pig like age

Ever seen chasing a goddess to a nunnery?I may be the first to make a breakthrough.

Before leaving, I checked the address with Liao Fan. He expressed that he would recognize me as his younger sister, and that he was infected by my spirit, so he really wanted to have a relationship.So I gave Liu Jiayang's buttons to him.I like to gossip with Obasan, and even the buttons of the head portraits are exactly the same as the nude photos of the macho.

I reported the latest battle situation to my mother again.My mother was wicked and said: "If you hadn't died for her once, I would have stopped you from pursuing her. My girl is loved by everyone, so many men have followed suit, why should I put my hot face on someone's cold ass? Where is there no fragrance in the world? Grass, Xiaochen, maybe you are a double? Have you ever thought about this possibility?"

"Mom, can I ask you a question?"

"Son, please speak." My mother said in a cross talk tone.

"Did you already suspect my sexual orientation? Have you checked my information on the Internet with my computer? Otherwise, how could you even know about me? Last time you told my dad that my sexual orientation cannot be changed, I was suspicious at that time .” Without doing research and research, it is generally impossible to say this.Most parents whose children are out of the closet will choose to bring their children back on track, and make unremitting efforts to lead them into the "right path".It is said that there are extreme practices such as crying, making troubles and hanging three times. What's more, there are extreme methods such as imprisonment and electric shock. Even with some reasonable parents, it will take a long time of ideological struggle.Compared with them, I am too lucky, coming out of the closet too smoothly?

My mother murmured: "My child, because your mother and I have had a romantic life, I have experienced it, so I understand you."

I can hear the stormy waves in my heart!No way!my mother! ?

The words in my stomach were about to be slapped out of my mouth like waves, and my mother over there suddenly said in a sharp and vicious tone: "Do you want me to report it to you again?"

"No, dare not..." I was so scared that I quickly hung up the phone.

God!my mother? !

Should I tell my sister?

Forget it, the top priority is to catch the goddess again.My sister will be back at the beginning of next month, and I will chat with her for three days and three nights!

I set off with a simple small bag on my back.Apart from telling Sister Li that I had something to do at home and that I had to take a few days off, I didn't even ask for leave from the school.

I think the reason why the goddess became a monk is that it is very likely that she is disheartened about her relationship.I explained it clearly to her, and if I cling to her sternly, she might be soft-hearted and give up.

But I too underestimated the position of faith in her heart.

"She has a deep understanding of Buddhism. When she was in high school, one day she suddenly realized Taoism and said she wanted to become a monk. At that time, her mother was not in good health, so she put it down out of filial piety." Finally contacted Liao Fan , but got this answer.

"So, she has this idea long ago? Then she doesn't want me?" I was about to cry.I have been in this dilapidated place for three days. I have never visited a village or shop, and I have never even seen a fruit stand.There are two mountains to climb.

There is no signal. You have to climb mountains and wading out of the mountains, and then walk 13 miles to a town before you can borrow a phone from the canteen.

Not to mention the hard life, because the goddess is the provider here, and I am the guest of the goddess, so the living conditions are said to be the highest standard in the whole temple.A hard board bed, a thin quilt, and the cold wind blowing deeper, I often shivered in the middle of the night.

The most unbearable thing is the mental torture.

Goddesses ignore me at all!He was busy discussing Buddhism and Zen with his master all day long, getting up early to chant sutras, chant sutras at noon, and chant sutras at night.

After I finally waited for her to finish reading the scriptures and wanted to talk to her, she went to write again.Her master, that old bald donkey, almost took in a God of Wealth to let her write, and he gave it away to others.In only three days, there was an endless stream of people asking for words.On a broken hilltop isolated from the rest of the world, three waves of pilgrims came over the weekend.The incense is boiling up.

Liao Fan was helpless: "I can't help it, and I don't understand these things. Under her subtle influence, Xiaojie has really become a monk. Otherwise, why don't you go to her and ask her to think of a way?"

"Do you think she will help me?"

"will not."

I:"……"

Liao Fan volunteered to help me contact Gao Huijie.I got this reply: "Nan Nan didn't take the precepts, maybe he just spent a few days on the mountain to practice."

Hearing this news, I couldn't help but burst into tears!If this is really the case, I'm fine. I'm not hungry and cold. I think it's weight loss. But the goddess is different. She is just recovering from a serious illness. She needs a good environment to take good care of her. when.Every day because of this incident, I almost turn gray with worry.I don't know what the goddess thinks, I found such a ruined temple to torment myself, and it's not my heart that hurts if it breaks.

So I walked 20 miles back and forth on the mountain road every day to find food for her in the small town, and paid a sky-high price to hire a small worker to carry back a memory foam mattress for her.After walking a lot, I accidentally discovered that after turning over the mountain, there is a small mountain village a few miles away, where people exchange mountain goods.

"I can't tell, anyway, the aunt said it's the best to soak your feet." I couldn't help but remove her socks, but she avoided her: "You sleep on the mattress, you can use this foot bath yourself."

"Then you don't need the things sent by your family?" I just realized now that her status in her family is different from what I imagined.I thought she obeyed her family, but it turned out that her family respected her opinion.Let’s take the matter of her becoming a monk as an example. Her parents were very excited when they knew that I was with her, and sent me things every now and then.In fact, it was all for her, and she would not use it even if she knew it was sent to her, so she asked me to persuade her.

This idiot is stubborn enough, her family has nothing against her.

Sure enough, she shook her head: "No need."

I was angry, raised my hand, and pinched the left side of her cheek: "Why are you so naughty, huh?"

She was pinched and hurt without saying a word, she raised her face, her freshly washed eyelashes curled up long and wet, and she pursed her lips.My heart hurts, let go of my hand.

"The master said that I am not as good as before, and I need to be enlightened."

"To be enlightened is to toss one's own body?" I sneered.

"The master said that when the six sense organs touch the realm of the six dusts, the eyes see the form, the ears hear the sound, the nose smells the fragrance, and the tongue tastes the taste. There is no difference, no attachment, no thought, and no thought. There is no difference between your mattress and mine. There is no difference between the mushroom soup you make and the carrot soup that Aunt Li makes, and..."

I slowly unbuttoned my clothes.

She was stunned, her eyes slowly opened wider and wider following my movements: "What are you doing?"

"Didn't you just say that you don't care, don't you think about it? Then when you see my naked body, it must be the same as seeing Aunt Zhang's naked body. The medicinal materials are so good. If you don't soak your feet, I'll just wash my body. It cost a lot of money, so don't waste it."

"Xiaochen."

"Ok?"

"Go wash in your room."

"It's cold, when I bring the water over, it will be cold."

She moved uncomfortably, stood up and said, "Then you wash it, I'll go out and sweep the yard."

"This benefactor, who couldn't say that he didn't think about it just now, shouldn't it be the same in your heart whether I wash it in front of your eyes or not wash it in front of your eyes?"

After being told by me, she stood there, and she didn't want to leave, and it didn't matter if she didn't leave.I took off my clothes unhurriedly, and saw her drooping head, her ears were red.

This idiot, I sighed and put on my clothes again: "You look up, I put on my clothes."

She looked up to see that I was actually dressed, visibly relieved.

"It's okay if I don't wash here with you, and I'll have an extra bowl of rice tomorrow. Also, I won't force you to stop eating meat, but the mushroom soup I cook for you every day, you must Drink it clean, can you do it?"

She nodded.

I picked up the basin and was about to leave, but she stopped me again, "Didn't you say you came back for two days to be quiet? You've been here for five or six days."

"I'm not quiet enough."

It has been two years and three months since I dated her online (unilaterally) and got together later.I know exactly what kind of temperament she is and how she behaves in the world.When she gets along with people, she has always respected each other.It is not the kind of respect that is polite and modest, but will stand on the other side's point of view and accept the other side's words and deeds.Easier said than done.This is not only an attitude, but also a quality.Later, I met all kinds of people, and she was really the only one who could do this completely.

Why do I say this?Because I came to this ruined temple, she never asked me why I came and when I should leave.I used to live in Hongluo Temple on the outskirts of Beijing for a few days, and I know that temples generally have houses for laymen, which are separated from those for monks.As long as it is not full, the abbot or the abbot of the temple will not refuse. It is also convenient for others and a good deed.So I just stayed there, and no one asked me why, but I still felt awkward, so I explained to her why the exam was so stressful, and I wanted to come here for a few days to be quiet and concentrate on my studies.

She knows I'm nonsense, but she also respects my right and freedom to live here.

Now she started to ask me when I left, and I probably guessed that maybe I was preventing her from enlightenment.Why would it be in the way?It must be a thought, a thought.

This is a good sign, although it is a disguise to want me to go, but it is better than when I am a transparent person.

I think, I have to add another fire to get her out of this ghost place as soon as possible.

They have faith and believe in Buddha.Eat fast and chant Buddha, Amitabha.But I’m a drinker, I’m fine if I’m a vegetarian for a day or two, I don’t even touch meat for ten days and a half months, my mouth is weak all day long, my stomach is empty and my heart is bitter, I want to bite when I see the goddess’s whiteness and tenderness .

It happened that Gao Huijie came here today, and she came to visit.The goddess' master asked the chef to cook a vegetarian meal for the guests.This kind of vegetarian meal is specially made by a chef. It is different from ordinary vegetarian food. There are vegetarian meat and pork ribs. Although the ingredients are soy products, the taste can be confused with real ones.

I begged Gao Huijie to leave me a few mouthfuls, so Gao Huijie left without a full stomach.Before she left, she said to the goddess: "Look at her green eyes, be careful of Aunt Zhang's chickens."

I didn't think about those chickens at first, after all, the eggs my goddess ate depended on them.But Gao Huijie is too bad, she shouldn't have reminded her!

It caused me to slaughter chickens and eat meat in my dreams at night, so I was so happy.

So I extended my claws to the village next door.First, a half-sized rooster was caught.I found that I didn't dare to kill, so I hired a helper, that is, the young man from whom I often bought mountain goods, and he plucked my hair in friendship after killing.The two of us set up a fire on the mountainside to roast and eat.Simply put some salt and pepper noodles, the meat is delicious, the mouth is full of oil, and it is delicious in the world.

Knowing the taste by eating the marrow, I have tasted the delicacies once, and then let me face the simple food, it is more uncomfortable than death.So in the village and outside the village, as long as there are chickens in the house, no one in the chicken coop is spared, and they have all been brutally murdered by us.

Later, it was rumored that there were weasels in the village, which specialized in stealing chickens.

Another thing happened during this time.As mentioned earlier, the goddess master felt that she was not as enlightened as she was when she was a child, and gave her various homework all day long to let her understand.I can feel that she is completely immersed in the boundless Dharma, she is very devout and serious, and she doesn't care much about me.In fact, since I took off my clothes that day, she has kept me at a respectful distance, as if I was afraid that I would affect her enlightenment.

Her attitude made me more and more anxious.I'm afraid that if she really converts to Buddhism, it will be too late.

It was also a coincidence that when I went out to scoop water, I heard a few monks explaining that tomorrow is the ordained day, what time is the auspicious time in the morning, and that they will be ordained or something.After hearing this, I felt a "click" in my heart!I thought that she has recently lit a lamp to boil oil and studied Buddhist scriptures. With such a sincere heart, enlightenment is a matter of time.Taking advantage of Huang Chen's auspicious day to be ordained and shaved is simply too possible!

This imagination is so reasonable, and besides, she is the only one who practiced with hair in this ruined temple, so why not just shave her?I think [-]% tomorrow morning, she will be shaved and bald!

My goddess has shawls and beautiful hair, as beautiful as walking out of a painting.The picture of the bald head is unimaginable, so I went out of the temple gate to look around, and I was blessed to my soul, and I made a plan.

Early the next morning, it was still dark.I just stood outside the temple gate and secretly threw a match into the firewood pile in the toilet.

I have observed that there are only a few damp firewood in the firewood pile, and the toilet is independent of other houses, so it is impossible to cause a fire.But there was a lot of smoke, and I thought it would make them jump for a while.

The plan was implemented so smoothly that when the wet wood was lit, the suffocating smoke was several feet high.I was so frightened that I "scattered out of my wits" and hurried in to ask someone to put out the fire.

No matter what Huang Chen's auspicious day was, it was delayed.Everyone in the temple was startled, and later they all asked me what was going on, and I said, "I was bored, and I lit a cigarette while going to the toilet. Who would have thought that sparks would pop out and cause a fire, I'm really sorry." Sincere apologies.

Jian Nanyin's good temper turned pale again.Pull me to her room.

"Aren't you a non-smoker?"

"I learned it after falling out of love." I said bitterly.

She was speechless, probably because she felt that I was too noisy, she couldn't chase me away, she couldn't open her mouth when she scolded, and she looked at me very sadly.

After finishing the work, I will go to the county seat to make a phone call.

As usual, Nanyin's mother asked me if she was doing well, how was her health, did she use up everything, and what was missing, what should I send?

Her father was very succinct: "Didn't you say you have a solution? It's going to be winter soon, and the heating facilities there are simple, so it can't be delayed!"

After calling her parents, I called my parents again.My mother scolded her head and face: "Little brat, your class teacher can't contact you, so he called home to give an ultimatum! Hurry up and go back to the exam!"

I have one head and two big ones, and I thought to myself, it’s impossible to figure it out slowly, and when necessary, we need to burn the boat!

So on that dark and windy night of the month, I used RMB to control the sellers of mountain products, and slaughtered all the chickens in the village, not even a chicken feather was left.Also since that day, I have never wanted to eat chicken in my life.

The next day when the evening was approaching, the village head escorted the boy who sold mountain goods, and several villagers came to Xingshi to question the crime.

"It is said that we lost the chicken, so we would not have thought that it was done by the people of Tianzhu Temple. But there are all witnesses and evidences, so we have to ask clearly."

When the Goddess Master heard this, her nose was almost crooked.

"Who, who did it?" The goddess master looked around.

"Me!" I meandered out.

The ungrateful guy who sold mountain goods immediately identified me and said, "That's her, she asked me to do it."

The face of the goddess turned pale again from my anger, and she hurried out to apologize to the village representatives, saying that she was willing to bear all losses.

The reason why the village chief came here must have been due to some ideological struggle. After all, someone in the temple stole chickens, which would not be good for Tianzhu Temple's reputation.Besides, the two are so close, occasionally pilgrims pass by, and they can still do business with them.In case Tianzhu Temple became famous in the future, they could still be friends with each other, so they didn't plan to care about it too much, and their anger would be dissipated.

After they left, the goddess master called me and the goddess over.I still refused to accept it, "It was my fault for stealing chickens, but every time I stole a chicken, I put 100 yuan in the chicken coop. I didn't eat them for nothing."

The goddess master glanced at the goddess, and the goddess said: "What you give may not be what others want. They will not appreciate you, but will blame you instead. Besides, killing other people's chickens without their permission is essentially It's robbery, and it has nothing to do with giving money or not."

The goddess master nodded.

The goddess said to the master: "I'm sorry to trouble you."

The goddess master waved her hand, stared at her and said, "Is your enlightenment still possible?"

The goddess looked at me with a sad face.

Back at her residence, she couldn't help it anymore: "Xiaochen, I really want to study Buddhism, this is my interest. Can you go back? Stop wasting time with me."

"If you don't answer, I won't answer. You know, I'm here for you."

"I won't go back with you."

"Then see who can consume who."

"You..." Jian Nanyin was so angry that her eyes were filled with water, she simply turned her back and said to me: "You should know that it is very difficult to give up halfway on something I have made."

"It's such a coincidence, I won't give up halfway."

Jian Nanyin slammed the door and left, and didn't go back to her room to sleep that night.

The next day, I started killing the temple at a rate of one chicken a day.

Aunt Chen cried to her master and goddess every day, and the monks in the temple saw me as if they were seeing a great devil.

It was a crisp autumn day, the jujubes in the mountains were ripe, and the mountain was full of fruit fragrance.It's a pity that I don't have good luck, and we were invited out of Tianzhu Temple.

Jian Nanyin was reluctant to let go, and wanted to say a few words to the master, but the master's face changed, fearing that she would change her mind, he quickly closed the temple door.

Nanyin's parents had been waiting outside for a long time. When they saw us coming out, they asked someone to carry our luggage to the car.

On the way, I suddenly remembered: "It's broken. I didn't bring the old white clay casserole I bought in the town. I really like that pot. The soup is full of fragrance."

Jian Nanyin stared at me, not giving me a good look all the way.