The rich and noble son is lurking by his side [Rebirth]

These days, Lu Keyu locked himself in the room every day, playing those sad love songs about broken love repeatedly in the earphones, uncontrollably, thinking about that person crazily.

It was also all about him in the dream, the bleak figure he turned and left repeatedly appeared in his mind, no matter when he was awake or in a dream.That picture was deeply rooted in his heart, as if his time was also frozen at that moment.

With such complicated and entangled emotions, and with such remorse and self-blame for my indifference at that time, every time I think of the back of that person turning and leaving, I feel sad to death.Those chaotic thoughts were fermented and entangled together, and finally some chemical reaction was brewed.

He misses him, misses everything about him, the naughty and wicked smirk of a child, the cool smell of pine wood and white snow on his body, the small movements of patting his back when comforting him, and the way he called him "Coco".

It seems that in just half a year, the good memories of being with that person have completely covered all the memories of Lu Keyu's 20 years of life. In the game, if you don't deliberately reminisce about the time they were together, your life is still full of things that can instantly remind you of that person.

The roses that appeared on TV, a box of expired soy milk in the refrigerator, the black gold watch that Zhen Lang forgot to take away, the coat that Zhen Lang wore on himself when he had a fever, and even when he saw the The piano can make him think of that person quickly.

Looking at the piano that accompanied him through his childhood, the boy smiled wryly. Even his piano, his musical beliefs, are now imprinted with that person's imprint, so that as long as he sees the piano, he can play Whenever I hear the music, I always think of the back of the person who left him.

It wasn't until this moment that the ignorant and young boy realized that that person had already entered his heart and lungs, occupying his entire life and his entire heart.

He missed him so much, Lu Keyu locked himself in the room all day long, searched for all the interviews and videos of Zhen Lang's attendance on the Internet, and while looking at the person on the [-]-inch screen above the phone, counted his favorites about Zhen Lang one by one. Lo's beauty.

That man was bright, sunny, forthright, brave, extraordinary, narcissistic and detached, all of those things that made him fascinated, this handsome man on the screen had it all, he didn't pretend to be someone else to approach him, he was always That's it, whether it's a man or a woman, he never changes.

If Zhen Luo was captured by aliens and turned into a man after returning, would he stop loving him?

On a whim, the boy asked himself a weird question, but the answer was so obvious and ready to come out - he wouldn't.He won't change his mind just because of that person's gender.

Lu Keyu thought, how could he be so scumbag?How could it be possible that because Zhen Luo of his family has become a man, she doesn't love him anymore?

Then, after these days of grief, sadness, loss and confusion, until this moment, Lu Keyu finally figured it out, and finally accepted everything about that person from his heart.

Miss him so much, he can't lose his.If the emotions that were so complicated and entangled and made his heart ache to death were not love, then what was love?

He misses him, wants to kiss him, wants to hug him, wants to touch him more, and then, at this moment, what he wants most - to see him again.

Lu Keyu didn't know if he was making excuses to see Zhen Lang again. He picked up his phone, clicked on the WeChat chat page, and sent Zhen Lang a big text message because he didn't reply during the seven days when Zhen Lang left school. Beneath the grievance expression of "finger-to-finger" vertically, he nervously and hesitantly typed out a paragraph word by word.

He said that Zhen Lang's black gold watch was left in the piano room, and he had been looking for a chance to return it to him, and asked him if he wanted to take it back...

He received a reply the moment the message was sent, and a bright red exclamation mark was placed in front of his dialog box, proving that the message had not been sent.

A short prompt appeared below that sentence - "Your Zhen Keai" has turned on friend verification, you are not his (her) friend, please initiate a friend request, and the other party can only chat after passing...

The boy stared blankly at the message for a long time. He couldn't believe it, but Zhen Lang, who loved him so much, was so resolute to him. When he said he wanted to leave, he decisively cut off all contact, and even blocked his WeChat account. up...

The boy suffered the biggest blow in his life, his slender back trembled violently, his body froze and endured the pain of thousands of arrows piercing his heart, his body felt a little weak, and finally he knelt on the floor, holding the phone with his fingertips It's all cold.

——That person is too ruthless!He really doesn't want himself anymore!

However, the boy immediately thought that that person has never changed, he has always been so ruthless and decisive.To Lu Xinbo, to Dai Mingchuan, to Li Fangbing, to Feng Jiaojiao, and to the company that was always making trouble, he was equally decisive and merciless.

Only when he faces himself, will he show a gentle, considerate, tolerant and gentle side.

Those who are favored have nothing to fear, but now, he no longer has that preferential treatment...

That person, he gave up and left, don't want to be this self who has been confused all the time, and can't even figure out his feelings...

For the next few days, Lu Keyu locked himself in the room every day, thinking about that person crazily.Zhen Lang had very few things left around him, and the pleasant smell of pine wood on that coat had already dissipated, and a sense of panic permeated his heart.

He put the black gold watch that Zhen Lang left in the piano room on his wrist, staring at the embossed lion with wings on the dial every day in a daze, as if in this way, he could keep that person by his side.

These days, Lu Keyu lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. He locked himself in the room, rarely came out, and seldom ate. Every day, he took his mobile phone and watched Zhen Lang's videos over and over again.

Looking at the familiar figure on the square inch screen with a narcissistic and proud smirk, he was sad and nostalgic at the same time.

The boy has no experience in such things as feelings, and his natural temperament is cold and indifferent. When it comes to feelings, it seems that all reactions and emotions are always a beat slower than others. When he found his heart, everything has passed. Just missed it.

That person left so resolutely that he even deleted his WeChat. Lu Keyu's self-esteem did not allow him to find that person. He could only look at the images that person left on the Internet and recognize himself over and over again. Situation - he really lost the one he loved.

After having a fight with Gu Running, Lu Keran is in a cold war with Gu Running. Although it's summer vacation, Lu Keran doesn't go out much recently, the main reason is because he is worried about his brother.

Lu Keran is clear that his brother's personality is different from his, he can never hide anything, his brother can see through him at a glance, but his brother will not take the initiative to tell him, no matter what happens, he will be bored in his heart, carrying.

The more this happened, the more Lu Keran worried about his brother. He didn't know if it was the telepathy between the twins, but he always felt that his brother was not as strong as he looked.

He still remembered that when they were young, there was no obvious distinction between the two brothers.When his brother was with him, he would grab toys together and quarrel, but then his father was gone. In this single-parent family, his brother grew up quickly, became stable and mature, and always seemed so sensible , forbearance, a melancholy and quiet aura lingers all over his body.

Then, the mother fell ill again. On the hospital bed, his mother asked his brother to take good care of him, and his brother became like this. He always takes care of things by himself and never tells him anything. The way he looked made him always worry that one day his brother would suddenly lose his temper, and collapse would only happen in minutes.

Lu Keran recalled the hard time half a year ago. His brother was injured and sick, and his mental state was not quite right. Rumors about his brother and Lu Xinbo in Ming Dali spread all over the branch school, and anonymous forums also All are posts to smear and spread rumors about his brother.

During that period, while he was working in a nightclub, he was worried, always afraid that his brother would collapse suddenly, and he couldn't think about anything.

Now, Lu Keran found that feeling of fear again. He vaguely heard a few words from Gu Running, and seeing the big close-up poster in his brother's room, he already knew who his brother was dating.

Lu Keran knocked on the door of his brother's room, and asked softly, "Brother——I cooked noodles, come out and have some."

As expected, Lu Keyu's voice came hoarsely from the room: "You eat by yourself, I'm not hungry now..."

His brother always said that he was not hungry. He hadn't seen his brother eat much recently, and the boy felt uncomfortable.But his brother had a broken relationship recently, he couldn't mention it, he couldn't persuade him, his brother had accumulated power for a long time, and he was in a mess about his relationship, and he didn't dare to preach to his brother with his little experience of failure.

Lu Keran put the bowl of noodles cooked for his brother on the dining table in the living room, and put a pair of chopsticks on it, but his brother didn't come out to eat until the bowl of noodles was lumpy.

Lu Keyu misses Zhen Lang so much. Every time he misses him, he picks up his phone and looks at the vertical row of coquettish and cute expressions that Zhen Lang left him, as well as those angry and funny messages—"Coco What are you doing?", "Why is Keke ignoring me?", "Keke, do you have a dog outside?"

Turning to the last line and seeing the reminder that you and "Your Zhen Keai" are not friends on WeChat, I feel a needle pricking my heart again.

Due to Zhen Lang's determination and his own self-esteem, Lu Keyu was embarrassed to call Zhen Lang.When we parted that day, he was so angry that Zhen Lang used that method to test him. He didn't even turn around, look at him, or say a word to Zhen Lang.

Thinking that it was the last moment between them, the boy's heart throbbed violently, and he began to regret and blame himself, feeling that he was indifferent and too much.

That person silently did so many things for himself, encouraged him when he was struggling, took care of him when he was sick, and helped him punish those who bullied him and made things difficult for him without his knowing.

There is no one in the world who loves him like Zhen Lang.The boy realized belatedly that he had committed a common fault in love - he only knows how to cherish when he loses.

On the one hand, the boy felt that he was wronged to lose this relationship. At that time, he never wanted to reject him. He just needed such a long time as now to let himself understand these things slowly.

On the tenth day after the breakup, the song "The Devil from Heaven" never rang on the phone, and Lu Keyu was still thinking about that person crazily.

The boy has watched all the public videos about President Cang Lang that he can find on the Internet several times, and now he doesn't know how many times he started watching.

A young man who has just experienced his first love and then quickly lost it. All his emotions are still immersed in this relationship. He has heard a theory that love in a person's life is limited, like a glass of water, whoever is watered, it will be gone. But when he met that person, he didn't understand anything, he was young and ignorant, and he gave all his love at once.

The boy closed himself in the room every day, and he became gloomy, haggard, emotional, and sentimental, and lost a lot of weight in just a few days.

He misses him very much, and he can't let go of that person, the relationship he devoted himself to, and the most beautiful memory in his life. He wants to know more about him, but when he sees him, his heart will rise again. Nostalgic and painful emotions.

Sometimes when I see the person on the phone standing on the stage smiling and giving a speech, telling that kind of narcissistic and not very funny joke, I think of that person's smug look, I will chuckle along with it, and then suddenly realize that his eye sockets are wet He actually cried unconsciously while looking at the image of that person.

The boy, who had never tasted this before, thought himself—maybe going crazy.

The No. 14 days of the breakup, half of the summer vacation has passed.Lu Keyu has watched Zhen Lang's public videos and interviews countless times. He knows everything about Canglang Technology, Zhen Lang's struggle history, and the NPCs he played as a cameo in his own game.

However, he still wants to know more about that person. The information about Zhen Lang is like a poppy. When he tastes it, he is falling, sweet and sad at the same time, but only in this way can the boy who lost his love live his life go down.

It suddenly occurred to Lu Keyu that day that those famous people seemed to have Weibo accounts. He watched so many video interviews with him, and knew that Zhen Lang had many fans, including his inspirational male fans and Yan fans. His popularity was so hot that almost He is half of the entertainment industry, so he must have his own Weibo account.

The boy thought that he could follow Zhen Lang through his Weibo account and learn more about him.

Lu Keyu also has a Weibo account, which was registered in high school.At that time, he participated in a province-wide piano competition for middle school students and won No.2.The provincial TV station reported on this, and also edited a video of the backstage interview.

After that, he had hundreds of fans. Some fans in the same city would wait for him at the gate of Xingyi Middle School, give him drinks or small gifts, and ask him to register a Weibo account, so that fans in other cities can also be online. Follow him.

At that time, Lu Keyu was still a childish high school boy. He registered a Weibo account and didn't know what content to post to interact with fans. He only wrote some very boring content on Weibo.

Why is it so sleepy in class today, there are a lot of homework, and there are exams again, I am very annoying, I want to play the piano, or post a photo of his little civet cat, with a sentence "Is my son cute?" and so on.

In order to pay attention to Zhen Lang, Lu Keyu used his mobile phone number that had not changed for many years to retrieve his Weibo account in high school, successfully logged in, and then the message bar at the bottom of the Weibo interface rotated for several seconds before finally showing a shocking message. A staggering four-digit number.

The boy was surprised to find that he had received more than 1000 private messages during the five years he had not used Weibo.

Curiously, Lu Keyu opened the top sender's message, and found that the more than 1000 private messages were all from a Weibo account named "Coke's little raccoon who can play the piano".

Lu Keyu clicked on the message of "the little civet cat who can play the piano in the Coke family", there are more than 1000 messages, scrolling from bottom to top, reading one by one.

The bottom message was sent on Qixi Festival, and the content was very brief, just saying "My little prince, take care of yourself." After that, there was nothing else.

Lu Keyu's fingers holding the phone couldn't help trembling, his heart was shaking, and his heart was beating wildly.

He flipped through the comments on the top again, and found that there were many more words like this, such as "eat well", "take care of yourself", "take care of your body", "don't put too much pressure on yourself", etc. This microblog is called The "little civet cat" person seems to like to tell him to take care of himself and so on.

The boy's heart sank again, and he would leave a message for himself on Qixi Festival. Apart from the one who resolutely left, it might also be the girl who has always had a crush on him, just like Feng Beiyao, who has been with him since high school. The school has been silently paying attention to her girls.

Lu Keyu scrolled through a large section of comments, and found that most of the content in the past few months were nympho remarks, such as "Ke Ke is so cute", "Ke Ke looks so handsome when playing the piano", "Ke Ke is so healing when he laughs", " Cocoa is my sunshine"... the content is joyful and twitchy, and the screen is full of joy and complacency.

These contents are occasionally mixed with one or two affectionate and sour sentences, such as "Coco, I love you.", "Coco, I'm sorry", "Coco, I like you so much.", "Coco, I miss you so much. ".

Seeing the word "Ke Ke", Lu Keyu's heart skipped a beat, feeling like he was on a roller coaster, going up and down suddenly, his heart was about to be overwhelmed.

Immediately, he gave up the subtle expectation that was burning in his heart. These days, he has already experienced the cruelty and determination of that person. The boy chuckled lightly, laughing at himself for being sentimental. If he is not sincere, he will never look back.

Scrolling up, after turning over those eager confessions of spring and heart, it was half a year ago, and for a long time, this person was polite and serious to himself, and his daily greetings were like clocking in. Delivered as promised, more than 1000 messages in the past five years, the man missed himself more than 1000 times, and the boy finished reading in just ten minutes.

From the messages in the past five years, he could even glimpse the whole process of that person from stranger to familiarity with him, and then to love.

Most of the messages in the past few years are quite satisfactory, without the nickname prefix of "Coco", only "Come on", "Good morning", "Good night", and even very official "Study hard every day", "Listen carefully today ", "Youth, knowledge is power" and other very flat slogans, and in the tone of the head of the family, he said to him, "How many points did you score in the final exam?", "How did you do in the mock exam?", "Can you take the exam? Go to a key university, you?" Such depressing questions.

In the daily greetings in the first few days, Lu Keyu could occasionally see a few heart-pounding words in the serious messages.

——Young man, will you remember me?

——The scenery in Queenstown is beautiful, but there is no you around [grievance]

——Young man, grow up quickly, and look forward to meeting you again...

Although the more than 1000 private messages were almost all extremely short sentences, Lu Keyu seemed to be able to think of the handsome, evil, and crazy face on the other end of the phone from the extraordinary and subtle tone.

At some point, the boy was already in tears. Holding the phone in both hands, he suddenly choked up and fell to his knees, letting strong and turbulent emotions swarm him.

After a while, the boy raised his arm, wiped away the tears running down his face, and thought a little bit brokenly——how many years has this person, he, been thinking about him?

Just as Lu Keyu was crying by the bed, a plump and fluffy body squeezed through the door wagging its head.

With the two brothers' spared no effort in feeding, this fat cat, which has grown into a ball, found helplessly that his little master was having a temper again.

The cihuamao walked over slowly, rubbed Lu Keyu's arm vigorously with its round head, and gave a soft meow with a sense of comfort.

Lu Keyu raised his head, glanced at his family's pet little civet cat, stroked the soft cat's head, and called the little civet cat's name. Immediately, a flash of inspiration flashed in the boy's mind, and he suddenly thought of something.

He picked up his mobile phone and stared at the person's Weibo ID name - the little civet cat of the Coke family who can play the piano.

The prefix of "Coke" is the name given to his fan group by his hundreds of fans at that time. I don't know if "can play the piano" is talking about himself or him, and "little civet cat"...

Lu Keyu turned his head to look at his chubby raccoon cat, his eyes widened with shock.

His family's raccoon cat has been called "Xiaolang" since he came to his house, and Lu Keyu has never been aware of this very mysterious problem.

——Why does his cat have the same name as Zhen Lang? ? ?Is it the eyeliner sent by Zhen Lang? ? ?

An inexplicable feeling exploded in his heart, and the boy was a little confused, a little throbbing, and a little bit at a loss.

And then the same question as before arose.

—— Zhen Lang, this guy!How long has he been thinking about himself? ? ?ah ah ah -