I'm with the first grader

"Sometimes I think it's good. Tao Jiang can't speak other languages ​​when he is outside, so he can only follow me. I am the first person to look for if he gets lost, and the first person to think of when something happens is just me. I.

She can only rely on me alone. "

Tao Jiang: "..."

Did Yunan think so in his heart?This idea is very dangerous...

The diary has ended here, no wonder the book is so thin.It's just a record of her own affairs.No wonder it looks so old-fashioned.

Tao Jiang fell into deep thought.After reading other people's diaries, there is indeed a feeling of reading other people's lives.

She occupies a part of Yunan's life.

From three years ago to now, has Yunan liked her for three years?What kind of willpower does it take to persevere?For an uncertain future, it is difficult for a person to persist for three years.

What's more, I have to overcome my own psychological problems halfway.

-three years ago-

City Y.

"Mom, are you still going out today?" In the early morning, a little girl was sitting on the sofa. They had to leave without saying goodbye, the little girl said coldly, "The last time you went home was the day before yesterday."

The lady was taken aback, probably because she didn't expect her to get up so early, and explained: "Mom is going on a business trip today..."

"Well, I got it." The little girl didn't look at her, and lowered her head to play with her Jiulianhuan, "I mean, you want me to stay at home alone for a few days, right?"

The lady walked up to her, knelt down and hugged her, "Xiao Jiang, I'm really sorry, mom will bring you something delicious when she comes back, please, don't be angry anymore."

Tao Jiang pouted, "Okay." Glancing at her mother, she said with great reluctance, "Then...then I want the biscuit from last time, I...I want to eat ten packs!"

Ms. Tao said comfortingly, "I will definitely buy it for you."

Tao Jiang seems to have accepted this kind of life. He asked again just now, but he still had a little thought.

Now, the last trace of thought is gone.

just go.

It's been like this since her parents divorced, isn't it?

She didn't know what "divorce" meant, it just sounded like a bad word.Until one day someone in the class scolded her for being an unwanted child.

That was her first fight.

She looked at the man's eyes begging for mercy, but she didn't show mercy at all.

I just don't like others saying that about myself, that's all.

She used to like to dig through things at home, but that time she found her mother's divorce certificate, and only then did she understand what the so-called divorce meant.

Mom told her that her dad was just going to live the life he wanted.

She still remembers asking her mother: "He lived the life he wanted, so what is the life you want, mother?"

Ms. Tao did not answer.Maybe it's impossible to answer.

"Honey, stay safe at home, remember to eat some fruits in the refrigerator," Ms. Tao told her before leaving, "Mom will be back soon and bring you your favorite biscuits."

Tao Jiang nodded.

Because her mother is often not at home, she also learned to cook since she was a child, picking up heavy pots and pans, and carefully studying in the kitchen.

Today, I still have to cook by myself.

She sighed, walked to the kitchen, and saw a familiar figure lying on the window sill.

"Hey, Tao Jiang—"

I don't care.a friend of hers.

Gu Buyu was very rude, he turned over from the window sill and clapped his hands, "Hey, let me tell you, remember to close the windows, it's easy for thieves to get in when you're alone at home."

Tao Jiang snorted coldly, took the pot and started to boil water.

"What are you eating today—" Gu Buyu leaned in front of her shamelessly, "Tsk, why did you just start cooking? I'm already hungry."

"Are you itchy?" Tao Jiang held a frying spoon and spoke to Gu Buyu.

Gu Buyu quickly confessed, "I'm sorry, brother, I was wrong."

"Go to sleep at my house today, there is no one in my house, we just got together to play cards together", Gu Buyu lay on the sofa, and pressed the remote control, "I will call everyone in the house, the three of us will fight the landlord... ..."

"I don't want to play, I'm not in the mood today, and I don't want to go out." Tao Jiang refused very simply.

"Oh..." Gu Buyu sighed, "Oh, there's a new game mall opened in Yaosong Square, so I have to go alone..."

Tao Jiang raised his eyes upon hearing the sound: "Really?"

Gu Buyu smiled "Pfft—" and said, "Can I still lie to you? I just came from there, and it's still a rich area."

"wealthy suburb?"

"It's a place where a group of rich people live." Gu Buyu ate a grape, "Why do rich people let their children have nothing to do to play games every day? I think that game city eats jujube pills."

"Why don't they let their children play games?" Tao Jiang was puzzled.

"Playing games is delaying your study." Gu Buyu gave her a blank look, "Tsk tsk, smart kids like you don't understand the sadness of our scumbags. Did you get the first place in the exam a few days ago? So soft... I can taste this taste anytime..."

"I really don't understand the sadness of you bottom-to-bottom students." Someone responded indifferently.

Gu Buyu: "..." Am I really shameless?

"Just one question, do you want to go?" Gu Buyu stretched out a finger, "Please give me a one-word answer."

Although someone really wanted to go, but looking at Gu Buyu, he always wanted to hurt her.

"Do not?"

Gu Buyu: "..." You are cruel.

Xueba is also quite good at playing word games.

"Just kidding," Tao Jiang put the prepared meal on the table, "Eat and go."

"Okay, wow, the food I cooked today still looks so tempting..." Gu Buyu didn't say much, and started to eat, "God, if I have money, I will definitely ask you to be my nanny."

"Please give me a salary that is twice the market price."

Gu Buyu: "I think you're fucking blackmailing me??"

Gu Buyu is also a game fan, he always drags Tao Jiang to various game towns, and it is not uncommon for him to secretly take his parents' ID card to go to Internet cafes at a young age.

"Tsk tsk, the rich people's district is just different. Why do I feel that it's the same city Y, and the air on both sides is different?" Gu Buyu was extremely talkative, and kept pushing along the way, "Look at this place , the greening is really good, unlike our place where the birds don't shit..."

Tao Jiang: "Can you shut up?"

Gu Buyu: "..."

"Do you know the way?" After walking for more than ten minutes, Tao Jiang completely lost his mind. Looking at the person in front of him who couldn't tell the difference between east, west and north, he couldn't help but want to curse, "Where is this place? I’ve been here just now, okay! Are you ok after all?”

A certain road scratched his head, "It's strange, I clearly remember it's from this street..."

Tao Jiang felt that this person should not be trusted.

Thieves are not reliable.

"Bang—" Suddenly, a house in front of me made a loud noise.

Tao Jiang heard the sound and looked over, it was a big villa.

It looked like someone was making noise inside.

Then I saw a woman walking out angrily, not forgetting to touch up her makeup while walking.

"Tao Jiang, Tao Jiang, I know what to do..." Gu Buyu tugged at her sleeve, seeing that she hadn't moved for a long time, he poked his head out angrily, "What are you looking at?"

"Oh, it's okay." Tao Jiang turned his head.

"Well, Ashin's house is ahead, let's go find him and let him take us there."

Tao Jiang: "Is it because you can't find your way? Lu crazy?"

Gu Buyu: "..."

Ashin happened to be at home, looked at Tao Jiang and Gu Buyu, and mysteriously took out a kite.

"Do you know that this kite was brought back by my father from other places, it is said to be very valuable..."

Tao Jiang: "..." She has no idea about Gui.

Gu Buyu has already snatched the kite from Ashin's hand, "That's just right, there is an empty space over there, let's go there."

Tao Jiang: "..." What about the agreed game?

But looking at the sky, it is really good, and there is a little wind, which is very pleasant.

Tao Jiang pulled the kite, ran all the way without paying attention to his feet, and was lucky to be tripped.

"hiss--"

Ashin and Gu Buyu were both in the distance, they didn't see Tao Jiang fall, only saw the kite falling fast as if its string was broken.

Gu Buyu covered his stomach and laughed wildly: "Hahahahaha Tao Jiang is not as good as me!"

Tao Jiang rubbed her legs and frowned.

Looking up, I found that I came to the villa just now.

It reminded me of the woman who walked and put on makeup.

"Knock Knock Knock-"

Tao Jiang heard rustling noises on the second floor.

She didn't care at first, thinking that she had heard it wrong, but the voice was very regular, making Tao Jiang look towards the second floor involuntarily.

It was a little girl, lying on the window sill looking at Tao Jiang, staring at her.

"Huh?" Tao Jiang cast a puzzled look, "Are you okay?"

"No...it's nothing..." The little girl seemed a little shy and afraid of disturbing Tao Jiang, so she quickly waved her hands, "I...I just saw you guys having a good time..."

Tao Jiang paused, got up and patted the dust off her body, grabbed the string of the kite, and smiled at her: "Come out to play together?"

The little girl hesitated a little, looked at the thread in her hand, and then at her own hand, "I...can I play together?"

Tao Jiang covered her mouth and turned her head.

Fuck, it's so cute.

Is there such a cute little girl?

"Of course." Tao Jiang regained his emotions and raised his eyebrows, "Are you at home alone?"

"No... my housekeeper is also here..." The little girl glanced timidly into the room, "I can't go out... Mom won't let me go out..."

"Let's find out through the window?" Tao Jiang said casually.

After all, for such a well-behaved little girl, she probably wouldn't do such a dangerous thing.

Unexpectedly, the little girl was so eager to try, she lay down on the window sill and looked at the first floor.

It's all grass, and it will be fine if you fall down.

But the little girl was very afraid of heights and kept shaking.

"I...I'm afraid..."