pig like age

That summer, the sun was shining brightly, and the youth was speechless.

Breaking up with Yao Ye, my sister is gone, and the goddess is also gone.It seems that the most important existence around me has been pulled away by the hand of fate, leaving me a body, wandering between heaven and earth at two o'clock and one line every day.

In the summer of that year, showers were approaching, and the sky was dark.

I remember that it was one evening when Xiao Youzuo received a notice, and the master's family invited me to have dinner at home.

I heard that Xiao Youzuo did well in the exam before, but I have never paid much attention to her affairs.If there is such a thing as "prejudice", then I have a deep prejudice against her.Why this is so, I have already said before.

In my life as white as paper, as pure as boiled water, my criteria for judging a person is either black or white.It's also a bit mentally clean.She ran away from home with a man, got into gangs, and almost followed them in drug trafficking... Now that I think about it, I still feel shuddering.So my impression of her has always been a rebellious girl, who can't get along with a good student.

What's more, she doesn't respect me as a senior sister, and she always likes to talk to me, otherwise she will just raise an argument.And the whole person is yin and yang, and his personality really doesn't appeal to me.So the relationship with her has been neither cold nor cold, muddling along.

When I went to her house this time, I was mainly greedy for my teacher's cooking skills. I didn't worry about where she passed the exam.

But I didn't expect her to do so well in the exam.

When I showed a surprised expression, all the masters, wives, younger brothers and sisters present also looked at me with the same expression.It was as if I was the only one in the world who didn't know what was going on.

I put down the braised pork in my mouth, and said with an embarrassed smile: "Haha, I never thought that junior sister is so good that she can be admitted to the film school."

Yes, can you imagine?In my memory, the little girl who was ignorant, could only fool around with men, and gangsters, she was admitted to the film school!

Because I couldn't believe it, I asked again inappropriately: "It's the Beijing Film Academy, the film academy that produced Zhang Yimou, Zhao Wei, and Huang Lei?" It can't be a pheasant college, right?Of course, this is what I think in my heart, and I will not say it.

Xiao Youzuo pulled his face down, and lifted the chopsticks with a "click".Leaning on the chair, he looked at me with his lips curled up and his arms folded.

The master hurriedly smoothed things over: "Xiaochen just came back from Tibet, so I don't know about our Xiaozuo's situation. There are excuses, excuses. Come, Xiaochen, you have to punish yourself."

Naturally, I would go down the steps, so I generously punished myself with three cups.But Xiao Youzuo was at odds with me, she didn't look good the whole time, she cut off my beard for any food I put in, and she choked me back on anything I said.I want to strangle her to death!

My teacher's wife looked at us as if it was a joke between sisters, the corners of her eyes were wet, and she was full of relief.She held my hand and told me how much Xiao Zuo worked so hard, and that the prodigal son would not change his money when he returned.She said that in order to meet the standards of professional courses, she studied until three o'clock in the morning every day; for the first and second exams, her family rented near the film academy, and Xiao Zuo broke three pairs of dancing shoes...

I was also moved when I heard it, not because of how hard Xiao Zuo worked, but because of the heart of a mother.At the time when Xiao Zuo was a bad student, the one who blamed himself the most was his wife, and I will never forget the look in her eyes.Now I see her hope that her daughter Chengfeng will get what she wants, and I am also happy for her.So he picked up the wine glass and made a big toast to his wife.

I have to admit, I am impressed by Xiao Youzuo.At that time, there were no media reports about the unprecedented grandeur of the film school application scene.But at that time, in those few days, not only Xueyuan Road, but the whole capital knew that there were beauties and handsome men on Xitucheng Road, Haidian District.Among them, the acting department is almost the most popular and sought-after major in China.With so many people crowding the single-plank bridge of Beijing Film Performance Department, one can imagine the fierce competition.

Xiao Youzuo was admitted to the acting department.

I took a closer look at her, and my prejudice came out again: Is there any shadow of being a star?Like a little carrot head.

Xiao Youzuo probably also saw that I looked down on her, and became even angrier at me.The atmosphere between the two of us was a bit tense.I said to myself, from "little sister" to "reserve big star", you have to give me some time to adapt to your change.

Apart from the discordant notes between the two of us, the meal was lively and lively.

My wife knew that I love her braised pork and salted duck, so she specially brought me two lunch boxes.I was full of wine and food, and left the master's house amidst the sound of farewell from everyone.

Maybe it was because of the jubilation and noise just a moment ago, but when I got home, my parents were not watching TV in the living room.The living room was pitch black, only their bedroom was half-opened, revealing a glimmer of light.

I had a hunch that something was wrong, it never happened.In my heart, home has always been warm and bright, why is it so abnormal today?

I knocked on their door and my dad came and opened it.As soon as I saw his face, I knew something must have happened.

I asked, "What's the matter, Dad?"

My dad turned to let me in with a look of great frustration and depression.I saw my mother sitting by the bed at a glance, and my father's expression was exactly the same.

But when my mother saw me, there was a warm change in her eyes, she forced a smile, and said, "Xiaochen, you have grown up too, and from now on, you have to take more responsibility inside and outside the house."

My dad lowered his head and sighed: "She's still young. I feel even more ashamed of you mother and daughter when you say that."

"What's going on?" I asked in a daze.

My mother still had that forced smile and said frankly: "Your father is unemployed." Seeing my bewildered expression, she added: "Laid off."

My parents are optimistic people, and they are also very optimistic when they follow me.The male head of other families lost his job, and he must have sighed and lost his energy, but my family returned to normal the next day.

But optimism belongs to optimism, and the change in my heart is obvious.

Although my family is not rich and powerful, it can be regarded as a well-off family.My father is honest, diligent and kind, and my mother is shrewd. From the day she brought Ji Shuyu home, she quit her job and started her own business.At first, I pushed a trolley outside to fry small yellow croakers and cold dishes. Later, I started tinkering with stocks and became a professional stockholder.In the end, he started a real estate agency with the money he earned from stocks.In the past two years, the real estate industry has risen, and she has made some money, which is much richer than most of her peers, and she is very prosperous.

My dad works in the electric power bureau. It is said that the public institution holds an iron rice bowl, but he did not expect to be downsized and laid off.

If my mother is laid off, I have nothing to worry about. She is quick-witted and likes to rush.But my dad, compared to my mom, is a little dull, and he knows very little about the outside world.His position in my family is the role of the pillar and the backbone. He is still the most solid part of the family despite the wind and rain outside. Because of this existence, my mother dared to venture outside like a child.

Now, with his job gone, his position at home has collapsed with it.No matter how optimistic he is, if he has nothing to do at home every day, he seems not in a hurry on the surface, but in fact he is very anxious.

So he did something that caused a huge financial crisis in my family.

Behind my mother's and me's backs, he listened to a "friend"'s persuasion and went to do business in partnership with others, but he was cheated and even borrowed a sum of money.In order to repay him, my mother mortgaged her intermediary shop.

I want to know that real estate will become a profitable tool for the universe in the future, and I will beg my mother not to mortgage it.In short, during that period of time, I happened to be on summer vacation, and I was basically suffering the inevitable turbulence of the giant wheel of life amidst such successive changes.

The only happiness during that time was probably Ji Shuyu's long-distance calls every weekend, my parents and I gathered together to chat with her for 40 minutes or even longer.

"After I get familiar with the environment, I can find a part-time job, and then don't send me living expenses."

Every time she said that, my mother was very angry.Maybe this accident didn't happen in the family, and it wouldn't make her so sensitive, but now, Ji Shuyu said that, as if she couldn't afford to raise a child.

Later, while she was away, I secretly called Ji Shuyu and didn't say anything about the family. I just said, "Don't you know who my mother is? She would rather wrong herself than you. I also know that you don't want to be It's a burden on the family, but it's okay when your father is away, and now that your father is here, it's even more impossible for her to treat you badly."

"I know." Ji Shuyu knew my mother well, but she didn't know the current situation at home, and she didn't know that my mother was more sensitive than before.

"But...I..." She hesitated to speak.

I sighed: "Ji Shuyu, listen, when I grow up, I can earn money to support my family. I can also support you."

Growing up is often a painful process, so some people will avoid growing up.

All along, I am.

Now that I have said these words, it is a promise to my loved ones.From then on, I will not escape or shrink back, stand upright and meet the unknown wind and rain.

I know that it is useless to escape. Only after suffering can I grow up and become invincible through tempering.

For my family, for myself.

I want to grow.

must grow.