pig like age

Disrupting my goddess' opportunity to pursue the truth of Buddhism is to completely offend her.After returning to Shanghai to resume her studies, she plunged into the laboratory without seeing anyone.Of course, the main thing is not to see me.

I also don't want to hit her with the gun again at this time. After a big disturbance, there must be a big calm. I also started to study with peace of mind and cope with the exam.

Fortune and misfortune depend on each other, and through this incident, the distance between me and Jane's father and mother has been shortened.Especially Jane's father, during that time he had more opportunities to go to Shanghai on business, and occasionally asked me to go to school to play.

I think he is very easy to get along with, he has a lot to say, and there is not so much nonsense.And he looks so young. When I played with him, others thought he was a young teacher in our school, and would attract passing female students to stop and watch.I was really afraid that someone would come over and confess to him, it would be embarrassing.

After playing, he usually invites me to the cafeteria to scour a few well-known stir-fries.I found that he has been to many places and has unique views on many things.Chatting with him has benefited me a lot.But what I am most interested in is the romance between him and Nanyin's mother.

This way of getting along makes me relax.Even after he unconsciously showed his authority and was pointed out by me, he asked me to remind him all the time, which is very cute.I have always felt that what kind of child there is what kind of parents, my goddess has such an excellent character, the parents must also be very good people.Of course, it may also be a self-contained filter, love the house and black.

Soon, I forgot about his scaring me in the first place, and let go of the past.Heart for heart, I think he is using his way to observe me, understand me, and even examine me.It's the mentality of being the father of a daughter to examine his son-in-law.

It may be that the results of the investigation were satisfactory to him. Finally, he opened up to me and took the initiative to talk about Nanyin: "The first time Nanyin fell ill, he went to the hospital alone in the middle of the night."

I couldn't help but be terrified when I heard this, "You mean this is not the first time she has been ill?"

"Yeah. She went to the hospital alone that day. She asked her family members to sign it before she called Xiangbei over. She has a resolute personality, just like her mother."

I had a lump in my throat and felt cold all over my body.

I also saw the doctor alone. I really don't want to experience the hopeless loneliness again.What's more, sitting alone in the dark and cold corridor of the hospital at night and in extreme pain...

How strong does one have to be mentally to do this?

Just imagining it made me feel sore, and I wished I could see her right away and hold her tightly in my arms to cherish her.There was only one thought over and over in my heart: I would never make her sad again, never again.

Father Jian's eyes also showed sadness, and he continued: "I asked Xiang Bei, only to find out that she met you during the day. She said that you had a close relationship with a woman. I investigated secretly and found that she sold her assets and sold them in batches. Bought the equity of an investment company." Speaking of this, he sighed deeply: "I was in a very complicated mood at the time, and I was also thinking about whether what I said to you was right. Then, this time she was rescued from a coma, and I I heard that it was also because I was writing to you... As a father, for the sake of my daughter's future, I certainly don't want you two to be together. But as a relative who loves her more than anything else, it's hard to bear seeing her deeply rooted in you The heart will continue to obstruct it.”

"That child looks easy-going, but he is very stubborn in his bones. Loving someone is probably a lifetime. Such a calm temperament on weekdays has caused you the root of the disease, which shows that she loves you deeply, but what about you, your love for her What about feelings? I can't see it. I only see that you betrayed her once, and I'm afraid there will be many, many times in the future. How can you let me trust my daughter to you?" He frowned and looked at me, as if to See me through the pupils.

It was rumored that he was extremely strict with his daughter, but his love for her was so deep and heavy.I couldn't help but be moved by these words of fatherly love.This is also the first time I have learned that she loves me so deeply and deeply through the mouth of others.

Many words flowed from the bottom of my heart without much thought: "Uncle, I solemnly promise you that from now on, I, Xi Xiaochen, will never care about Jian Nanyin, neither escape nor betray. No matter what the other party does What, for the rest of my life, I will stay by her side. I will never leave her, and I will never go back on my word!"

After I finished speaking sonorously, Father Jian kept staring at me, shook his head, and said word by word: "I don't believe it."

I know this is a critical moment for me to gain the approval of her family, and I will definitely do my best to win his trust!In desperation, I rolled up my sleeves. It was about five centimeters wide and one centimeter deep. The hideous scars were shocking!

"This, can you prove it?"

Father Jian's eyes widened, full of puzzlement, but soon he seemed to understand, shaking his head again and again: "It's a joke! It's a joke, what are you doing? Ruining your own body? Self-mutilation?"

I shook my head, and said calmly: "At that time, Liao Fan and Jane Xiangbei joked with me, saying that she was dead. When I cut it off, it was the most unhesitating and unhesitating decision I made in my life! Uncle, we really can't leave each other, it's destiny, no one can stop us."

Father Jian looked at me in astonishment, as if looking at a madman.Perhaps it was difficult for him to figure out what kind of relationship we had, and gradually he gave up thinking about it, and said in a slow tone: "Extreme feelings often hurt each other. A truly beautiful relationship should flow slowly and slowly. nourish each other."

I nod.In fact, what he said is also what I have been reflecting on after living again, and I can say that I agree with it very much.So I'm not in a hurry right now.I want to spend my whole life with her, not just for a while.

"Although what you did for her is touching and regrettable, it can't offset my concerns. I'm afraid that you two are like fireworks blooming in the night sky, bright for a moment, and can't make long-term plans."

I heard that he seemed to have a plan in mind, so I asked, "What do you want me to do?"

Father Jian took a sip of water, said unhurriedly but solemnly: "I think she has other sustenance, in case you are unreliable, there is someone who can accompany her, make her feel warm, make her feel Something to worry about."

I couldn't help feeling confused when I heard this, did he want me to serve one wife with that Fu Siyan?Isn't this an insult to the three of us!I was about to have a seizure when I heard—

"I hope you can take the tadpole yourself." He stared at me with twinkling eyes, he said.

I never expected that the condition for my father-in-law to accept me is to let me bring up his baby.

Then this person threw the baby to me the next day, in the name of developing a relationship as soon as possible.In fact, his nanny went back to his hometown, and no one at home would take it with him.

I will bring?I will bring only ghosts!

Not to mention how much gossip I caused when I suddenly had an extra child.It doesn't matter if the pressure of public opinion is high, I have to review my homework during the day, and I have to rush to the company after class.It is inconvenient to hold a child after a day of tossing.

No way, I went to Taobao to place an order and bought a hug support.After using it, the effect is not good, the back pain and leg cramps.Later, I got into a group of mothers and found out about a multi-functional waist stool, which is said to be a magic tool for holding babies, so I solved this difficult problem.

Since Father Jian said to let me bring it myself, I will not go out of my way to hire someone to bring it.Who knows if this is his test for me?I can't stand this little test, and I'm only thinking about opportunistic things, so let's not talk about gaining his trust and asking him to entrust the happiness of his beloved daughter to me.

The only consolation is that the little tadpole is really well-behaved, hardly crying or fussing, quietly like a shy little girl.When I read a book, he looks at me; when I have a meeting, his obsidian-like eyeballs turn around and see everyone.Very cute.

Maybe God pitied me for bringing up a baby at a young age. It was very sad and hard work, so he gave me a baby-raising benefit—meeting the goddess.

The goddess temporarily emerged from the ocean of experiments, and when she got the time, she went back to her hometown to look after her baby.I found that there was no one in the family, and the baby was gone.

So I was lucky to receive a long-lost phone call from her.

When Jian Nanyin came, I was warming the baby tadpole's bottle.I'm not bragging, I'm now an excellent parenting expert.In order to allow the milk powder to be brewed evenly without destroying the nutritional content, I bought a constant temperature kettle with a timer.High technology has saved me, and now making milk powder is my unique skill.

I invited the goddess in, and I was busy making milk powder for the little tadpole without taking time to talk.The goddess walked towards the bedroom unconsciously, and found that the tadpole was not in, and almost bumped into me when she came out.

"There's not much light in the bedroom, so I put his baby's room in a small room."

It's ridiculous to say it.One day, Father Jian gave me a key with great pride. The house is in the neighborhood opposite Goddess's house, across the road.The environment is similar to her old community. Although the house is old, life is convenient, warm and comfortable.So this is where I raise my kids.

I can't help but wonder if my father-in-law asked me to take care of the baby and chose the address next to the goddess' residence. Was it intentional?Did you already accept me, think that I am too slow, and want to be a god assist?

When the goddess saw me, her face was pale, but when she saw the tadpoles, she was so gentle that she was outrageous.

I'm jealous.

She kept raising the corners of her mouth and smiling slightly, her eyes were indescribably gentle and loving. After teasing for a while, she picked up the tadpole and planned to leave: "I have troubled you for a while, I took him away."

Regardless of the fact that the tadpoles were still circling around the goddess's hair, I snatched the child and took three big steps back: "No, the tadpoles are under my control now."

The goddess tried to reason: "It is very tiring to take care of the child, and I have already found a nanny for him."

I shook my head: "You can take him away, but you can also take me away together. I can't live without him now." This little thing seemed to understand what I said, and "slapped" and sucked on my face I took a sip, and my face was full of saliva.But I don't think the saliva is disgusting at all, but my heart seems to have turned into water in an instant. Those words are for the goddess, and they are also my true feelings.

No matter how hard I work, I still have to hold on to this little guy who has been fed by me sip by sip until now.When I am tired, seeing him smiling at me, I have nothing to worry about.

In just a few days, I didn't expect my feelings for him to be so deep.It can be seen that the fate between people is already doomed?

But at this moment, the Goddess's face was gloomy, and she couldn't do anything to snatch the child from me, so she was sulking there alone.I knew she wasn't angry enough about what happened last time, and I was so unreasonable this time, I was really afraid that she would lose her temper, so I suggested: "Why don't you take me in too, and let me talk to the tadpoles?" Move to your house together?"

The goddess stared.

I rubbed against her and opened my mouth to suck her like a tadpole, but she pushed her away: "Give me the tadpole." The tone was cold, which hurt my heart.

Is my strategy wrong?Haste makes waste, I want to let her know a brand new me through getting along with each other bit by bit.Let her know that I am no longer the Xi Xiaochen who was suppressed by emotions and lost confidence in the past.But for some reason, there are always emergencies of one kind or another that make me do things that go too far.

No matter how good a goddess is, there is always a limit.What if I really drive her into a hurry and ignore me?

"Give me the tadpoles." She emphasized again.Hearing that her tone had softened, I decided to have a good talk with her and confess to her again sincerely.

"Nanyin, I want to talk to you." I put the tadpole back on the crib, and he babbled and waved his two little hands to me, wanting to hug me, but I had the heart to ignore it.

When the Goddess saw how intimate he was with me, a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes, and she couldn't help softening her attitude towards me: "Yes."

"..." How should I speak?Thousands of words but don't know where to start.Looking at the tadpole who smiled happily at me, he said: "Look how close the child is to me, your parents are very relieved to hand him over to me. Now, it's up to you..." I stared at her, my heart pounding Jump.

She stood there quietly, frowning slightly, "I said I won't wait for you."

"No need to wait, the original Xi Xiaochen has returned. Can't you feel it?" My heart was beating extremely violently, as if I had returned to the time when I hugged and kissed her for the first time.

Her expression gradually became a little sad, "Is it because I'm sick? Actually, I don't know how to treat someone well. It seems that nothing is right. I'm stupid."

I couldn't help smiling wryly when I heard it, and grinned, but tasted salty.I walked over and hugged her: "Then don't be nice to me, I'll just be nice to you."

She shook her head in my arms: "I can't do it. Whoever I like, I want to dedicate the best things in this world to her."

"You are the best in the world, can you dedicate yourself to me?" I said with a wry smile.My goddess is as pure as a child in her heart. She should be cherished like a treasure by others, but she was hurt like this by me.I'm nothing!

She shook her head again and backed away from my arms.Like a stubborn little animal, there is a warm luster in the eyes: "When I wrote those words to you, I could only think of you standing in the sun and laughing. It seems that overnight, you changed Yes. I can understand the meaning of your words. You feel pressure when you are with me. It is my love that destroys your self-confidence. At that time, my heart was empty, sad and puzzled. Later I asked my master, and he said , the word love is like fire on ice, the fire will melt the ice, and the fire will go out when the ice melts. He said, do you want to find out? After you have found out, you can let go. I said I don't want to let you go, so he said Said that you are like this, there is no way to practice Buddhism, so they kicked me out."

I laughed aloud when I heard "puchi", but she said seriously: "I haven't talked about love well, and I can't cultivate Buddha. I have never been so depressed. You say these words now, it will only make me feel that you are comforting me." Me. I don’t know how to go back to the beginning with you. Being with you made me feel at a loss. I don’t know what I would do wrong, and I was pushed away by you. At that time, my father was looking for you, and what happened at your home You didn't tell me anything about it. Maybe in your heart, I'm not a trustworthy lover who will tide over difficulties with you. "

It was my fault for making her feel so insecure.

"No, no matter what happens in the future, I will be the first to tell you and discuss with you, okay? Everything is caused by my demons. It's not that you are bad, but that you are too good. Okay I have to be ashamed of myself, so don't belittle yourself anymore."

"Then I still make you feel pressure?" she asked seriously.

"I almost lost you, so now, I can assure you that I will never push you away again. For you, I can let go of my self-esteem and dignity, my worries about the future, my pride and stubbornness. All Everything, including life, I can give up, but I can't give up on you... Nanyin, are you willing to give me another chance?"

"Let me think about it," she said.

I think this sentence is enough.

But what happened next made me think, fuck her!I must get her answer right away, right away!If she doesn't agree, I will chase her until she agrees!

The damned rival in love really lingers!