I'm with the first grader

"But, Tao Jiang. I also want to have a place in your heart."

Tao Jiang didn't seem to hear clearly, his eyes wandered.

What did she say just now?

She said that she envied Fatty Fatty and Yao Yile only because they could know what happened to them, and because they could see themselves every day.

It's a pity that Tao Jiang has always been very nervous, rarely disregarding other people's feelings, and always doing things in his own way.

Delicate feelings really affect this big guy.

With Tao Jiang, who is straighter than a hardcore, it would be strange to be cared for a little bit.Yunan has a deep understanding.

People who were once far away are now close at hand.

Tao Jiang smiled awkwardly, trying to relieve the depressing atmosphere: "It's not so specific... Since you insist on asking... You... You also take part..."

"Really?" Yunan really wanted to hear what she was thinking.

"Yes, yes, yes." A certain person nodded his head.

"I'm willing to accept only part of it." Yunan pointed to his heart, "But, I'm all here with you, do you understand?"

The atmosphere once again fell into a stalemate.

What's the point if you're lying to yourself?If it is perfunctory, it is better not to answer.

Tao Jiang knew what answer she wanted.

No matter how evasive, it is just to put the distance between the two people apart, and it can't change anything.

"Give me another two days..." Tao Jiang turned her face away, she could almost guess how red her face was now, and Yunan was extremely reluctant to see her, "I... "

"It's okay, Tao Jiang." Yunan smiled lightly, as if he had calmed down, and took her hand, "As long as you don't dislike that there is always someone following you to confess your love, I can wait as long as you want."

"You must think about it carefully," Yunan added, "It's willingness, not persecution."

Tao Jiang's psychological defense was slightly broken.

"I know."

She is not someone who will wrong herself.

some morning.

"Master Jiang—" Lin Jing held an exquisite and thin notebook in her hand, walked up to Tao Jiang, looked at Yunan's seat, "Where is Nan Nan?"

As soon as Tao Jiang heard "Nan Nan", Tao Jiang felt all kinds of upset, "Don't call me Nan Nan! Call me your full name!"

Lin Jing was stunned for a moment, then nodded: "Ang... ok... ok..."

You have to listen to what the boss says.

"Then... where did Yunan go?" Lin Jing looked a little worried, "I don't think she came to the classroom all day..."

Tao Jiang answered her quickly: "Auntie came to see her last night. It seemed that something happened at home, so I went back and asked for leave today."

"Ah, that's it..." Lin Jing suddenly realized, and then quickly passed the notebook in her hand to Tao Jiang, and said in an apologetic tone, "This notebook belongs to Yunan. I borrowed her math notes that day. , but she seemed to be absent-minded, so she pulled out two notebooks and gave them to me... Later, I put it in the drawer and forgot about it. Today, I suddenly found this notebook. On the title page, Yunan wrote 'Diary' Just two words, I know this book should be very important to Yunan..."

Tao Jiang took the notebook and turned to the first page, and there really was Yunan's handwriting.

'journal'

'Yunan'

"So, I just want to return it..." Lin Jing found that Yunan was not there, so she thought about it to Tao Jiang, "Then...Master Jiang, can you help Yunan when the time comes?"

"Yeah," Tao Jiang casually threw it on Yunan's table, "Got it."

Lin Jing: "..." I feel a little uneasy when I casually skip this operation.

But still didn't say anything and left.

Without Yunan, the class was even more boring. Tao Jiang lay on the table with empty eyes.

I stumbled upon that diary again by chance.

Tao Jiang: I am a little curious about what is written in it.jpg

Having said that, this book is really delicate, the shell is hard, with bronzing English characters on it, it is a very retro book.

But it is very thin, it is hard to imagine such a thin book, what can Yunan write?As for the diary, I'm afraid I can't write it for half a year, right?

Having said that, Yunan actually has the habit of writing a diary.Tao Jiang doesn't have such a good habit at all, so she often can't remember the past, and she doesn't have a diary to look through.

A girl who insists on keeping a diary must be very delicate.she thinks.

Look at Yunan, it's true.

Moreover, a girl with a cold personality like Yunan probably prefers to write her thoughts in the diary instead of expressing them on the surface.

So the diary should be very important to them.

Tao Jiang couldn't help but wanted to take it over to see what was written in it, but he was struggling on the other hand.After all, the diary belongs to **, and others must not want their diary to be discovered.

but……

She really wanted to know what Yunan really thought.

When did she start her feelings for herself...

Staring at the diary, time passed slowly, and get out of class was already over.

Tao Jiang sighed, got up and was about to leave his seat with an empty schoolbag on his back as usual, then looked back at Yunan's desk.

Well, it's too conspicuous to put it here, so let's take it back.Tao Jiang simply put the diary in his schoolbag and helped Yunan take it back to the dormitory.

When Tao Jiang had dinner with fat Yao Yile today, he was very indifferent.

The fat man can obviously feel that the air pressure on Master Jiang's side is very low.

"Master Jiang, what's the matter?" The fat man quietly observed, "Is your arm better?"

Yao Yile wondered, she didn't know about the fight between Master Jiang and Brother Huaarm, so she quickly asked, "What's wrong with Master Jiang's arm?"

Tao Jiang sulked, "It's fine."

The fat man pouted, "I got into a fight with an idiot two days ago."

"Oh... oh", Yao Yile nodded, "Is it serious? I've never heard of Mr. Jiang being deflated..."

As soon as he finished speaking, he felt Jiang Ye's eyes that killed people without paying for their lives.

Yao Yile: "...I'm sorry, I was wrong."

"He made dirty tricks," Tao Jiang said in a low tone, recalling what happened that day, and added a little irritability, "Sneak attacking people from behind, and the wine bottle hit him directly, I didn't have time to react."

Those people are really ugly.

"Ah..." Yao Yile said heartbroken, "Then Master Jiang, can you still move your arm? Do you need us to take you to the hospital?"

Tao Jiang almost slapped her, "Then what am I eating now?"

The fat man gave Yao Yile a blank look: "Tsk tsk, hit the muzzle of the gun."

Yao Yile stomped on him hard.

The fat man wanted to cry but had no tears: "Women are really ruthless, sinister and vicious."

Tao Jiang ignored them and ate alone.

"Master Jiang, I feel that your complexion is not very good today. Is there any unpleasantness with Yunan?"

Just as the fat man finished speaking, he received a warning look from Tao Jiang just like Yao Yile.

Yao Yile couldn't hold back, and laughed out loud, "Aren't you hitting the muzzle of a gun?"

After Tao Jiang finished his meal, he turned around and left.

There is no disagreement with Yunan, it's just that Yunan didn't come today.Tao Jiang thought to himself.

Back in the dormitory, Yunan hadn't come back yet.

Maybe something really happened at home?

She was worried, and sent a message to Yunan on social software.

Tao Jiang: Nannan?

……

no respond.

Probably busy.Tao Jiang comforted herself like this.

The schoolbag was left on the table, only to remember that the diary was still inside.

Tao Jiang remembered what Yunan had said to her before.

"But, I'm all you here, do you understand?"

She was silent.

Looking at the diary, she made up her mind and took it over to open it.

What surprised Tao Jiang was that the date of the first day of the diary was three years ago.

After such a long time, does Yunan still only use this diary?She was puzzled.

In three years, did you only write so little?

Tao Jiang quickly found the answer from the diary.

This diary is written for her alone.

From the very first record, it's all about her.

April 7

"Today, I met a friend whose surname seems to be Tao. I didn't catch it. She saw that I was bored at home and taught me to jump out of the window. I didn't hold on and fell.

She has a cheerful personality, and she looks like the kind of person who has been happy since she was a child.I am very envious.

She took me to play with a group of people, although my mother found out later and taught me not to hang out with those gangsters.

But I don't think that sister is a bad person.I am very happy with her.

So today I took a notebook specially, and I want to record every bit of it with her.

I must ask tomorrow what is her name. "

April 7

"She didn't come to see me today, let's talk about it tomorrow."

7 month 15 day.

"Not today...It's boring at home..."

7 month 18 day.

"She finally came here to play again. Today I asked clearly and wrote down her name. It's Tao Jiang. It's a nice name."

7 month 20 day.

"It seems that I heard that Tao Jiang is my sister in the sixth grade, but she is not in the same elementary school as me. She is very powerful. She knows a lot of people. I am very envious."

7 month 21 day.

"Today, Tao Jiang took me to the beach for a stroll, but my mother took me home to learn the piano halfway. It's hard, I don't want to learn the piano. I hate the piano."

7 month 22 day.

"My mother didn't let me go out today. I stayed at home all the time. Tao Jiang actually took the initiative to come to me. But I can't go out. Will she stop coming to me because of this?"

7 month 30 day.

"I hate my mother. My mother always said that Tao Jiang is not good, that people like them in society will not have good results in the future, so let me practice the piano well.

But I clearly understand that Tao Jiang's grades in school are always number one every year, and there are also three good students every time.

I don't trust mom. "

8 month 1 day.

"My illness seems to be getting better. I am very happy to play with Tao Jiang these days. I think the happiest thing in all these years is getting to know Tao Jiang.

She took me, learned a lot of knowledge, and let me see a different world. "

"Being with her . . . I feel very happy.

If I can... I want to be with her all the time. "