Do you think I like you or not

The first time He Xuan noticed Gu Lin was in September.

The weather is still very hot, and there is no sense that autumn is about to enter.Although it wasn't long before school started, the number of people has increased visibly with the naked eye.The library is extremely quiet, only the sound of flipping books and typing on the keyboard can be heard, and the air conditioner uses a low temperature that can freeze people to the point of losing their senses to create a sense of existence.

"Cough, cough, cough..." Wen Ran, who was opposite, suddenly started to cough frantically, and even coughed out a scale.He Xuan slowly turned his gaze back from the black figure not far away, and he saw the unconcealable smile in the eyes of this dead girl.The phone on the table vibrated immediately, and he glanced at it.

"More!!!!!!"

! ! ! ! !

He immediately raised his head, and Wen Ran gave him a knowing smile.He Xuan happily opened a certain green APP on the desktop, paid, typed a bunch of "ahhhhh" in the comment area to occupy the front row, threw two depth charges, and then leaned back on the chair to start watching the update.

3 minutes later……

"Ahhhhhh I'm crying!"

"What a beautiful love!"

"Get on! Get on me!"

"I love Big Boo Boo!"

He Xuan is gay, pure and natural.When Wen Ran first met him, he was confused by this guy's sunny and handsome appearance. He thought he was the male protagonist in campus romance novels. After class, he sweated on the basketball court and played games with a group of brothers at night. Facing that face, she had been yelling a lot about her beautiful campus romance with him, but after trying to get acquainted with him and preparing to confess, He Xuan seriously told her about her sexual orientation.Well, I can't write campus romance novels, I can only write about brotherhood.But Wen Ran's mentality is so good that if he can't be a couple, he will be a sister.When he found out that He Xuan was a loyal reader of a certain novel app Chunai District just like himself, he directly gave him the title of "one of us".Since then, the WeChat chat records of the two have been full of "ahhhhhh!"

After the two of them yelled meaninglessly on WeChat for a long time, He Xuan calmed down and tried to suppress the smile on the corner of his mouth. He took a deep breath and prepared to continue studying. He glanced in a certain direction subconsciously. Looking at himself, and it doesn't seem to be a very good expression.But only for a moment, the man lowered his head and continued to read.

Illusion?He Xuan thought so.

At that time, He Xuan just thought that this person was very conspicuous.Tall and thin, wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses, always dressed in black, exuding an air of being unapproachable.A weird one, he thought, but... pretty nice.

He was just in his senior year, and when He Xuan was in his junior year, he took a lot of courses on a whim, and the credits were already enough, so he basically didn't need to go to class.In addition, his grades were not high enough, and it was estimated that he would not be able to get a postgraduate entrance examination. Even if it was his turn, he might not be able to secure any particularly good schools, so he simply held his breath and started preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination last semester.And that guy Wen Ran planned to go abroad, and he had to take all the IELTS and Gre tests. He kept saying "If you don't study today, you will feed the pigs tomorrow", and dragged He Xuan to the library every day.He Xuan felt that if the library was not closed every day, she might have set up camp here directly, and she could only be forced to accompany her to get up early every day to grab a seat.Then I was surprised to find that that strange guy seemed to come here every day, wondering if he was also preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination like himself.

So, I don't remember when it started, He Xuan gradually developed the habit of always checking to see if that "weird person" came every time he arrived.

That guy is also dressed in black today, why is he wearing such black for a funeral?But it fits his temperament quite well.

Um?Figured out?Are you wearing white today?But he looks damn good in a white shirt.

Hey, he came late today. Why did he go last night? Really, do you have the self-consciousness to study?

……

He Xuan clearly knew his sexual orientation, but he didn't feel that he liked this guy anymore.Love at first sight is something that can be read in novels, and besides, what if he is a straight man.

It's just because he's so weird, and I'm a very curious person, and when I meet interesting people, my curiosity will be aroused, that's all.And now that the postgraduate entrance examination is the biggest in the world, it is better to study hard than to think about anything.

He Xuan brainwashed himself over and over again, and then continued to sneak peeks every day with peace of mind.

One day, that person didn't show up all morning, and He Xuan always felt that something was missing.When it was time for dinner, I stood in front of the elevator in the library and imagined countless possibilities while waiting for the elevator to come up.Go to class?No, what class do you have on Saturday today?over slept?No matter how much you overslept, it's already noon, so it's time to come.Or... dating a girlfriend?

"Hey, did you hear what I just said?"

"Ah?" He Xuan came back to his senses, and as expected, Wen Ran rolled his eyes. "What did you just say?"

"I said! Next Saturday, Huo Da will come to our place for a signing event, will you go?"

"Yeah!"

Huo Da, whose pen name is Yan Yi, is called "Huo Da" by fans because there are too many characters in his name.His articles often follow a brisk and funny route, but the plot is the best.In private, his personality is like a child, and when his temper comes up, he will even fight with fans. He Xuan once suspected that the nickname "Huo Da" was actually just because of his temper.That's right, it's "he" rather than "she". In this danmei circle dominated by women, Huo Da is a rare boy, which makes him even more special.

"Then it's settled, let's go there together next Saturday!" Before Wen Ran finished speaking, the elevator in front of him slowly opened.He Xuan looked up, yo, here we come.He smiled subconsciously, but the other party just gave them a cold look, and then walked out.When passing by He Xuan, he inexplicably felt that the aura emanating from this person seemed to be colder than usual.

He Xuan was a little puzzled, who messed with him?The moment they walked into the elevator, the eye contact just now flashed in my mind.Well, although I wear glasses, my eyes are still pretty, but it would be better if my eyes were softer.

"Hey, what are you thinking about all day long?" Wen Ran bumped his arm, "Why are you always out of your mind recently?" "Ah? No?" He Xuan subconsciously denied it. "I see that you seem to have something on your mind these days. Sometimes you suddenly start laughing while sitting there. What's wrong with you?" He didn't say anything more after hearing this, but just gave him a meaningful look, and then changed the subject naturally.

I went back to the dormitory to play games for a while at night, and brushed another wave of updates before going to bed.He Xuan was about to go to bed when he suddenly remembered Wen Ran's words at noon.Lost your mind...is there any?He reflected on himself for a while. It seems that he has observed that guy a bit frequently recently, but it's not because the time when that guy came to the library recently is always confusing.It must be because of this, He Xuan doesn’t like things that don’t have irregularities, whether it’s work or other things, so every time he encounters a post that doesn’t update on time, he gets mad, wishing he could throw a few more torpedoes to blow him out. Character.He Xuan kept giving himself psychological hints, and just fell asleep in a daze.

That night he had a dream. In the dream, there was only a black figure from the back, which he couldn't see clearly or touch, but it made people feel very familiar, as if he had seen it countless times.He walked towards that figure, but he still couldn't shorten the distance between them. "Hello!" He Xuan called out in the dream, and the man turned around slowly, and then he saw a pair of eyes, a pair of deep eyes, the eyes seemed to be able to suck everything in, but they were very cold, compared to books. The air conditioner in the library is still cold...the library...

He Xuan opened his eyes suddenly, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses. Only then did he feel that something was wrong, so he opened the quilt and took a look.

"Hold!"

When he saw Wen Ran in the morning, He Xuan was distracted with huge dark circles under his eyes.

"Why did I go to you last night? You can go directly to cosplay the national treasure with your dark circles. My friend, don't forget your wealth."

"Go and leave me alone."

"Oh, what kind of young man has been thinking about it all night?" Wen Ran had a smirk on his face, and He Xuan wished he could kill this dead girl.

"You fucking turn off the mic for me."

All because of her!It must be because of what she said yesterday that I dreamed of that guy!He Xuan glared at her angrily.After arriving at the library, he subconsciously looked around, but fortunately, that guy didn't come.In fact, He Xuan felt a little guilty at that moment, and he himself was a little unclear about what he was thinking in his heart.I used to always tell myself that it was just out of curiosity, and it was just... appreciation?He Xuan has nothing to shy away from his sexuality, but he stubbornly believes in this matter, just like a little girl will instinctively look more at a good-looking boy. It exudes a unique aura, so I just pay more attention to it.

But many things start with the feeling that a person is different.

In the evening, Wen Ran made an appointment and left first. He Xuan honestly and honestly went back until the library was closed.Wen Ran said that there was a psychopath in their dormitory building, and she called on the stairs next to their dormitory all night, saying, "You know, all the fanfare is just a temptation, and the real departure is silent." "Hurry up Let's save our endangered love." Wen Ran concluded at the end, "Our school is really undervalued if you are so good at acting, why don't you go for the middle school exam? She will definitely be the next best actress." He Xuan laughed for a long time , and silently gave a thumbs up.

In fact, Wen Ran is a pretty good person.He Xuan recalled that when she first met her, this girl pretended to be a gentle little girl for several months. At first, he only thought she was a naive and ignorant little girl, so he treated her like a younger sister, but suddenly one day She said that she likes herself, and He Xuan could have found an excuse to fool her as before, but at that time, because of certain things, he confessed his sexual orientation on the spur of the moment. Du Ermai said very straightforwardly: "Okay! From then on, we will be sisters!"? ? ?Oh no, why are we sisters?Who told you I was the one below? ? ?But for He Xuan, he was really lucky that in the gloomy time after that, there was such a heartless girl by his side who could listen to him tell his secrets.

The phone suddenly showed that there was a new message, and when he swiped open it, it was indeed Wen Ran.

"Brother Xuan, is there really something wrong with you? I really think you've been a little weird recently, and you've become silent. If anything happens, you can tell me."

"You don't really have someone you like, do you?"

"Or... you haven't come out of the past?"