The rich and noble son is lurking by his side [Rebirth]

The boy staggered back to the bench that he had made an appointment with Zhen Lang not far away, sat down silently, put his hands on his sides, panted deeply, and tried to adjust his breathing to calm himself down.

The familiar numbness in the fingertips slowly spread to the arms, and the breathing began to be not so smooth. Lu Keyu desperately said to himself: Calm down, calm down, relax, and breathe slowly.The danger has passed, and now it's just the body's stress response.

He read in the book that individual stressors are different, and this situation can be controlled through psychological hints. As long as he does not feel that he has been violated just now, and he can calm down the mental tension before the body reacts, it will relieve allergic reactions and hyperventilation symptoms .

The boy still lowered his head, closed his eyes, and slowed down his breathing rate. His thin chest slowly rose and fell, and he felt that his breathing had just stabilized.

The man's obscene actions just now flashed back in his mind quickly, and Lu Keyu's breathing was stagnant, as if an invisible hand was choking his throat bit by bit.The boy quickly forced himself to think about other things, thinking of Zhen Luo's bright smile, and thinking of the huge poster hanging in the room.

There were footsteps from far to near, and finally stopped not far from him. The person who came didn't say hello to him, and sat silently at the other end of the bench.

Zhen Lang saw the boy sitting with his head down and his hands on the bench, and thought he was as nervous as himself. After all, this was the first time they were honest with each other. He put his whole heart in front of the boy and told him everything , let him know how much he loves him.

But at this moment, he is Zhen Lang, he is Lu Keyu, and they officially meet.

While controlling his breathing, Lu Keyu turned his head sideways and glanced at the elegant and handsome young man not far away.

The man looked up at Mochen Lake, clasped his slender fingers between his knees, his pupils were quiet, his eyebrows were thick and black, his side face was as handsome as a chisel, and he was dressed in neat and handsome clothes, outlining a pleasing and charming figure. The whole person is like a noble son who came out of a European literary movie.

A pleasant scent of men's perfume diffused along with the summer breeze, and the boy felt his heart beating inexplicably, his heartbeat began to speed up, and he couldn't control his breathing.

He quickly turned his head, tried his best to hold his breath, restrained his mind, and continued to focus on fighting his own stress response.

There was fine sweat on his forehead, his breathing became short of breath, and everything was controlled exactly at the critical point. He felt that he might fail, but after enduring it for a second, he felt that he could still hold on.

There is a cool breeze blowing across the lake, with a cool and moist water vapor, the shore is silent, only a few melodious birds chirping.

The two sides were silent for a while, Zhen Lang considered his words, and spoke first: "That... Keke... Have you thought about it?" As soon as the words came out, Zhen Lang realized how nervous he was, his handsome face flushed, surprised at the unrestrained My own self, one day I actually want to start with the shameful "that".

—he talked to himself, and asked him if he had thought it over.what to do?The boy was anxious.

It was difficult for him to speak at this time, and he was still trying to control his breathing. Once he opened his mouth to speak, his breathing would be messed up, and Zhen Lang would see the clues.

He didn't want to stage the scene of breathing and fainting again in front of Zhen Lang, it would be too embarrassing, and he didn't want Zhen Lang to know what happened in the woods just now.

The boy was silent for a while, and could only reply with the word "um", and at this time he could barely utter a single sound "um", this single sound did not need to open his mouth to speak, and would not interrupt his breathing.

Zhen Lang's black crystal-like eyes flickered, he turned his head slowly, looked at the boy not far away, and asked nervously, "That... did you promise me?"

His way of asking is a bit cunning, hiding Zhen Lang's small thoughts of wanting Lu Keyu to agree, he didn't specifically ask "What do you think about our relationship?", he didn't ask "Can you accept me?", this sentence The implicit premise of the question is "you promise me".

As for what to promise?That has rich meaning.Promise to associate with him, promise to accept him, promise to be together forever, promise to never leave him, promise to let him be by his side and take good care of him.The calculations in Zhen Lang's mind were crackling.

He looked at him with peach blossom eyes, saw the boy bowed his head in silence, his heart tightened, he turned his head to look at the lake as if he didn't dare to face it, his knuckles were clenched unconsciously, as if he was waiting for a trial, life There has never been such a tense moment in China.

The time seemed to be stretched infinitely. Zhen Lang was in great torment during the short tens of seconds. Just when Zhen Lang's heart began to sink, there was finally an answer.

The boy's clear guttural voice gave him an affirmative "um".

Lu Keyu felt that Zhen Lang's "promise" question was very cunning, but at this time, what else could he say other than "um".He prepared a long paragraph, wanted to explain his feelings, confusion and entanglement to him, and wanted him to give him some more time, but he, say, no, come out!

As soon as he said it, the breathing rhythm that he barely controlled would become disordered, and he would have an unsightly episode of breathing, which might cause this person to misunderstand something.

I don't know how many times in his life, the boy accepted his fate in front of this person again, he thought: Forget it, just take it as God's will, he should...don't hate him...

Hearing the "hmm" that made him so excited, Zhen Lang's eyes looking ahead suddenly lit up, and countless small stars were lit up in the depths of his pupils. He was so excited that he didn't know what to say, and turned his head happily , Seeing his boy still maintains that sitting posture, his delicate and handsome face is not as excited as his, but his face is as cold as ice, as if he is trying to hold back something.

That side was too calm, and in Zhen Lang's eyes, the boy's whole body language seemed to express a kind of tolerance and reluctance.

Zhen Lang's eyelashes trembled for a while, and then he turned his head again, and the corners of his mouth that were about to be bent were pursed back. The little stars in his eyes went out together, and the color of his eyes became deep and dim. From an angle that Lu Keyu couldn't see, Zhen Lang Lang narrowed his eyes, and there was a trace of coldness in his eyes.

He smiled wryly, stretched out his hand, and said to Lu Keyu, "Come with me, I am Zhen Lang, you are Lu Keyu, today is the first official date between the two of us, I will take you Been to Tanabata!"

That hand, with slender phalanges and even knuckles, was like a carefully carved work of art. Lu Keyu even remembered that the touch of holding it in his hand was dry and warm, which made him very nostalgic.

He wanted to hold that hand, the boy carefully stabilized his breathing that was about to become disordered, stretched out his hand hesitantly, held Zhen Lang's hand, and then let Zhen Lang pull him up from the bench, the two of them One after another, they walked towards the Lamborghini on the viewing platform by the lake in the distance.

Zhen Lang walked too fast, Lu Keyu's breath became short of breath, and the discomfort that he was about to breathe in the next moment slowly seized him. The boy didn't know what to do, and felt anxious for a while.

When passing by the woods just now, the strength in his hands suddenly increased. Zhen Lang dragged Lu Keyu into the woods in a few steps, looked into his eyes with deep eyes, and said, "Since you promised me, I can kiss you." ..."

The boy's eyes widened suddenly, and before he could refuse, he was pushed forward by Zhen Lang, and his hot lips pressed down and kissed him.

The kiss was not as lingering as before, it was gradual, Zhen Lang started with a hint of predatoryness, Lu Keyu only persisted for a few seconds, and the breath that had been trying to maintain the critical point fell completely, and the suppressed stress response rose strongly , quickly took control of the boy's respiratory system.

Zhen Lang always paid attention to Lu Keyu's situation. When he noticed something strange about the boy, he withdrew his body immediately, but it was of no avail. Lu Keyu was gasping for breath, but he still couldn't feel any air inhaled into his lungs. It was scorching hot.

Both legs began to go numb, and the whole body lost strength. The boy knelt down on the ground, and he didn't even have the strength to support the ground. Finally, he fell directly to the ground, his chest heaving violently, breathing rapidly like a dying fish.

In a daze, he saw Zhen Lang calmly and quickly take out a small thing folded into a triangle from the pocket of his suit trousers, and he quickly shook the thing away, only then did Lu Keyu realize that it turned out to be a folded medical paper bag.

Zhen Lang knelt down on one knee, leaned over and covered Lu Keyu's mouth and nose with a medical paper bag to help him breathe, and murmured "It's okay" and "Don't be afraid", but he didn't pat his shoulder like before, or Make more gestures of touching yourself to comfort him.

With a distance of just a few feet, the eyes of the two met. Lu Keyu's eyes were full of doubts, but Zhen Lang lowered his eyelashes and dodged away without a trace.

At that moment, Lu Keyu suddenly understood something.This person is using this method to test himself, to test whether he is sincere, to test whether his body accepts him...

The boy thought that what Zhen Lang did to him today was well prepared. Even if the situation in the woods didn't happen to him, even if he thought it through and accepted him, and readily agreed to associate with him, this person would find an opportunity to use this An intimate way to test his sincerity, he doesn't believe in himself.Thinking of this, Lu Keyu felt a twinge of pain in his heart.

What he didn't know was that since the two met unexpectedly in Zhen's house five years later, Zhen Lang learned about his physical condition. Keep this compressed medical paper bag and allergy medicine on hand at all times, just in case you need it.

But today, he only saw the patience and reluctance shown by the boy when he agreed to himself, so he thought of using this method to test the guess in his heart.He loves him, but Zhen Lang is so proud that he will not accept this kind of relationship with sympathy, compassion, or gratitude.

Two hours later, the two sat silently in the Lamborghini car surrounded by roses, the nose was full of fragrance, but the two of them were frowning, each with their own thoughts, each guarding one side of the car window, looking at each other. Looking out the window in silence.

Lu Keyu knew what Zhen Lang was misunderstanding. He misunderstood that he had a strong stress reaction because of his intimate touch.

He could even imagine how hurt Zhen Lang would be after seeing what happened to him just now, but when he thought of this man carrying a medical paper bag on his body and his intention of carrying it, he used this method to test his mind Honestly, I feel both angry and humiliated.

Moreover, on the other hand, until now, he still hasn't figured out what kind of feelings he has for Zhen Lang, whether he wants to accept the man in front of him, or just wants to keep the afterimage of the disappeared "Zhen Luo" in his heart.

They just sat in the car relatively silently until dusk fell in the sky.

What broke the silence was Zhen Lang's phone ringtone.

Zhen Lang took out his mobile phone and cigarettes from the car, opened the whole door and got out of the car, walked a few meters away towards the shore of the lake with his long legs, and made sure that no one in the car could hear him before attaching the mobile phone to his ear answer.

It was Assistant Zhuang who called, because the time was approaching evening, and he wanted to ask Zhen Lang about his next plans.

Zhen Lang made a lot of preparations for this day. Although he was not sure about the boy's final answer, he still reserved all the luxurious seats in the revolving restaurant on the top floor of the towering Zenith Building in the city center, and arranged for this candlelight dinner. All kinds of cheesy and warm plots-playing his latest practice piece for his little prince, and asking the waiter to bury a pair of silver couple rings in the after-dinner dessert.

Zhen Lang ordered the assistant to do the aftermath of these aborted arrangements and pay the final payment for the restaurant reservation. He calmly informed the assistant that all the arrangements for the evening were cancelled.

After hanging up the phone, Zhen Lang stood on the side of the wide viewing platform, leaning on the railing looking at the sparkling surface of Mochen Lake, and lit a cigarette in his hand. He seldom smokes, but at this moment he really wants to smoke. root.

When the cigarette burned out, he finally figured out something.

There are some things that cannot be forced, he has always understood that what he obtained by force looks exactly the same, but it is still not what he really wants, so he has been tempted for ten years, and he has never wanted to change the trajectory of that person by stealing. He still remembers that In the corridor of Xingyi Middle School in [-], he saw the boy's disgusted expression towards that boy.

At that time, he knew that this boy was straight and he would not fall in love with himself.

He once gave up completely and never intentionally appeared in the boy's life. Their intersection was the accident five years ago. They died together and were reborn together. He always felt that there was a prologue to their story.

At this moment, Zhen Lang thought of how he dressed as a woman, approaching him, protecting him, kissing him, hugging him, and the past that was inseparable from him every day, it was like a big dream. When he woke up, he found that he was still standing The origin has never changed a bit, and the real self has never been close to him.

Lu Keyu was sitting in the car, silently looking at the tall and handsome silhouette of a man in the distance, smoking a cigarette elegantly and lazily in the afterglow of the setting sun, the bleakness and loneliness exuded from that back, as if separated by such a long distance, he could not I could feel that from just now, his heart was throbbing and uncomfortable, angry, confused, heartache, sad, several kinds of emotions were chaotic.

When Zhen Lang came back, his face was calm and indifferent.The Lamborghini started again and galloped towards Lu Keyu's house, the two of them were silent all the way.

The Lamborghini drove to the door of Lu Keyu's house. Zhen Lang got out of the car and personally lifted the huge whole door for his little prince.

Asking him to get out of the car and go home couldn't have been more obvious.Lu Keyu didn't say anything, thinking of Zhen Lang's way of testing him, he was still a little angry, got out of the car silently, passed Zhen Lang, and walked straight to his door.

Behind him, Zhen Lang suddenly called to him, Lu Keyu turned around, saw Zhen Lang stepping forward, and put a whole bag of topical medicine for allergies in his hand, when he saw what was in his hand, the boy pulled the corner of his lips , I just want to smile wryly.

He's really thoughtful and well-prepared. He even took the bottles and jars for allergies with him in the car and prepared them for him.

Lu Keyu refused to comment, and turned around with some anger, only to hear Zhen Lang suddenly speak behind him, calling him by his nickname: "Ke Ke—"

The boy stopped, didn't turn around, just waited quietly for him to speak.

After a moment of silence, Zhen Lang looked at the boy's back, pursed his lips, opened his mouth with difficulty, and asked in a low voice, "Ke Ke...you...do you have anything to say to me?"

Zhen Lang's tone was calm and steady, as if there was no trace of sadness, but Lu Keyu felt an inexplicable pain in his heart, and the boy hesitated and did not speak.He's still angry that he tested him that way, doesn't want to explain, and really doesn't understand what kind of feelings he has for him.He didn't know what to say at this moment.

After waiting in silence for a long time, Zhen Lang had already confirmed that the boy had no intention of asking him to stay.

Zhen Lang lowered his eyelashes, smiled miserably at an angle that Lu Keyu couldn't see, moved his lips for a long time, and then said with difficulty and solemnly: "I once loved someone, very much, and I am sure that he has always been Know……"

The boy pursed his lips, his pupils trembled slightly, and listened to Zhen Lang's words in silence.

"I've done a lot of things for him." Zhen Lang smiled lightly, remembering how he was pretending to be a woman, and laughed at himself crazy, "Whether it's pretending to be a woman, or dealing with those people... But those things are all voluntary , I don't need that person to pity me, sympathize with me, and I don't need to be grateful, return..."

Lu Keyu's slender back trembled violently. For a moment, he seemed to understand Zhen Lang's original intention of testing himself in that way.

He resisted the urge to turn around and clenched his fingers subconsciously.

Zhen Lang sighed, and said in a low and magnetic voice: "...I have pursued and worked hard, and I know that there are some things that cannot be forced. I... have no regrets."

He took a deep look at the figure not far away that he admired and longed for so much, and slightly pulled the corners of his mouth, revealing a smile. It was a very charming and poignant smile, but it was a pity that Lu Keyu didn't see it.

When the boy turned around, Zhen Lang had already turned around, with his back to him.Zhen Lang finally said, "My boy, everything is precious", and walked into the royal blue Lamborghini without looking away.

The luxury sports car full of red roses quickly turned its head around and left in the dust.Lu Keyu stood there in a daze, looking at the direction where the shadow of the blue car disappeared, and stood silently for a long time.

Then, after an unknown amount of time, the boy turned around mechanically and went upstairs slowly.When I walked into the living room, I found that my brother's shoes were not at the door.

Lu Keyu heaved a sigh of relief inexplicably, as if all the strength in his body had been exhausted, he could barely find the strength to walk back to his room, leaning against the wall of the living room, his body slowly slid down, and sat with one long leg bent. on the living room floor.

Chaotic brain slowly sorted out the conclusion, he knew that that person would not come back.He is so proud, his eyes are clean, he will not want his half-hearted feelings that even he can't understand, he will never hear someone call him "Coco" again, and he will never see such a bright and evil smile again, Whether it was Zhen Lang or Zhen Luo, he had lost the person who loved him deeply forever.

There were no tears in her eyes, but her chest hurt like a big hole...

Suddenly the mobile phone rang in his younger brother's room, and the boy who was slumped on the ground shivered. He didn't expect his younger brother Lu Keran to be at home on Chinese Valentine's Day.

Immediately, there was a sound of footsteps coming from Lu Keran's room, not wanting his younger brother to see him in a daze, Lu Keyu wanted to get up from the ground, but it was too late.

Lu Keran walked out of the room with his feet bare, his feet were dirty and stained with blood.

Seeing his elder brother sitting slumped on the ground, the boy was startled for a moment, completely unaware of when his elder brother came back.

At this moment, both brothers had the feeling that the other had seen all of their desolation and misery.

Lu Keyu's eyes fell on his younger brother's bleeding feet, guessing what happened to his younger brother, he always acted like an older brother, stood up slowly, suppressed the sudden sadness in his heart, and asked calmly: "What's wrong with you? Are you not with Dr. Gu?"

It was good that he didn't mention Gu Running, but when he mentioned Gu Running, Lu Keran's eyes instantly turned red.

Seeing his family fighting against each other, and his rebellious younger brother showing such a hurt expression, Lu Keyu felt very distressed. Although his heart was equally bitter, he wanted to comfort his younger brother first: "What's wrong? What happened? You had a fight with Dr. Gu ?”

Lu Keran wanted to turn around and flee back to his room, but was grabbed by Lu Keyu.

He pressed Lu Keran's shoulder and asked K. d. T. c. : "Didn't you go to Dr. Gu's house today? Did he... bully you?"

When his brother suddenly asked him, Lu Keran suddenly lost control of his emotions, as if he had been holding back for a long time, and couldn't take it anymore, he hugged his brother's arm, and cried out loudly: "Brother——! That The scum lied to me!"

Have you been lied to?Lu Keyu silently hugged his younger brother tightly, thinking in a daze: They are really brothers and sisters, and he was also deceived by that person, but why did his heart hurt so much when he said he was going to leave?

Sadness seems to be contagious, a kind of overwhelming sadness swept over him, two handsome teenagers embraced each other, one cried heartbreakingly, the other just shed tears silently...