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Zhao Si'an wanted to open the door several times, but was held back by Zhao Fengshi's stepmother. Under the stalemate, he frowned and stepped aside, taking a deep breath.

The door didn't know what it was made of, and the sound insulation effect was ridiculously good. He couldn't hear anything while waiting outside the door, and when he wanted to go in again, the door was pushed open from the inside.

Zhao Si'an called brother, and saw that half of Zhao Fengshi's face was blurred by blood, he walked out with his hands and feet stiff, his stepmother screamed in fright, Zhao Fengshi glanced at her, his eyes were bloody, like hell evil spirits.

He raised his hand to wipe away the scarlet on his face, Zhao Si'an cried out in a daze, Zhao Fengshi let out a chuckle, but it sounded more painful than crying.

In fact, before he came, he had thought about countless possibilities, and his father would definitely not agree easily, and he could guess a thing or two about any request he would make.

He had come prepared for the worst, but even so, when he heard the request, he found himself afraid and hesitant.But in just a few seconds, the timid and stagnant heart seemed to be severely smashed by something. After donating blood, my heart was replaced by another emotion.

He inevitably thought of Lin Ci, thought of him trekking in the darkness full of ghosts and ghosts, thought of his desire to see the light regardless of the 30.00% success rate, thought of him... said to himself, I believe in you .

Then he thought of the summer in high school, when the sun was so bright, Lin Ci looked aggressively at him like a proud little lion, so he didn't want to take care of anything.

Only Lin Ci was left in his eyes and in his heart. From being unable to express the thoughts of a teenager that he couldn't even see clearly in high school, to now the continuous love has become the softest place in the bottom of his heart.

He said, I will get married.

He said, I promise you.

He said, I won't fight anymore.

He said, as long as you can help me cure him.

Those words were spoken word by word, and the snowflakes in my heart slowly fell, drowning the wild roses that were about to bloom.

He thought, anyway, it was just his wishful thinking from beginning to end, and luckily it was just wishful thinking.

A person like him growing up in the Zhao family is like a bird that fell into the thorn bushes. If he can't fly, he will be imprisoned here forever. He will never know what is freedom and what is happiness.

Zhao Si'an handed him the facial tissue, Zhao Fengshi reached out to take it and pressed it casually on his forehead, listening to his cousin carefully ask: "What's the matter?"

Zhao Fengshi shook his head, with the smile still on his lips, he said, "It's nothing, I just plan to go home."

Zhao Si'an looked at him in confusion, and saw his cousin turned around, his back was as tall and straight as ever, but it always made people feel a sense of vulnerability that would be broken in a second.He frowned, followed quickly, and said, "I'll take you back."

On the way back, it started to rain lightly. Zhao Fengshi closed his eyes and leaned in the car. He heard the sound of rain outside the window. The pain spread, and he opened his eyes.

When he returned home, the leveling floor after he opened up was lonely like never before. He walked from one end of the wall to the other with his eyes closed, stumbling and stumbling, but still walked safely through this section of the road.

When designing this house, he was actually thinking about Lin Ci. His love has always been hidden in his heart. in this way.

Lin Ci woke up from the nightmare, raised his hand to cover his forehead, wiped off the cold sweat on his face, turned over and buried half of his face in the pillow.

The sound of rain outside the window gradually increased, and the light rain turned into a heavy rain. Lin Ci listened quietly for a while, then suddenly heard a thunder, he shivered, and called Zhao Fengshi's name. After calling several times, no one responded, so he returned After a while, he remembered that Zhao Fengshi told him that he would not come today.

Lin Ci lay on the bed, sighed softly, moved her hands rustled, and knocked her chin in the crook of her arm.In fact, he doesn't remember much of the dream he had just now. He just felt flustered and uncomfortable, and couldn't sleep. Lin Ci lay down in a daze for a while, when he heard the lock buckle loosen, and the sound of light footsteps Stepping slowly, the slack and closed eyelids moved.

Zhao Fengshi walked softly to Lin Ci's bed on his feet. He squatted there, not daring to get too close. His body was covered with rainwater and cold outside. The raindrops kept dripping down and gathered on the ground to form a pool of water stains.

Lin Ci breathed tightly, sniffing the familiar scent greedily. At a distance not too far away, the cold fragrance of roses was soaked by the rain and turned into another complex smell. His hands twisted helplessly.

What is Zhao Fengshi doing here at this time?He was thinking wildly, his mind was in a mess.

Suddenly, the rain was pouring and pattering on the window, several winds whizzed past, interspersed with the thunder, he heard several inaudible cries, Lin Ci's body stiffened instantly, and he fell on the ground in a trance. Under the quilt, the quilt was like a quagmire, buried him in it, and made him unable to move.

Zhao Fengshi was crying?

why is he crying

He seemed to have turned into a marionette, his joy and sorrow were all changed by Zhao Fengshi's words and deeds, he lay there in a panic, his head was full of the crying sounds he heard just now .

This rainy night was destined to be restless. When Zhao Fengshi left, Lin Ci took a sudden breath. He rolled over on the bed, listening to the wind in the rainy night, thinking about everything about Zhao Fengshi.

Early the next morning, he thought he would be discharged from the hospital without surgery, but the nurse came in early and woke him up, saying that he was going to have another checkup.

Lin Ci was drowsy, and after washing up, he went to draw blood on an empty stomach. He had been doing various checks all morning, full of doubts, and when he saw his attending physician, he heard him happily say: "Lin Ci, you don't have to go back, Professor Zhao decided to take over your operation, he hasn't been in the hospital for a long time, he brought his whole team here this time..."

Lin Ci listened to a few words in bewilderment at first, and then she became really excited after she understood it. Her voice trembled a few times, and she asked in disbelief, "Is what you said true?"

"It's true." His attending physician was also really happy for him, and said in relief, "With Professor Zhao coming out of the mountain, your surgery will be guaranteed."

During this period of time, Lin Ci had never been so happy as he is now. When he got this good news, he immediately wanted to share it with Zhao Fengshi.Back in the ward, he took out his cell phone, and Lin Ci dialed it to Zhao Fengshi when he listened to the key tone. The cell phone just connected to the busy tone, his eyelashes trembled, and his eyes stayed in one place.

Lin Ci was very busy that day. He went for a check-up in the morning and again in the afternoon. He was taken around by nurses all day, and then returned to the ward. Several doctors came to him. He could Feeling that he was surrounded, he lowered his head and felt uncomfortable.

Until the evening approached, Lin Ci showed tiredness on his face, and he heard someone say, "Okay, that's it, everyone will have a collective meeting tomorrow."

That voice seemed familiar. When Lin Ci raised his head, he felt his right shoulder sink, and a low voice sounded above him, "Hello Lin Ci, I will be the doctor who will be in charge of you in the future. My surname is Zhao."

"Hello, Doctor Zhao." Lin Ci's brows slowly relaxed.

Zhao Junru glanced at Lin Ci, and saw Lin Ci's face. He withdrew his hand and said in a low voice, "You don't need to be so polite. I'm Fengshi's father. He came to me the other day and talked about you. You are his father." Friends, these are all as they should be."

Lin Ci was stunned for a moment, but he didn't react at all, and heard a "bang", like the sound of a door being pushed open. The next moment, his shoulder was stroked heavily, and Lin Ci hit a not-so-soft place , his body was stiff, his shoulders were tightly clenched, and the dull pain spread.

When he heard Zhao Fengshi's voice, it didn't seem like he was talking to his father, but rather like he was confronting the enemy, it was extremely cold.

"Do you have anything else to do?"

Zhao Junru narrowed his eyes and looked at his son. He was a scheming man, and he was more thoughtful than Zhao Fengshi. He smiled at the good-tempered one, ignored Zhao Fengshi, and said to Lin Ci, "Okay, okay, I don't want to Having said that, take good care of your friend when the time comes, and I will leave first."

The door was gently closed, Lin Ci raised his head, he was wrapped in Zhao Fengshi's arms, the person holding him was breathing heavily, as if he was suppressing something.

"Zhao Fengshi?"

He hesitated and called softly, the people behind him slowly backed away, the heat behind him turned into an open and cool place, Lin Ci turned around, obviously he couldn't see, but he still accurately located the place where Zhao Fengshi was. direction.

Zhao Fengshi lowered his head and stretched out his hand to stroke Lin Ci's upturned hair. There was a slight smile in his voice, "You just walked around the hospital all day wearing this chicken nest?"

Lin Ci's expression was bewildered, and he was rubbed on the head twice before he realized it. He quickly grabbed Zhao Fengshi's hand and asked, "Is Dr. Zhao your father?"

"En." Zhao Fengshi responded, and then said with a smile: "Let me tell you, believe me, you are right, Lin Ci, you will get better."

He laughed and talked like this, Lin Ci's body relaxed, and his barren heart seemed to have planted a large field of flower seeds. After the storm receded, he slowly waited for the flowers to bloom in the warm sunshine with gentle wind and drizzle.

Zhao Fengshi's crying was temporarily forgotten by Lin Ci. He held Zhao Fengshi's hand and said to him, "I was woken up by the nurse early in the morning. I was busy going for an examination and fainted all day."

"Little poor." Zhao Fengshi patted his forehead, Lin Ci shook his head twice, and grinned, "Where have you been? I didn't see you yesterday or today."

"I found a place to celebrate the successful operation for you in advance."

Lin Ci laughed out loud when he heard this, and he asked strangely, "Is this all done?"

"Let's warm up first. When you can see it, I will celebrate it for you."

Zhao Fengshi's voice was brisk. He grabbed Lin Ci's wrist with his backhand and said, "I won't be staying in the hospital tonight. I informed the nurse just now."

"Did she agree?"

Zhao Fengshi paused slightly, "Of course I didn't agree, and even scolded me."

Lin Ci opened her mouth slightly, and then she heard Zhao Fengshi prodding, "So we have to sneak out, you sit down first, and I'll get you clothes."

Zhao Fengshi deliberately lowered his voice, but Lin Ci still felt inexplicably nervous. Since he couldn't see him, he has always done his duty, and he has never done such a sneaky thing.

He opened his hands and asked Zhao Fengshi to change his clothes. He was no longer as restrained and unfamiliar as he was at the beginning. Lin Ci felt that his ankle was gently lifted, and his warm palm was pressed against his skin. He didn't know that Zhao Fengshi What is the expression at the moment, it would be great if you can see it.

After putting on his clothes, Lin Ci was wrapped like an airtight zongzi, and a scarf was tied around his neck. He hurriedly tore off the scarf, exposing his two nostrils for breathing, and reproached, "I can't even breathe. gone."

Zhao Fengshi raised his hand and rubbed his head randomly a few times, then put the brim of the down jacket on him, the big hat covered most of his face, Zhao Fengshi's deep voice sounded outside the hat, mixed with a little smile , he said: "Let's go, my brother will take you to spend the night."

Lin Ci also laughed, and pushed Zhao Fengshi with his hand, "Who is the elder brother?"

Zhao Fengshi circled him and held him in his arms, "Shh, let's sneak out."

The two of them were almost sixty together, and they even sneaked out of the hospital without telling the doctors and nurses. Lin Ci was carried away by Zhao Fengshi like catching a thief, and the heart in his chest seemed to be flying on a rocket. In the universe, there is no place to breathe in a vacuum state.

He was always paying attention to the movement around him, until Zhao Fengshi let go of his hand, he breathed a sigh of relief, Zhao Fengshi said: "Come out, no one found us."

The rocket engraved with the words "Lin Porcelain" flew around in the weightless outer space, and landed safely with all the ambiguous, vague love and a large amount of affection that I dare not describe.

"where are we going?"

Lin Ci asked in a low voice, and Zhao Fengshi said, "Would you like to... go and listen to a movie?"

Lin Ci suppressed a smile and said, "Okay."

That night was like the last meal for a condemned prisoner. Zhao Fengshi sneaked Lin Ci out of the hospital and took him to a candlelight dinner. Rose went to the late-night movie theater again, and the two of them sat there and listened to the movie all night.