Miss EASY

Watching Su Shuang's plane disappear in front of me, disappearing into the clouds broken by the sun.

I walked out of the waiting hall, and the winter wind blew my long hair around my ears.

As I was walking back, I told myself that maybe the pain was so numb that I could let it go.

I got in the car, Uncle Guan stood outside the car door and asked me, "Miss, why don't you go in?"

I looked at him in surprise, and he pointed to the direction where I was standing just now, "After the car is parked, I thought... I will also send Xiaoshuang off."

I lowered my head, "Yeah."

Feeling his big and generous hands falling on his head, his touch was as gentle as a father's, "Miss, I hope you will be happy."

Uncle Guan got into the car.I turned my head to look at the snow outside the glass window, and it began to fall in large pieces.I opened the window and caught a snowflake with my gloved hand.I watch the snowflakes melt on my gloves.I wondered why it snowed as soon as she left the world...

Is the world as sad as I am?

Until the early hours of last night, she hadn't sent a message asking for peace.Yeah, I don't even need her to call, just a message that she misses me... I can probably drop everything and hug her.

But she didn't.Therefore, I have no courage.My courage comes from her affirmation, but she has never affirmed me.I love her, but I can't love her without self-respect.

What I can't deceive myself is that my heart, which has been hurt countless times, still can't help but think about her.I love her so habitually.Love to the present, deep in the marrow and uprooted... I don't think I can do it at all.

Tears rolled down my cheeks as I sighed, and I smoothed them with my own fingers.This used to be her favorite place to kiss.I am more likely to cry than her, and her heartbreaker never cries.Crying is also fake crying.It's not fair...

right?Very unfair.I cry really every time, but she just wants to win my sympathy.She just wants to win my sympathy. When she is really sad, she won't cry like her.And she always buries in my neck and cries, and licks me when she cries.Lust-erotic brat!Why don't you come and kiss me generously?The kid is always awkward and shameless.

When the tears were about to dry up, I closed the window.I lowered my head and asked Uncle Guan, "Will Su Shuang come back?"

Uncle Guan laughed, "My silly lady, she's just on a business trip."

My silly lady, he always likes to call me that.

Am I stupid?I look stupid a lot of the time and believe what people say.I'm less willing to complicate things, and I'm less willing to complicate human nature.Because Xiao Shuang is very complicated, there are many twists and turns in her mind. When she is with her, she thinks of things that I can't think of for me, and she quickly guesses things that I don't say.Why not this time...

Maybe she doesn't love me.I'm pretty sure.It makes me sad to think about it.She has guessed me for so many years, but she couldn't figure it out in the past two years. She must have fallen in love with someone else. I always knew that Shen Yan loved her very much.

Shen Yan is also very good, isn't she?When it's just me, I'm willing to admit her excellence.I am willing to admit it in front of people, but I don't want to admit it in front of Su Shuang.If even I praise her for being excellent, what reason does Su Shuang have to stay by my side?She must love her even more without hesitation!

"Why not Xiaoshuang?" Uncle Guan laughed, the car stopped in front of the traffic lights, and he turned his head, "I used to be called Xiaoshuang, are you arguing now?"

I'm also thinking about this question.I also just realized that I was talking about Su Shuang.It should have been cool.Why did Xiao Shuang become Su Shuang?

It must be because I haven't called her for so long.I really miss Xiaoshuang.

but……

Xiao Shuang must love her.How ridiculous, rejecting my date and going to Shen Yan's.Seeing them sitting downstairs in the coffee and dessert room, I wanted to open the door and go in.I won't question Xiao Shuang, I just want her to know my emotions.She is so good at observing words and expressions, even if I don't say anything, she must know... But I didn't go in, I was afraid that Xiao Shuang would be embarrassed.I'm afraid that her good mood will be disturbed by my presence.

We were arguing at that time, she didn't quarrel with me openly, but she didn't talk to me.When I used to talk a lot, she talked more than I did.At that time, I said a few words, and she replied with two words, which were all interjections.I'm sure most people don't talk much when they're in a bad mood, so I don't blame her.I'm just angry, the person she goes to when she's in a bad mood is Shen Yan.She refused my date and went to find Shen Yan, I watched them fight and fight, I thought Xiao Shuang liked her, otherwise how could she smile so happily.

I didn't go to work today.Dad asked me where I was, and I said stay at home.He was a little upset, and he would never be like this in the past, because William went to report today, and he wanted me to attend William's inauguration ceremony on the spot.why should i goI don't like him!The person I like is gone and I have a feeling she won't be coming back.I know it's ridiculous how it feels, I just don't think her heart will come back.

If I call her now...she's still on the plane.

"I don't want to curse." Xiaoxin sat down beside me, and picked up a book on the coffee table, "But you two are very stupid!"

"Obviously they still like each other, why let others interfere?! Why do you just watch her go away?!"

Xiaoxin was flipping through the book, but I didn't think she was reading it, she was trembling when she flipped through the book.

I held her hand, together with the book in her hand, "Are you angry?"

I hugged her shoulders and leaned against her neck, "Neither of us is smarter than you, didn't you know it early on?"

"But you can't be so stupid!" Xiaoxin threw down the book, and I heard a loud commotion.She seemed to hit something.

I left her in surprise, I looked at her face, she had never lost such a big temper... It had a great impact on me.

I secretly wiped the corners of my eyes, but when she found out, she angrily snapped at me, "You're crying again!"

She stood up, "You can only cry!"

I cry again.I just cry.So I don't even have the right to cry?

I looked at her and the tears started to patter down my face.When I feel that I have a lot of tears, I feel like raindrops hanging from the eaves, and there is a pattering sound when they fall.

"Why can't I cry?" I cried and said to her, "You guys are strong enough."

There are already so many strong people in this world, Xiaoxin is strong, Xiaoshuang is also strong, they are all strong, why should I be strong?

This is not a group to fight monsters, everyone needs to have a high combat effectiveness.I would like to live a softer posture, not as hard as they are.

Xiao Shuang, the smelly stone in the latrine!Hard-bodied, with a bad temper.

"You're mad at me!" She quickly pulled out two pieces of paper.From her action of pulling out paper, I thought she would be rude when she wiped my tears.There was no result.Xiaoxin is very gentle sometimes, one of the few times.

I took the tissue in her hand and straightened my back with strength, "You have never lost such a big temper... Did your sister make you very unhappy?"

"No!" She rebuffed me.Picking up the book on the ground, the cover of the book was still stained with broken glass, I told her to be careful.

She rubbed the cover of the book sullenly, "Why are you in this state? When I opposed you before, you wanted to be together. Now I want you to be together, and you want to be separated."

"I don't want to separate." I picked at the tips of my nails, the nails were a bit long, and there was already a smile line.

"If you don't want to separate, don't you talk?"

"She didn't talk to me either."

"That's because she's stupid! She's stupid and you're stupid too?"

Not this kind of persuasion.If she keeps scolding me, I will be very negative.

I stopped talking.

She put her hand on my shoulder, "Sister."

"I……"

"Ok?"

She shook my shoulder with great force, almost breaking my shoulder blades, "I hope you are well!"

"I wish us well too." I broke free from her grip.

I touched my shoulder, "Are you going to work?"

"Why?" She stared at me, "Why should I go to the company for you?!"

Isn't it obvious? "You're smarter than me."

She didn't accept my statement, she asked me very loudly, "You are so stupid that you don't have to go to work?!"

I'm so shocked.I put my hand on my heart, "Will you go if I admit it?"

Instead she responded.I'm not very rambunctious either.I went to the company, and it looked like half an hour before I got off work.

Dad got angry when he saw me, and he called me in the hall, "Yi Xi, come in."

Guan Yuan drew a cross in front of me.I looked at her in frustration, and she made a "support" gesture with her fists.

"Come on!"

I went into Dad's office, Dad pointed to the sofa and told me to sit down, he closed the door and locked it.

Dad sat next to me, trying to act as a deterrent father, he said loudly, "Tell me what kind of person you like, William is not good, do you want Andy Lau?"

well.Dad himself loves Andy Lau, forcing me to regard him as an idol too.I don't love old Liu Tou, I love little Su Shuang.

"William inherited the title of nobility at the age of 28, and has a lot of land and assets. Now he will be ranked in the rich list of Britain. The key people came to China for you..."

"Yeah." After hearing what my father said, I wanted to say, "But I don't feel it."

"Feelings can be cultivated."

Again.

"Did I say something like this when you were 26 years old? I said you are 26 years old and I will not force you. If you don't have a date in the next year or the next year, I will say these things to you. You are almost 28 years old now, you must be quiet Set your mind to live."

"Xu Sui." I think I can still struggle, "Xu Sui is almost 28."

Dad sighed after listening, "It's all the same."

"Dad." I took my father's hand and held it in my palm, "I know what the life I want, and I can afford the life I want. I have found my other half of the apple."

"Who?" Dad immediately held my hand back, "Who are you in love with?"

Seeing the way he frowned, I knew he liked William better.I am also hesitating, the courage I raised all of a sudden just now is somewhat missing.

Should I tell him, do I like Xiaoshuang?

In case Xiaoshuang really changes his mind, then I...

I would rather be single than settle down.

"I fell in love with Xiaoshuang." Time will wear down the will, but not the pursuit.

"You bastard!" Dad stood up, pacing back and forth excitedly, he looked very anxious, and spit out his saliva when he spoke, "Don't say you like Xiaoshuang if you don't like William!"

He took out a paper towel to wipe his mouth, and because he was too hard, the paper scraps were still on his lips, "You are joking, right?"

He sat down and shook my shoulder again, "Why are you in a daze! Tell me!"

He now has a real deterrent.

I lowered my head to pick my nails, "I'm real." I picked it harder again, "I really like it."

"You are confused!" Dad left me angrily.He went back to his big chair and sat down, he even patted the folder with his hands, "When did you like her?! Does she like you too?!"

I was looking at him, and I turned my head away unnaturally when he asked me that. "I liked her a long time ago, I don't know if she still likes me."

Dad patted the table three times in a row, and each time I was shocked, "You are mad at me! You are mad at me! Stop my heart!"

"You don't even know if someone likes you, but you dare to like him! Do you know if you are down?"

I opened my eyes wide, "Do you agree with me?"

"I don't agree! You can like boys, but not girls!"

"What about the woman?"

Dad made me choke, he looked at me in horror, "What do you mean? You put her..."

I nodded.

Dad kicked me out of the office.He was quite polite and sent me to the door, but he gritted his teeth and asked me when the door was closed, "What do you want me to tell Su Ze?"

"Su Ze already knew."

"Get out." Dad closed the door gently, and I still felt his hand shaking.

pissed off.

How to do it?I was thinking all the way back to my office, will this hurt Xiao Shuang?Xiao Shuang didn't like me coming out, and I didn't get her consent.

It feels like something is going to go wrong.Coming out of the closet is not majestic at all, and I have a feeling that Xiao Shuang will be very angry when he comes back.

Thinking that Xiao Shuang would be very angry, I touched my cheek unconsciously. She was already angry, would she break up even more without hesitation?

After she broke up with me, she went to Shen Yan's side, thinking of this scene...

Xiaoshuang.I lay on my desk and cried.