Miss EASY

New Year's Day off for three consecutive weekends.I didn't go home.My dad was angry with me, he didn't say he wouldn't let me go home, he just said he didn't want to see me.I thought about letting him "freeze" for two days, and I went to the hospital to see Lu Chengfeng.

How to say this?As a junior, I looked at Lu Chengfeng curled up on the bed, and I began to think that maybe hatred is no longer important.A person who was good before is slowly weakening in front of me. I watched my "fighting spirit" suddenly disintegrate.Things in the world are full of joys and sorrows, and the ups and downs. At this point, it seems that it is time to let go.

I doubted whether Lu Chengfeng's illness was real or not, but now it seems that it is very real.When he curled up on the bed and didn't move, the tears just fell down like that, sliding over the bridge of his nose and dripping through the bags under his eyes, and fell quickly obliquely in a side stream posture.It was so fast I barely realized it was tears.He was fine when I peeled an apple for him to eat, but in a blink of an eye when I went to wash my hands and came out again, he was lying on the bed and crying.I don't know much about this disease, and I don't know how uncomfortable it is, but seeing a big man shed tears in front of me, I feel... Although I never regarded him as my biological father, I am not a cold person by nature. Tears, I do feel pity.

I asked him, "Are you in pain?"

Lu Chengfeng shook his head and said, "It doesn't hurt to see you."

The truth hurts, or the lie doesn't hurt, I feel better.Seeing you doesn't hurt anymore, I feel uncomfortable.

He always liked to talk to me.I used to be able to despise him open-mindedly, but now I can't say such things.

I asked Shen Yan if this disease could be cured, and if it could be cured.Shen Yan always said: "Oh, don't bother yourself, really. Don't worry about it, you are tired enough."

I asked her to be quite inexplicable, and I said, "I haven't done anything yet, why am I tired?"

Shen Yan hugged my shoulders, coaxing the children, "Why are you not tired? You are going to go abroad, and you still have your own relationship problems to worry about."

"Oh, tsk." I told her melancholy, "Why do you always pick which pot you don't open?"

"For me, honest words are good for deeds, and good medicine is good for the disease."

"Bah you shameless!"

Shen Yan tapped my forehead with her knuckles, "I can catch you if I want to??"

"When did I let you catch me?"

"Then I have to be even more shameless."

I don't want to talk to this shameless person anymore.I squatted down against the wall of the hospital corridor, hugging my knees and thinking, should I go back and apologize to Yi Xi?

In my heart, two little people are fighting.

One said, "Why are you apologizing? What did you do wrong? Why are you apologizing? What kind of apology?"

One said, "Do you have to judge who is right and who is wrong? Is there a clear line between two people? You should apologize in the past with a good attitude and listen to the attitude."

The two of them wrestled until their noses were bruised and their faces were swollen. The atmosphere was at a stalemate. Shen Yan came over and pulled my arm to get me up, "Why are you squatting on the ground, what are you thinking about?"

I moved my arm, but I didn't pull it up for her, and I still squatted against the wall.Seeing this, Shen Yan squatted down with me as if compromising.

As we got closer, the smell of perfume from Shen Yan's body penetrated into my nose.The same fragrance, sometimes it has a calming effect, sometimes it has a charming effect, and sometimes it has an annoying effect.

I said, "You go away." Saying this, I moved a little to the side.Shen Yan approached again, "What, you hate me?"

If I hate her, I don't really hate her.I let out a long breath, turned to look at her, and my eyelids drooped accordingly.She took off her high heels while squatting, and I was still wearing high heels while squatting.

I said, "Aren't your feet cold? Put on your shoes."

She said, "My joints hurt a little! It's comfortable to take off and squat!"

I shrank my neck back, "Why do you say so loudly when it hurts? Then get up, you can't squat and squat."

She said, "That won't work, I have to squat with you, I can see that you are a little sad."

I stood up and pulled her up too.When I said, "I'm not sad," she just put her head down and put on her shoes.When she looked up, she was level with my shoulders again.

"It's fine if you don't feel sad." She clasped her palm up, and the pad of her big thumb rubbed against my side cheek, and I dodged for a while.As soon as she moved to dodge, she placed her other hand on the side of my neck, preventing me from moving, "When you are sad, your cheeks are sunken."

I pulled her hand down, "It was my habitual action of sucking my cheeks and thinking."

She came up again, and punched my cheek with her fingertips, "Speak nonsense, you are obviously sad."

I took it away for her again, "You talk nonsense too, you obviously eat tofu."

She didn't move this time, and just laughed on the spot, "Hey, it's not easy to eat a bite of your tofu."

I am helpless.I took two steps towards the corridor and walked to a place with handrails.I was next to the marble armrest, and there was a cold wind blowing in my ear, I tied up my hair, "Why do you like me?"

I didn't look back.She didn't follow either.She was standing about two meters away from me, looking at me.I could feel her gaze was looking towards me without turning my head.There were no people in the corridor at this time, and some people were far away from us.When I asked her this question, she just stood there and answered me.

She said in a tone of no energy, "What do I like about you? I don't know. Probably... At the beginning, I thought you were like Chengfeng. I won't hide it from you, I still have him in my heart. Until now. But already Not so much, now... let’s say I can’t let go, that is, I have been entangled for more than 20 years. What do I like about you? Except for your appearance, I like you as a person. I like to see you as a person. When I see you as a person , my heart is happy."

When she stopped, there was a moment before I looked back at her.I smiled at her, "Idiot."

The two of them crossed their arms and leaned against the wall slantingly, returning a gentle and confident smile to me at the most suitable time.She's good at picking the moment to laugh.When I smiled at her first, she paused for two seconds, just watching calmly, two seconds later her lips slowly slanted to one side, in addition to her gentle and confident expression, there was also an old fox-like coquettish air.

On the day I left the country, Yi Xin came to see me off.When I saw her, I thought of asking Yi Xi.But I didn't ask, I didn't have the nerve to ask.

While I was touching my nose, Yi Xin told me, "My sister seems to be here, but I don't know where she is."

I looked around subconsciously, and my eyes quickly returned to Yi Xin's face, "I didn't see it."

With the back of his hands behind his back, Yi Xin complained slightly dissatisfied with my question, "It seems like I said everything!"

I pursed my mouth, because I thought she loved to kill me.Maybe she felt that she was a bit fierce, so Yi Xin said to me in a relaxed tone, "Because she drove out in the morning, when I called her, the noise seemed to be the airport."

Hearing what she said, I looked around again, and my eyes passed the same trajectory.Yi Xin twisted my ear at this moment, "What is the phone for?"

Ji Xueba stood behind her and smiled.I think he is laughing at me, but not at me.Because when he laughed at me, he looked at the back of Yi Xin's head very gently.Probably because I think my girlfriend is cute.

He already has a girlfriend...and my girlfriend?

"Your girlfriend is here." Shen Yan put his arm on my shoulder.I didn't know she was coming to see me off, I didn't even tell her the flight number.

"I always have my own way." Wearing big V's super black sunglasses, she smiled smugly at me.

"Get out of here." In fact, I didn't ask anything, and I was already immune to her elusiveness.It's no surprise that she can hack into my search bar.Speaking of this, since she hacked into my search bar, I haven't searched much about Xingchen.I don't have anything to worry about about Xingchen, but it's just out of an industry survey.After all, I am from this background, so it is natural to pay more attention to the leadership-level companies in this industry.I think so myself.Shen Yan didn't believe my statement, she said that this was a manifestation of "saying no with my mouth, but my body is very honest".When any serious matter came into her mouth, she choked on an unscrupulous taste.I am also very convinced by her.

"My girlfriend is not you." I looked at her with an uncontrollable disgust.

With my disgusted expression, Shen Yan rubbed my face hard.I struggled under her arms.Hey, the woman who said she had old arms and legs last time is not humble at all when she uses brute force now!

I said loudly, "Damn it!"

She just stopped.Let me go, shrugging innocently. "I thought you liked it."

"Pooh!"

Shen Yan pulled down the collar of my coat with one hand, and I staggered towards her.She steadied me as I crashed into her arms.When I stood up next to her, she tugged on both my collars, "It's snowing."

I followed Shen Yan's gaze and looked outside the glass door.It's snowing again.It probably wasn't just downloaded, but it probably faded when I saw it early in the morning.

Snow flakes are flying between the sky and the earth, and the time of white snow has come again.

Jayson slapped me on the side arm, "Go Girl!"

I turned around again, and Jayson pulled me, "I have to say goodbye until tomorrow, time, TIME, GOGOGO!"

While being dragged by him to go to the security check, I suddenly turned my head to look at it. After all, I must have thought too much.But I didn't call her either, did I?

Jayson asked me for client information.On the plane, I found out the information Yi Xin gave me and handed it to him. Jayson took a look, "Is it all organized by Yi Xin?"

If I didn't answer, I would have answered.I think he saw it in my expression too.When you get in touch with a certain level of friends, you can know the answer just by looking at their expressions.

Jayson nodded, his thinking fingers landed on the information page, "Yixin organized it very well."

I laughed at him, "Are you sure you're not flattering the little boss?"

"NONONO." Jayson also laughed, "There is a Chinese idiom called—seeking truth from facts."

I put the noise-cancelling headphones around my neck, and when I was looking for the eye mask, I said a Chinese greeting, "How are you and Brother Yao?"

Speaking of this, Jayson put the folder on his thigh, with a teasing smile on his face, "Well, we are fine. Do you want to ask about Jiang? It's okay, there are only two of us here."

Fuck it - it's just the two of us here!

I put the blindfold on my forehead.It was nothing at all, let him talk as if I had something.

I said, "I didn't want to ask, but you don't want to mention Jiang every time you see me, okay? Past tense past tense past tense...OK?"

"OK, OK." Jayson nodded, "Jiang is very nice, she loves Shu Wan very much."

"..."

"Jiang often told Xiaoyao that God arranged for her to meet Shu Wan, and after falling in love with her—" Jayson pointed to his big chest muscles with his right hand, "There is a soft heart here."

Puff puff! ! !Here, please bring in the part where the master spews blood in Tang Bohu Spotting Qiuxiang.

I'm really... unspeakably blocked.How long has it been since I broke up with Lao Jiang, why did he help me "remember the past" so unabashedly.

I simply put the noise canceling earphones on my ears. Jayson saw me put on the earphones, but he didn't talk to me, just squinted his eyes and smiled at me.

I immediately pulled off the blindfold on my forehead.

Eyes do not see ears do not hear, the world is quiet.

But the mood started to change.

All right and wrong seemed to collapse in an instant.I started thinking about Yixi.I miss her so much.

When the tears came down, I turned my head and wiped them away.

The author has something to say: Big guys, take care of your girlish hearts, and log in from the perspective of Yixi in the next chapter.