it's all true...really true."

"I……"

"Leia?"

"...God, so I've been doing things against Dr. Gray's wishes..." Leia's voice trembled, "I...I'm so stupid..."

"I hope you can stick to your original intention." Brooks smiled wryly. "Killing is not a doctor's working principle, let alone earning people's respect. Anyway, I believe you can make the right choice...as long as you pass the deep-rooted There is no right or wrong choice when thinking about it.”

...

I don't understand...

...what exactly is the right thing to do.

...

Leia is determined to fulfill the wish of Dr. Gray and her parents, which is to...continue their research.

Since no amount of experimentation will bring peace, let's save them.Countless blades fell out of his hands, reflecting a dim white light.

This is my choice, which betrays the country's choice.

There were some non-lethal experiments on the draft, and Leia crossed out the clinical trials of lethal biochemical weapons and viruses with a pen, and kept scribbling and correcting under the warm light.

This should be the best way.

...

"Director, this drug called chloroquine has not been tested clinically, are you sure you want to apply for a sample for testing?"

The long-haired girl lying in front of her was pale.She closed her eyes tightly, as if in pain.Leia reached out and wiped the sweat from the girl's cheeks.

"Quinine isn't working anymore. I've tried conservative treatment with two-hour intervals, but her condition just got worse." Leia frowned, "I don't know if the appendicitis before It is caused by it, in short... one more drug, one more hope. You should apply for chloroquine as soon as possible."

"I see, is there anything else that needs to be applied?"

"If possible...a little bit of both sulfathiazole and penicillin." Leia sighed.

"Director, penicillin is scarce..."

"Tsk, it's for research." Leia glared at the person next to her. "As for the test report, I'll give it to them soon."

"Okay, I'm going to apply now."

Watching that person go away, Leia turned her gaze back to the girl in front of her.

... You unlucky guy, don't do anything to me.

...

Jarr…

Why do you think of her again?Leia closed her eyes.

For so many years, Yael's figure still lingers in his mind, probably because of self-blame.I failed to save her back then, but watched her drown in the sea of ​​flames... and there was nothing I could do.

Why... I couldn't save her.

At that time... No matter what, she refused to go with me... and I escaped from the orphanage that left her with many sad memories.

"Because there is no hope of living. For a person like me... it's the same no matter where I flee." Yael's voice seemed to come from beside my ear, "Leia, as long as you live..."

"Enough! Yael...you are a coward, why...you always want to pin your hopes on others!"

The air is silent, only the rain outside the window is pattering.Leia gasped for breath, trying to calm herself down.

If you are still here, you will definitely see more beautiful maple leaves, and I will buy you a more beautiful white dress.You coward, you obviously have the courage to choose to be buried in the sea of ​​fire, but you don't have the courage to choose to live.

I don't want such a tragedy to happen again...!

If I want to save a person, I will not blindly add my beliefs and expectations to him, but let him understand what he really expects.

If you expect to live from the beginning, then remember it well...

…Never expect anything from anyone else, including me.

Because... it will always be you who have this wish.